Chapter 45: Point of No Return

Derek watched Meredith hang up the phone and immediately felt many emotions all at one time knowing they were going to pick up where they left off. He kept his eyes focused on her as she walked over to where he decided to sit down while she was talking.

"Izzie is pretty sure she is going to go. She just needs to make sure Hannah can stay at her friend's house Saturday night as well; she already had plans to stay away Friday night. She thinks she has to work until 2. However, we can leave after that. We will just pick her up at the clinic. She also doesn't want to tell Mark, just in case something happens, and she can't go, but she giggled about surprising him as well."

"Do you have equipment to ski?" Derek asked curiously.

"Of course, I have ski and snowboard equipment. I am pretty good. I used to go a lot when I lived in Boston." Meredith replied confidently.

"We will just have to see how good you are. Have you ever skied at Winter Park?"

"No, I haven't, but I have read about Mary Jane and can't wait to get up there, some of the best trails in North America. I have never skied in Colorado. We stayed in New England and flew to Whistler at least once a season to ski in high school and college."

"I will have to show you the ropes, Mark and I know the trails well. We would ski at least twice a month during season. Maybe even give you some lessons." He smirked; he was good on the slopes.

"I think I will be the one giving you lessons. You will be trailing in my dust on skis. Maybe even the board." She smirked back at him. She knew he would underestimate her abilities.

"Looks like we have a challenge." He leaned into her a little.

"I think we do. You need to get ready to eat my dust." She laughed.

"You only wish."

"Does Izzie know how to ski?" Meredith asked.

"She does, I don't think I have been with her since high school, but I know she still goes occasionally, but she isn't a pro at it, more of a blue, blue/black at the most." He said.

"Good, I am excited to get on some of the blacks and maybe the double black diamonds. I also read about the moguls in Winter Park, very nice." Meredith replied sitting there unsure what to say next as she knew she was rambling on when they had things to get back to.

"Let's go back to the lessons part... what kind of lessons would you like to give me?" He leaned in another few inches, flirting with her.

"You can't handle my lessons. I am rough." Meredith replied very seductively.

He almost couldn't speak, "Oh baby, I can handle anything you throw at me." He crashed his lips on hers not able to hold back any longer. His hands went straight to both sides of her head to pull her closer into him.

Her arms went straight to his head as well, needing him, needing to feel his lips on hers and his hair in her hands. Their hands both started traveling up and down the sides of each body. Both of them were quickly warming to the touch that was a new sensation for both of them.

His mouth quickly found the sweet spot on her neck, "Oh Meri."

"Derek." She breathed out, reaching for the hem of his shirt to get it off. She pulled away from him long enough to get the shirt over his head, quickly pressing her lips to his chest.

"Mer, I can't... I am almost to a point of no turning back." He barely got out.

"Good." She breathed into his ear, nibbling on his ear.

"Bedroom... let me take you to the bedroom." Derek securely grabbed her off the couch with both hands. He couldn't believe this was going to happen and he knew it was the perfect time.

"My bedroom." She moaned while playing with the hair at his neck and continuing to play with his ear and neck.

"Baby, you have to stop that. I have to... make it up the... OH GOD... stairs." Derek said hoping he could make it without them falling. She was making it very difficult for him to even put a foot in front of the other, much less, up the stairs.

Somehow, he got them into her room and gently laid her on her bed. He looked down at her, mesmerized by her. He couldn't believe this was about to happen. He was glad he had put a condom in his wallet a few weeks ago, just in case.

"What?" She smiled at him as he stared into her eyes, standing there watching her.

"You are... beautiful." He said before leaning down reaching for her shirt to pull it over her head.

He gasped seeing her black lacy bra with her breasts jutting out of it just perfectly. He lay down on top of her, starting at her lips and moving his hands over her bra, cupping her breasts.

"Perfect." He breathed before his mouth was on the edge of her breast.

She was feeling the need for him grow deeper and deeper in her core. She reached her hands to his jeans and started to undo them. He reached behind her back to unclasp her bra at the same time. He stood up enough so that his jeans fell to the floor. He slowly took off her jeans as well, leaving them with coverings only on their most intimate of places.

"You are a masterpiece." Derek told her in a whisper.

Meredith smiled back up at him, knowing this feeling she has, is not ordinary. "You are... wonderful, Derek. Make love to me."

That was all he needed to hear. He took his boxer briefs off and quickly took her black lace thong off. He leaned down over her and kissed her passionately on the lips. He had nonchalantly placed the condom on the side of the bed before his pants came off.

His mouth took one of her breasts in, as he immediately went to nibbling on her nipple, with his other hand on her other nipple, rolling it in between his fingers and pinching it, going between hard and soft. She moved her hands across his back seductively, going down to his firm ass. People who ride horses have amazing asses and thighs and Derek's... his was perfect.

She could feel his hard, solid cock resting dangerously close to her heated core. She knew she was dripping wet... juices were flowing.

Derek wanted to embrace every second of this. He knew this was... something that was so strong... it was indescribable. His hand traveled down to her stomach, his mouth staying on her perfectly rounded breast. His hand was getting very close to its final destination, and he couldn't wait. He was doing everything he could to keep this slow, but he needed her. He needed to take her, but slow. He wanted it to be perfect.

Meredith arched her back up when Derek bit down a little harder than expected on her nipple, "Oh god." She moaned.

He moaned loudly when his finger entered her, making sure she was ready to take him, all of him. "You are, god you are perfect."

She felt his cock twitch the second his finger entered her. "You are... this is... so good."

"God, it is." Derek said getting the condom and opening up the package, he rolled it on and hovered over her for a second, looking deep into her eyes. There was so much love in both eyes.

He slowly dove in, both of them gasping the second he entered her. Pausing, so they could feel every inch of each other. This... was the most amazing thing that either of them have ever experienced. He never took his eyes off hers and never shut them, nor did she as he thrusts in and out of her slowly, picking up the pace a little as they went, but keeping it... perfect and intimate.

"Oh god, I am... close." Meredith said loudly.

Derek was trying to hold back wanting her to reach her utmost highest place first, he was ready to blow at any moment. "Me too... together."

"Oh god, now Derek... now." She moaned loudly feeling her body starting to involuntarily take over.

Derek could feel her insides spasm around his cock, not being able to stop his own orgasm from erupting with hers.

Once both of them were down off of their high, Derek pulled out of her and discarded the used condom. He looked deep into her eyes, "That was... I can't even find the words to describe it. You are really amazing."

"It was... we fit, perfectly together." She smiled at him as he lay beside her propped up on his elbow.

"We do." He leaned down and lightly kissed her lips.

They stared at each other before Meredith said, "Stay with me, here... tonight."

"Meredith, are you sure?" He wanted nothing more than to stay with her, in her bed.

"More than anything. Lay here with me." She smiled.

"Absolutely." He moved the covers back so that they could get underneath. He couldn't help but feel like his heart was leaping out of his chest. The love he had for this woman was undying.

Once underneath the covers he pulled her into him, so that her back was against his chest. He wrapped her up with his arms, feeling like he was on top of the world.

"I am glad you are in my bed." She breathed sleepily.

"Me too. I don't want to be anywhere else in the world but here." Derek said breathing her in.

"Good." She fell asleep with a smile on her face.

Derek lay there, hearing her light snores become heavier. He couldn't help but giggle a little bit, she was amazing. He couldn't believe he was laying here with the love of his life in his arms. "I love you." He said into her ear before finally shutting his eyes and falling into a deep slumber.