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Well, the moment we have all been waiting for. I think the title says it all XD
Chapter Thirty-three
Sakura's virginity
Sakura and Syaoran shared the tortellini and caprese salad he had prepared while they talked about silly things. She could tell he was trying to make her laugh so she wouldn't be nervous.
When they started on dessert, her hands were a little shaky.
"Nervous?" Syaoran asked.
"Yes... a little," she admitted, sighing.
He shifted his chair, until he was sitting right next to her.
"Well, don't be. It's just me," he said, dipping a finger into her piece of tiramisu and smearing the cream on her nose.
Sakura grunted, wiping it off with a napkin. They both laughed and Sakura stared at him.
"You're so perfect."
He rolled his eyes.
"Don't tell lies."
She nudged him, wrapping her arms around him when he groaned.
"You are, at least to me," she whispered against the skin of his neck.
Syaoran placed his arms around her waist.
"Shut up, you silly girl."
They laughed again and he released her so he could get up. Syaoran finished what was left in his wine glass in one gulp and glanced sideways at Sakura, a little nervously.
"Come with me, I want to show you something."
Sakura took the hand he was offering her and they went to his room. She covered her mouth with her hands in shock.
There was a small path of rose petals leading to his bed. On the pillow was a purple rose, her favourite colour, and on each bedside table she saw a scented candle, perfuming the air.
The whole room smelled of roses.
"What's this?" she asked, still very surprised.
"Don't you like it?" he said, hugging her from behind.
"Of course I like it, but I didn't expect it... Did you do something like that with Meiling too?"
She heard a snort from Syaoran and then felt his teeth biting her ear.
"Stop comparing yourself to others for once. They never meant to me what you mean to me," he replied in an irritated voice.
"But did you?"
"You know that with Meiling it just happened, and that's it. You're the first girl I've ever felt like setting something like this up for."
"And why is that?" she asked in confusion.
She still didn't understand why Syaoran was always so thoughtful with her.
"Because I want you to have a nice memory of our first time together."
Sakura realised that he was angry and turned around, hugging him tightly.
"I'm sorry, I'm always screwing it up and naming the others... but I'm afraid I won't be able to keep up with them."
His laughter surprised her.
"Sakura, they can't compare to you. Don't worry about that stupidity anymore."
She smiled and wrapped her arms around his neck, pulling him very close and biting his lower lip before kissing him eagerly.
Syaoran lifted her up a little so that their heads were at the same height and she took the opportunity to put her legs around his waist. He took a few steps toward the bed, still kissing her, and pulled a few inches away from her lips.
"If you're not sure, you can still back out."
Sakura shook her head.
"I want this to happen," she whispered, kissing him again.
She felt his smile against her lips.
Syaoran laid her down on the bed and took off his shirt very slowly, not taking his eyes off her. Sakura could feel the heat build up in her cheeks.
He rested his arms on the bed and crawled over her. Syaoran kissed her slowly, pulling down the zip on the side of her dress with one hand.
She snaked her arms around his back and let his tongue roam and caress her lips, teasing her, until he broke the kiss and started to move down her throat.
"I love your dress, but it's time to say goodbye to it," he murmured, pulling it down.
"I bought it a year ago with you."
"I know, I remember I picked the colour."
Syaoran threw the dress on the floor without any finesse and that made Sakura laugh. He traced a path with his fingers, starting at her knee and moving up her body until he reached her lips, where he stopped to brush them with his thumb.
Her heart went wild at that simple touch.
"Do you trust me?"
She swallowed, nodding. Syaoran pulled something out of the top drawer of one of the small tables and held it close to her head.
She was going to ask what it was, but she didn't need to. A bandana covered her vision, Syaoran had just blindfolded her. Her body was shaken by nerves and her pulse quickened even more.
"What... what are you going to do to me?" Sakura asked, stuttering.
"Nothing good," Syaoran replied in a mischievous voice.
Sakura cringed. It was embarrassing that he was staring at her body without her being able to see anything.
"Do you want me to turn off the light?"
She nodded and heard him blowing out the candles.
Then she heard something fall to the floor, most likely his trousers. She felt his lips on her neck again and all the skin on her body prickled.
"You don't see anything today, just let yourself go with what you feel."
Sakura felt something very soft running down her shoulders, until it stopped at her navel.
"Do you know what I'm touching you with?"
The unknown thing went down one of her legs and up the other, stopping just above her black knickers. She bit her lower lip, she knew that wasn't his mouth or his fingers.
"Humm... Is it the purple rose that was on the pillow?"
She heard a giggle.
"Bingo."
Syaoran moved the rose up her body, until it touched her lips.
"It's treated so it won't wilt. It'll last forever, and it's a gift... but I wanted to use it to play with you first."
He smirked when he saw her blush and set the flower aside, starting to move down her body as he left open-mouthed kisses everywhere.
"I want to see you," she protested.
Syaoran laughed again and nipped her hip.
"You can't remove the bandana," he muttered.
Sakura shuddered as his fingers began to work their way down her underwear.
She grabbed the sheets with both hands as his lips reached her core and her whole body tensed. Syaoran moved very quickly up to her mouth, kissing her for a few seconds to reassure her.
"Calm down. If you don't like it, tell me and I'll stop."
Sakura nodded, it was a little scary not knowing what to expect. His lips and tongue were running over her most intimate part and she squirmed, surprised to find that she liked it too much.
She covered her mouth so the neighbours wouldn't hear her moans, letting herself go as Syaoran had told her to. She almost fainted when she felt two fingers entering her as he continued to nibble and lick at that sensitive area.
Sakura moved one hand down to his hair, gripping it tightly as she writhed in pleasure and her legs shook like jelly. He left a nibble and several kisses on one of her thighs, moving back up to her neck.
"That was only the first orgasm of the night, my lady," he said in her ear.
"Syaoran!" she protested, so embarrassed.
After a chuckle, she heard him take something else off the table and the sound of plastic ripping.
"Let me see you."
Syaoran snorted, removing the bandana.
Sakura blinked several times, trying to see something. The curtain let in some light from the street, but the room was quite dark... though she could see Syaoran's amber eyes just inches away from hers.
"Another day, you'll have to leave the blindfold on until the end," he growled in a deep voice.
"Okay."
Sakura pulled Syaoran into her arms so she could kiss him. He gasped and grabbed one of her legs, placing it over his shoulder while his other hand unclasped her bra.
"I just love that you're so flexible," he whispered with a wicked grin.
Sakura sighed and blushed even more than she already was, tapping his head with her foot.
"Stop making fun of me, Syaoran."
Still smirking, he descended to her lips and caught them with his teeth. Syaoran entered her slowly as he ran his tongue along her lower lip and stared down at her.
Her brow furrowed slightly and her eyes watered.
"Does it hurt?" Syaoran asked softly.
"Yes... but it doesn't matter."
Syaoran stopped moving, kissing her deeply to try and make her forget about the pain.
Her mind clouded over completely, losing her train of thought. A few minutes later, she was barely in pain. She was forgetting what country she even lived in when his kisses intensified along with his movements. She moaned and hugged him tighter, digging her nails into his back unintentionally.
Syaoran kept kissing her and tangled a hand into her hair, gripping her until he felt her shudder again and couldn't hold on any longer. He pulled away from her lips, panting, and carefully lowered her leg until it was on the mattress.
Sakura took the opportunity to use both legs and wrap them around his waist.
"Fuck, you get me so horny," Syaoran whispered into her throat, trying to catch his breath.
She covered her face with one hand, smiling.
"You really have no filter," she said, laughing and blushing again.
"With you, none. Did you like it?" he asked, raising his head to look at her.
"What do you think?"
"I want you to tell me."
She snorted, looking away to gain some courage.
"I loved it, like everything I do with you," she admitted in a whisper.
She felt a lick from Syaoran on her cheek.
"Hey!" she shouted, wiping it with one hand.
"That's for not looking at me while you were telling me that," he replied in an amused voice.
Syaoran kissed her again and left the room to go to the bathroom, returning a couple of minutes later. He pushed the sheets aside and got into bed with Sakura, covering them both, and wrapped his arms around her.
"We're finally going to sleep together again."
Sakura smiled, stroking his hair with one hand and closing her eyes.
"I love you, Syaoran."
He kissed her forehead and let out a long sigh.
"I love you so much it scares me."
Sakura felt a lump in her throat.
"Why do you say that?" she asked, her voice trembling.
"Forget it. It's just the wine talking."
"I don't like it when you say things like that. I don't want you to ever leave me."
"No way, I'll never leave you," Syaoran replied, frowning.
The two intertwined their legs and fell asleep, still in each other's embrace.
