5.3.17 Woah. It's been a long time. Not sure if I'm going to write anything again, but I just found this account after 5 YEARS of forgetting it existed.

3.11.12 So I just updated I Want You... YAY! Now I'm working on Luna and Draco... :D

2.23.12 HI! GUESS WHAT? I'M BACK! I'M WORKING ON FINISHING MY TWO CURRENT STORIES, AND THEN I MAY EVEN START A NEW ONE... WHAT DO YOU THINK?!?

Update soon. :)

11.9.11 Yeah, I know. Still forever since I updated; but I am working on it, and expect a new chapter for I Want You within two weeks... I hope! Praying!

So sorry about the wait again, don't give up on me, and I love you!! Still!!! :D

10.28.11 Yesss I know it's been forever since I updated; working on it, but still in a sling. I am just going to work on I Want You until I have two hands again. Expect a little wait for each chapter; soooo sorry guys!! I'm unlucky, but I love yoouu and I'm not giving up!!! Just moving 10xxxx slower... :/

10.23.11 I have a computer to use for now, but now its gonna take longer cause i broke my collar bone; typing difficult and time consuming. Sorry guys; still love you! Next update in a week or so? So I can have time to type? Sorry!

10.21.11 Well. I'm soooo sorry guys; I would be updating. But my computer crashed. With all. My. Files.

I'm not on my computer now, it's not mine, and won't be updating until I solve this problem; which could be a little while. I will still write, so I have plenty to update with, but I will not be able to actually upload it for a while.

DON'T GIVE UP ON ME; It will be posted. Just not for a while.

I'm soooo sorry and I love you guys sooo much; just wanted you to know this. :/ :/

10.18.11 I'm gonna try to be better with updating my profile on stuff; but here's an update on what I'm working on:

1. I'm writing A New Moon Chapter 5 right now; and it should be done (hopefully) by tomorrow; if not, Thursday.

2. I have not yet started Chapter 4 of I Want You, as I am writing A New Moon; but I might start it early. It'll be up definitely by Friday.

Anyway, that's all I have to update... so... yeah.

BY THE BY; You'll all probably hate me for my ending to I Want You. I have a plan, and I think I'm following it... BUT I'm not quite sure... maybe I'll change it. ;)

10.16.11 I'm sorry the next chapter of I Want You is taking so long! I've been busy lately; but I promise I'm working on it! I need to figure everything out for it; and I'm almost done! I promise! At least halfway done!! I need to pack a lot o' info into this chapter. ;)

So, don't kill me when I say it might not be updated until Monday; BUT MOST LIKELY TOMORROW! Okay? And then I'll update A New Moon... then this... then that... then this... then that... then this... and so on and so forth.

Anyway, I PROMISE I'm writing; just been busy. :)

Answer my poll??

10.9.11 I just got back from New York... I saw Daniel Radcliffe! Got his autograph, too!

The only person I'd rather see is Tom Felton!! :o

Now; I'm writing Chapter 1 of the sequel. Andd... yupp. It won't be posted for a while, even though I'm gonna finish it semi-soon... plus I have to send it to the people first!!

IF WE GET MY FRIEND'S STORY TO 30 HEARTS, I'LL POST IT EARLY!!! :OO LINK BELOW.

10.8.11 Well... I'm writing Chapter 50 right now, the final chapter of Never What I Want! I can promise you; it's probably going to be the longest chapter yet. :) And the most surprising. You're going to kill me...

Anyhow, it SHOULD be posted later today; meaning Saturday. And A New Moon is second on my list; I've already started the next chapter. And I also have the task of beginning the sequel to Never What I Want.

So... I hope you guys will think it's worth the wait!!

Oh, by the way, I'm going to see Daniel Radcliffe this weekend; a friend of mine surprised me with tickets to How To Succeed in Business Without Really Trying! I'm really excited!

xoxo (keep reviewing! And go heart my friend's story (link below) !!)

10.7.11 I'm extraordinarily busy right now!

1. I'm working on finishing Never What I Want.

2. I'm working on the sequel to Never What I Want!

3. I'm working on A New Moon! (please go read thatt!!)

And... yah. So my updating for my new story, A New Moon, won't be as fast as Never What I Want or its sequel, as I don't have as many readers or reviewers for A New Moon. But I will update it AT LEAST once a week; and the chapters are longer than Never What I Want's chapters.

Anyway...

http:///books/140588-Succumbing-Slowly

GO HERE NOW!!!

9.29.11 GO HERE NOW;HEART IT TO VOTE! PLEASE!

http:///books/140588-Succumbing-Slowly

Anyway, I'm posting some of my newest story... anddd, yup. I decided not to wait; don't worry. I'll still update my other just as often, but the next update won't come until Saturday, October 1st!!! And the same for the story I'm posting now. ;)

9.28.11 My friend entered a writing contest; a short story! Please check it out? It would mean the world to me!! PLEASE VOTE FOR IT BY HEARTING IT; YOU NEED AN ACCOUNT ON THE WEBSITE TO HEART IT. PLEASE MAKE AN ACCOUNT?!? IF YOU DO, AND SEND ME A MESSAGE SAYING YOU DID AND WHO YOU ARE, I'LL SEND YOU CHAPTER 1 AND 2 OF MY NEXT STORY!!!

Please? Here's the link to her story:

http:///books/140588-Succumbing-Slowly

Please?

9.26.11 SO... I'm writing the next chapter. And I am officially announcing it; there will definitely be a sequel! :) But, that won't come for at least two weeks after the firs one is finished. ;) Yupp. Maybe even longer.

Anyway, I'm writing the next chapter; at least halfway done, yadayada. If I don't post it today, it'll be posted tomorrow. I pwomise!! I have a preview, for ya'll!! Andd heeereee we go! (when I post the chapter tomorrow, the people who correctly answered my question will also get their chapter from my newest story!!) And my preview is a decently sized preview, too. ;) HERE IT TIS!

Chapter 43

Hermione

I sat in the kitchen, across from Astoria Greengrass and Blaise Zambini. Pansy Parkinson was sleeping upstairs, and we were having a talk with Astoria, asking her why she’d attacked me. She had to have something screwy in her head.

“I’m telling you. I was angry. You’re a filthy Mudblood, and not good enough for my Draco! Besides, I’m marrying him.” She said, tilting her chin up arrogantly. She rested her hand on her stomach. I flinched at the disgusting word. I hadn’t been called that in a long time.

“Why would I want to take him away from you, Astoria? I’m engaged.” I replied, looking at her in disbelief. This girl was manipulative. Draco didn’t want to marry her, he’d told me. He’d only agreed because he got her pregnant, which I didn’t really understand in the first place. If he despised her as much as he said, why would he sleep with her?

“Because… because you’re a bitch!” the woman exclaimed, her teeth bared angrily. She looked almost animalistic.

Blaise laughed, and I eyed him curiously. Blaise calmed himself down, and then looked at Astoria seriously. “Says the hypocrite.”

I laughed at his humor appreciatively, but Astoria looked back dumbly. I thought she was just angry or insulted, but she actually didn’t know what a hypocrite was.

Seeing that we were obviously laughing at her, Astoria pouted even more, chewing irritably on her bottom lip.

“You two are fucking bonkers!” she howled, crossing her arms and standing up. “You are idiots, and I can’t stand either of you! You two should be fucking since you seem so alike, not Pansy or Weasley! You are damn perfect for each other!” The girl wailed. I raised my eyebrow. We were bonkers?

I laughed. “Please, Astoria. You’re childish.”

Blaise leaned towards me. “That didn’t make any sense.” He whispered seriously. I covered my mouth with my hand, holding in my laughter. Astoria simply scowled at us, crossing her arms angrily as she sat back down.

“I shoulda killed you sooner.” She hissed.

I opened my mouth to say something, but a voice interrupted me mid-sentence. Looking around, I saw that Blaise and Astoria heard it too. I quickly focused on it, listening to what it was saying.

“…give up. I can’t… I can’t live like this. Not with Astoria, without my mother. And not without her.”

I raised my eyebrows in surprise. It was Draco’s voice… what did he mean by give up? Was he… planning on committing suicide?

9.24.11 So... two days ago it was Tom Felton's birthday. EEEEEP!! Soo, I missed saying happy birthday on here... and I reaaally wanted to make a cake and send him a birthday card. ;D

Now... to the writing update.

The next chapter is on its way; probably later today or late late tomorrow.

And I'm starting my next story!! The chapters will be longer. Won't be posted until I have some story written. :)

And... that's all folks! Have a lovely Saturday!

9.20.11 GUESS WHAT GUYS?!? My chapter was almost done! But guess what?

It's gone.

Somebody got on the computer, and shut it down. And all of my work was lost.

I am beyond words right now. I am sooo pissed off. So I have to try and rewrite it! It's going to have to wait until tomorrow, at least. I'm so frustrated right now I can't concentrate... soo... I'll do my best.

I am so sorry, and I feel so bad... but I can't do anything about it.

9.19.11 Ugh! I am so sorry! I know I didn't update again; but I swear. I'm writing it. I'm just extremely busy right now, and I'm having a few medical issues; so I'm resolving those as well, along with the projects, reports, and homework which is starting to pile up... and I swear! I fucking swear I'm working on it!

I feel so bad. You've been waiting for four days. :/ And all I have is a short, lousy preview to share, otherwise it'll give away too much. But... I SWEAR on Draco Malfoy's life! (that's huge)... That I'll post the completed chapter tomorrow! So... yeah! And I'll most definitely be updating on the 22nd; Tom Felton's birthday! EEEEH! And yes. I know Hermione's birthday is today, but... I have a preview!! :)

Again, I'm sooo sorry.

Anyway; here's the preview!

Chapter 40

Draco

I raced down the hall with surprising alertness and speed considering my drunken state. My head still whirled, but I ignored that for the burning need to see my mother. I didn’t know why, but I wanted to be with her. I needed to see her.

I cheerfully pushed open the door to her room, and sauntered in, sitting down lazily in the chair propped next to her bed. I smiled sloppily.

“Hello, mooother.” I said, my voice slurring. I tried to make myself sound more dignified. “I just wanted to stop in to say hello.” I said, hiccupping.

She didn’t answer, but weakly opened her eyes. They were blank and searching, but I didn’t notice anything abnormal. She was always like this.

“I wanted to talk to you, about Hermione Granger.” I slurred, trying to sound coherent. My efforts weren’t working so far, but I hoped she would understand. “I wanted to tell you, that she was the girl I was talkin’ ‘bout.” I laughed dryly, a storm of hiccups pouring out of my mouth. When she didn’t do anything, I continued. “I wanted to ask you what you think of her.” I said, leaning forward and resting my chin in my hand. “Well?”

9.18.11 Okay. I know my update is later than usual... but I've been really busy the last few days.

1. School has started up again, a few weeks ago, and is getting hectic.

2. I play soccer. Practice, games.

3. I need to eat and sleep.

But I am writing as much as I have time for! I promise. I know I said I'd update yesterday, and if not today, but I may not publish it today. It may not be up until tomorrow, but possibly (very unlikely) it will be up later tonight.

So, I'm so sorry for making you guys wait! I hate it, and I feel awful! But I have to if you want a decent chapter.

Anyway, the next chapter will be Draco; so you will have something more interesting to read. So... yeah! I hope it's going to be worth the wait. :)

9.16.11 I'm working on the next chapter! Probably tomorrow, expect an update! It'll most likely be in Hermione's point of view... but I might go with Draco, since that's where the story is going on now. Hermione would just be a filler chapter... and I might reward you with a little more... interesting stuff... instead of fluff.

SOO! Tomorrow. I can (almost) promise you!

If not tomorrow, at least a preview, and by Sunday there will be a new chapter. I love you guys! Thanks for sticking with me, and I promise I'm not abandoning this story! I'm just a little busy right now. :)

9.14.11 Hey guys, I PROMISE I'll have the next chapter up today! I've been so busy!! But I promise!!!!

Dracoo!

9.10.11 Yo! I said I'd have another competitiont thing to get the next chapter early... but instead, I decided on a preview of my next fan-fic. Heehee... that preview will be sent as soon as I decide to send it, but it will be soon, don't worry! And I won't let it slow my updating; don't worry. I'm in the process of planning the next chapter and writing it... sooo, tomorrow? Maybe? If not, Monday.

Anyway; in order to get the preview of my next fan-fic, answer this one question (it's an opinion):

Who is your favorite male character? (out of the available choices)

A. Severus Snape

B. Remus Lupin

C. Rubeus Hagrid

D. Arthur Weasley

Send me a message; and in order to win, you must also have reviewed my latest chapter!! You only have until the next chapter is posted to do so, and it's the first 5 people!!

Thanks loves!!

9.9.11 I updated my storeh!! Please go read it, and please review it! I just need ten reviews to get to 250!! Help?

I'll have a preview for the next chapter soon, or maybe even the next chapter! But if I'm not updating tomorrow, I'll at least have a preview.

Thanks so much for sticking with me! And if you are one of the next five people to send me a message, I'll send you the next two chapters; before I release them!! Teehee!! But even if you were one of the next five to send me a message (with the correct answer to a question to be posted below), you'd have to wait until I did finish the next two chapters, but you will be the first to read them! Now, here's the question:

What did Astoria tell Draco in Chapter 36? (of my fan-fic, and you must also leave a review!!)

The first 5 people get the next two chapters early!!

Thanks!! Love you guys!

9.8.11 Hey! I hope you're reading this... well, anyway, I will definitely not be updating until tomorrow, maybe even Saturday. I'm so sorry, but I'm having a hard time writing the next chapter! Writer's block? But I'll tell you one thing, to keep you (slightly) at bay.

Draco's visitor is a female.

And... yupp. That's all I'll share for now! I'm sorry! If I had a preview to share, I would, but I'm starting the whole chapter over. But I promise, I will, if not the chapter, have a preview up here tomorrow. I'm sorry for making you wait so long!! I know I hate waiting for updates, but I don't think I take too long compared to some authors out there!

Anyway, I thank you for sticking with me!!! Here's one line from the next chapter. Don't overthink it, or misinterpret it! I chose this line to share for a reason, haha!!

Fuck. Fuck, fuck, fuck. I was going to fucking die.

Teehee! It's Draco's POV, by the way. ;);););)

9.7.11 Sorry to keep you waiting so long on the cliff-hanger! You should find out who it is and what happens tomorrow, don't worry! I'm about to post the next chapter, which is a bit of a filler chapter and really short; but it's still there nonetheless!

Anyway, enjoy!!

9.5.11 Okay. My internet isn't working well, so it's going to be a little while until an update! I'll do my best with my current internet issues. But, I will continue to write, besides my non-internet access, so when I am able to get on again, I will have plenty to post! So, pardon the delay that may be coming!

And if you don't normally read my profile, CONSTANTLY CHECK IT, because I post updates on here on my writing, and occasional previews. ;) I had a preview for you, actually; but I am not on the account with my writing, so I don't have access to it.

So, I'll just tell you, it takes place two weeks after Draco's black out, and Hermione goes to see him.

WHAT HAPPENS NEXT? And in the chapter after, Astoria comes for another visit. (mwuahahaha!) Don't worry. I won't have you wait too long!!

9.2.11 Okay... I promise. I'm working on the next chapter. It'll be worth the wait; it's going to be longer than usual, so... yeah. I'm sorry it's taking so long!!

8.31.11 So... I won't be able to update for a little while; my computer's sick. Sorry!! :/ I'll update ASAP!!

8.30.11 So, I have something pretty epic planned for this story. And I hope you'll like it.

I won't keep you waiting long, and I estimate I'm a little over half-way done, maybe 3/4. Don't worry! There's still plenty of story, and it'll end when I feel it ready.

Please answer my poll!!

8.28.11 I'm having some issues uploading Chapter 27; stay with me!

8.27.11 There will definitely not be anymore updates for a few days, but I wanted to leave you a little preview of the next chapter! Very little... but, something! Here you are! Enjoy. I'll miss you guys! Thanks for all the lovely reviews and suggestions! :)

Chapter 27

Draco

I slammed my fist angrily against a book shelf. I’d just lost her. I’d just lost everything I’d worked for in one thing. Just because I was so fucking stupid.

How could I ask if we could be, friends with benefits?

She’s going to be married, and to the Weasel no doubt.

I suddenly thought back to me offering my mother to plan for the whole wedding. If she wasn’t hospitalized.

What was I thinking? If my mother planned the damned thing, then I would probably have to go… I would have to go to the wedding and watch them get married. And I couldn’t watch the Weasel marry the woman I loved.

There. I admitted it. I loved her. I loved her and I was done denying it.

I felt an impulse. I had to tell someone.

8.26.11 The storm is supposed to hit tomorrow! Ah! Well, I think I'll be okay, but I'll definitely be without electricity for a few days, and cable. That means no updates. I am currently working on at least one more update before I'm forced to say goodbye for a little while!

I will still write some, but only a bit, as once my laptop battery dies, I'm done. And I won't just be using it for writing this... so, yeah.

Anyway, I'm so sorry for the delay to come! And to anyone else who is going to be effected by Hurricane Irene or already have; God bless you, and stay safe. :)

Anyway... thanks for sticking with me! We got to 100 reviews!!!!

Thanks!!

8.24.11 Okay, so, I am herre... writing this... as I write the next chapter! If any of you check my page, (which I hope you do!!) I'm going to start putting updates on the story here, and maybe even the occasional sneak peek ;) . Well, the next chapter is on its way!! There may even be two today... but don't hold me to it! I feel weird not updating yesterday, but your reviews make me so happy. 10 reviews! I love you guys!

Anyway, I'm also working on another story... I have the whole idea of what's going to happen, but now I'm writing an outline for each chapter so its more planned out. Now... should I write in third person, or first person? I'd appreciate it if you'd tell me!

And if you have any questions about me, (besides who I am and stuff!), send me a message and I'll answer it on here!

Thanks!

I'M SO SORRY; I'M WRITING THE NEXT CHAPTER NOW!

It will be updated ASAP, but probably not until late tomorrow. I've been busy the past two days. Please forgive me!!

I'm also working on another story; not a fan-fic. So, my updates won't be coming as often, BUT they will still be coming at least every other day! (except this one time :) )

Thanks!!!!!!!!!!

I didn't realize how bland my profile is haha! Well, I'm going to change that! Eventually.

THIS PAGE IS UNDER CONSTRUCTION!!

Well. I just spent an hour making a nice page.

I forgot to save.