Chapter 16,
Jax's POV,
Waking up with Iz wrapped in my arms still feels like a damn dream, I didn't want to wake her just yet, so I just laid here holding her tight thinking back to everything that happened yesterday. I honestly thought after her dealing with her first fed raid she would leave my ass but shes still here, not once yesterday did I see any signs of disgust on her face or anything negative like I was expecting. I knew I would have to deal with the hole Tara shit today because enough is enough, I certainly wouldn't like it if Iz had an ex-round who kept trying to get back with her and she can't like it either not that anything would ever happen between me and Tara ever not only was I with Iz now, but I honestly have no feelings for her what so ever!
Iz is it for me, I know she got my bike tattooed on her, but I was hoping to get my crow put on her as soon as I possibly could, but I couldn't do that until Tara was sorted and her crow was covered, I can't believe the bitch still had my crow to be honest like what the actual fuck she left me for fuck sake. I know when I married Wendy she got my crow but in all honesty it didn't mean the same because it was just a crow and not one part of it identified me as her old man which is why Hap was able to put the crow on her. I had a feeling at some point today Iz was going to have a chat with Clay about the hole sweet butt shit, I wouldn't get involved as much as that makes me sound like an ass because she's my ma I also knew her, and Clay never set the rules like me and Iz did.
So, per the rules of their relationship Clay never actually did anything wrong because Ma gave him permission it was a rule I never liked and I was thinking about asking Clay to change it, something tells me he would be more willing to change it now Iz was here because he wouldn't want to do anything to disappoint her.
I was brought out of my thoughts by a hand on my cheek, so I looked to Iz who was smiling at me,
"Morning babe you ok?"
I smiled at her and leant forward to place a kiss on her forehead.
"Good morning baby, I'm waking up with a beautiful woman who I am madly in love with of course I'm ok. You?"
"I'm good babe, I'm always good waking up in your arms. What's the plan for today?"
"Don't have anything planned as of yet baby."
She smirked at me then rolled so she was straddling me, she put her arms around my neck and my hands went to her hips to hold her in place,
"Hmmm in that case babe."
She leant down and placed her lips against mine softly at first, I could feel her core against my hardening cock. Everything this woman does to me has a fire igniting inside me. I moved one hand towards her hair wrapping it around my hand, holding it in my fist my other hand gripping her hip tightly which I knew would leave bruises but in this moment I didn't care. She ran her tongue along my lips asking for entrance I gladly gave, both of our tongues battling for dominance that I won. She ran one hand down between us grabbing my cock and guiding me inside her both of us moaning in pleasure.
I wrapped her arm around her waist and rolled us, so I was on top, thrusting my hips while still keeping our lips together. I moved my hand to her left leg pulling it up so it was in line with my ribs, Iz gasping at the new angle, I could feel her walls clenching so I knew she was close, I unwound my hand from her hair and moved her right leg to my rib, her eyes rolling when I hit the right spot. I sped up my movements thrusting harder and deeper, moving my lips to her neck biting, and sucking over her pulse point leaving a mark for all to see she was mine.
Her moaning was getting louder, my name being heard from her lips turning me on even more making me go harder and deeper, I slid my hand down between us lightly touching her clit,
"Oh shit! Jax!"
"You like that baby?"
"Yes! I'm close Jax please."
"Shit baby!"
I rubbed harder against her clit and thrust into her harder and deeper then ever before, her orgasm causing her to shake, her legs shaking her eyes rolled and she gripped my back so hard I felt her nails break the skin, but I didn't care, a few more thrusts had me coming inside her biting into her neck at the same time.
I ground against her hips rolling them, my pubic bone hitting her clit at the same time causing mini aftershocks to shake us both, I pulled my face away from her neck and crashed my lips against hers, pulling away from her and smirking. I pulled out of her and rolled off of her pulling her onto my chest.
"You ok baby?"
"Hmm I'm good Jax."
This had me chuckling, before we could say anything more there was a knock on the door, so I reached down to pull the blanket over our bodies holding Iz close to me,
"Yeah?"
The door opened to Chibs looking at us with a frown,
"Sorry to interrupt brother, the doc's here to see you and she won't leave."
"Fuck sake! What the fuck does she want now?"
I tensed my arm around Iz and felt her running her hand on my chest to calm me down,
"Sorry Jackie-boy she won't tell us just keeps shouting in the lot that she's not leaving until she's spoke to you."
"Right! We're be out in a few Chibs."
With that he closed the door, I took a deep breath and looked down at Iz, I could see she was frowning but I could also see she was pissed off and I couldn't blame her I thought by now I had made it clear to Tara to leave me the fuck alone but clearly not so we would just have to fix this shit now cause I was getting tired as hell, keep telling her to piss off and I wasn't interested fucking bitch is crazy.
"Baby, I'm sorry about this"
She didn't let me finish she reached up and put her hand over my mouth shaking her head,
"You don't have to apologise for anything Jax it's not your fault the bitch won't take no for an answer. Let's just go see what the bitch wants so we can move on with our day?"
I took her hand from my mouth and laced our fingers, bringing her hand up to place a kiss on her knuckles.
"Let's do it baby."
She pulled her hand from mine and got up walking over the draws where she keeps her clothes, she takes out some panties and pull them on, pulling a black pair of jean shorts on after she then got another one of my Son's tops already cut up from the draw and put it on, instantly making me hard again at the thought of her not wearing a bra. She turned to look at me and raised an eyebrow which had me smirking at her,
"Jax? You gonna get ready?"
"Hmm baby your too damn distracting for your own good."
I shook my head and got up out of bed grabbing my clothes from the chair throwing them on, putting my kutte on after making sure I had my knife holster and knife I held my hand out for Iz to take once again one of the things I love about Iz is she had natural beauty she didn't bother with all this make up crap she brushed her hair and grabbed my hand after grabbing my sunglasses and putting them on her head. I opened the door pulling her out after me and locking it, making our way out to the lot where I could hear Ma and Tara going at it.
We got outside and saw Ma and Tara stood in front of the office door shouting at each other, I tightened my grip on Iz's hand, so she didn't let go or try to pull away and walked over to them,
"HEY! What the fucks going on?"
They both turned to look at me, Ma smiling and leaning down to press a kiss to Iz's forehead then my cheek and Tara frowning down at my hand in Iz's this had me smirking and pulling her closer to me.
"What the fuck are you doing here Tara? Have I not made it clear that I want nothing to do with you!"
She took a step towards me which had me pulling Iz in front of me so her back was to my chest and wrapped my arms around her waist putting my chin on her shoulder, looking at Tara with a raised eyebrow.
"Jax please can we talk?"
"I got nothing to say to you Tara and you've got nothing I want to hear!"
"Just hear me out?"
"You got two minutes go!"
"In private?"
"No Tara, what ever it is you have to say can be said in front of everyone here so start speaking of fuck off!"
I felt Iz tense and looked down at her frowning when I saw her eyes were on something outside the lot, so I followed her eye line and saw the silver car that had followed us from the hospital the night before parked outside the lot, I then looked to Tara who looked nervous and jittery.
"What the fucks going on Tara? You in some kind of trouble?"
She looked at me with shock written all over her face but I could also see the hope in her eyes that I would now take her back because I found out she was in some kind of trouble but that couldn't be farther from the truth of it.
"What? Why would you ask that?"
"Oh, I don't know how about the car that's parked outside that seems to be watching you!"
That had her looking behind her she saw the car we were talking about and took a step closer to me and Iz, which had Iz tensing even more. I can imagine how pissed Iz was getting and to be honest I couldn't blame her Tara just needs to fuck off now because I was getting tired of telling her I didn't love her anymore; this is the last time I'm going to be dealing with her. She turned to look at me and I saw the fear on her face, but I could also see the anger she was trying to hide which I knew was her way of showing me the fear was fake that the next words out of her mouth were going to be lies, lies that she thought would work to bring me back to her little did she know I already knew about her and Kohn from Iz, so I just stood there waiting for her to speak.
"That A.T.F Agent that's been looking into you guys, I think he's here for me."
"What the hells that mean?"
"I was with him in Chicago. It got violent, I tried to end it. He started stalking me!"
I knew there was more to it then that though, she may not know but I could always read her like a book and right now her face was telling me a hole different story. I knew she was waiting for me to do something, but I had to take a moment to think this through, if I did something it might give her the wrong impression, but it might also piss Iz off which I never wanted to do. But I had to do something cause I knew Tara was lying to me, so I leaned down to place a soft kiss on Iz's neck, trailing my lips up to her ear so I could whisper without Tara hearing me.
"I love you baby, watch the show!"
With that I pulled my arms from around her and made my way over to the car, I pulled out my knife in the process and jammed it into the radiator, I knew this was the quickest and easiest way to fuck up his car. He jumped out and walked towards me standing in front of me, so we were almost nose to nose.
"Vandalism. Deadly weapon. That's six months in county asshole."
"Violating a restraining order. You'll be in the cell next to me they teach you how to suck a dick in A.T.F school! Why you here? I know it's not for the club and everything to do with Tara! You do realise I'm in a relationship right? With someone I actually am in love with and there is nothing between me and Tara anymore so why bother following me?"
"Badass biker!"
He looked at me in utter shock, yeah that looks told me everything I needed to know about this situation. Tara obviously told him we were together or getting back together and his here trying everything he can to get rid of me when there is absolutely no fucking reason cause he can have Tara if he wants I certainly don't want her.
"You're not together?"
"No! I don't love Tara and I certainly don't want anything to do with her! But you hanging out in my sons room in the hospital is done! Oh, and don't even think to start harassing my girl now cause I won't just stab your car I'll fucking kill you."
"You threatening a federal officer?"
"I'm threatening you! This is my last warning!"
With that I walked away, I walked back over to Iz and grabbed her hand looking at Tara.
"You need to leave now Tara I won't say it again it's over between us, I don't love you and to be honest I don't think ever did so just leave and stay gone this time cause I am not having this conversation with you again. I'm done!"
I looked to Iz and smiled at her pulling her to the side away from Ma and Tara,
"Hey baby I've got to go see Hale, but I won't be long ok?"
"Ok babe."
I could see in Iz's eyes she was pissed at Tara and to be honest I couldn't blame her for it, if Iz's ex was here constantly in the way or turning up everywhere I would be pissed off to so I could understand why she was pissed. I cupped her face in my hands and brought my lips to hers, every kiss with Iz was like a fire starting inside me the passion, love, and lust I could feel with every kiss I had never had that before and there was no way I was going without it now I had it. I pulled back and smirked at her kissing her forehead,
"I love you baby."
"I love you Jax."
With that I walked over to my bike and got on, riding away as soon as the bike started it wasn't long before I was pulling into the parking lot of the station, I parked and pulled off my helmet putting it on the bike handles and storming into the station, I knew Hale had something to do with A.T.F being here but I also knew how much of a chubby he had and always had for Tara, so I was going to use that to my advantage. I saw him stood at the desk with another deputy.
"You better rein in your A.T.F boyfriend."
"Agent Kohn isn't on my payroll I don't keep tabs."
I knew I had to use every ounce of pretend I could here, I didn't give a shit about Tara anymore she brought this shit onto herself I knew she wasn't telling me everything when it came to Kohn, it pissed me off she came back thinking I would take care of the problem for her, but I knew Hale would, so I was going to use that and get ride of Tara and hopefully Kohn at the same time.
"Yeah, well maybe you should. He's not here for SamCro, Hale he's here for Tara."
"What the hell are you talking about?"
"This guy was stalking her in Chicago. Thinks she came back to Charming to be with me. I'm telling you; this guy is nuts and he's gonna hurt her."
"Jesus Christ. That's who she had a restraining order against."
"You knew?"
"No, but it makes sense now."
Before anything else could be said Unser called Hale,
"Hale! Let's go, hotshot. Water and power just dug up some old bones out on 44."
"Be there in a minute!"
Unser walked away and Hale looked back to me,
"Kohn is my problem. I will handle it!"
"You better, man, or I'm gonna!"
Nope I really wasn't! This shit with Tara I was done with, I walked out of the station and got back on my bike putting my helmet on and riding back to TM, pulling up and parking in my spot I saw Clay, Chibs, Bobby and Tig all stood around talking with Iz stood off to the side. I walked over going straight to Iz and kissing her on the lips, I pulled back and put my arm around her waist pulling her over to Clay and the others,
"How's Sugar Ray one nut looking?"
I saw Iz smirk from the corner of my eye which had me tightening my arm around her in response, it was Chibs who spoke up.
"He's working fast, got a great right hook."
I could see the cogs whirling in Clay's head when he spoke up,
"How much money gets thrown around at these bare-fist things?"
Trust Tig to know all about this bullshit, I pulled over a barrel to sit on pulling Iz into my lap also I wrapped my arms around her waist and placed a kiss on her neck all the while listening to what Tig has to say,
"The purse is okay, but it's the betting that's gone crazy. I know a couple of guys last yest who made six figures each."
"Really!" You could hear the excitement in Clay's voice,
"The prospect can knock any one of those lightweights out any day of the week." Chibs was always down for a good fight,
"Absolutely." Tig didn't really have the same faith in the prospect as Chibs does, but I knew Tig liked him to a certain point.
"What'd we pull together for McKeevy?" Yeah Clay would use anything he could right now to come up with the money for the Irish or we were fucked!
"A hundred and 20." Bobby said then looked at Clay, "You ain't thinking about betting on the prospect."
I listened to what they all had to say about it, but my mind working like Clay's at this point we needed money for the Iris. Clay looked at me,
"What do you think?"
"I don't know, but I do know there's no way we're raising 80 grand in the next four days. So might be our only shot."
We all turned to look at Sake, we turned to look at each other all agreeing at the same time. Clay then spoke up,
"Take 50 grand, I wanna see it triple. You're gonna train him. No booze, no weed, no pussy!"
"That include the Nevada sweetbutt." Bobby's voice and words causing Iz to tense and I knew today would be the day she spoke to Clay about it all,
"Till I'm up a hundred-K that little Cherry tart can cool on the counter."
Clay stood up when we heard Chibs calling the prospect back over,
"Hey Bobby, do me a favour."
"What?"
"Push up on that thing will ya?"
"Really?"
"Really."
"Halfy-sack is all about that now."
"Well, I wanna see if she's all about him. And go at it hard."
"I ain't mad at that."
That's when I spoke up cause I could feel how angry Iz was getting listening to this conversation,
"Half-Sacks gonna lose his mind."
"Well, that kind of anger we can really use."
I tapped Iz's thigh letting her know I wanted to stand up, so she got up and stood there waiting for me to stand, once up I grabbed her hand and looked at Clay,
"Hey, and call Unser. See if he wants in on some of this fight action."
"Clay, he's out on the job, Water and power dug up some old bones this morning."
"Where?"
"Out on 44."
As soon as I said that I could see something in Clay's eyes, in that moment I knew this had something to do with us and I had to wonder again if this was going to be the last straw for Iz! She squeezed my hand getting my attention, I looked at her and smiled,
"You ok baby?"
"Yeah Jax I'm fine but this conversation doesn't feel like I need to hear it right now so I'm gonna go join Bobby and Chibs with the prospect."
I knew we would have to talk about the Tara situation and why I did what I did with Kohn but right now wasn't the time we would talk about that in private. So, I pulled her closer to me cupped her face I leaned down to kiss her lips then pulled back and smiled at her,
"Ok baby, I'm probably going to leave soon with Clay and Tig, you gonna be ok?"
"I'll be fine Jax, I'll sit with the guys for a bit then Gem's gonna pick me up and were gonna go see Abel."
"OK baby, I love you!"
"I love you."
Before she could walk away Clay was holding his arms out to her, her walking into them instantly.
"Love you princess,"
"Love you too dad,"
He kissed her forehead and let her go, she walked past Tig who placed a kiss on her forehead also smiling at her,
"Love you too Princess,"
That had her giggling,
"Love you too uncle Tig."
I could see the emotion well up in Tig when she said that and I knew it was because of how easy she had taken to calling him uncle, and how fast she had bonded with him and all the guys. Tig didn't see his girls which he hated but he would never force his daughters to see or spend time with him, a lot of it was down to his ex their mother who had turned the girls against Tig, him only seeing them when they wanted money. Iz walked over to Chibs and Bobby, Chibs instantly wrapping an arm around her shoulders and kissing her forehead, I looked back to Clay and Tig getting back onto the conversation we started about the bones.
Iz's POV,
I walked over to Chibs and Bobby not wanting to be part of the conversation about old bones right now, I was still seething inside about the fucking doctor bitch turning up this morning and how Jax reacted to her bullshit lie about the Agent. I just couldn't understand why he would react that way when he claims to have no feelings for the bitch anymore. I was brought out of my thoughts by Chibs wrapping his arm around my shoulder and kissing my forehead,
"You ok little darlin?"
I looked at him and smiled softly,
"That obvious I'm not?"
"I can see the look on your face, you've been thinking since the doc left this morning. Jax loves you, you know that right? I've known that boy for a long time and I have never seen him so happy."
"I love him too Chibs, but this whole Tara thing how many fucking times is he just going to let her keep coming back? Clearly a conversation isn't working, he keeps going on about me getting his Crow, but I can't do that until the bitch has her covered up yet his done nothing to get the bitch to get it covered. I'm getting mixed signals here and I can't be hurt again Chibs, I won't be!"
He pulled me to stand in front of him and cupped my cheeks so I was looking in his eyes and couldn't look away,
"You listen to me little darlin, Jackie-boy loves you, not the doc you! He will not hurt you in any way I promise you that, but if he does I will kick his arse for you!"
I giggled at that,
"His your brother Chibs."
"Aye, he is but your my sister and I'll protect you sweetheart, any of us would including your father!"
He kissed my forehead again and pulled me into his arms holding me close, my ear resting against his chest listening to his heartbeat. I had never truly felt at home in Forks with Charlie or even in Phoenix with Renee but here I felt like I just clicked into place and finally found my home and I didn't want to lose that but if Jax were to end it and get back with Tara I would be done there is no way in hell I would stay to watch them be together I just hoped he meant what he said that he loved me and not her!
I looked over at Sack and Cherry who were talking with a frown on my face, I wanted to have a chat with Cherry get to know her a little bit see why she came here and talk about my dad. I knew it wasn't my place, but I was still pissed off at my father for what he had done to Gem, it just wasn't fair how could he hurt the woman he claimed to love in that way. I know I didn't know anything about their relationship, but I was sure Gem wouldn't have the run rule for fuck sake.
Jax, dad and Tig had left about half hour ago, I was still stood with Chibs's arm around my shoulders when we heard them coming back they didn't look to happy, they all got off their bikes and made their way towards the clubhouse door,
"Church!"
Jax looked at me and winked, I smiled back then turned to Chibs who squeezed my shoulder and kissed my forehead, he made his way with Bobby into the clubhouse while I made my way over to Cherry and Sack, Cherry looked at me then nodded her head to the bench, so I nodded and made my way over to sit with her,
"Look I know you've probably heard about me sleeping with Clay, and I know from Sack his your dad,"
"I've heard and he is."
"I just want you to know I'm not here for him, I am serious about Half-Sack, in Nevada I was a sweet butt, so I had no choice you get told who your spending the night with and you don't ask questions."
"Cherry I know! I'm not mad at you so stop worrying, fuck the men ok? Let's just be us and say friends?"
I held my hand out to her and she grabbed it shaking it and we both giggled at each other, the guys weren't in church long so we both stood up, I made my way over to Jax who had his arms open waiting for me he wrapped his arms around me and pulled me against his chest, my ear on his heartbeat just listening. This was my favourite sound his heartbeat, it was so relaxing to me. I could hear my dad speaking in the background but didn't really give a shit to listen because I knew he was talking to Sack, and I wasn't interested in that right now.
I heard Cherry's voice so looked over to see Bobby pulling her away from Sack, then I heard them say she was staying with Bobby for the night, something from the conversation between my dad and Bobby flashing in my mind and I knew this was that bullshit test dad set up! I felt Jax's phone vibrate which had me pulling away from him, I kissed his lips and walked away making my way over to the office where I saw dad making his way,
"Hey dad?"
He turned to look at me,
"Yeah Princess?"
"I know your busy, but can we talk later?"
"Princess I am never to busy for you of course we can talk later."
He kissed my forehead and walked into the office, I stood outside just letting the heat warm me while he spoke to Mama G, once he walked out I walked in.
"Hey Mama G!"
"Hey darlin you ok?"
"Yeah, I'm ok. Are you?"
"I'm fine darlin you don't need to worry about me,"
I wasn't going to argue because in the short amount of time I had been here I knew how stubborn Gem could be, so I just simply said,
"Ok, well I'm here if you need to talk but in the mean time do you need any help?"
"Always,"
I made my way over to the desk pulling the other chair to sit by the side of it, she handed me some paperwork that needed filling out and a lot of invoices that needed filing, so I got stuck in.
Time skip, I'm going to do a time skip here because no one wants to hear about boring work lol. So, it's now night time.
"That's it darlin we're finished,"
I looked up at Gem and smiled at her, I leaned back clicking my back and stretching my muscles from sitting for a long time,
"In that case I'm going to make my way to bed, I have a feeling Jax won't be back till late."
"I'll pick you up in the morning and you can help me out at Jax's place."
"Sounds good Mama G."
"Night darlin."
She kissed my forehead and I stood up making my way back to the dorm, I unlocked it with my key, walking in closing and locking it I took my clothes off and put one of Jax's tops on getting straight into bed, my eyes closing before I knew it. I was woken a good couple hours later by Jax crawling into bed, wrapping his arm around me, and pulling me against his chest.
"Jax?"
"It's me baby, sorry didn't mean to wake you."
He kissed my lips and I snuggled into his chest my eyes closing once again. I woke hours later to the sun shining through the window, I knew Gem would be here soon, so I got out of bed and got ready for the day, Jax waking up once he felt me move.
"Good morning baby girl."
I looked over my shoulder at Jax and smiled,
"Good morning sexy."
That had he smirking at me, he got up out of the bed and made his way over wrapping his arms around my waist and kissed my neck trailing his lips up to my jaw and then cupping my chin to turn my head so he could place a kiss on my lips.
"It's gonna be a busy day today baby, we got shit piling on us from all sides."
I turned in his arms and wrapped mine around his neck, he leaned down and kissed my lips softly, then pulled back to place his forehead against mine. We just stood like that for a moment just enjoying being in his arms for a moment in time, I moved my hands to cup his face,
"Jax I'm always here for you, never feel like you can't talk to me about anything ok? I love you and I am here."
He smiled at me and brought his own hands up to cup my face, my hands moving to hold his wrists,
"Baby you have no idea how much that means to me, you being here willing to listen to me about all this shit. We will talk tonight ok?"
"Ok, I'm gonna be with Mama G today so you don't need to worry about me."
"I'll worry about you regardless baby girl."
Before I could say anything back someone knocked on the door, Jax kissed my lips one more time then pulled away moving over to the door, unlocking it, and opening it to Mama G.
"Hey Ma,"
"Hey darlin, Bella you ready?"
"Yep,"
I grabbed my cell then made my way over to the door, I kissed Jax then walked out the door.
"I love you Jax."
"I love you baby."
Me and Gem made out way out of the clubhouse and into the lot, we got in her car and made our way to Jax's house, Gem had some more bits for Abel, so we were going to go and sort it all out for Jax. We didn't speak in the car we didn't need to; it didn't take long for us to pull up outside, we both got out of the car and walked to the trunk, Gem opened it and pulled out bags handing them to me she grabbed the basket of blankets and stuff closing the trunk and making sure her car was locked. We made our way into the house me taking the bags to the kitchen when I heard Gem,
"Oh, my god!"
I started to make my way to Abel's room, when I heard,
"Holy shit!"
Before I got there Gem was walking back out, she grabbed her cell and dialled a number walking into the kitchen as she did so. I knew she was calling Jax, I walked into Abel's room to see what had happened and I gasped in shock! Who the fuck would break into a house and trash the baby's room and nothing else, I looked around and that's when the photo wall caught my eyes, I walked over when I felt the carpet get squishy, so I looked down and saw the carpet was wet and that's when I could smell the piss which had me grimacing in disgust. I carried on walking over to the wall and saw the pictures' where all of Jax but then I saw the three of me, one being me in the lot of TM, one in my underwear in the dorm room and the final one was of me and Jax and the night in Nevada!
I took a step back in shock who the fuck would take photos of someone having sex let alone in their fucking underwear! I was brought out of my thoughts by Jax and Gemma walking into the room, I could see the anger on Jax's face when Gem spoke up,
"Who did this?"
"A.T.F!"
"Why?"
"Tara!"
And there it was the fucking bitch, shes brought nothing but trouble from the minute she stepped back in fucking Charming! I was fuming what the fuck did any of this have to do with me? Why the fuck this Agent dude was so intent on Jax he wasn't even with Tara!
"That stupid bitch!"
He turned to look at Gemma,
"How is this her fault?"
That's when I spoke up my fists clenching in anger,
"How the fuck is this not her fault Jax!"
That had him looking at me in shock yeah in the time I had been here in Charming I had been extremely understanding of all the club bullshit but this, this I couldn't understand how the fuck was it not Tara's fault!
"Iz baby,"
"NO! Don't you Iz baby me Jax! I have had enough of this Tara bullshit, I have stood there and listened every time she has tried to get you back then this morning you kicked off with Kohn because of the shit Tara said, you gave that bitch fucking hope that you would help her and again I said nothing because you said you love me and not her. But this is bullshit Jax! There is fucking pictures of me on that wall, he took photos of us having sex and of me in my underwear why? Because of Tara and your saying its not her fault? If she didn't come back to Charming this Agent wouldn't of either the club wouldn't be on their radar and there wouldn't be fucking photos of me naked on your son's wall!"
I was angry in fact I was fuming; I was ready to go and punch that doctor bitch in the face. Jax walked over to me and cupped my face,
"Baby I know your angry and I can promise you so am I; I will sort this shit out I promise! This Tara shit ends today that I swear to you I will end this shit! Kohn will be dealt with."
I pushed his hands from my face and took a step back,
"You know you seem more pissed that precious little Tara is upset then you do at the fact that there are naked pictures of your girlfriend on the damn wall! You know what that means right Jax? That means this asshole has been following me and us, his been stalking me through windows taking pictures or our intimate moments, taking photos of when I'm alone and when I'm in our fucking room getting changed!"
I could see the anger on his face after I said that, but I didn't care I fucking angry, and I was damn right pissed that this asshole thought he had the right to follow me and take pictures of me! Jax should of ditched the bitches ass from the beginning then we wouldn't be in this situation. He took a step towards me again and when I didn't step back he once again cupped my face and that was when I could feel the tremor in his hands the true signal that he was pissed.
"Hey, look at me!"
He waited for me to look him in the eyes before he spoke again,
"I am pissed that this guy took those photos of you and us! I am pissed that his left those photos for others to see because those moments were our moments they were between us, and no one had the right to take that away from us! I am pissed that Tara brought this trouble with her I am, and I am going to sort this shit out with her finally! Tonight, I am asking Clay to call church and I am bringing the Tara issue to the club this is going to end tonight and you my love will be getting my Crow tonight too! I am in love with you not her, I want you not her and I don't care how many times or how long it takes for you to believe me if I have to prove it every damn day to you I will!"
I looked into his eyes and could see the truth in his words so I nodded my head as best I could with him cupping my face, when he was satisfied I believed his words he leant down and kissed my lips softly thrusting his tongue into my mouth before we could get to carried away he pulled back and smiled at me,
"I love you Isabella Morrow!"
"I love you Jackson Teller!"
He pulled away from me and looked at Gem,
"This guy's dead!"
"At least!"
He kissed my lips one more time then walked out, storming out of the house, and slamming the door closed. I looked at Gem for a moment then smirked,
"How do you feel about a detour Gem?"
"What you thinking?"
"I'm thinking I might need a doctor!"
She looked at me and smirked,
"Well in that case darlin we best go get you that doctor."
We both walked out of the house hoping into her car, Gem speeding away as soon as we belted up, we got to the hospital and parked up, we walked in and found the bitch at the reception desk I walked up to her and smacked her in the face,
"You stupid fucking bitch!"
She looked at me in shock with her hand on her face, I could see other doctors rushing away from us and I heard one of them calling for security, but I wouldn't be leaving without getting what I came for first.
"What the hell is your problem?"
"My problem bitch is you! I want the fucking truth about what happened between you and this Agent prick! I don't believe your bullshit lies about him stalking so especially after the conversation I overheard in Abel's room the yesterday so come on sweetheart tell me the truth and I'll leave."
"I don't know what you're talking about what I told Jax was the truth."
"Ha! I don't believe you darlin and neither does Gemma here so tell us the damn truth or I swear to god they won't be able to pull me off you."
I took a step towards her which had her hands raising in surrender,
"OK, OK I'll tell you."
"Get on with it!"
"Joshua didn't stalk me; he didn't get violent until I told him I got an abortion without telling him first. I didn't want a baby at that time it would ruin my career so I ended it without asking for his decision and he didn't like it so I left Chicago and came back to Charming for help from Jax so he could get rid of Kohn, and I could go back to Chicago without the hassle of having to worry about him ok?"
Crazy bitch say what now? Fucking whore is even more fucked up then I thought she was! I knew she didn't truly love Jax cause if she did she wouldn't of been able to leave him the way she did, and she wouldn't keep trying to change him also but to be this fucked up to come back just so he could fucking sort her shitty problem is fucked in the head. But what this bitch didn't realise was me and Gem weren't the only ones hearing this, before walking in a phoned Opie, I phoned Opie for two reasons, 1, because his Jax's best friend and Jax knew he wouldn't lie to him and 2, because I wanted more then me and Gem as witnesses to this. I smirked at her then looked at Gem who was also smirking,
"Finally telling the truth and all this time you've made out that poor man is to blame when its been you all along and because of you that asshole has got pictures of me and Jax in ways that no fucker should have pictures of! But you know what fuck you and fuck your lies this bullshit ends today, see ya soon doc!"
I looped my arm through Gem's and we both walked out of the hospital, I grabbed my cell out of my pocket taking it off speakerphone,
"Did you get all that Op?"
"Oh yeah I got all that darlin and I wasn't the only one, we got your back on this."
"Thanks Op,"
I hung up the phone and looked to Gem who had a proud look on her face, she kissed my cheek and got in the car me following after her, we got back to Jax's and started the clean-up I got some carpet cleaner and tipped the whole bottle on the pile of piss on the floor when dad walked in he came over and gave me a kiss on the forehead and hugged me,
"You ok princess?"
Before I could answer Gem spoke up,
"You'd be real proud of that girl there Clay."
"Yeah?"
"She confronted the doc about all this bullshit and got the truth of it all, but she also called Op to have him on speakerphone so she had witnesses outside of me and her that could tell Jax as well."
"That's my girl!"
He smirked at me and then leant against the changing unit,
"She's getting under his skin I can feel it!"
"I've kept my eyes on him, I won't let her pull him away from SamCro, but I don't think any of us have anything to worry about he loves Bells here I know that much that doc's got shit on him."
"This is Tara he loved her at one point or at least she thinks he did,"
Before anyone else could say anything Tig walked in the room,
"Whoa! Hey, Anita just called Lowell? M.I.A, she just found Moby in the apartment, crying, and locked in the bathroom."
"SHIT!"
"Yeah, he probably went to Lodi looking to score."
Dad walked over to the window, I knew he was pissed about this shit, but I also knew he felt like he had failed this Lowell dude, but I knew he hadn't me and Gem walked over to him she put her hand on his shoulder while I stepped in front of him and wrapped my arms around his waist putting my head on his chest. He leant down and kissed my head and wrapped his arm around me to.
"It's not your fault, baby. You've been taking care of Lowell since he was 16. You done everything you could, just some shit you can't escape."
I went to open my mouth, but Tig beat me to it,
"It's like father like son."
"Dad their right you know? You've done everything you possibly could for Lowell the rest is up to him you can't blame yourself for him being weak and taking this route."
He looked down at me and smiled, then looked at Tig,
"Looks like it's going that way."
"Got to remember what's important, big picture dad, that's SamCro our SamCro family. I don't know much about what's happened today but I'm guessing its about those bodies that were found, go find Lowell and drag his ass back here if you have to."
Tig then spoke up,
"I'll call the Vista see if he checked in."
Tig held his hand out to be which I took without hesitation, he pulled me out of the room and outside to where his bike was waiting. He placed a call to the Vista while I stood holding his hand, I ignored his call and got lost in my mind for a moment just thinking about Jax and what he had done once he left here. I was pissed that he hadn't actually called me yet, I was brought out of my thoughts by Tig putting his arm around my shoulders,
"You alright baby doll?"
I looked up at his face and just shook my head,
"You know Tig, I've accepted Jax and SamCro without question right?"
"You have! We've all said so. Is this about the doc?"
"In a way I guess yeah, just pissed off at Jax. I got the truth out of Tara the real truth of why she's here. There is three pictures of me up on that wall, two of which I'm naked in and Jax seemed more pissed that Tara was upset, he left here hours ago and hasn't even bothered to call me to see if I'm ok or to tell me what the fucks happened just thought he would have had more consideration for me."
"Tell you darlin why don't you come to the fight with me? Have some fun for a change? Gem can sort Jax out!"
"You know what Tig I'm fucking there!"
"Good!"
Dad finally walked out of the house and Tig told him the information from the Vista and then walked back over to me, he gave me his helmet, I put it on and waited for him to climb on, once on I got on behind him he revved the bike, and we were off.
Jax's POV,
My leg was fucking killing me! Fucking prick jammed me with scissors the pussy. I was fuming I can't believe he got close enough to take picture of Iz without any of us noticing I would be more vigilant now though even if this Kohn shit was dealt with I wouldn't let anyone get near Iz no fucking way. I've been stuck in the station for hours with this bitch Stahl and Hale, thankfully Unser got me out. I grabbed my cell and dialled Iz's number but got no answer which was strange, but it was also late so maybe shes asleep. I got on my bike and made my way to my house seeing if Ma and Iz was still there, I pulled up outside and walked in seeing the light on in Abel's room still, so I made my way there and saw Ma sat on the rocking chair.
"Why aren't you at the fight?"
I scoff slightly,
"I've had my share for the day,"
"Yeah, your leg ok?"
"Yeah, where's Iz? I tried calling but she didn't answer."
Ma looked at me and smirked,
"She went to the fight with Tig. Where's the doctor?"
I looked at Ma frowning,
"Iz went to the fight with Tig? I don't know where Tara is Ma."
"where you going with that Jax? I thought you were happy with Bella?"
"I am happy with Iz Ma, nothing is going on between me and Tara I can promise you that!"
"Yeah? Then why haven't you contacted Iz since you left here hours ago? Do you realise how upset she was about those pictures? And the fact that you went for Kohn when you should be going for Tara."
"What do you mean?"
"Iz went for Tara and got the truth out of her that's all I'm saying, you should get to the clubhouse you're calling church remember?"
"Yeah I remember Ma, I need Iz to be there, so she knows how serious I am about her."
"Then go get her from the fight Jax!"
I walked over and kissed her cheek then left, I got to the fight as it finished I walked right in and grabbed Iz's hand pulling her out of the arena, I turned to cup her face and ran my thumb along her bottom lip,
"I should have been with you today baby, I'm sorry this shit with Kohn threw me off it was fine when it was just Tara then he brought you into it and I lose my shit."
"You should have been with me, but I forgive you. You did what you needed to do, and I did what I needed, I got the truth out of Tara I think it's time to put this behind us don't you?"
"It will be tonight, it's time I called church!"
AN, and I'm ending it there lol. I know its been so long since I updated and for that I want to say sorry. This chapter took so long because I kept restarting it, it went in a different direction then first planed but I hope you like it none the less. Tara's true intent has finally started to come out and Jax has had enough, his finally bringing it to church. Jasper will be making an appearance in the next chapter also as I haven't forgotten about him so don't worry. I know I have taken this way off the episode, but I did that because I simply hate Tara lol I am going to make Kohn the good guy that lost his mind because of the abortion. Wendy makes one more appearance before she finally leaves and Jax gets Hap to finally put his Crow on Iz.
Thank you for staying with me and staying patient.
Love
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