"Your happiness can fill you only as deeply as your sorrow has carved you..." - Kahil Gilbran

Hello there! My name is Kelsi and I'm in a big state of flux. This means I'm not going to be writing on fanfiction anymore, but I am working on an actual book while I document my journey towards making an attempt on the Pacific Crest Trail (hiking my happy ass from Mexico to Canada).

I was diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder back in Boston. I found DBT (a type of therapy) and I started to build myself back up from my rock bottom. I left my husband, moved back in with my mom, started working very hard on myself, and I got a job working with special education students. This past year has been more growth than I could have ever planned, but there's so much left still to do.

I'm very optimistic. And terrified.

Please consider following my journey on Instagram for some cool and semi amusing pictures. If you do check me out and decide to follow, I'd love it if you told me that you were from the fanfic community; I miss you guys like I miss my youth- lol. Find me on insta @ brave_new_kelsi

And please accept my humble apologies for releasing the plotlines of these fanfiction stories. I hope you enjoyed my early attempts at writing smut as much as I enjoyed writing it. Thank you so much if you considered yourself a fan and find yourself reading this now.

I hope you're doing things that are scary but worthwhile. Blessed be, you beautiful soul.

Past updates on me:

7/22/2019: I'm now living in Boston with my husband and furkids. We have been here a little over a year and were originally only supposed to be here 3-6 months for the hubbers job. So its been a constant work in progress getting used to the change. -- NEWS: I took down the 'Growing Up' story, my only fanfic for Twilight. After rereading it recently, I realized I was going through so weird unhappy stuff when I wrote it, and I didnt like how I had portrayed Jake. The story was good but he wasnt. Maybe Ill fix it and re-post it at a later date.

6/18/2018: My furkids and husband and I all moved from Oklahoma to Massachusetts! The pups are terrified of all the new sights, smells, and sounds in the city. I miss the wide open spaces but I looooove having everything close enough to just walk and grab it. Walking/jogging/bicycling to places isnt so much of a thing in Oklahoma where houses and communities are all very spread out. Unfortunately the move is temporary for the husband's job, but I'm going to enjoy everything this crazy city has to offer! Its a rich white kid thing to do, but I think I might try learning to sail! Its a big deal, I'm from a landlocked state with no ocean!

So I anticipate more interest in writing and updating, but also less time to do so because, who knows, I might be out sailing. XD

4/12/2017: I lost my PC this past year due to some hardware malfunction and had to order a new one...I also have to ignore the ache of all the goodies I lost when my last laptop died without warning. All my music, all my pictures, and the bulk of my writings (all gone but the chunk of things I have saved here on fanfic). It has sucked but Im slowly rebuilding. Hoping to reread some of my old stories and get to work on them again now that some aspects of life have slowed down a bit. :)