Phoebe finds herself fighting all the odds against her when she wakes up in the Vampire diaries universe and can't escape. Will she be able to prevent the inevitable when she knows whats to come? Or will her interference in the story line make things worse.
Rated M*
I do not own these characters* only Phoebe
Dear diary, July 12th 2008
Lena bought me this diary for my 16th birthday, I really didn't want to hurt her feelings by telling her I think its kind of lame to write in here. Write about my inner thoughts...it really doesn't help. Like at all, and far from therapeutic. Thank you Elena for this lame birthday gift.
... Dear diary, September 20th 2008
It was a rush...stealing that bottle of liquor from the store...the way my heart beat out of my chest. The excitement hanging with Vicki, is very overpowering. Im in awe with her, the way she views the world so...differently than me...she's not worried about what people is saying about her, or the looks she gets walking down the hallway like I do, she just lives her life saying fuck the rules.
Vicki's motto: Who the fuck cares?
... Dear diary, September 28th, 2008
My coach said that there was something dangerous about the boredom of teenage girls. At first, I didn't think nothing of it...but now I'm starting to see what she means...
This was the third week of practice and coach got me running laps like were preparing for a fucking marathon. She caught me staring at one of the guys on the football team while we were practicing. Number 6. The bitch thought she'd teach me a lesson by working me extra hard today. ...
Number 6 was well worth it.
... Dear diary, October 4th, 2008
Vicki scares me sometimes...
The way she could flip a switch so easily. I know she's been through a lot, and thats probably why I let her get away with so much. The girls want me to cut her lose but they just don't get her like I do...
... Dear diary, October 10th, 2008
If you work hard enough, you get stronger enough and you rise. Words of encouragement from Matt Donavan. He told me he was my biggest fan. It gave me flutters to know that he watches me on the field.
"Right Phoebe?" Caroline asked.
"Huh?" Phoebe replied. Snapping her back into reality.
"Elena!" She replied back.
"Yeah...Elena."
"You didn't here anything I just said did you?" Caroline asked.
"Honestly...no. I'm sorry." Phoebe replied
"You've been spaced out all day, whats wrong?" Caroline asked.
"Care what does MYITFAD mean?"
"Meet you in the field at dawn, why?" She asked before coming to realization, and started smirking. "Did you get a booty call with one of the foot ball players your minx?" Caroline grinned.
"How do you know it was a booty call?" Phoebe said getting defensive.
"Because thats definitely jock lingo for when they hook up with cheerleaders in the back of the bleachers."
Phoebe bit her lip and thought to herself. 'it couldn't be'
Phoebe couldn't fathom the thought.
"..I think I need a drink." Phoebe said before placing her diary in side her bag. She walked over to the grill before Caroline could protest.
She walked over to the bar and noticed Damon already there. She hoped he could behave tonight, she leaned over the bar and bit her lip and tried her best to put on her best flirt since she knew she was underage. "A shot of 1800 on the rocks." she told the bartender.
"Nice try Phoebe, last time I served you liquor I almost lost my liquor license from that stunt you pulled." The bartender said.
Shit...he knew me
Phoebe sighed and moved the long braids from her face. "Look..." She looked down at his name tag. "Jerry" She said before looking him in the eyes "...I've had a long week okay? And you'd really be doing me a solid here if you'd ju-"
"Not gonna happen." Jerry said before turning his attention to another guest.
"Asshole." She commented before turning her attention to Damon, who she knew was probably listening.
Damon slid his shot of bourbon to her. "Its not tequila but...I'm sure it'll do you justice from the week you've had." He said to her.
Phoebe never had bourbon before but she wasn't going to turn down a drink. She threw the shot back and quickly swallowed it but not before making a face. She coughed a little and Damon chuckled.
"Thank you." She told him.
"Your welcome." He told her before pulling the barstool out for her to sit in.
Phoebe knew that she shouldn't sit down next to Damon, he was dangerous. But the fact that she was a witch and she knew the power she carried made her feel safe. So she decided to not show any sign of nervousness towards him and boldly approached him and sat down with confidence.
"So, what brings you to a small town like mystic falls?" Phoebe asked him.
"A little of this...a little of that." He said to her.
"Man of mystery." She commented.
"Well if I told you I'd have to kill you." He told her. The darkness in his eyes when he said it would've had old Phoebe shaking in her boots.
"Not if I killed you first." She said with her eyes darkening. Letting him know he was not about to intimidate her.
The stared into each others eyes for a while before Damon ordered two more shots for the both of them. "Sounds like a woman" She said after taking another shot of bourbon.
"What makes you think that?" He asked her.
"Because it always is. Woman make men do the craziest things throughout history" She told him.
Damon looked her up and down. "Is that so?"
"Pussy is power Damon." Phoebe told him
"Whats your game?" He asked her.
She decided to not play anymore games with Damon. "I know danger when I see it." She told him.
"Oh really?" He asked her. "Then why are you here?" He asked her lowering his voice to a seductive whisper, sending goose bumps up Phoebe's arm.
"To let you know, that I know, its you that's been behind the missing people turning up in Mystic Falls." She watched him, as he kept a straight face. "And to let you know, its going to stop. Or you're going to have a real problem on your hands. "She told him.
Damon's eyes darkened.
"Threatening a vampire? Thats really stupid of you." He told her.
Phoebe continued.
"I know you made a promise to Emily to not hurt a Bennett witch, but something tell me if you get pissed off enough, you'd have no problem drawing blood. But, lucky for me I know you want to get that tomb open much more than you want to kill me right now. And lucky for you, I know for a fact you need a Bennett witch. So lets make a deal Salvatore, I'll help you get the tomb open, only if you promise to not kill anymore innocent people." She told him.
Damon narrowed his eyes. "You Bennett witches always willing to put your life on the line for the innocent." Damon commented.
"Sounds like we have a deal." She smirked. Before getting up from the bar stool.
"Oh" She said before turning back to him. "And if you even think about crossing me Damon, I'll make sure you'll never get that tomb open, and whatever...or whoever you want in there will be locked in there forever." She whispered in his ear.
Damon glared at Phoebe before downing another shot of bourbon. Phoebe saw a little bit of the liquor was on the side of his mouth, she wiped it off with her thumb and licked it off "Nice talking to you Damon" She said before winking at him and leaving.
After leaving the grill Phoebe bumps into a hard figure, when she looked up, she notice a pair of green eyes staring down at her.
"Stefan." She said. "We gotta stop meeting like this." She said nervously.
Stefan furred his brows. "What were you discussing with my brother?"
Phoebe bits her bottom lip, out of nervousness, deciding if she should lie or be honest with Stefan. "Just letting him know, that he can't intimidate me"
"Phoebe, you should really be careful with Damon."
"Why? Because he's a vampire?" She asked him.
Stefan looked shocked from how blunt Phoebe was about the secret he was hiding from Elena. "Don't worry, your secret is safe with me" She told him.
"I felt it" She continued. "When our hands touch..."
"Thats when I knew what you were." She lied. She was starting to be really good at pretending, to the point where she was beginning to believe her own lies.
"I know it was you that saved me in that car accident, and I just wanted to say thank you." She said sincerely.
"Your welcome." Stefan replied.
"Can I asked you something Stefan...did you see the accident, anything abnormal, out of the ordinary?" She asked him being inquisitive.
"I saw it...the whole thing." He started off. "To be honest...it was almost like it was intentional..." Stefan told her.
Phoebe blinked multiple times. "Stefan...what are you trying to say? That Matt tried to drown me an himself?" she asked him.
"Stefan!" Elena said interrupting them. "I was looking all over for you" She continued but not before eyeing Phoebe.
"Is everything okay Phoebs?" She asked
Phoebe nodded. "I should give you too some space to talk" She said before she saw Vicki getting pills from Jeremy. She narrowed her eyes and walked over to them.
"See's been avoiding me all day" Elena said sounding a bit hurt.
"Yeah?" Stefan asked her.
"Its so unlike her. She and I were like peanut butter and jelly, and now its like...she's always in her own head sometimes" Elena confided in Stefan. "I lost Matt and that hurt me to the core, and now Phoebe isn't the same anymore and its like I lost her too." She continued.
"Maybe she still needs time to adjust to everything" Stefan said to her.
"Yeah maybe your right" She said.
"What are you doing Jeremy" Phoebe said sounding like someone's mother.
"Selling me "E" what does it look like" Vicki said frowning her face at Phoebe before giving Jeremy money.
"Vicki I know its been a lot with losing Matt but I think this isn't the right way to grieve especially with what happened last night." Phoebe said bringing up the incident in front of Jeremy.
"What incident?" He asked her.
"Nothing." She said to Jeremy. "Nothing right Phoebe?" She said giving her a look.
Phoebe gulped. "Right." She said before grabbing Vicki away from Jeremy for a moment.
"Okay, I covered for you, now hand it over." Phoebe said trying confiscate her drugs.
Vicki broke off a half a piece of pill with her teeth and gave it to her. " If you wanted to get high that all you had to say." She said handing her the other piece.
"Vick, you know thats not what I meant." She said sternly.
"Gees relax Lucky, ever since you've came out of your coma you've been really uptight, just chill out, one night." She said holding up the other half of the pill. "I promise it'll barely do anything to you." She told her.
Phoebe thought about how much this was the wrong thing to do, Phoebe never taken a drug a day in her life, unless you count Tylenol. She thought about how she was stuck in a universe where there were vampires, witches, and werewolves and not to mention hybrids. That was risky all in itself.
"Come on...let lose for me...you owe me that.." She said to her. "Lets have some fun."
Her telling Damon that she knows his plan was dangerous as well. So what was a little half of an e pill going to do to her?
Phoebe took it out of Vicki's hand and swallowed it without any water. "There. Happy?" She asked an already grinning Vicki.
"I knew my best friend was in there somewhere." She squealed. "We are going to have so much fun tonight" She said before taking the other half.
Vicki and Phoebe sat on the top of her truck while Tyler, Jermey and the rest of some other kids chilled at the grill parking lot drinking booze and dancing to car music. Most of the residence went home including Elena and Stefan, Caroline and Bonnie around 10pm. Phoebe laid on the truck and looked at Vicki "This pill was bullshit I don't feel anything." She complained.
"I told you a half a pill wasn't going to do anything. I barely feel anything." Vicki said before lifting up on her elbows.
She looked over to Jeremy and whispered in Phoebe's ear. "Is it just me or is Jeremy getting kind of hot?" She asked.
Phoebe looked over to the direction in whichJeremy was standing and looked at him up and down. "Yeah he's kind of cute, boy next door kind of cute." She told Vicki.
"I would totally fuck him." She told her.
"Jeremy is totally into me Vic, you don't stand a chance." Phoebe said to her rolling her eyes.
"Yeah? Since when?" Vicki asked Phoebe who shrugged her shoulders.
Vicki stared at Phoebe longingly with Phoebe on her phone texting and narrowed her eyes a bit and then rolled them before leaning back on the truck.
Phoebe slid down the truck on to her feet. Tyler had been hitting her phone all night while he'd been talking to some blonde, it had been a while since she had some attention from a cute guy.
Tyler: You looked smoking hot in your cheer uniform earlier ;)
Phoebe giggled.
Phoebe: I'm sure you've seen me in my uniform a thousand times
She looked back at Tyler who gave her a look then proceeded to text her back. She turn back to her phone and bit her lip waiting for a response.
Tyler: Seriously... I can't stop thinking about you
Phoebe didn't know what to say when he text her that. She waited a few minutes not knowing Tyler was staring at her head with nervousness and seconding guessing writing all over his face while some girl was trying her best to get his full attention.
Phoebe: Oh yeah? Than why aren't you over here talking to me?
She said before looking back at him while she watches him read her text. He looked back up and there eyes connected. And she gave him a coy look.
Tyler: Vicki is right there
When he said that she immediately knew what he was talking about, he was involved with Vicki, probably just as much as he was in the original story line, Tyler was a pig. But In the state that Phoebe was in she didn't care. She knew deep down she wouldn't take him seriously, so why not have some little fun. She lifted her shirt down to expose the top of her boobs and made it look bigger than they actually were and took a picture of them and sent them to Tyler before putting 'Shh' under the picture.
She didn't even bother to wait for his reply. She looked over and noticed Damon's car was still in the parking lot, the thought of him being around gave her goose bumps. She completely erased the thought of him out of her mind and walked over to one of the liquor bottles that was half way gone and took a swig. She was starting to fill lightheaded and she could barely feel her feet or her face. Her eyes started to go low and she smiled a little. She knew at this point forward she was fucked up.
She decided to get a breather away from the party to smoke a cigarette to calm her nerves, she walked over to the alley where she saw a bit of light in she felt a little safe knowing that the small little party wasn't that far from it. She lit her cigarette and took a drag before laying her head on the brick wall.
She closed her eyes feeling the wind of the hot night hit her skin giving her goosebumps up and down her arms She took another drag of her cigarette and the slight scream she herd made her jump up a bit and she immediately opened her eyes She looked back at the the rest of the people and saw that they were still enjoying themselves. She turned around to the side of her and knew that she should just walk away and act like she didn't hear a thing.
So she did what she knew sober her wouldn't. She took a peek deeper into the ally cautiously. She saw the dark raven haired blue eyed devil hovering the pour innocent girl that mouth was covered with his hand. Before Phoebe had a chance to run Damon vamped speeded to her with the quickness it took her breath away. He stared deeply into her eyes compelling her. "Don't scream" He told her.
Phoebe could fill her actual heat pound out of her chest. Phoebe tried to speak and Damon put a finger over her lips "Don't say a word" He told he. Phoebe tried to speak up and say something but nothing came out. He actually compelled her and Phoebe was appalled. She saw the blood dripping from the side of his mouth. He was so calm but looked utterly frightening. The fact that she was under his full control showed how weak she truly was, and now that Damon knew how weak she was, she didn't know what he would do to her. With in minutes or seconds she couldn't tell, he swiftly took her off her feet and vampire speeded her away from everyone. Phoebe gripped tight on to his black leather jacket and shut her eyes tightly. When she felt like they'd stop she opened them back up again and looked around and noticed she was surrounded by trees.
He had her in the woods and she was pissed and scared all at the same time, "You can know let go now kitten" Damon said to her. She frowned not realizing her hand was still gripping his leather jacket. And then, with her all her might she threw her hand towards his face attempting to slap him but he swiftly caught her hand and grabbed her fist tightly. "You really don't want to piss me off" He said in a daring tone.
Phoebe gulped. She wanted to say let me go but he had compelled her to not say anything. He looked deep into her eyes again. "You can now talk, and you will answer all my questions honestly and truthfully"
Phoebe got nervous again. If Damon asked the right question. It could ruin everything and fuck up the original story line. She knew if he really knew her and what she really knew about him and Stefan and whats to come, he'd either think she was crazy which is a bad thing or even worse, believe her and then that can ruin everything. She wouldn't be in control anymore, and would be blinded by whats to come in a world filled of supernatural.
"Can I trust you?" He asked her.
"Yes" Phoebe replied.
"Are you really going to open the tomb?"
"Yes" She replied.
"Why?"
"Because Its the only way you'll know the truth" Damon decided he herd all he needed hear at the moment.
"Are you going to kill me?" Phoebe asked him trying to keep her voice from cracking.
"In do time sweetie, in do time" He said running his fingers through her braid said before cuffing her cheeks. "Right now." He started off. Phoebe looked away from Damon scared he was going to compel her again. He gripped her chin and forcefully turned her head towards him. "Open your eyes Phoebe" He told her.
Phoebe tightly kept them shut. "We can do this the easy way or the hard way, and trust me, I really would consider very carefully, every decision you make Phoebe, because pissing me off isn't one of them." He told her threateningly.
Phoebe opened her eyes and tears fell down her face. "Atta girl" He commented.
"You will do everything I say." Phoebe nodded her head slowly, never leaving eye contact. "I will do everything you say" She repeated. "You're my little slave Bennett." He told her.
"I'm your slave."
Soon after he dropped her off at her house. Phoebe was slightly shaking. He had her under his control and no matter how hard she fought it she wasn't strong enough. She was terrified about what he'd do to her, she remember how he treated Caroline. Then it made her sick to her stomach how he treated Caroline, it was probably how he was going to treat her. He turned her back around so she was facing him again. "You wont remember anything from tonight, you party with your friends, went home because you got tired"
"I think I'm a little tired. I should probably go to sleep" Phoebe yawned.
"Good girl" he said with a smirk. "I'll see you soon kitten"
And just like that within a blink of an eye. The blue eyed devil was gone.