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Chapter 5

The next morning, both Regina and Emma were up early and headed back to the hospital. Right away, Emma bit her lip, realizing something was different. "Where is she?"

Regina looked around as well, the nurses not in sight. Maleficent also wasn't in her room and she was worried. "Maybe they took her for a scan or something."

Emma's hand found Regina's. "They'd have called if…if…"

Regina, though internally fretting herself, squeezed Emma's hand. "Yes, my love, they would have called." Finally a nurse came out and saw Regina. "Where is Mal?"

"I'm so sorry no one was at the desk to greet you, Madam Mayor. Mal has been moved to a room and out of the ICU. She woke up about an hour ago and cannot wait to see you two." The nurse said with a smile. "Follow me."

Emma kept Regina's hand in hers as they made their way to the room, the nurse explaining things she couldn't process right now. All she knew was her Mama was awake and she couldn't wait to see her. The door was opened and Emma smiled wide as she saw her Mama sitting up on the bed. "Mama." She whispered and then cleared her throat. "Mal, I…it's so good to see you awake."

"Come here, baby girl, there's nothing to be ashamed of here. You can be yourself."

Emma went over and lay on the bed next to her, her tears falling. Regina smiled softly and went over as well, kissing Mal as she sat on the chair next to the bed. "We were so worried about you, darling."

Mal ran her fingers through Emma's hair with one hand and took Regina's with the other. "I'm so sorry." She kissed Emma's head. "Honey, I'm okay. A few broken bones, but nothing that won't heal."

"I thought I'd never see you again." Emma said in a voice so small, both women frowned.

"I promised you I would come back, and I did. I'm here, my Princess."

Emma looked at Mal with watery eyes. "I'm sorry, Mama. I'm so sorry."

"Whatever for?" Mal asked, stroking Emma's cheek, seeing her come out of her headspace.

"Everyone I have ever loved has either left me or been taken. I love you and Regina so much that I put you in danger. I know Regina said that's not true, but it is, and I did a lot of thinking last night." Emma said, her eyes filling even more. "I'm leaving. I can't and won't be the reason something happens to one of you."

Mal sighed and held Emma close. "Baby? I'm fine. Thanks to my magic, I'm healing much faster than a non-magical person would. This wasn't your fault, Emma." She kissed the blonde.

"If you're going, Mama and I better start packing." Regina said, looking at Emma. "Because there's no way we'd let our little princess leave us."

Due to magic from both Regina and Mal, Mal was sent home that afternoon. They all took it easy for a week before Mal was medically cleared and she and Regina started going back to work and getting back to their lives. After their first full week back, Regina came home and sighed, sitting on the sofa. "Princess?"

Emma came out from the kitchen where she had been coloring while Mal cooked. "Yes, Mommy?" She knelt on the floor in front of Regina as Regina gently scratched her scalp.

"Have you been a good girl this week?"

Emma looked down. "I tried to be but I did get upset when I couldn't understand the math."

"Right, Mama said you got a spanking that day. But you've been good since?"

Emma nodded. "Yes, Mommy."

"Well, I was wondering if my Princess would like to go to the Clubhouse tonight?"

Emma smiled, having not gone there since their first night. "Yes! Oh, mommy please can we go?"

Regina chuckled and kissed Emma's forehead. "Mal darling?"

Mal came out and handed Regina a glass of wine. "Yes, love?"

"I was just asking Emma about going to the clubhouse tonight."

Mal smiled and looked at Emma and the hope in her eyes. "Hmm and our Princess wants to go?"

"Yes, Mama." Emma said shifting to be between them but still on her knees.

"Then I think she needs to show us how badly she wants to go." Mal said with a smirk, running her fingers through Emma's hair.

Regina smirked and snapped her fingers, making all three naked and transporting them to the playroom. "I need to let out some stress."

Emma, who was still on her knees, knew what that meant and crawled over to the wall, looking over the crops. She picked the leather bound one with a heart cut into it and took it between her teeth, crawling back to Regina. Regina took it and pat Emma's head. "Good girl. Now, table or Mama's lap?"

"Mama's lap." Emma answered and looked at Mal. "Is that okay?"

"Yes, baby girl." Mal said, sitting on the leather-bound bench. "But first, make Mama happy." She said, opening her own legs.

Regina sat back in a chair, she had found she loved watching them from time to time. Emma crawled forward and kissed each of Mal's thighs before she started licking her clit. Regina touched her own clit as she watched Emma please Mal. They both came at the same time and after Emma cleaned Mal, she crawled over to clean Regina.

Regina pulled Emma into a kiss. "Good girl. Now, go lay across Mama's lap."

Emma did so, her core already dripping. Mal noticed and smirked, running her fingers through her folds. "Our Princess sure is wet."

Regina smirked. "And she'll stay that way until she has permission to cum. Won't you, baby girl?"

"Yes, Mommy." Emma said, though she wondered if she'd be able to hold out.

"Safe word?"

"Apple." Emma answered and Regina nodded.

Mal started rubbing Emma's backside as Regina prepared herself. This was Regina's favorite way to relieve stress and she loved that Emma loved it. Regina gave Mal a look and the woman moved her hands as Regina brought the crop down in quick successions. She was precise and each ass cheek eventually was red with white hearts on them. After seeing her Princess whimper, she smirked. "Cum, but I'm not done."

Emma came hard, gripping onto Mal who was stroking Emma's hair. Finally, Regina was spent and she nodded to Mal who changed the room back to the bedroom, letting Regina fall onto the bed. Mal first rubbed some soothing cream on her baby girl before laying her down next to Regina. She moved to straddle Regina's back and gave her shoulders and back a massage. She then sent magic to both her girls to give them their energy back. "That was fun."

"It was exactly what I needed." Regina agreed, pulling Mal into the bed.

"Can we go to the clubhouse now?" Emma asked with puppy eyes.

Regina chuckled. "Dinner first, baby girl."

After the three ate, they headed out, Emma dressed in her favorite overalls and pig tales. Once there, the three stayed in the Little's section for a while so Emma could play. After an hour or so, they decided to go to the other section and Emma switched into slave mode. Regina loved how Emma could switch when she wanted to, though she really did love Little Emma the best.

The three danced, grinding with each other and sweating up a storm. Mal used her magic to get them home and laughed when she turned and saw Emma asleep, kneeling on the floor with her head resting on the bed. "She's out like a light."

"She was the dancing queen tonight." Regina said, moving Emma to the bed. "Mal? Are you happy?"

"I've never been happier in my life. Are you?"

"I never thought I'd like doing age play but yes, I'm so happy."

Mal smiled and looked at Emma. "Is she happy? You don't think she's still thinking she needs to leave, do you?"

Regina sighed, getting in bed behind the blonde, her fingers tracing down Emma's back. "We haven't talked about it since we were at the hospital, but that was the third time she's mentioned leaving. Mal, maybe we need to have a serious talk with her. I understand she has that fight or flight mindset, but…but I can't lose her."

"Me neither, baby. We'll talk to her tomorrow."

The next day, Emma was sucking on a sucker and watching TV when both Regina and Mal came in. She turned the tv off and sucked in a breath. "What did I do?"

Regina chuckled. "You didn't do anything, sweetheart." She sat down and patted the spot between her and Mal. "We just really want to talk to you about something."

Mal put her arm around Emma as Regina put a leg over her. "Are you happy, Emma?"

"Happy?"

"Yes. Are you happy with us? With this relationship?"

"Yes. I'm sorry if I've made you think I'm not." Emma said, wondering what she did wrong.

Mal gave Regina a look and Regina lifted Emma's chin. "You did nothing wrong, Emma. Honey, we just…okay ever since we started this, you've said three times that you thought about leaving. The first night you said you thought it instead of telling us you liked both of us, then the night Mal was in the hospital, you said you should leave, and the next day, you said the same thing. We just…Emma, we love you."

Mal kissed Emma's neck. "We love you so much, Emma and we want to make sure you're happy and not going to just up and leave us one day."

Emma sighed and sat back. "I…I just…I am happy, I promise I am."

"Emma sweetheart, take your time with what you want to say."

Emma felt tears in her eyes. "I swear I am happy. I just have these insecurities that I can't make go away. It's nothing you two have done and I hate that I have them, but I do." Emma took some deep breaths. "I'm constantly waiting for the other foot to fall. I'm constantly in fight or flight mode and I've been like that for as long as I can remember. It's nothing you've done or not done; it's all me and I'm trying hard to change."

Mal wiped at some tears on Emma's cheek. "Honey, I get everything you just said. I understand why you'd think like you do and I know there's really nothing we can say to ease your fears that we're not already saying. It's going to take time for you to trust us."

"All we ask is that you stay open and honest with us, my love." Regina said, holding Emma in her arms. "My god, what have you turned me in to? I cuddle, I snuggle, and I love every moment of that; please don't ever just leave us, Baby girl. Please, talk to us when you need to even if you don't know if you have the right words. I know you're doing that now and I really appreciate it."

"I won't just leave and I'm sorry if I've made you think I would. I love you both so much, I just…" Emma looked down. I'm terrified I'm going to ruin this like I ruin everything. My parents didn't even want me after a few hours and just left me. No one wanted me after that either. I've gone through life never being wanted so it's so hard for me to believe you both want me."

Both women held Emma closer. "We are never going to not want you, Emma Marie Swan." Mal stated. "We love you so much. I can't tell you why others didn't do right by you, my love, but you are with two women who love you fiercely."

"She's right, baby girl. I know it takes time, but I'm so happy you're being honest with us. If there is ever anything we can do, please tell us."

Emma nodded and then smirked a bit. "Anna was telling me about this resort where Bigs and Littles can go and have a vacation with other Bigs and Littles. I think if we went there, I'd feel better."

Regina chuckled and kissed Emma's cheek. This was her little girl and she loved her. "It just so happens Sara told us about this resort and we've already made reservations. One week in paradise with our baby girl."

"Yay!" Emma cheered and then smiled softly. "Thanks for talking to me and making sure I'm okay. I love you both so much."

"We love you too, Princess."