A/N: Hey guys! Sorry that it took a bit for me to get this chapter to you. I was having trouble trying to figure out how to end this chapter so hopefully its okay.

Chapter 29

Rory POV

Once the girls and I loaded up into the SUV limo that we were taking to the spa and we got on the road, I decided that now would be the perfect time to tell them my news. "Girls, I have some news that I need to share with you before we get too far into this weekend." I said. Everyone was looking at me.

"Is everything okay?" Rosemary asked.

"You know that you can tell us anything." Steph said.

"Okay, you guys know that Finn and I got married when we went to the Bahamas, some of you being there. What you don't know is that the day that Finn proposed I got some good news that day that made our engagement even more special." I told them, suddenly feeling nervous. Steph reached over and grabbed my hand.

"Whatever it is, you have our support." Steph said.

"That morning I found out that Finn and I are…pregnant." I said.

Everyone gasped. Well everyone except Juliet. Steph reached over and hugged me. "Oh! I'm so happy for you. The both of you." Steph said. "I guess that means that you won't be drinking with us this weekend."

I shook my head. "No, definitely not. After what happened with the miscarriage, Finn has been hovering some. He doesn't want me to get stressed out and overdo it." I told them.

"That makes sense. I guess it's a good thing this weekend is all about relaxing." Rosemary said.

"Very true." I said smiling.

Finn POV

Rory and I had decided that this weekend we were going to tell our friends about the pregnancy. Once the guys and I got on the road, I decided to approach the subject. "Colin, I know that this is you bachelor weekend but Rory had some news that she wanted me to share with you guys if you don't mind." I said.

"No not at all. Go ahead." Colin said.

"Okay so the day that I proposed to Rory, she got some news." I said. Everyone was staring at me. "After I proposed to Rory, we were walking along the beach and she told me that she's pregnant." I said.

Everyone congratulated me. "That's great man. I'm really happy for you guys." Colin said.

"Thanks man. I'm completely terrified. After everything that she told that she went through last time, I just want her to relax and be stress free." I told them.

"You know, I was there for a good bit of it. Steph was there for all of it. But for a while after everything, she blamed herself." Logan said. "She kept telling me and Steph that she did something wrong. She kept saying 'it's my fault that our baby died. I killed our baby. I'm so sorry.'" Logan said. I tried to push back the tears thinking about what she'd told me about the miscarriage. "We knew that she wasn't talking to us. She was talking to you." Logan said and I nodded.

"That must be why Steph kept telling me that we needed to convince her to come see you. I thought that it was just because Steph was tired of seeing her depressed." Colin said.

Logan shook his head. "Not completely. Rory was just in a bad place all round during that time. She was upset that Finn was gone, then the miscarriage happened." Logan took a sip of his drink. "She tried to come see you once." He said getting my attention.

"What happened?" I asked.

"I'm not entirely sure. But on her first trip to London, she admitted to me that she tried to get on a plane to come see you…she just couldn't." Logan said.

I couldn't help but think about all of the hard times that Rory had been through while I was in Australia. Ones that she had told me about and others that I'd heard about from Lorelai as well as our friends. When Lorelai had found out that I'd proposed to Rory, she'd cornered me and told me that if we had kids, I had to promise to be there. There's nowhere else that I would rather be. If I could have gotten everyone to agree to a joint weekend this weekend, I'd be with her right now. I just hoped that she wasn't going to overdo it.

Rory POV

When the girls and I arrived at the spa resort, I went to check us in and we were directed to our rooms. Once I was in my room, I went to sit on the bed. I needed a breather for a minute. The girls had questioned me about if I was sure that I was ready to be a mother. It had gotten me thinking about the miscarriage. It had got me thinking that had I been able to carry the baby to term, that I'd have a toddler right now.

Once I'd collected myself and given the girls enough time to settle into their rooms, I grabbed the schedule for the weekend out of my bag and headed out to find everyone.

"Okay, so here's the plan for the weekend." I said. I went over the schedule for the weekend. "Now, because of the fact that I can't drink, I am asking that everyone be responsible. This is supposed to be a relaxing weekend and not a club night." I told them. "Who's hungry?" I asked. Everyone agreed, so we headed downstairs to the restaurant to eat.

After we ate some of the girls headed to the bar for a drink. Steph decided to keep me company on the balcony of my room. We'd ordered some sparkling cider. "Are you okay?" She asked me.

I looked at her confused. "What do you mean?" I asked.

"I noticed in the car when you were talking about the pregnancy, that you zoned out for a minute. Were you thinking about the miscarriage?" She said.

I nodded. "Yeah. When the girls were asking me if I was ready, it made me realized that had I not had the miscarriage that I'd have a toddler right now." I said.

"Oh Ror." She said. "You know that wasn't your fault right?"

"But wasn't it? I mean, I had no clue that I was pregnant and I was out drinking almost every night." I said. Deep down I knew that Steph was right. The miscarriage hadn't been my fault. I mean, after all I hadn't known that I was pregnant.

"Ror, you didn't know. I know that if you had known that you were pregnant that you would have done things differently. Nobody blames you. The doctor even told you that it wasn't your fault." Steph said.

"I know, it just sucks having that memory sometimes, you know?" I said. And I knew that she did. She knew all too well what I was feeling. The only difference, was that she had chose it.

"That's not exactly the same, but yeah…I get it." She said.

Steph and I had hung out for a little bit before I'd text all the girls and told them that I was going to bed and to remember that we were getting an early start the next morning. I missed Finn. I wanted nothing more than to be in my bed at home, cuddled into Finn's side.

Finn POV

The rest of the ride to the hotel, I had been lost in my thoughts thinking about Rory. I hated that she blamed herself for the miscarriage. Logan had told me some information about it that Rory had left out. I don't think that she had meant to, I think that it was because she didn't want me to feel worse about not being there more than I already did.

When we got to the hotel and everyone was settled into their rooms, we decided to get some food. After everyone had eaten, we headed to the hotel bar for drinks. I guess Logan had noticed that I was deep in thought cause he called me name. I looked over at him. "You know that she loves you right?" He asked me.

I knew that he meant Rory. "Of course, I do. I just hate that she had a hard time and that it was because of me." I said and it was the truth.

"It's not that it was because of you, per se, it was more because you weren't here. And trust me, she let everyone know it." He said.

"What do you mean?" I asked.

"Liza was at an event that I had dragged Rory to. It wasn't too long after you'd left so of course, anybody who mentioned your name got their head bit off." He said and I nodded. "Anyway, Liza mentioned to Rory that she'd talked to you and that you'd sounded…depressed. Liza tried to convince Rory to take a trip to see you with her." He told me, I downed the rest of my drink. "When I tell you that nobody could convince her to come see you, I'm not lying to you. I almost gave her a sedative once to make her come see you."

"Why didn't you? If things were as bad as everyone keeps saying, why didn't you?" I asked him.

He looked down at his drink. "Because she felt like she'd lost you, we didn't think that it was a good idea to have her pissed off at the rest of us." I nodded understanding. Rory was a force to be reckoned with. I had been on the receiving end of an angry Rory several times.

After a while, I told the guys that I was going to bed. I was feeling down because I missed Rory and I worried about her. I wanted nothing more than to be at home in my bed cuddled up with Rory. I hated when we spent nights apart. Fortunately, since I'd been back from Australia and we'd reconnected there had only been a couple of nights that we'd spent apart from each other.