Name: Camryn

Age: I'd like you to guess.

Status: Oh so painfully single.

Hometown: Somewhere in California.

Where I Am Now: Well, not in California anymore.

Nickname: Shorty

Birthday:April

Eye Color: Brown

Hair Color: Brunette

Height: 5'

UPDATE!

I know I've been the worst author of all time for making you guys wait so long but things in my head aren't working out right now. School has been out for a week and I thought I'd have more time and motivation over the summer but it's looking like I might have to take a break from writing or give up completely.

Things at home are just really crazy right now. My parents are divorcing, we're moving out of the house I grew up in and with coming back home memories are resurfacing. Things I'd like to bury for the rest of my life and just forget are slowly picking at my mind.

I can't focus, and even though I am on medication for depression, less than happy thoughts still reach my mind, now more than ever. It's not so much that my parent's divorce is bothering me, it was completely obvious, but the reasons behind it are starting to make me question who I am and why I'm here. I wonder if they loved me when I was little, before I started becoming depressed. I wonder if they realize how alone I felt and sometimes still feel. I wonder why my father doesn't want me. I wonder if he cares. I wonder if he cares more about his girlfriend(s)? than he ever has about me. I ask myself these questions, all the while knowing the answer but just trying to give myself more pain.

I'm sorry ofr my angsty rant but I just needed to let you all know what's been going on and get somet things off my chest. I truly want to continue my story but I just don't know how to get to the right state of mind so I can do so. Suggestions, obgections, corrections, requests? Just let me know..

-Camryn