PREVIOUSLY-

"He is, isn't he?" I giggled. "So you and Sam are going to be my tutors?"

Jared pulled back and licked his lips. "For more things than just school." He then winked at me.

"Where did Sam go?" I asked him curiously, noting that he hadn't come back inside after helping Billy into the truck.

"He went to make sure Paul was going out for his patrol then he was going to follow your dad back up to Forks to make sure he made it safe."

I tugged on Jared's hand, pulling him toward the couch, and told him to lay down. He raised his eyebrow at me but did as I asked. Once he was situated, there was still just enough space for me to lay in between his chest and the back cushions without making him fall off. I would pretty much be laying on his chest, but I knew he would enjoy that anyways.

I climbed over top of him and fit myself into the crevice as he tucked his arm under my head and around my shoulder.

As I laid there, I began tracing the lines of the muscles on his torso and down to the trail of hair that lead from his navel traveling south.

His eyes were closed but I knew my actions were making him relax, although the lower my fingers got, the more his interest was piqued.

I knew that he wasn't wearing anything under his shorts - neither of them did - because it was pointless when phasing all the time.

There were only the tied strings in my way and I wondered curiously what he would do if I untied it.

My fingers danced around it for a few moments before I decided to finally pull at one of the strings, making the knot come loose.

His breathing got heavier and I could feel the spark of surprise, desire, and lust streaming from him in waves as I slowly slid my fingertips under the waistband of his shorts, pulling them down where I had more access.

He was definitely excited, and I found myself running my fingers over his length before gently wrapping them all the way around. In truth, my fingers didn't even fit all the way. Jared moaned at the touch, biting down on his bottom lip.

"Show me what to do." I requested, wanting to know how to do things the right way so that I would be able to do this for them both.

He reached his hand down and placed it around my own loosely before beginning to move my fingers up and down in a steady motion. As we continued like that, I tilted myself so that my mouth could graze the side of his neck and down to his shoulder, nipping and biting gently.

That alone set off a frenzy in him that caused him to speed up our hand motions as he closed his eyes and leaned his head backward.

"Shit Bella, I'm so close…" He murmured as I nipped in between his shoulder and neck. Moments later, he slowed our hands and I watched as a creamy white liquid spurted from the tip and onto his stomach.

He released my hand and leaned over to kiss the top of my head. "That was definitely unexpected but the best fucking surprise ever."

"I'm glad you enjoyed it," I replied, reaching up to kiss him properly.

Out of nowhere, I saw a roll of paper towels flying through the air and Jared caught them easily with a chuckle.

"Got it, boss." Jared laughed as he began to clean himself off.

"What did he say?" I asked Jared, knowing Sam had said something to him that I couldn't hear.

He chuckled. "He said, and I quote: 'no bodily fluids on my couch'."

"When did he come back?" I asked curiously.

"To be completely honest, I have no clue. My focus was definitely elsewhere. And when you started the whole biting my neck thing… damn I thought I'd lose it right then and there." He then pulled up his shorts and tied them back.

I smiled up at him proudly, happy that I was able to invoke that type of feeling in him.

"It's safe to come back in, Sam," I said out loud, knowing he would hear me.

I could hear him laugh as he walked down the stairs and came around to sit in the chair next to the couch.

"I leave for 10 minutes and the two of you already decide to christen the house?" Sam chuckled as he sat.

"It was all her, bro." Jared blamed it on me with his hands up.

"When did you get back?" I asked him curiously, wanting to know.

"Right before the grand finale." He replied with a smirk.

"Any awkwardness?" I asked, worried about boundaries.

"None. Remember what Jared said about watching?" I nodded. "I didn't watch but listening apparently has the same effect. I wasn't here long enough for the whole show though."

"So you enjoyed listening?" I asked him, biting my lip.

"It was making you happy, therefore making me happy. I think that's the baseline of our newfound voyeurism." Sam explained. "You can feel us both, honey. You feel Jared and I feel you, therefore I'm getting an echo of him."

"That's how it is for me too," Jared replied.

It made sense. I'd wondered if they could feel echoes of each other through me and that just cemented the thought.

"That could come in handy," I replied, thinking about it.

"What do you mean?" Sam asked me, wondering where I was headed with my statement.

"If something were to happen. Like if I was with Jared and you were out patrolling and came upon something. I'd sense it, therefore he would sense it and be able to go help. Also, if something happened to me, you'd both know." I responded, hoping that I made sense in my answer.

"Let's hope it doesn't have to come to that either way, but yes, it would come in handy for those situations." Sam ran his hand down his face and I could tell he was tired.

"Come on, let's go up to bed," I said to them both, attempting to get out of my spot in between Jared and the couch and failing miserably.

Jared ended up helping me up after getting up himself and we all made our way upstairs. When we got in the bedroom, I sat down on the bed and fell backward.

"So this is our bed now?" I asked them both as I looked at them teasingly.

"Looks like I'm moving in, Sam." Jared laughed.

Sam nodded to him. "I figured you would after how last night went."

"I'm gonna go take a shower. Don't get too comfy." Jared winked at me after pressing a kiss to my forehead and walking back out of the room.

As I sat back in the bed, I took a moment to think about how drastically my life had changed in the past week.

First, the dreaded birthday party at the Cullen's house. I knew it had been a bad idea and I didn't know how Alice hadn't seen that outcome herself. No changed decisions were involved, therefore she should've known. Maybe she had and had hoped for a different outcome to take its place? Maybe she'd seen Jasper attacking me and me being turned. She'd always been an avid supporter of my desire to change.

As I delved deeper into that thought, something clicked inside of me. How could I have ever wanted that life? Craving blood, never eating, never sleeping, never growing old, never having children, never being able to see Charlie or Renee and Phil again? How could I have been so childish, so consumed by one person that I only had tunnel vision when it came to him.

Then I remembered his words. He was a killer. Everything about him was made to draw people in, to attract them for the kill. His voice, his looks, his scent, all of it. I was being drugged by a fantasy.

He'd only kept me around because of his inability to hear my thoughts anyways. It was a respite from always being able to hear other people, short of being alone and completely isolated. I was also a test for him. My blood sang out to him and I knew that he was testing how far his control would allow him to go without draining me dry.

Which brought me to my next event. The fact that Edward Cullen had left me deep in the woods after breaking my heart, knowing that I would attempt to follow him. I could've died if it hadn't been for Sam and Jared.

The moment they imprinted on me, all of the broken pieces of my heart had been welded back together.

Sam and Jared were officially the best things that had ever happened to me in my entire life. I could see a future with them. One where I wouldn't have to change myself in any way. One where I could enjoy life and all the things life could give. I could eat and sleep, have children and grow old, see Charlie and Renee as much as I wanted, and they could go with me too. I had a chance to be part of something bigger than myself.

While the Cullens had always been actively trying not to kill people – and they'd all killed people, barring Carlisle -, the pack had been actively trying to save people. They were protectors and vampires were the enemy. That was clear to me now and it should've been clear to me in the beginning. Perhaps it was because I never believed myself to be anything other than a plain jane nobody before Edward took notice of me and I craved being part of something more, I couldn't tell. All I knew was that I had exactly what I needed now.

Then moving in and changing my schooling was going to be a big step forward with my imprints. It almost scared me how intensely fast our relationship was going, but I found myself wanting it to be that way. I yearned for their closeness when they weren't with me. I didn't feel right without them at all. It was so difficult to explain to anyone but the three of us because we could all feel it.

"Bella, honey?" I was snapped out of my thoughts by Sam sounding worried as he looked over at me.

"Huh?" I asked, yawning.

"You were just kind of zoned out for a little while. Everything alright?" He asked me, sounding concerned.

"I'm sorry… I was just thinking. So much has happened for me in the past week and I guess I was trying to process it all." I explained to him truthfully.

Sam reached over and pulled me into his arms as he rested against the headboard.

"I guess you haven't really had time to process it yet, have you?" He murmured into my hair as he held me close.

"It's alright. It's just hard to believe that a week ago I was so misguided, willing to give up everything special in life – in my life – for a vampire. I just feel like I was being drugged, like I was their pet or something. When I think about all I would've lost – growing old, having children, seeing Charlie and Renee, the sun and sand in my toes, missing out on so many things – I just—" I couldn't even finish my sentence because I felt tears building up in my eyes.

"Shh… It's over, Bella. You're free of them and you don't ever have to worry about the things you would've lost. You're with us now and we can give you the world. You won't ever have to change for us. You can grow old, have as many children as you want, have grandchildren and great-grandchildren… We can go see Renee whenever you feel like it, go to the beach in Jacksonville or here in La Push. Charlie already knows about us now, so he'll be able to be part of every aspect of our lives." He whispered to me, calming me instantly.

He was right. They could give me all of that and more.

"What is this I hear about great-grandchildren?" Jared asked as he walked back in drying off his hair with a towel.

I giggled. "Sam was just telling me all the things you guys can give me."

His eyebrow rose as he looked at me. "Talking kids is one thing, but I think we all might be a little young to be talking about great-grandkids. I'm pretty sure there are a few steps that might need to be completed first."

"What, so you're telling me you don't see handfuls of little Cameron's and Uley's running around the res when we're all old and gray?" I bit my lip as I watched his expression change completely. I could feel the immediate shift in both Jared and Sam.

Apparently what I'd said had triggered some type of want in them, a desire that was almost primal.

"The more the better…" Jared said nearly breathlessly before climbing into the bed, pulling me from Sam and kissing me with so much passion it could've made my toes curl.

When I pulled back from him, I leaned back into Sam.

"These steps you mentioned…" I licked my lips as they both watched me with an intense focus. "Should we start working on them? I mean, we won't be able to get anywhere if I'm still a virgin…"

Their emotions switched on to overdrive immediately.

"Is that what you want, Bella?" Sam asked me, needing reassurance.

I nodded my head enthusiastically. "I'm ready. This is what I want."

"How should we go about this?" Jared asked excitedly, but wondering how it would work with two of them.

"Why don't we just do what feels right? Just go with the flow and see what happens?" I suggested, not knowing another way that would be fair.

I didn't even have to say anything more. Sam had twisted me back around to kiss me. His lips melded with mine in a sinuous way as Jared climbed down to the bottom of the bed and started tugging the sweatpants down my legs. Before I knew it, Sam had my t-shirt off as well and I was back to being completely bare in front of them.

Sam resumed his task and I could feel Jared marking me with his lips all the way up my leg to my inner thighs where he stopped for only a moment before I felt his mouth on my bundle of nerves. The heat from him radiated through my body as he swirled his tongue around, making me arch my back from pleasure.

Sam's hand found its way to my breast and began kneading it before suddenly his mouth left mine and latched onto my other nipple, suckling and licking it. I'd never before in my life felt so much intense pleasure. There was truly nothing else like it.

As Jared continued, his tongue dipped lower for a moment and then I felt his hand reach up. His finger ran the length of my opening before carefully beginning to slide inside. He didn't stop lapping at me the whole time, instead moving his finger -first one, then two- in and out as I arched and moaned.

Sam released my nipple with his mouth and began kissing his way back up toward my neck.

The stimulation from all four angles overwhelmed me. I could feel my orgasm approaching imminently and when it did, my walls clenched around Jared's fingers, and I shuddered against Sam.

When the waves had passed, Jared lifted his head up and nodded to Sam before moving up to my side. They both shed their shorts and Sam positioned himself, hovering over top of me.

"Absolutely sure? No going back after this." Sam asked and I nodded my head yes, wanting to feel him inside me.

He leaned down and pressed a soft kiss to my lips before readying himself at my entrance. Thanks to Jared's actions, I was plenty well lubricated. When Sam began to push himself in, it truly didn't hurt as bad as I thought it would. My body definitely had to adjust to his size, as I was sure it would with Jared too, but there were no sharp pains, for which I was grateful.

When he was fully seated, I'd never felt so full in my life. After a few moments, he pulled back and then pushed back in. Jared's lips were on mine, stifling a moan that threatened to escape.

The more Sam continued, the more I found myself making small noises from all the things it was doing to me. Jared released my lips and moved to my neck before whispering in my ear, "Do you like that, babe?"

"Yes," I squealed breathlessly. And I did. I was in heaven.

Jared's fingers found their way to my nipple and began twisting and pulling it while he paid close attention to a certain area between my neck and shoulder.

Sam's movements began to increase in speed until I could feel his teeth grazing the same spot Jared had been on the other side of my neck. Just as the both of us came undone, I felt him bite down sharply, causing an extra surge of pleasure to course through me.

When he pulled away, I could see his eyes widened, obviously having not known that would happen.

Jared kissed me before moving to climb out of the bed, looking for what I assumed would be something to clean up, but I pulled on his hand.

"Where are you going?" I whined in protest.

"I was—"

"Not finished. I have two imprints and I haven't had both of you yet." I murmured to him, making his eyes go wide.

"We can wait—"

"Jared, does it look like I want to wait? Does it feel like I want to wait?" I questioned, causing him to swallow nervously. "Unless it's you that wants to wait…"

I didn't even have time to blink before I found my legs being pulled toward the edge of the bed. "Fuck no I don't want to wait." He stated before holding my legs up and easing into me. "It's not going to be long though, babe. You had me on the edge already so I don't know how long I can hold out."

I bit my lip and nodded, not caring how long it would be because I just wanted him.

Sam moved over to me across the bed and leaned down. When his lips touched the new bitemark he'd left, a lightning bolt of intense ecstasy rushed through my veins.

Jared apparently felt it too because he moaned and increased his pace, hitting a spot inside me that made me feel like I was on the top of Mt. Everest.

He then spread my legs apart and wrapped them around his waist so that he could lean down to kiss me. After he did, his lips found their way down to the same spot Sam's had on the opposite side, and just as we both reached our peaks, he bit down. I'd never felt more complete in my life. All my puzzle pieces were in line and our bonds were completely set in stone.

I'd have to remember to ask them about what had happened, but at the moment, I was too sated to even form a coherent sentence.

Jared kissed me again before fully pulling away from me, grabbing the towel he'd used for his hair prior to our activities, and throwing it to me.

I excused myself to the bathroom for a moment. I looked in the mirror at the new bitemarks adorning my skin and noted that they were completely healed, only white scars remaining in their place. When I was done, I came back out to the bed where they were both now lounging on opposite sides. The sides of their marks.

"How do you feel, honey?" Sam asked me as I climbed back into the bed in between them.

"Complete. And I'll probably be a bit sore in the morning." I replied honestly.

"I'm sure you will be. I'm completely amazed that you wanted both of us…" Jared muttered, clearly still surprised.

"Why would I not? You're both my imprints, equal in my eyes. How could I have one but not the other, especially for my first time? I don't get another chance to experience that, and I wanted both of you to be part of it." I responded, making them both radiate strong feelings of pride and happiness. "Why the bites? Not that I'm complaining, because they feel incredibly special to me, almost sacred in a way."

"I'm not entirely sure, but my wolf completely took over. I think it's our wolves' way of claiming you, maybe? Every supernatural creature that sees you now will know that you're the mate of two wolves." Sam explained as best as he could.

"So your wolves just basically supernaturally married me?" I giggled.

Jared spoke first. "I say hell yes they did."

"To be honest, that's probably the most accurate description in human terms, or the most relatable," Sam said to me. I like the thought of that.

I yawned and Sam pulled me down into his chest.

"Sleep time, honey. It's been a big day for all of us." Sam whispered to me before kissing my head.

Jared wrapped his arm around my waist from behind and together we all fell into a deep and restful sleep.

A/N- Yayyy steamy lemons! Alpha got first dibs this time... lol

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