Birds flying high
You know how I feel
Wakes up.
Opens eyes.
Breathes in.
Familiar scent. Comforting. Home.
He's home.
Slight stretch. Remember.
Head rolls to the right. Smiles.
Two feet on the ground. Quiet steps to the bathroom.
Stops at the vanity. Eyes meet eyes in the mirror.
Sun in the sky
You know how I feel
He's home. Not physically home. But somehow more home than he'd been in 10 years.
They pulled him out last night. Made the arrests.
Kidnapping. Trafficking. Racketeering. Assault. Grand larceny. Murder.
Familiar faces joined him. Congratulated him on a job well done.
His favorite face handed him his badge.
6313.
Breeze driftin' on by
You know how I feel
That moment was the first time in six months, that he was him.
Elliot.
And that's who was looking back at him this morning.
Elliot Stabler.
Not Eddie Wagner.
He ran a strong hand over the beard he'd been sporting.
It'd made her scream last night. His cock twitched at the memory.
But it wasn't him.
It's a new dawn
The buzz from his clippers filled the bathroom.
Slowly. Diligently. Perfectly.
He ran a hand over his freshly shaved face, smiling small to himself.
Bye Eddie.
It's a new day
Walking to the closet, he took out the suit he'd picked up.
Blue, to match his eyes. A new suggestion that he'd now never go against.
His badge hung on the belt that was draped over his slacks.
Hello Elliot.
It's a new life
Returning to the bedroom he'd slept in, his heart leapt.
"Going so soon," came a sleepy whisper.
Blue eyes locked onto brown.
For me
Brown, whose owner was laying naked under a thick comforter and blanket.
"No," he replied softly, "definitely not. I just needed to be El again."
Propping up on one arm and gently pulling the covers back, Olivia whispered in his new favorite tone of voice:
"Well come here, El."
And I'm feeling good
He couldn't help the smirk that appeared on his face as he crawled across the bed to her.
I'm feeling good
Their lips met instantly, resuming the duel that they'd fallen asleep fighting.
He smiled against her lips, one hand cupping her cheek, and thought about the night before.
Fish in the sea
You know how I feel
The door to the club burst open.
OC
SVU
ESU
SWAT
He watched as 6 months of work and near death experiences were neatly handcuffed and towed away.
Standing in the middle of the scene, motionless, he searched the faces of the arresting officers.
Blue. Green. Hazel.
Brown, but not the right ones.
Then he heard it.
River running free
You know how I feel
"El!"
He turned around more quickly than he ever had before.
She was smiling- the most genuine and relaxed smile he'd seen in years. He could feel his creeping up.
The world around him silenced and blurred. It was just the two of them.
It always had been.
Blossom on a tree
You know how I feel
Her hand was extended, holding familiar numbers that glistened under the lights in the club.
He approached her slowly as the room continued to clear of perps and colleagues.
She was smiling up at him, her eyes brimming with fresh tears, and he saw them widen a little when his large hand covered the badge and her small one.
But he didn't pull it away like she anticipated. Instead, he pulled her to him swiftly.
It's a new dawn
She collapsed in his arms, breathing him in deeply and giving him a squeeze.
One arm wrapped securely around her waist and the other around her shoulders, savoring in everything that was her.
They remained like that for several moments, her heels allowing their faces to be inches from each other's ears.
It's a new day
"Night cap?"
"Can I see you?"
They whispered together, pulling back in happy shock.
It's a new life
"I just want to be close to you," he said softly. Pleading.
"Come over," she whispered, her eyes connecting with his.
For me
They pulled back in unison and walked out of the club, shoulder to shoulder, their strides matching.
"Think they're finally gonna bang," Bell asked, looking up at Fin.
He sighed. "God I hope so."
And I'm feeling good
El stood to the side as Liv wrapped up with everyone before walking back to her car. "You've got to be at IAB at 9," she whispered to him.
He nodded "we can stop at mine and grab a suit if that's okay?" He asked softly while opening the door for her. She nodded quickly and climbed in, removing her vest and tossing it in the back.
She watched him walk around the car and climb in. Admiring the way his muscles moved as he buckled his seat belt, she bit her lip softly.
He caught her eyes and gave her a soft and knowing smile.
Dragonfly out in the sun, you know what I mean,
don't you know
After 6 months undercover, almost a year of not telling her how he felt, and a life time of loving her, Stabler was ready to take the shot.
As she drove away, El reached out and held onto the hand that was sitting in her lap.
She smiled small, keeping her eyes ahead, and squeezing his.
Butterflies all havin' fun, you know what I mean
Their clasped hands sat high on her thigh and her stomach flipped with excitement while her core ached with need.
"Just sleeping," she thought to herself.
"Sleeping and talking," she corrected.
She glanced over at him, unintentionally allowing her eyes to drop to the bulge in his jeans.
Gripping his hand harder, she held in a moan she so desperately wanted to escape.
Sleep in peace when day is done, that's what I mean
"Whatever she wants," he thought to himself.
From the corner of his eye, he felt her checking out the outline of his cock in his pants.
"Should I be embarrassed," he said just above a whisper and she shook her head.
"Never…. But just sleeping tonight?" She asked, her own voice giving her desire away.
"Can I hold you at least?" He asked and she nodded, a little too quickly. "Please."
And this old world is a new world
She stopped at his apartment and he ran like lightning through his house, gathering his items to be himself again the next day.
The familiar pang of Elliot induced arousal washed over her like it had so many times before as they walked hand in hand through her garage and up to her hallway. He ended up behind her as she fumbled with her keys, his proximity and the stiff bulge that pressed against her ass doing nothing to calm her down.
The usually collected Captain shivered at the strong arms that circled her, took her keys, and unlocked the door.
Leading him to her bedroom, he hung up his suit in her closet and she handed him a towel so he could shower.
And a bold world
Liv pulled her dresser drawer open, about to change into her typical and modest pajamas. She had good intentions, even going as far as removing them from her drawer and setting them on her bed.
But when she pulled her slacks and underwear down to reveal just how soaked he had made her, her final strand of resolve broke.
Putting the pajamas back, she settled on a camisole and boy-shorts that showed a little too much.
For me
She was about to second guess herself again when he emerged in a towel, the bulge of his cock still prominent. He stopped dead in his tracks and admired her.
Smooth legs that stretched for miles. Soft curves that came with her age and caused her to grow in all the right places. Underwear that left nothing to the imagination. Erect nipples through a tight and silky tank top. Jesus.
His cock twitched beneath his towel and she noticed.
"I thought we were just sleeping," he whispered, his voice husky and oozing with desire.
"Maybe we can do more... just for tonight," she reasoned, softly and he slowly walked towards her.
Her hands landed on his hard abs and slowly dropped to the edge of the towel that he was now peaking out of. He nodded "whatever you want," he whispered.
Feeling her hesitate a moment, he let his hands fall on top of hers, and she met his eyes. "I got tested," he muttered, "I'm clean."
"Confident," she whispered and he smiled small, leaning to catch her lips in a chaste kiss. "No, just not going to let the love of my life slip through my fingers again," he said.
That was all it took.
For me
He broke away from her lips, his memory of their first night together and the woman under him causing him to grow painfully hard.
Her hips that were bucking her bare core into his thick cock stilled when he broke away.
"I thought last night was a one time thing," he whispered.
She smiled small and pressed a kiss to his neck. "Eddie was a one time thing… Elliot never was."
Stars when you shine
He smiled, taking a moment to admire the woman sprawled naked beneath him. Crashing his lips back to her and nudging her legs apart with his knees, he slid deep into her dripping core.
You know how I feel
"Fuck, Elliot," she whined into his neck. "You feel so fucking good."
Olivia Benson whining in pleasure as he fucked her was absolutely his new favorite sound in the world.
He tried to pull back to get a better angle, but her arms slipped under his and around his back.
Their foreheads touched and she inhaled his scent before nipping at his lips.
Scent of the pine
"Raise your leg a little," he encouraged and he felt her long legs slide up her back. Her brown eyes screwed shut as he hit deeper and deeper with every thrust.
"Look at me," he whispered and she forced her eyes open.
Olivia Benson didn't take orders from anyone. But there was something about the man on top of her, fucking her into euphoria, that made her weak.
Brown meeting blue only spurred him on and he used a free hand to cup her cheek. His thumb fell to the side of her lips and she didn't hesitate to suck it into her mouth and swirl her tongue.
You know how I feel
His eyes rolled back at the feeling- it was the only thing they hadn't gotten to last night.
Last night he'd fucked her senseless.
In the early hours of the morning they told each other their feelings and promised they'd take this slow, before fucking again.
"This is the last time," she had whispered, and after they'd come again together, they drifted off with their lips locked.
Oh, freedom is mine
They both knew it wasn't going to be the last time.
He finally had her, and he was free to love her. And kiss her. And make love to her or fuck her. Whenever she'd let him.
They both knew that in the morning, after he'd shaved and looked like the man she fell in love with all those years ago, she'd let him show her just how much he loved her back.
Needing to look at her, he broke her grasp and kneeled back, continuing his thrusts into her. She was so fucking tight.
Elliot Stabler was not a vocal man in bed, but he couldn't help the moan and groans escaping him.
She was fucking magic.
And I know how I feel
He caught her eyes and a smirk crossed his face as he watched plump tits bounce.
Biting her lip, as she looked up at him, daring him to speak. She'd discovered during their second fuck that Elliot Stabler could talk dirty and she hoped that really was a him thing and not his undercover persona.
He let his hand fall to her clit, circling it the way he discovered she liked it last night.
It's a new dawn
Her jaw fell open and her panting quickened.
"I'm never stopping this," he whispered. "I'm never going to not want to fuck you. Make love to you. Make your eyes roll in anyways I can."
It's a new day
"El don't stop," she cried as his hips and his thumb sped up.
"Annoyance cause I let our boys have seconds for dessert," he whispered, raising one of her legs over his shoulder causing his cock to hit new depths. "Pleasure when I fuck your like this before bed each night," he grunted out.
"Please don't stop! Please!" She was breathless and letting out short pants as he placed gentle kisses to the leg over his shoulder.
"I never will," he grunted as he felt her walls tighten. "Cum around me... cum for me..." he panted as she gave in to her desire.
It's a new life
His hips stilled, deep inside her, as her back arched upwards and she screamed his name.
The vice grip around his cock was almost too much, and the minute she released him, he pumped once, twice more until hot ropes of cum were filling every crevice of her quivering pussy.
She was breathless and still moaning as lowered her leg, remaining deeply buried and still rock hard.
With strong arms, he lowered himself to hover over her and caught her lips again in a slow and passionate dance.
It's a new dawn
"I love you Olivia," he whispered into her mouth. It was the third time he'd said it in as many fucks, but this time was different.
This time, he felt her smile against his lips as her arms wrapped around his neck, her hips slowly bucked, and her pussy that was dripping with both of their releases clenched down around him again.
"I love you, too, Elliot," she said and his head pulled back to look at her.
It's a new day
On his face was the stupidest grin she'd ever seen and he began moving slowly again within her.
"You mean it," he whispered and she nodded.
It's a new life
"For 25 years," she replied and he sped up slightly, his pelvis knocking her still sensitive bundle of nerves as he moved.
"And I want all of those things too," she continued, gasping as he went deeper.
It's a new dawn
Her words were rushed and frantic now as he worked on getting them both to the finish line for a second time that morning.
"I want to be a family. I want our boys to be friends- brothers. I want to come home to the three of you every night," she gasped and a cry escaped her throat before continuing, "I want you to fuck me before bed and make up for all the time we missed."
It's a new day
He buried his face into the crook of her neck as hot tears spilled from his eyes. Hers rolled down her cheeks and they felt one another smile.
"I know it's going to take time and be an adjustmENT AH EL!" She cried gripping onto his head. "But I want it with you! It's all I ever wanted!"
It's a new life
He lifted his head and kissed her again. "I love you so much, Liv... cum for me baby," he whispered.
"I love you El," she gasped, "right there... right there baby." She was breathless.
It's a new life
He listened. He always listened to her. Even when she thought he wasn't.
Her tongue pushed into his mouth and her moans became high pitched
For me
She unraveled beneath him and he grunted, spilling into her at the same time.
"El!"
"Oh Liv!"
And I'm feeling good
His hips slowed, and so did their kisses, becoming lazy. Like they'd been doing it for years- because maybe in their minds they had been.
I'm feeling good
He moved his hands to cup her cheeks and hers covered his. Rough thumbs wiped the remnants of tears from under her eyes.
I feel so good
"Please don't ever leave me again," she whispered against his lips as he remained tucked inside of her.
"Never." He replied.
I feel so good
"Never."