I hate that I have to start with an apology, but I think I owe as much to my readers. Espeically the ones who are reading this now, willing to give me a second chance.

Anyone who knows me will tell you I'm fickle. My attention span jumps around like I'm walking on hot coals. I wrote 7H fics for a while, then ER, and most recently I've been writing for a wonderful movie called Boondock Saints.

Last night while I was watching the Simon/Eric scene in the backyard, I thought of my 7H fics. I promised myself I would finish every fic I started under the Lucky Star pen name. (There were others I wrote under different names, but we won't discuss that there, although I'd be interested if anyone has any idea what other names I wrote under at , just to see if you were right.)

I finished one. Angry All The Time. 20 whopping chapters. And I was so proud. That was the first, and is still the only, fan fiction story I have ever finished.

I've decided to change that. I'm going to rework some of the others, because looking over them now there's so much more I could do...but I'm going to finish them. All of them. After The Rain, Angel Boy, Hold On, If These Walls Could Talk, and Simon's Choice. I'm going to write them, even if no one reads them. But I hope you will...

Again I apologise for staying away for so long. Writing is a passion of mine, and I have some stories to tell...Check them out Thanks for reading this...feel free to email me at [email protected]

I'll be switching my pen name from Lucky Star to Cerulean October. Also, for anyone who feels inclined to IM me, and I welcome it, you'll find me under CeruleanOctober.