My name is Jozlynn but you can call me Joz. I dont really know what else to put here so Im just going to wing it... I like food and wrestling. Welcome to the sick and twisted place I call my mind! If you want to learn more about me just read my stories, I like to put a little bit of myself in them. Some stories I decide I want to write I sometimes have an interesting reason as to why and how they came to mind so If you want to know where some of the crazy ideas come from just keep reading. And if you two want to become a Joz-A-Knight just like, favorite, or review any of my stories.

Have any Femslashy couples you want to see? DM me your ideas and we can go from there all Ideas welcome!

Why do I write what I write? I found this website by accident/curiosity summer of 2013. It all started when I saw a photo of Sheamus and Kaitlyn smiling together and I thought it was so cute. I shipped them so hard that I Googled if they were a real life couple (unfortunately they aren't) and I stumbled upon I think somebody's Wattpad and they had a Katimus story on there and I thought it was very interesting. So this person had other pairing stories which I read all of them. I was hooked and I wanted to read more so I dug deeper into it all and learned that they call this wonderful world of fantasy Fan Fiction. Then I stumbled across this website and it just opened up a whole plethora of ideas that I've always wondered come to life and I was obsessed. It's all I would do wake up, read, eat/read, lay down/read. It was my life. Then one day I came across a Mickie/Trish story and I remember thinking even though Mickers somewhat just raped Trish they are kinda cute together. I mean come on their real life psycho fan storyline was gold. And I wondered if there were any more Femslash stories on here so I dug even deeper to the point where I read just about every single wrestling Femslash story they have to offer here. I remember being so sad that there weren't any more of them for me to read, so I kept checking everyday for any new stories, but there were none. Nothing but slash and m/f stories.

It was at this point where watching wrestling wasn't the same anymore because I was too busy doing what ifs or that'd be a cute little story. It was also around the time they had given Aj the nickname of "The Blackwidow" and it just pissed me off so much because that was Victoria's nickname, then Aj started to have spiders involved with her gimmick and even had long black hair... Just like Victoria. I was so annoyed that I checked the update dashboard religiously to see if anyone felt the same as I did. Obviously nobody did, so January 2014 rolls up and I was like fuck it. Also around this time I figured I would finally make an account here so I could save the authors whose stories I read so I couldn't lose them. It was at this point where I couldn't keep the Victoria/Aj mini-me opinion to myself, so I was like you know what I will turn it into a fucking story so it won't burden me anymore. So I grabbed a pen and notebook and went to work writing. I never intended to post it but I found myself reading it over and over again wondering if I'm the only one who thinks this way. By the end of the month I gave in while watching the Sochi 2014 winter games and posted it that night and the rest was history. By the time I finished with my first story I was 10000% addicted to writing. Also because I knew I HAD to write a sequel to ITBW.

So really I just like to write thes Femslash stories to inspire those who were like me, eager to read but nothing really tickles your peach. So if you have an idea you want to see happen write it, post it and see what happens. Life is a game of chance it's no fun it you don't want to take one. But I really want to encourage you to express yourself and see what you get.

PS: I sometimes tend to write in song lyrics, so if it sounds familiar there is a chance it might be from a song. Its not always but sometimes its noticable sometimes its not. If you can spot the hidden lyrics good for you, because I've done it several times throughout all my stories. And if it isn't lyrics then sometimes its painfully obvious of what I was thinking or craving at the time

For an example in chapter 26 of I'm The Black Widow, at some point Aksana goes "…Plus every time you touch me I just melt away." So you can clearly tell what song I was listening to when I wrote it. All my Beyoncè fans should know what song it is. And in the first chapter of Stop At Nothing there is like two different lyrics blatantly used when its Aksana's POV. If you're a Drake fan you might have figured it out upon first glance for one of them. So basically I like to listen to music while writing and my musical taste is all over the place. And sometimes the lyrics end up in my stories.

I'm the Black Widow- Originally it was just going to be a one shot expressing my feelings on people calling Aj the Black Widow, when in originality Victoria was the first to be called that. So one day I just sat and wrote it. So after I posted it people were like hey this is pretty good you should turn it into a story. And I can't say no to my people so I just started writing the next chapter. I had the Aj/Victoria pairing in mind when I started to write, but it all changed slightly in the 2nd chapter when Aj runs into Aksana backstage. At first it was supposed to be Daniel Brian, but for some reason I really don't know why but I couldn't spell it right or at least it didn't look right so I was like fuck it. So for some odd reason Aksana was the next name that popped into my head and I just stuck with it. I was going to use Aksana as a plaything for Aj to make Victoria jealous, but that apparently my mind didn't like that idea so that is when this whole story makes a sharp turn in chapter 5. And then from there everything sorta just fell into place after that. So I guess my brain is further ahead than what I can comprehend with Aksana and Vic being cousins. I also used this story to express my feelings towards the Total Divas show. Like to me it really is stupid like they won't give the divas a match more than 7 mins but they can give them their own TV show. I don't hate the Total Divas don't get me wrong I love Nattie, but I find no point in the show. I now also realize that you can't just wake up one day and decide you want to grow a widow's peak, it is actually a genetic thing. Lol

Are you sure you aren't scared?- this story popped into my head at like 4am I woke up out of sleep and I was holy shit this is hilarious so I wrote the idea down. That and because Candice/Victoria is one of my favorite pairings and there isn't enough fanfics about them so I decided I would write more of them. This story shows the darkside of my humor because I thought it was funny.

Rehab ain't that bad- honestly it came to me right before I was about to take a nap. I knew I wanted to write a Candice/Victoria story but I couldn't figure out how I would put it into context. So I figured why not make Vic a crazy hot tempered Drinker who gets sent to rehab for her heavy drinking. Where she meets Candi(yea I know it should be Candy, but I like to be different) who has problems of her own. It isn't as depressing as it sounds I promise. Really there is alot of humor in it. I actually really like this story because its so cute and just full of Cantoria fluff. None to mention like some of the chapters I died out laughing while writing it, so I think you might laugh if you read then too.

Stop at Nothing- that is the sequel to I'm the Black Widow. It didn't feel right to me to leave Leeana all sad and broken like that. So basically it starts two months after the incident and two days before Valentine's day and Aj grows tired of being sad and depressed, so she decides its time to get her life back. Meanwhile it put Aksana in her own bubble of problems with two people fighting for her heart and she doesn't know what she wants. Now I'm not going to lie I'm not even sure completely on what Aj's plan is, but the main goal is to get back Aksana. This story if you can't tell was alot of me deciding to change my ideas almost constantly. Then along came Roni... Who I did loosely base it off of myself. Why idk just cuz. And I figured if Aksana has someone to move on too so should Aj. The thing about this story that I didn't realize when I decided to make Ron-J a thing, is that I totally fucked Aj over. Like I unintentionally ultimately am making Aj chose between two beautiful and separately awesome girls each having their own great qualities. Each has something to offer but which female is the right female for Aj??

Lazy Love- This was a totally randoms one-shot that came to me somewhat randomly. When I write I like to listen to music to keep me from getting distracted and for inspiration sometimes. I have the I Heart Radio app and I was listening to my Trey Songz station and then Lazy Love came on and I'm like hey this is pretty catchy. And so it stuck in my head for two days. Then the third day I decided I wanted to watch the music video for it so I did. Now being I'm a writer who writes love stories my mind often tends to wonder and my head starts doing all these what if senerios to go along with the stories I'm writing. And so add that song to my wondering mind and I got that concept for the story. And because I felt like writing smut too. Then it came time for me to decide the pairing I will put in the story. Naturally my head said Leeana, because they are my favorite pairing. But then I'm like nah lets try a different couple, so then my head we like why not Pai-J. Then I was like no because I already write Aj enough and I don't like putting Aj with anybody but Aksana. Then I was like damn which other couple do I like enough to write a story about? Then the little voice in my head said Emma and Paige while showing me one of there many photos together. So then after lurking on their Instagram pages (I needed to see what color eyes Emma has. And no I don't follow either of them, I follow my Zivile tho.. She is so perfect) Anywhore so I sat and I wrote it. I am actually really really satisfyed with this story. That and because as far as I know I'm the first one to write a Emma/Paige pairing story on here. I like them as a couple I ship it.

Who I want most- Okay well this one litteraly hit me randomly on a Sunday afternoon. I was getting dressed to go to school (yes school on a Sunday not bible study). It's not what you think tho, I do stage crew for the plays in my school and I believe it was our first rehearsal and I had to be there at 11 am until 9pm. Anywhore I was getting dressed and watching music Videos. Then randomly Animals by Maroon 5 comes on I'm like hey I could write a story based off how he is stalking her. So then I thought this has Dean written all over it. Dean fits the discription of a crazed love struck man. And I really like the idea of a good girl and the bad boy, so naturally I thought Dean and Bayley. I've actually been wanting to write a Bean pairing for a while now. And so I did and I actually love how this starts. And to be honest I wish it didn't have to end like that because it would probably make for a great chapter fic. But maybe one day I'll revisit it and see.

Elephant Cupcake-This story was a request for Crazyboi23. And he just goes I want you to write me a Pai-J fic where Paige and Aj confess their love for eachother during or after Summerslam. And at first I was in my head like fuck no it's always and forever Aj & Aksana, but I'm usually never one to back down from a challenge so I was like alright sure I will let it sit and see what I come up with. Originally the idea I had was basic as fuck not gunna lie it was just like every other Pai-J story. Aj cheats on Punk with Paige then in the end Aj and Paige majesically end up together. But I kept putting it off for two reasons 1-I had three stories going on at the time, 2- I wasn't 100% entirely behind that idea like I feel I should be. And I never write something I'm not completely behind, so I put off doing it even longer. I didn't really start to actually think about this until like four or five days before the new year. Now unlike my other stories I don't exactly remember when and how I came up with the Idea for Paige to be in an abusive relationship and Aj to be the worrisome best friend. But I think it came to me out of frustration because... The Friday before Christmas I accidentally got high for the first time with my friends. Then it accidentally happened again on Christmas day, and the following Monday and Tuesday. When I got high all my thoughts were like crazy and made no sense. So the days after I could not for the life of me get my thoughts together reasonable enough to write anything. But then one day I was in the mood to write, so I put in my earbuds and started writing. Then the next afternoon I had the first chapter done. I didn't sit down and think about the concept I just wrote and that is what I got. I'm not sure if it was the drugs or my sober mind that wrote it but which ever it was it did a great job. Crazy isn't it? Don't do drugs guys I failed but you still have a chance to say no! In my defense I was 17 at the time so it was only natural as a teen in high school to experiment. But it's all good now. If you haven't figured it out yet, the title is completely irrelevant to the story I just thought it would be funny. Plus it made you stop to read the description didn't it?

Fucked up Love- Okay so this story was pretty much completely random. It all started from me trying to write Elephant Cupcakes (it's a great story so go check it out) and that story is to some degree kinda depressing. Or at least it is for me being I have to think of those things and write it down only to read it a billion more times. Anyway so this happened maybe two weeks before I graduated from high school and there were no moments that put me in a glum/whatever depressed state. So in order for me to kinda get to that state I usually go to YouTube and listen to a bunch of sappy love songs. However this one time I somehow started with The Weeknd's, The Hills, and ended up listening to a bunch of different Rihanna songs (ones that they never played on the radio). Then I came across her Love the way you lie part two. I've heard the song before but I never really listened to the lyrics until then. Mostly cuz it was a lyric video... Okay anywhore I was feeling it somewhat into my emotions but not quite, then it got to Eminem's part and within the first few lines he said it instantly hit me. Earlier that day I was reading/going through all my story idea notes and I was looking at my Nikki/Summer chapter story idea I had. It was originally for a request but they didn't like the idea and I'm just like whatever fuck you then! Lol no I'm kidding but I did get into my emotions about it cuz it was a great fucking idea. Anywhore when I heard Eminem I was oh my shit that'd make a great Nikki/Summer one-shot. I'd advise you to go listen to the song then you'll see what I mean. But he's basically rapping about being in an abusive relationship but both parties love all the hurt and pain, without each other they'd be nothing. For some reason it made me think about how Nikki and Summer both have big egos so if the two were to collide it probably won't end pretty. And that story is how I imagined it'd be like

I'm giving up on you- Kayso this was a one-shot request from AllyKat91. She was telling me about how both Paige and Lita were set to be on Tough Enough. Also that they are a pairing never done before so I couldn't not accept this challenge. As usual when I get a request it usually takes me a day or two to come up with an idea and if I don't get it it probably won't happen for a while. But it only took for me to oddly enough want to write a chapter of Elephant Cupcakes that this concept hit me. I was watching the music video for Say something by A Great Big World and then I was like oh fuck! Then it all manifested into the idea of having a one sided relationship. Well atleast it did for the first part... Then it came to the smut. Now I didn't intend to put smut in it when I first started writing it. The thing is with this story is it probably took me little less than a month to write it cuz my muse goes in and out a lot. Meaning that I started it one day and never finished it cuz I didn't know what to do next, then picked it up another day and worked on it some more. Only this story was probably only two days length of actually working on it. Only when I ended up stopping right when Amy admitted she missed Paige while she was on the road. So fast forward a little less than a month it picked it up and finished it. Now this was my first ever smut scene that involves a sex toy. I honestly have no idea where it came from, but I guess it's the outcome of a bottle of strawberry lemonade vodka, and a blunt from the night before. When I woke up the next morning I felt like writing and I guess I was kinda horny. Then two hours later there was my smut scene.

The Vampire Wifey- Okay so this one shot is something that was totally and completely written out of the blue. There really is no plot behind this story or any real reason of its existence other than the fact it's good old fashion Leeana fluff. Although this is part of my Forbidden Love AU that I have going on with MistressDaisy94. (That story is on her Paige so go check it out and tell her Joz sent you). Anyway she actually got me to write this because I was suffering from very extreme writers block on SAN and I needed something to hopefully help me get out of my funk. So we figured if I wrote Leeana it'd make me want to write again. So then I think earlier that day I was thinking about my time in high school where we had a grilled cheese competition and the sandwich my group made. If you haven't figured it out from the recipe in the story we clearly won first place. I promise you that sandwich was bomb and it's worth a try making because you have nothing to lose. Really I wrote this to share that awesome grilled cheese recipe with you and bomb ass milkshake. I dead ass died for 4.2 seconds when I first tasted that apple pie milkshake. I came in my pants twice drinking it.. True story bro. Also I just love the story surrounding Leeana in this universe because I think it's cute. A vampire and a human couple how adorable. It was just a fun one-shot I wrote. I probably could have written it ten times better because it's kinda drifts at some parts but I was too lazy to go back and fix it. It is what it is because I'm satisfied with how it turned out.

Aston Martin Music- So this story I specially write in a way so that I can leave it how it is, or continue on with a sequel and a prequel whenever I please. But I'm honestly so intrigued by all the possible situations these two can get into is so exciting to me. Like I have so many ideas for this story that I probably would have been better off making this a chaptered story from Sasha and Becky first meeting, all the way through to Becy leaving Finn, possibly down to the part where Becky and Sasha break up and Becky is one of those girls who are only famous because of who they dated. Lol some of y'all understand what I mean by that. Anywhore that isn'tgoing to happen because I chose to do it all out of order because that's just how it happened. This whole idea was random. One day I think I was trying to get inspiration to write by watching music videos and dissecting the lyrics. Then Aston Martin Music by Rick Ross comes on and half way through I'm like this would make for a cool story but what couple. It wasn't hard to decide because Ricky is the Boss. Sasha is a Boss, everyone seems to pair her with Becky. Boom several hours later this story was basically half way done. I don't exactly know how I'll piece this all together (unless it's three month after I finished this series then I obviously figured out how I'd put it all together) I'm only telling you this because I wrote my guideline for the prequel to this and there's now way it's going to fit in one chapter. The sequel probably can be a one shot no problem. Just how they met and the events that lead up to them starting an affair is so much that it won't fit in one chapter or it'll be one long ass chapter... I dunno I just love the idea of a normal girl being sucked into the lifestyle of the rich and famous. So many ideas come to mind just not sure what to do first. Also I did decide (halfway through the story because I was too stupid to realize I set it up that way) to make Bosha's relationship different from any other that I've written. I didn't realize it for the first 20 chapters but apparently they totally have a dominant and submissive relationship. Like for weeks I was trying to figure out the bridge I needed to get to where I eventually wanted this story to go. Thinking and thinking with no steel to bridge the gap. Then one night I came home high as a kite and was reading it and I realized that they Sasha is totally a Dom. Like she even says it at one point earlier hinting at that but I guess I never picked up on it. (How? Idk.) Honestly thank goodness my brain works faster than I think I do elsewise things wouldn't have gone as smoothly. The only reason I even cared about bringing that to the light was because I needed a reason for them to get a dog. (Ik Ik I'm sorry. But it's for plot development). Shiloh is the hurricane that washes away Bosha town and destroys everything.

Cahoots- Okay so this one came into existence as a request which I now take back because that guy eventually turned out to be a dummy. At first i remember thinking eww Charlotte but yay Steph. Joz likes a new pair I’ve never written before so i dec to go for it. Homie only told me they wanted them to do the nasty the night of whatever ppv was in the story.. I don’t remember rn. That being said it was up to me to find a way to make it happen. I did my research and came up with the idea of have the two of them conspiring together, thus making sense of all her random title shots. So thats where the name came from.