Raiden Amourhide bio
 Author has written 9 stories for Chronicles of Vladimir Tod, Kingdom Hearts, and Bleach. Ey yo broski. Birthday: January 6th, 1996 I live in the Central of the shitty ass New York, USA. Feel free to message me if you just want to talk, I don't have much of a life anyway :3 My stories: I write about things I know, understand, or have some familiarity with. When I'm unsure I break out my nerd and rape the fuck out of Google. In depth characters rock- but I don't know just how in-depth they appear... Warnings: Most my stories contain blood, swearing, violence, meanie heads, dick twats, fluff moments, but no- not really any yaoi. I don't have any talent in that shit. But yeah... you've been warned. I have a chaotic life, thought process, and even more hazardous physical and mental health. My updating has become sporadic. Sorry. Because I'm a very lazy person and for some reason have an evil history with Copy and Paste- I'll just put it all here. I don't own anything, it's pretty common knowledge, I own maybe a few characters here and there and the story lines- but come on peoples, be smart, you know what's out there already and not mine verses what's mine. |
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Who Says You Can't Go Home by Blood Rose Knight reviews
After the death of his father, Terra moves back into his childhood home to care for his five younger siblings. Now, if only the six of them knew how to be a family then maybe it wouldn't be so bad.
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: T - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 8 - Words: 23,756 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 23 - Updated: 8/21/2019 - Published: 2/22/2019 - [Terra, Aqua] [Roxas, Axel]
Believe by Azurela reviews
"Sometimes all you have to do is believe in yourself and trust in who you are and you'll see that everything will be alright." AkuRoku. Requestfic for The crows eye for Bully Awareness Month. Rated M for possibilities.
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 6 - Words: 14,634 - Reviews: 32 - Favs: 35 - Follows: 30 - Updated: 3/11/2018 - Published: 9/13/2012 - Axel, Roxas - Complete
Recovery by AnimeFan202 reviews
Slowly, Roxas let his eyes travel around the circle of teens who were all just as damaged as himself, wondering how they were supposed to somehow help each other heal when they were all so broken. AU
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 26 - Words: 85,870 - Reviews: 77 - Favs: 59 - Follows: 50 - Updated: 5/22/2017 - Published: 7/31/2012 - Sora, Roxas - Complete
Fall With Me by Melodious Authoress reviews
You know, they say to hold something dear is to let it hold you, and they say you can love someone so much... But you can never love people as much as you can miss them... Mentions of death/suicide, abuse, sex and rape
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 16 - Words: 32,135 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 19 - Follows: 27 - Updated: 9/8/2014 - Published: 12/20/2012 - Axel, Roxas
Cornered by 1gurgi1 reviews
Haunted by his mother's death. Cornered by his father's relentless blame and abuse. Friends that couldn't possibly understand. Then Axel comes along. Roxas' life is messed up in more ways than one. Can Roxas be set free?
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 23 - Words: 88,029 - Reviews: 168 - Favs: 105 - Follows: 115 - Updated: 8/12/2013 - Published: 12/18/2011 - Axel, Roxas
You Would Never Understand by iloveaxel reviews
Roxas cuts himself, after all he is to blame for what happened. At least, that's what he tells himself, but things start to change as a tall redhead comes and shakes some things up. Could Roxas ever let Axel in so he could understand? Warnings: Self harm, language, maybe some smut in later chapters
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 12 - Words: 22,749 - Reviews: 31 - Favs: 34 - Follows: 31 - Updated: 4/7/2013 - Published: 1/12/2013 - Roxas, Axel
Vulnerable by Remembrance123 reviews
A look into Roxas' more vulnerable side. After a fight with Axel and harsh words hurting them both, Roxas finds himself cold, alone on his bed and wanting the warmth his boyfriend gives. AkuRoku, Hurt/Comfort Fic
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,247 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 2 - Published: 3/5/2013 - Axel, Roxas - Complete
A Taste Of Loneliness by Sarabellum93 reviews
My whole life people told me to shut-up, i wish they'd make up their goddamn minds.i didnt ask him to fall in love with me, i didnt ask him to grab the knife from my hand, but he did & now his pain is my consequence. but, i love him. FULL SUMMARY INSIDE
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 48 - Words: 65,535 - Reviews: 798 - Favs: 95 - Follows: 93 - Updated: 3/1/2013 - Published: 1/12/2012 - Demyx, Zexion
Truth by Ebil Chameleon reviews
AkuRoku/SoRiku/Zemyx/Seiner. COMPLETE! "You scare him the most, Roxas. You are Axel's biggest fear. Because he's terrified of hurting you."
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 32 - Words: 232,282 - Reviews: 726 - Favs: 704 - Follows: 403 - Updated: 1/18/2013 - Published: 7/11/2008 - Axel, Roxas - Complete
The Consequences of Resilience by Kanarah J reviews
Roxas is in love...sort of...and no matter what Sora and especially Axel say, he's happy. He's happy, because while his relationship with Hayner might not be all sugar-plums and butterflies, Roxas knows that this is right; it has to be. Sometimes love is sparkle and glitter, and sometimes love is black and blue. SxR, HxR, RxA
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Drama - Chapters: 9 - Words: 23,191 - Reviews: 52 - Favs: 39 - Follows: 25 - Updated: 12/27/2012 - Published: 11/17/2012 - Roxas, Axel - Complete
A Damn Cold Night by ScarredAngelWings reviews
After seeing the two people he cares about most die Roxas is irreparably damaged inside. His mother is a monster, his brother is dead, and he doesn't really have a reason to live. In fact he'd rather not be alive if it means feeling all this pain. That is, until Axel Shade pushes his way into Roxas's life with a forceful shove and begins his attempts to heal his poor mangled heart.
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 7 - Words: 14,436 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 24 - Updated: 11/12/2012 - Published: 10/5/2012 - Axel, Roxas
I'm So Yours by SmilinForYa reviews
Roxas had multi personalities; Axel had anger problems and was a pyromaniac, and had strange obsessions. So what happens when they become roomates at a phsycological academy and Axel developes an instant obsession with Roxas? AxelxRoxas eventually
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 8 - Words: 27,333 - Reviews: 94 - Favs: 101 - Follows: 127 - Updated: 11/9/2012 - Published: 3/31/2011 - Axel, Roxas
Too Much for One Boy to Handle by dutchess.farfie reviews
"I live here." The soaked boy said. "My name is Roxas Strife and I killed the man laying on the kitchen floor." Rated M for language and theme. Eventual Akuroku.
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 19 - Words: 101,958 - Reviews: 130 - Favs: 169 - Follows: 92 - Updated: 7/30/2012 - Published: 2/18/2011 - Axel, Roxas - Complete
Lullaby by Wolfiee reviews
You don't know but I watch you while you sleep. And man, I just wish you'd open your eyes one night, see me, and remember. [AxelRoxas] [Oneshot]
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 580 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 2 - Published: 4/10/2006 - Axel, Roxas - Complete
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Persevere for the Better reviews
Roxas is on a downward spiral that's picking up speed. Forced to move in with his father, who he's never met, and the family he gave Roxas up for. But, now that he's there more problems are bubbling to the surface. Fake romance that's maybe not so fake, a past that maybe wasn't so healthy, and demons that are still following him.
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 14 - Words: 38,400 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 10/28 - Published: 3/19/2019 - Sora, Riku, Axel, Roxas
Cigarette Burns reviews
Roxas grew up carefree, and irresponsibly, while Axel grew up in a house that never understood happiness, only success. They're complete opposites, but the pain they feel inside will connect them on a level they didn't see coming. Will they face this deep connection before time runs out?
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: T - English - Drama/Humor - Chapters: 20 - Words: 54,516 - Reviews: 31 - Favs: 30 - Follows: 35 - Updated: 2/23/2019 - Published: 1/1/2014 - Axel, Roxas - Complete
Take it day by day reviews
Roxas' life is a roller coaster- ever since his mother left he's been at the disposal of his father. Which wasn't too bad till his father's drug addiction took over. The only thing he has in his 16 (almost 17) years is instinct to keep himself alive. Keeping himself sane, well, that's another subject. But there's something new in his life, something solid, and his name is Axel.
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 60 - Words: 274,652 - Reviews: 324 - Favs: 111 - Follows: 93 - Updated: 3/5/2017 - Published: 6/20/2012 - [Axel, Roxas] - Complete
Painful Drabbles reviews
Short drabbles about pain, and the many forms it comes in. Death, Self-harm/injury, abuse, alcohol, drugs, depression, and more to come.
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 4 - Words: 7,636 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 1/20/2017 - Published: 7/1/2015
One Day reviews
Roxas cuts himself. It's how he deals with his drunkard mother and her pedophile boyfriend, his life seems to be having more downs than ups and frankly- the end of his life seems closer and closer. But could one day change that all? Akuroku. Rox POV, Implied rape, molestation, cutting, self-harm, child abuse, attempted suicide, AU, bad parenting, and boy crushing on boy. COMPLETE
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 30 - Words: 139,967 - Reviews: 252 - Favs: 120 - Follows: 85 - Updated: 7/25/2013 - Published: 9/29/2012 - Axel, Roxas - Complete
I Tried So Hard reviews
Nothing's ever simple, I learned that by now- there's always more beneath the surface, but as long as I'm the one dealing with the pain and hurt so my brother can be happy then I'll be just fine... I think. Roxas POV, Axel/Roxas, Sora/Riku, FF, AU, abuse, fighting, suicide, self-harm, drugs, and some not warm fluffy feelings. COMPLETE
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 35 - Words: 188,590 - Reviews: 124 - Favs: 105 - Follows: 70 - Updated: 4/28/2013 - Published: 11/6/2012 - [Axel, Roxas] - Complete
The Haunting reviews
AU. What's left now when the only one he ever loved is gone? Agony- sweetly infatuating, enamored to be nauseating- revolting- tormenting- and decaying... agony. Push it all away just to get a little back. Character Death, drugs, alcohol, self abuse, and depressed stuff with happy flashbacks- it's just depressing as a whole. You may cry- just saying. COMPLETE.
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,056 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 6 - Published: 4/23/2013 - Axel, Roxas - Complete
Don't Run reviews
His father likes to play sick games on him while in school he gets bullied beyond belief, one day it might all just be taken too far. Beyond angry, beyond upset, Ulquiorra wants to show them just how weak he is, by going to the school and killing everyone in it, including himself. But one person notices him coming to school covered in blood- could this prevent it all?
Bleach - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 3 - Words: 7,119 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 20 - Follows: 15 - Updated: 11/6/2012 - Published: 10/27/2012 - Ulquiorra, Grimmjow J. - Complete
Vlad and Dorian encounter reviews
Vladimira and Dorian the first time they meet, they have a very long and bloody night- Dorian can't control his calling. written in Vlad's point of view, and for some reason Vladimir is now Vladimira
Chronicles of Vladimir Tod - Rated: T - English - Fantasy - Chapters: 3 - Words: 35,224 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 5/11/2012 - Published: 1/27/2012 - Dorian, Vladimir Tod