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Author has written 3 stories for Twilight.

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~~~~UPDATE!!!!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I HAVE STARTED TO UPLOAD MY FIRST FF!!!

It's called Providence. A post BD Canon FF about Jake & Nessie. PLEASE READ AND REVIEW! This is my first FF ever! I need all the comments, and critiques I can get! Tell me if you love it, or if you hate it!

Betas: Nikki Halen and Jennrosee from Project Team Beta.

Pre-read by: Content1

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~~~~UPDATE!!!!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I JUST caught the Twilight bug (April 2011)... I work from home and got bored while I was waiting for an email from a colleague when I saw Twilight was on Showtime... I decided to watch it... The movie was kinda silly, but I was intrigued. I read the first book in 1 day and was hooked. I picked up the rest of them, and within a week- I'd read all the way through to Breaking Dawn.

Here's the deal... The story is amazing. The author is so-so. The prose is so purple, that every now and then I just wanted to barf... I really think (don't kill me) that Twilight is an amazing story- but could have been sooooo much better if someone besides Stephenie Meyer wrote it. I think BD was the best of the series, as far as the "over the top" writing style... probably because she had more experience under her belt by that point, and was able to write a little bit more concisely.

With that said- I really do love the books... The movies aren't bad, but the books in my opinion are way better (as are most film adaptations of books).

None of my friends or colleagues know about my new found obsession. Honestly, I feel too old to really be into it... but it seems like there are quite a few people in my situation that love the story too!

As for FanFiction, this is all new to me as well. There are some really great writers out there that have done an amazing job keeping the characters alive. I tend to only enjoy canon FF. There has been some AU/Canon that I've really loved, but my favorite stories stick strictly (I'm not worried about the MINOR details such as time line of things not in the book that SM put out in the official guide... which I've yet to read) to canon.

A little bit more about me... I am a Christian 27 year old native Californian. I grew up in Orange County and currently live in the Hollywood Hills. My favorite authors are Bukowski, Vonnegut, and C. S. Lewis. I have a degree in Public Relations, and am the VP of Sales and Marketing for a lighting manufacturer. I LOVE music, and think it is fantastic that Twilight has been able to bring kids to classical music. I don't care where they first hear Debussy- as long as they hear it! Classical music is so important to our society, and I'm glad that kids of my nephew's generation are being exposed to it.

My top 3 favorite FF authors that I SERIOUSLY recommend (in the order that I discovered their awesomeness) are:

Content1: http://www.fanfiction.net/u/2022542/content1

If you haven't read her stories yet- stop whatever you're doing and READ THEM!!! She is a fantastic writer- with a definite saucy side. Some of her stuff is definite guilty pleasure material. This is the first author on FF that I really got into. Her story Harvest Moon is THE reason I got excited about FanFic. Before her, I'd only read a lot of poorly edited, ill-thought through crap. Then I found Harvest Moon. I was hooked... maybe more like obsessed...

Start with Harvest Moon: http://www.fanfiction.net/s/5315616/1/Harvest_Moon

It is a post BD canon that is so unbelievable. She is an incredible writer, and her story really captures the essence of the characters. The Cullen Family goes back to normal life after the Volturi leaves, until a new hybrid baby is found. Who is the father? Who will raise him? She won a couple awards (I think) for best Original Character. The addition of Henry (the name given to the new hybrid) is so perfect, and really brings out the best in every other character.

Next read Full Moon Rising: http://www.fanfiction.net/s/6384425/1/Full_Moon_Rising

This is the continuation of Harvest Moon. I'm so into this story and get so excited when I get update alerts. Certain events take place that lead up to the Cullens taking over the Volturi. This is such a great continuation. As with Harvest Moon, it stays strictly canon, while adding amazing depth and clarity to all the characters.

Another FANTASTIC story from her is my favorite AU/Canon called Unloved Unwanted: http://www.fanfiction.net/s/6009387/1/Unloved_Unwanted

This starts as an alternate New Moon. While Edward and Jacob have left Bella feeling "unloved and unwanted," she ends up with the Volturi- as Aro's newly "adopted/captured" daughter. The way she writes for these characters... I'm telling you- it's brilliant. Period.

She also has a companion piece to UU called Unloved Unwanted Divergence: http://www.fanfiction.net/s/6309453/1/Unloved_Unwanted_Divergence

This starts out the same as UU, but shows what would happen if Bella (and others) made different decisions. VERY LEMONY but still very well written. Lets be honest- there is some straight up TwiPorn in this story... but you don't feel like you need to take a shower and avoid your Mom's phone calls afterward.

AllTheOtherNamesAreUsed: http://www.fanfiction.net/u/2469106/AllTheOtherNamesAreUsed

This girl... (a Scientist BTW) is one hell of a writer- and a super nice person. We've spoken back and forth in emails a little bit. One of the (many) things that I love about her writing is her attention to historical details. The story that I'm in love with of her's is a Twilight prequel about Carlisle changing and mentoring Edward, and later on, (not yet written) Esme. She has done so much research to include music that our boys would have been into. Enough flattery- here is the link:

Prelude in C: http://www.fanfiction.net/s/6254265/1/Prelude_in_C

The story begins in Chicago, 1918 at the hospital that the Masens are being treated for the flu. She brings music out of the background of the story and into the foreground as a 3rd/ (and some day when she gets around to Esme) 4th character in the story. She really develops the characters and their story in such a way that really makes you feel that you KNOW them. The story shows Edward's struggles with coming to the realization that he is now immortal. Prelude is so well researched, and is so historically accurate, even down to the advertisements for Steinway pianos. It's so deliciously written. I'm a huge fan.

Last and certainly not least:

Gleena: http://www.fanfiction.net/u/1830109/Gleena

Gleena is another post BD/Canon author that I love. Her stories are at times as light hearted and fluffy, and as dramatic and intense as you could want in a Fanfic story. Her writing is concise and thorough- which is in direct correlation with my enjoyment of her work. I was afraid that she had left FF, but after a short message back and forth, I was glad to find out she's just been busy with life (aren't we all!!!) and will start writing her continuation story again this summer. (yay!)

The Cold War: http://www.fanfiction.net/s/4852413/1/The_Cold_War

Another Post BD/Canon that takes a COMPLETELY different path than Content1's Harvest Moon- so much so that I would get confused as to which information I'd picked up from which story- since they are both very canon post BD stories. I don't really recommend trying to read Cold War along sideContent1's Post BD stories... or maybe you shouldn't read essentially any "same time, same people" stories at the same time... way too confusing to remember who has done what. :) The Cold War starts 20 years after BD, in a time where the Cullen/Black family is in an America/USSR '47-'91 situation with the Volturi. It's seeming to last just as long too. The Cullen/Black family is essentially in hiding from the Volturi and the tipped off FBI. If you love the Denali's, (especially Tanya) you'll want to read this since they are heavily involved. :)

Acts of Aggression: http://www.fanfiction.net/s/5419633/1/Acts_of_Aggression

The sequel to The Cold War picks right up with more action Vampire/Werewolf action. 8 chapters in, we've very much been left right smack-dab in the middle of the story, and it hasn't been updated since 8/17/10. I've been promised that Gleena will continue the story, and that we won't be left hanging forever. :)

These 3 authors are the REASON I love FanFiction.

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Prey for the Wicked by Aleeab4u reviews
A vampire finds the true meaning of temptation, an innocent beauty with a siren's blood. Need and curiosity ignite endless possibility, but is she prey for the wicked or the answer to a prayer for salvation? When obsession has no reason and love knows no bounds, where do you draw the line? AU E/B Darkward Mature themes. Non-canon vampires. No sparkling, vegetarianism or venom.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Suspense/Romance - Chapters: 23 - Words: 160,575 - Reviews: 2830 - Favs: 2,106 - Follows: 2,351 - Updated: 11/10/2018 - Published: 2/28/2011 - Edward, Bella
I Know My Duty by Ithilwen K-Bane reviews
Edward walked a knife's edge in Volterra. What if things hadn't gone quite so well? Love can survive when it is surrounded by monsters, but it does not survive unchanged, especially not for one of the Volturi. Deviation 'fic-New Moon. Canon Edward and other characters.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 67 - Words: 388,582 - Reviews: 1064 - Favs: 499 - Follows: 543 - Updated: 2/20/2018 - Published: 3/28/2009 - Edward, Bella
Full Moon Rising by content1 reviews
We had survived the Volturi and were finally able to enjoy life without fear…until new threats arose. These were more sinister than any before,because the most terrifying one came from within me. Sequel to Harvest Moon,my Shimmer Award & OC winning story.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Drama/Humor - Chapters: 75 - Words: 447,282 - Reviews: 2517 - Favs: 787 - Follows: 595 - Updated: 11/8/2013 - Published: 10/9/2010 - Edward, Bella - Complete
Harvest Moon by content1 reviews
What happens to the Cullen family after the Volturi left. Edward and Bella begin life together and face heartbreak and joy after their lives are irrevocably changed by both joy and loss. 2010 Summer Shimmer Awards - Pawn Award Winner. Twilight OC winner.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: 73 - Words: 353,248 - Reviews: 2064 - Favs: 1,523 - Follows: 567 - Updated: 11/8/2013 - Published: 8/19/2009 - Edward, Bella - Complete
Prelude in C by AllTheOtherNamesAreUsed reviews
Carlisle Cullen had experienced a long existence of isolation & facade, but the final wish of a dying woman sets him on a path to end his solitude forever. Canon. Carlisle x Esme, Edward. Winner of 2012 "Sunflower Award" & 2011 Vampie "Bloody Brilliant".
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 37 - Words: 243,604 - Reviews: 1136 - Favs: 413 - Follows: 294 - Updated: 8/26/2013 - Published: 8/19/2010 - Carlisle - Complete
Once Bitten by Elise de Sallier reviews
Edward finally meets the love of his existence but can't resist her singer's blood. Can their fairytale love survive a horror beginning or will Bella's newborn grief, an outraged wolf pack, and the offended Volturi deny them their happily ever after? COMPLETE with a future take or two to come.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Supernatural - Chapters: 58 - Words: 279,983 - Reviews: 4178 - Favs: 2,150 - Follows: 1,364 - Updated: 2/10/2013 - Published: 6/3/2011 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Searching for Gravity by Jennrosee reviews
If your destiny was denied to you, who would you be? What would you become? Eighteen years after her birth, eighteen years after he ran away, will Jake and Renesmee finally find what they've been searching for? AU ON HIATUS
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 5 - Words: 17,449 - Reviews: 83 - Favs: 52 - Follows: 90 - Updated: 1/19/2013 - Published: 11/28/2011 - Jacob, Renesmee C./Nessie
Howl at the Moon by Jennrosee reviews
After Nessie is involved in a near tragic accident, the Cullens decide to leave Forks before their secret is discovered, but Nessie, Jake, Seth, and Leah soon find that the monsters that lurk in their potential new home pose an even greater threat. ON HIATUS
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Suspense/Supernatural - Chapters: 12 - Words: 38,386 - Reviews: 57 - Favs: 29 - Follows: 45 - Updated: 8/20/2012 - Published: 10/24/2010 - Jacob, Renesmee C./Nessie
For All Eternity by Zoya Zalan reviews
All of the Cullens are married to one another by virtue of coven tradition, a premise first introduced in the story First Night. This is an exploration of this unique coven dynamic, told from C's & B's POV. Carlisle/Bella included, but not exclusive.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Family/Romance - Chapters: 7 - Words: 25,198 - Reviews: 348 - Favs: 623 - Follows: 669 - Updated: 6/14/2012 - Published: 1/2/2011 - Carlisle, Bella
First Night by Zoya Zalan reviews
Edward Cullen was now my legal husband, but he wasn't the only one I'd wed today. According to coven tradition, I now had seven spouses, not one, and the Right of First Night was a privilege extended only to the coven's leader.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 5 - Words: 16,321 - Reviews: 313 - Favs: 1,010 - Follows: 462 - Updated: 6/14/2012 - Published: 10/14/2010 - Carlisle, Bella - Complete
LOVING EDWARD by CullenFest reviews
Breaking Dawn story: the adventures of Edward & Bella's from their first night together as vampires and thru the weeks beyond until December when they get news of the Volturi. M rated for a reason.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Supernatural - Chapters: 36 - Words: 102,805 - Reviews: 545 - Favs: 553 - Follows: 305 - Updated: 4/18/2012 - Published: 10/18/2009 - Bella, Edward
Intervention: A TwiKinkFest Entry in Five Parts by AllTheOtherNamesAreUsed reviews
Carlisle has buried himself with work, but when the family stages an intervention exploring his darkest fantasies, he will learn something important about himself, and which fantasy he needs to be a reality. TwiKinkFest. Carlisle/All. AU. HEED WARNINGS!
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Fantasy - Chapters: 6 - Words: 32,375 - Reviews: 173 - Favs: 380 - Follows: 236 - Updated: 3/13/2012 - Published: 12/10/2011 - Carlisle - Complete
Downward Spiral by crmcneill reviews
Post-BD EU. Captured by the Volturi, Edward faces a nightmarish choice as Aro enacts a diabolical plan to break him. As Edward’s hold on his sanity weakens, only his memories of Bella help him stay strong as he faces the ultimate test.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Horror/Tragedy - Chapters: 7 - Words: 18,297 - Reviews: 239 - Favs: 202 - Follows: 207 - Updated: 12/23/2011 - Published: 11/14/2009 - Edward
Blood Red by content1 reviews
The Cullens visit Thornewood Castle/Rose Red for a Halloween bash and find something very different. Warning - character death and traditional teen slasher flick gore.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,481 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 28 - Follows: 13 - Published: 10/31/2011 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Modus Operandi by content1 reviews
Bella Swan, petite brown haired and eyed daughter of a cop, protected by gifted vampires, beloved of My Alice, who'd forsaken me. Whose eyes were windows to a soul that cried to be released. I'd just been handed my most exciting game ever. James' story.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 13,626 - Reviews: 23 - Favs: 33 - Follows: 12 - Published: 10/29/2011 - Complete
My Brother's Keeper by content1 reviews
What was a teenager vampire to do when faced with his first outing with his mate and singer but ask his clairvoyant sister to help? Alice's version of Edward and Bella's time in the meadow.
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,595 - Reviews: 31 - Favs: 35 - Follows: 15 - Published: 10/29/2011 - Complete
Osa Bella by Myg reviews
Bella is a school counselor, but Edward is a vampire posing as a student. Will Bella defy her head and follow her heart? Or will she conquer her desire and do what she believes is right? Not your daughter's/niece's/little sister's Twilight. Angsty.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Fantasy - Chapters: 37 - Words: 185,919 - Reviews: 3845 - Favs: 3,316 - Follows: 1,965 - Updated: 9/16/2011 - Published: 6/9/2010 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Brother by content1 reviews
Carlisle Cullen's short immortal life had been lonely until he met the Volturi Kings. What really happened in Volterra to lead him to forsake all he'd found? A story of friendship, love, & the ultimate price of betrayal. 3rd place CanonTour/Pre-Twilight
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 15,733 - Reviews: 53 - Favs: 56 - Follows: 24 - Published: 9/15/2011 - Complete
Unloved Unwanted by content1 reviews
Abandoned by Edward and Jake, Bella runs away, right into the arms of danger and the Volturi. Can her new family help her heal? When the Cullens come back for her, which side will she choose, and who will win her heart in the end?
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 38 - Words: 249,519 - Reviews: 1230 - Favs: 1,185 - Follows: 611 - Updated: 9/6/2011 - Published: 5/30/2010 - Bella - Complete
Solstice by AspiringWriter91 reviews
What I imagine the 5th book fanfic style. Begins a few months after BD ended. Past not altered. Not OOC. In cannon. In Bella's POV w/Jake's occasionally. Original plot, not done before! Complete with epilogue. Please Read and Review.
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Romance/Supernatural - Chapters: 40 - Words: 99,830 - Reviews: 739 - Favs: 384 - Follows: 262 - Updated: 5/17/2011 - Published: 12/23/2008 - Bella - Complete
Five Nights by theladyingrey42 reviews
She thinks that I'm rejecting her. I know I'm still rejecting myself. - Five nights that could have happened in Eclipse. You know, if you forget that whole abstinence thing. AU / ExB / EPOV.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,060 - Reviews: 233 - Favs: 650 - Follows: 162 - Published: 4/5/2011 - Edward, Bella - Complete
Damages I: Shock (Carlisle) by Mir Queen reviews
In repairing the damages done to the Cullen family after New Moon, Bella reveals the depths of her complex personality and generous heart. Canon pairings. (Part 1 of 'Damages' series.)
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Family/Spiritual - Chapters: 16 - Words: 121,369 - Reviews: 316 - Favs: 578 - Follows: 210 - Updated: 3/30/2011 - Published: 4/12/2010 - [Bella, Edward] Carlisle - Complete
Give Her Some Credit by kmwhyte reviews
Edward leaves Bella, like in New Moon, after they have sex. Bella gets pregnant and has Renesmee. Twenty Years Later, The Cullens start school at the same school as Renesmee. It's Complete! Sequel Up!
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Family - Chapters: 40 - Words: 106,992 - Reviews: 2325 - Favs: 2,088 - Follows: 1,086 - Updated: 11/28/2010 - Published: 8/22/2009 - Renesmee C./Nessie, Bella - Complete
Acts of Aggression by Gleena reviews
Now in an open war by proxy with Volturi, the Cullens fight for survival. Although hampered by the hybrids, Alice still suffers from disturbing but vague visions of the future as Carlisle and Edward seek to preserve the alliance. Sequel to The Cold War.
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Adventure - Chapters: 9 - Words: 51,165 - Reviews: 354 - Favs: 214 - Follows: 267 - Updated: 8/17/2010 - Published: 10/3/2009
Renewal by Zoya Zalan reviews
A despondent Bella reaches out to Carlisle in a moment of weakness. How will he respond?
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,930 - Reviews: 49 - Favs: 108 - Follows: 40 - Published: 7/27/2010 - Bella, Carlisle - Complete
Penance by MissusMelancholy reviews
Bella has always pushed Edward's limits, constantly undermining his self-control. What happens when she finally goes too far? Will she survive? Will Edward ever forgive himself? A very different, much darker version of the events after Eclipse. Complete
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Horror/Tragedy - Chapters: 10 - Words: 56,203 - Reviews: 161 - Favs: 144 - Follows: 70 - Updated: 1/24/2010 - Published: 7/5/2009 - Bella, Edward - Complete
The Cold War by Gleena reviews
In 2026, the Cullens realize that Aro desperately wants to possess Edward in order to use him in a barbaric experiment. Now, the Cullens must evade the Volturi while protecting one of their own as well as Aro's unwitting human pawn. 100% Canon.
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Fantasy/Adventure - Chapters: 30 - Words: 120,878 - Reviews: 657 - Favs: 450 - Follows: 170 - Updated: 10/3/2009 - Published: 2/9/2009 - Complete
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Providence reviews
A canon post Breaking Dawn story about Renesmee maturing, and the turmoil that ensues when Jacob finally sees her as a "woman"... HIS woman.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 9 - Words: 61,401 - Reviews: 67 - Favs: 65 - Follows: 72 - Updated: 12/12/2011 - Published: 7/16/2011 - Renesmee C./Nessie, Jacob
Ode to Odom: A Peter Story reviews
Not about gay sex with Jasper
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Mystery/Parody - Chapters: 1 - Words: 349 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 11/11/2011 - Peter, Jasper
Monthly Interruptions reviews
ENTRY FOR TWILIGHT ROUND OF CANON TOUR. Edward picks Bella up for school on March 10, 2005- His day to ask questions. The minute Bella steps out of the house, Edward smells blood. He flees knowing that he can't be around her in this condition.
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,821 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 5 - Published: 11/5/2011 - Bella, Edward - Complete