*Entry #69: I WAS WRONG!

What have I done?! I never should have opened that pod! I never should have awakened HER! I thought she could give me my answers, but she decieved me! She had this... monstrous, terrible plan that would have affected Earth, the Gem Homeworld, and maybe the entire galaxy... for the worse! She claims the Gem from my past was involved, but I refused to believe her! I had to stop her! I had to destroy her... even if it meant I didn't get my answers yet. And to not be reminded of this failure, I had to remove the page about her from my journal and delete my audio recording. I may not have my answers yet, but at least her plan didn't come to fruition. Although, it may have to find her weapon so I can destroy it, but all in all, I'd call this a success. I just hope I can get over it and move on.