Kylo Ren's P.O.V.
It's been a week since Anakia try to escape, she's been much easier to deal with since then. She doesn't argue with me anymore, but she makes a few remarks here and there when she tries to chance my temper. When I'm in my room with her, I allow her to walk around freely without the restraints. I let her sleep without them as well when I'm with her. She'll watch me when I work from my desk. Most of the times I arrive, she's peering out the window on her knees. At first I thought she was watching to plan another escape, but now I notice it's just because she's bored. I enjoy her bent over my headboard, looking out the window when I come back to my room.
Every time I come back, the first thing I see is the curves of her butt facing me. Her dress hikes up slightly when looking out the window, and her bare thighs are immediately on display for me when I walk in. When she sees me, she'll sit back down and wait to see what I'm up to before watching me do it. I can tell she's always bored, but she doesn't say it out loud, I sense in her mind she fears if she asks it'll lead me to try again and convince her to become an apprentice of Snoke's. I won't try yet, not until I can trust her without her restraints alone. Hux's has mentioned her a few times since her killing spree but everything has gone back to normal on base after that day.
I'm walking back from training with the Knights of Ren. We practiced longer than I expected from the request of Snoke. Heading toward my bedroom, I pass a group of stormtroopers before reaching my door. Opening my door, the first thing I see is Ani's pale thighs propped up on my bed. The corner of my lips twitch at the sight and looking up I see the bottom of her ass poking out of her nightgown. Her head turns to me before sinking down on the bed with her restraints still on her. She's staring at me in confusion before looking out the window again, asking innocently, "Where were you?"
"Why?" I question through my helmet before taking it off and setting it on the desk. Heading to the cupboards, I taking out pants to sleep in tonight and I hear her explain, "I didn't see you go through the hangar just now. You always do before getting here."
"You've been watching me?" I mock before coming around the bed to her side. She lifts her hands as if knowing I'm coming to her to unlock them. I try hard not to smirk at her from her confession. Raising an eyebrow at me, Anakia waits until the cuffs leave her wrists before saying a little snippy, "What else am I supposed to watch? More stormtroopers? Or the ginger always throwing a fit."
Her statement finally allows me to smile down at her before heading to the bathroom. She's still the same as me in some ways. Walking to the restroom, I hear her jump off the bed and follow behind me, a little annoyed I still haven't answered her question. When I'm at the restroom's door I spin around and she bumps into my chest and steps back a little surprised I stopped moving. She folds her arms, irritated that she's still waiting on my reasons for return without walking through the hangar and I just watch her in amusement. Anakia's become so bored she's getting mad just because she doesn't know which way I went to return to my room. Staring down at her minor form, I feel the need to pull her close.
She's wearing a silk grey nightgown and with her arms folded her breasts push up more for me to see. Ani doesn't notice my eyes glancing down her chest, when she usually does she grows flusters and tries to hide her exposed skin from me but always failing from the type of dresses. I enjoy this bored Anakia whenever I'm in the room with her, all her attention is on me now. With her not yelling at me or pulling away from my presences she seems more pleasant to be around since she tries to entertain herself with me. She still resembles the girl back from Yavin 4, even if she gets annoyed more now than before. Ani still has the innocence of old my best friend. Admiring her long blond hair around her head I push a strain behind her ear answering her minor question, "I was training with the Knights of Ren tonight."
"Where's that located?" She pesters on, still not understanding how I got here without walking into the hangar. I tilt my head, opening the bathroom door stating, "On the opposite side of the hangar, Ani."
"Why were you there tonight?" She continues her integration and my head falls back in realizing how her bored is backfiring now. Looking back to her, I find her stern expression hasn't changed as she adds, "Where are you usually in the morning then?"
"Listen, I train some days in the morning and some in the evening. I go to meetings usually before coming back here, which is why you see me go through the hangar. Now, are you done?" Watching her mind work over the answers I gave her, I relax my shoulders, hoping she's done prying. Letting my free hand skim over her abdomen to her lower back, I lead her closer to me asking in a teasing tone, "Can I take a shower? Or would you like me to bring you with me so you can interrogate me more while I'm washing myself?"
Anakia huffs before spinning around and heading to the loveseat. Rolling my eyes, I go to my shower. Shutting the door behind me, I turn on the shower head and replay her little reactions since I've come back to my room. Stripping, I think of ways to keep her busy without her bombarding me with stupid questions. I could give her a few books, perhaps a small pet, but I need her to join my training more than fulfill her time with other things. However, I rather have her as she is now than in a poor mood from my requests. As I wash my hair, I sense her moving around my room, her mind's still filled with my explanations. Not a moment later as I wash myself I hear the bathroom door crack open and her voice come in asking, "Why did you train longer tonight? You came back later than I expected."
"Anakia, I swear." I grit out and glance back to find her back to me at the doorway so she's not looking at me. Feeling myself grow aggravated by her, I open the glass shower door and my dripping hand grabs her hand on the doorknob. I tug her to me and she squealed as I pull her into the shower with me. Her mouth hangs open as the water rains on her, soaking her night gown. I put my hands on her waist to keep her from getting out or moving away from me. She's staring up at me in shock and her hand stutters to touch my chest and weakly push away from me. Her attempt is pathetic but with her standing in front of me in her drenched nightgown I feel my temper go away and replaced with delight. Her hand stays on my chest as if it will help keep the little distance between us apart. Her eyes stay glue to my face from fear of glancing down my naked body. With an eyebrow raised and a smirk playing on my lips, I answer her slowly, "Snoke wanted me to train longer tonight to help the rest of the Knights of Ren. Do you have any more questions you feel the need to be answered right now?"
"What am I supposed to wear tonight now?" Anakia blurts out and I sigh, knowing I shouldn't have asked if she had anymore questions. My eyes slowly go down her body admiring her figure and she stands in front of me utterly annoyed. Her dress is clinging to her body now from the water. It holds the shape of her breasts and I see her nipple poking against the wet fabric. The end of the dress's wrapped around her thighs and the blood in my head rushes to my lower member. Letting my hand on her waist move just under her breast, I state in satisfaction, "I don't know, you should've joined me in the shower when I offered or wait until I got out to ask me another question, Ani. But now, you can't leave the shower in this nightgown just for it to drip water all over my room."
She stares at me in disbelief, as if this is completely my fault and not hers. Staring me down, I stay silent in front of her, waiting eagerly to see what she does next. She's flustered with wide eyes on me as we stand in the silence. After a moment of us both waiting for someone to speak up over the shower raining down on us, Ani glares at me before grabbing the end of her nightgown. She lifts it off her body and past her head before dramatically throw the wet fabric at my face. Storming out of the shower, I get the fabric off my face just in time to see her bare ass walk out of the glass door. I hear her shuffle for a towel and I watch her leave the bathroom with it around her. She slams the bathroom door behind her and I hang her nightgown on a knob before continuing to wash myself. My mood's now completely content with the turn of events this evening, just for the view of her naked backside. I'm not sure what she'll wear tonight since this is what she's supposed to wear for the night and her dress for tomorrow hasn't arrived yet. I will not fetch her another one tonight because of what happened either.
Turning off the shower head, I walk out of the shower and grab a towel to dry myself. Once I'm dried and in my pants, I walk out into my room impatiently to find out what she'll be wearing now tonight. Peering over to the bed, I see her wrapped in my sheet. It's now only on her side of the bed and I can tell by her bare shoulders she's wearing nothing underneath. Ani's back to me with her arms crossed over her chest surrounded by the sheet, I can tell she's furious with me. Scratching the back of my neck, I head to the cupboards and take off one of my shirts. I suspect she didn't try looking in there since last time she did I was raging mad. Turning to watch her, I speak up with a little pity to my voice, "Come here, Angel."
"No."
"Fine." I snort, stating while glancing at the shirt in my hand, "I won't give you a shirt to wear."
My words make her peek over her shoulder and glance down at the shirt I'm holding. Her face loosens its angry expression at the sight of it and she sits up in the bed. She wraps the sheet better around her and my eyes send her a pointed look as I command in thrill, "Leave the sheet and come here."
"What? No."
"This is your fault, Ani." I sigh and my anticipation grows as I order more sternly, "Leave my sheet on the bed and you can have my shirt. None of this would've happened if you didn't spy on me in the hangar." When she stays seated on my bed, I shrug and point out not so innocent, "We can do this the easy way or hard way." She doesn't answer and I move to put the shirt back saying in enjoyment, "You can sleep naked, Angel. I don't mind. I even prefer it..."
Just as I open the cupboard back I hear her move off the bed, when I turn back around she's in front of me without the sheet quickly grabbing my shirt from my hand forcefully. My eyes run down her body, taking in the swell of her breasts and hard nipples before roaming down her soft belly to her pelvis. My shirt is on her instantly and her body is once again shielded from my gaze. I look up at her to see her face completely pink; it takes everything in me not to rip the shirt off her to take another look at her. My mouth feels dry from the sight of her, and I wish I kept her in the shower with me a little longer than I did. Scowling at me, she turns around to get on the bed spitting out, "Don't call me angel."
Watching her get under the sheet again with a glint in my eyes, I follow her into bed. I rather enjoy calling her what she is, an angel. I don't think will stop calling her that; her demand only makes me want to say it again. I won't tonight though, not with her as furious as she is with me. Laying onto the bed and reclining, I turn off the lights. My mind shows her breasts again to me, closing my mind as I envision them and the curve of her butt. Sensing what I focus my mind on, Ani blurts out nervously with her back to me, "Stop looking at me."
"I'm not." I answer with closed eyes as I continue to imagine her bare body. I'm admiring her in my mind and it's only then I realizing she's using the force to see what my thoughts are of. She speaks up again knowingly with her head on a pillow, "Yes, you are. Stop it."
"You're very beautiful, Anakia."
I sense her relax more in bed but she doesn't turn or move closer to me, though she's allow herself to fall asleep. With the force, I find she's surprised by my affection words and a little depressed by it. I've told her she's pretty before when I was once Ben, it's the first time since becoming Kylo Ren. I feel she's still in conflict with who I am and once was. She wants to see me as Ben Solo, but the present situation won't allow her to see me in that same light. I don't need her to see me as Ben; he was weak, and she needed someone stronger than him. I wish for her to see me as Kylo Ren; the man who saved her from a becoming a shadow in the Jedi Temple, being the only man who holds her life on a pedestal above others. I crave for her to look at Kylo Ren as the man who saved her from a dying fate and gave her an empire to rule by his side.
~Hours Later~
I wake up to something twitching beside me. Glancing around me, I notice Ani laying on her belly and her leg moving against mine. I glance at the time and see I should wake up now anyhow. Propping myself on my elbow, I peer down at her and move her hair out of her face. I watch her for a moment as she fidgets in her sleep, I've never seen her do such a thing in her sleep. Her breaths come out as moans every few seconds before her leg twitches against mine. Frowning a little, I sit up and watch her curiously. Her expression seems different from how it is when usually sleeping peacefully. Her breath catches and I finally have myself look into her dreams to see what's making her this way.
Visions of us in the shower appear in my mind from using the force. Her back is to the wall and her legs are around my waist. I see her wet nightgown on the shower's corner floor. I'm kissing her neck and a hand is playing with her breasts as the shower water falls down on us. My other hand is holding her up between me and the wall by her ass. She's spilling my actual name out of her lips, her hands are holding my shoulders pulling me closer. I'm mumbling against her neck how beautiful she looks causing her to grind into me. I pull out of her visions in awe and look down at her sleeping form, still whimpering in hush tones. Forcing myself out of the bed, I keep my eyes on her in utter lust.
I shouldn't have looked into her dreams, I have the visions now of what she subconsciously wanted to happen. Pushing my hair back I let out an unsettled sigh, I wish I didn't pry into her mind now. I'll have these images in my mind all day now; she might not even remember her dream. Realizing my mistake, I look away from her and change into my clothes with her dream burning in my mind. I want to wake her up and do exactly what she's dreaming, but I have the feeling she won't be as willing as in her dream. Anakia hasn't once showed me her desire for me like in her dream since I brought her into my room.
Her dream makes it seem so inviting to find out, though. I can feel myself wanting to find out what she'll do, but I know I can't rely on a subconscious dream; it could mean many things. I need her awake and willingly want me; I know she won't let herself into that part of her, not now anyhow. Perhaps though, she's slowly realising I still have the part of me that cares and has a love for her. Maybe she's understanding now that she does not need to distrust my loyalty to her. Feeling more enthusiastic about her thoughts of me than the night before, my mind thinks of other ways to show her she can embrace me as Kylo Ren. In hopes it will bring her closer to submission to me and my empire.
