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A/N **Adult content warning** This chapter is mostly a lemon. I will put a line near the bottom to indicate that the explicit content has finished.

Chapter 12

Hearing the words, make me yours, sent a jolt of lust through his body, and the wolf in him wanted to take Bella here and now, in the middle of the kitchen. Hearing those words broke down any walls he had left. This is what he had dreamed of for years.

He swallowed hard and stilled his body to keep a reign over it. Jake looked deep into Bella's chocolate eyes to make sure she meant it. He was met with the purest expression of love. It was enough to make his heart skip a beat.

His gaze travelled to her lips as she licked them and started chewing on the bottom one. Bella must have misinterpreted his stillness, "u-unless you don't want me?" She looked down, away from him.

He put his hand under her chin, raising it until she looked him back in his eyes. As soon as they had eye contact, he kissed her deeply, roughly and passionately. She opened her mouth to give him access, and their tongues met again. They moved together as they explored each other.

Jacob pulled back and swallowed. "I have loved you since I was five years old. I have only ever wanted you. No one else. It has always been you."

Bella reached back up around his neck and pulled him back down to her until their lips met again.

Jake pushed her backwards until she was leaning against the kitchen bench. He grabbed her hips roughly, lifted her up, and set her on the bench. She separated her legs, and he pushed in between them.

Jacob continued to trail open-mouthed kisses down her neck, giving her a chance to catch her breath.

She let out a whimper when he sucked hard on the junction between her neck and shoulder. He could smell her arousal, and it was making him incredibly hard.

She started wiggling on the bench.

"Do you like that?" he growled.

"Y-yes," she barely stuttered out. He chuckled.

She wrapped her legs around his waist and pulled him closer to her centre.

He lifted her up and started carrying her down the hall, her legs still wrapped around him. He opened the door to the bathroom and stepped in.

It was larger than he expected. There was a beautiful shower in the corner with a large shower head hanging from the ceiling. Perfect, it was tall enough for even Jake to stand under. Plus, it should be big enough for both of them.

"We should have a shower. Is that okay with you?" he asked with his signature grin.

"S-sure."

Jake had been bathing in creeks for the last month and living in the forest. And Bella smelled strongly like Seth. He wanted their first time to be perfect.

He placed her tentatively on the floor before resuming kissing her. He slid her jacket off her shoulders and dropped it on the floor without breaking the kiss.

He moved his hands to her back and slid them under her shirt. Her skin was so soft and silky, it made his eyes roll back in his head.

She had her hands on his bare chest and was slowly moving her fingers over the contours of his muscles. Her fingers were cold, leaving a trail of goosebumps in their wake.

Jake grabbed the hem of her shirt and pulled back to seek her permission. She nodded and raised her arms as he lifted the shirt off her, revealing a black t-shirt bra.

"Sorry, it's nothing fancy," she said, blushing. He watched the pink from the blush run down her neck and to her chest. She was stunning.

"You are perfect," he whispered as he kissed her again.

Jake moved his hands around to her back and found the clasp for her bra. She nodded again, knowing that he wanted permission.

With a pop, it was undone, and she shrugged it from her shoulders. The fabric skimmed across her body as it fell to the floor, leaving goosebumps all over her and causing her nipples to harden further.

Jake pulled back again; he had to see. He had fantasized about seeing her like this for years. His eyes travelled over her body, and he could feel the desire burning in his body. His erection got impossible harder, straining against his pants.

"So beautiful," he murmured as he kissed her again.

He placed his hands up her hips and slowly brought them up to the side of her chest. He then brought his thumbs over both her nipples at the same time. She gasped, and her knees faltered at the feeling.

He rubbed back and forth across them, watching the play of expressions across her face, with her eyes closed and head back. He couldn't help himself; he lowered his lips to her neck and sucked on it. She moaned out, "J-jake!"

He chuckled against her neck and pulled away. "Let's get you in the shower."

She pouted. "Do I stink or something?"

Jake reached into the shower to turn the water on, hoping that there was hot water. He brought his gaze back to Bella and smoothed out the frown lines on her forehead.

"No." He lowered his nose into her hair and breathed in. "But, I want you to be mine, and when I'm done with you, you will smell only like me."

The smell of her increased arousal filled the room, causing Jake to groan this time. At this rate, he was not going to last very long. He needed to find something else to think about until she was ready for him. Vampires, sickly sweet bleach that should work for a bit.

The room filled with steam. Jake reached into the shower to test the water temperature and adjusted the shower taps.

"Plus," he said as he popped the bottom on her jeans, "I need to apologize for being a jerk earlier on today, and I want to make it up to you."

"You don't need to do that," she whispered.

"I want to."

Jake took hold of the zip on her jeans and slowly pulled it down. The only sounds in the room were the water running down the drain, their laboured breathing, and pink, pink of the zip.

He looked to her for consent again; it was always her choice.

"Please," she whispered.

Jake hooked his thumbs into her jeans and panties and brought them both down her legs, agonizingly slow. She rested her hands on his shoulders; he was now crouched in front of her as she lifted her legs out of her pants.

Jake's gaze travelled up her legs, and he was surprised to find no hair on her mound. He raised an eyebrow.

She must have noticed his expression, "Alice said that I should get a wax before the um….." she paused. "It is supposably more sensitive."

He leaned in and kissed her on her panty line, below her belly button and took a deep breath in.

"Fuck, you smell good," he growled as he stood up.

Bella smiled, "what is it with supernatural creatures and me smelling good."

"Bella, I don't want to eat you… eat you out, definitely, but that's not what I meant." He leaned in close and whispered in her ear, "I want to fuck you… Now get in the shower before I take you here on the counter."

"Eeck," she squealed, causing him to chuckle again. "Are you joining me?"

"Of course," there was no way was he going to be able to not touch her now. She was standing stark naked in front of him. It was like all his wet dreams come true.

"Well, you have too many clothes on," she said with a coy smile.

He grinned his signature grin and slowly lowered his cut-offs before stepping out of them. When he looked up, she was gapping at him, literally with her mouth open.

"Like what you see?" He asked with a cocky grin.

"Mhmm," was all she could say. Being an alpha werewolf definitely had its perks when it came to size. Everything was proportional, and Jake was 6 foot 8.

Bella stepped carefully into the shower, and he watched as the water cascaded over her hair, down her shoulders, breasts, hips and legs. She was truly gorgeous, and Jake could not believe that she was finally his. Even if he could only get one night with her, he would take it. Consequences damned.

Seeing him just staring at her, she put out her hand for him. He took it and followed her into the shower.

He grabbed a shampoo bottle, opened the lid and sniffed. It wasn't her usual shampoo, but it was definitely better than smelling Seth on her.

"Turn around," he said as he poured some shampoo in his hand.

She moaned as he began massaging it into her scalp, her head pulled back, exposing her neck. He was so tempted to suck on her neck again, a bruise was already starting to form. But he resisted; he needed to take care of her first.

They washed the shampoo out, and he did the same with the conditioner. Then, when her hair was clean, he grabbed the body wash.

His large hands made quick work of her shoulders, then he made his way down her arms. She had her eyes shut, just feeling his hands on her.

He moved on to her back, admiring the contrast between the white color of her skin and his russet-skinned hands. Her back was so smooth, like satin, his hands glided effortlessly to the swell of her hips.

He moved his hands down the outside of her legs as he squatted down behind. He could see the swell of her pussy poking out between her legs; it made his member throb.

He washed her feet and slowly made his way up her inner thighs. Before he got to their junction, he moved around to the back and over her bottom. He held on to each butt cheek, one in each hand, for a moment before bringing them around to her stomach.

Slowly he brought them up while he stood up. He traced the line under her breasts before bringing them both up to palm her perfectly rounded breasts.

He stepped in closer to her, so his chest touched her back, his erection pressing into her. She shuddered.

"Oh my gosh… I feel like I'm on fire," she whimpered.

He released one breast and used that free hand to gently pull her head back to rest on his shoulder, giving him perfect access to her neck.

"I love you," he whispered as he pinched a nipple. He used that same hand to keep her pressed against him as she bucked.

He pinched and grazed his nail over the nipple as he lowered the other hand down her stomach, over her smooth mould until his fingers reached her folds.

"Holy s-shit," she exclaimed when he touched her there.

He slid his fingers through her wet folds while still torturing her nipple.

"So wet," he murmured as he began sucking on the skin on her neck.

"Oh, Jake," she moaned as he increased his pace. He didn't enter her, not yet, just slid them from top to bottom.

He found her sensitive button and gently pulled on it.

He felt her shudder as she screamed out his name. He slowly traced circles around her clit as she spasmed and gradually became still.

She turned herself slowly in his arms and reached up to hold on around his neck. Needing support for her shaky legs.

"Holy shit, Jake, that was amazing," she panted, resting her head on his chest. "I had no idea that that was what an orgasm felt like. Can't believe I lived 18 years without that," she chuckled.

Part of Jake was delighted that he was the first to do that to her. The other part of him was upset. "Did he never even touched you?"

She shook her head. "He made me feel bad for wanting anything more than kissing. And, he was always around at night. So, I never had time alone to … explore."

"Geez, Bella, you know that's fucked up, right?"

"I always thought I wasn't good enough or sexy enough. I'm too plain."

This made Jake absolutely furious. "You are the most beautiful, sexiest, smartest, kindest girl I have ever met. Do you know the number of times I have daydreamed about seeing you like this?" He pulled back to look at her. "And my imagination did not do you justice. You have nothing to be ashamed of, and I never want you to doubt how you affect me."

He could see she still didn't believe him. He looked down pointedly between their bodies at his shaft between them. "You do this to me. You."

He leaned down and kissed her again. He could never get enough of the feeling of her lips on his.

She pulled away this time, "can I… um… return the favor?" she asked shyly.

"Sure, honey, I would never say no to you." Plus, it might help reduce some of the tension and make him last a bit longer.

She turned him around in the shower, so he was under the water, and she was standing behind him. He was so tall, she was going to struggle to reach the top of his head.

"Can you kneel down?"

He obliged and knelt down. His head was only slightly lower than hers.

"Are you still growing?"

"Yeah, I think I grew again when I became alpha," he said, shaking his head.

She took the shampoo and began massaging it into his scalp.

"I like your hair this length," she murmured as she played with his sleek black hair, running her fingers through it. "Is it a pain when you're phased?"

"It's not too bad. But if you are going to do this with it, it would be totally worth it."

"Lean back and rinse it off," she directed.

With his eyes closed, head tilted back and the water running over his features, she was truly blown away by how beautiful he was. She rinsed his hair out and began to trace her fingers over his face as if to memorize it. Running two fingers, in tandem across his forehead, down his nose, around under this eyes, past his cheeks and alone his jaw. Finally, she made it to his lips, so full and soft. She couldn't reach them with her mouth, so she kissed his forehead instead. "You are so beautiful."

She reached around him and grabbed the body wash. She applied some in her hand before resuming her exploration of his body with her fingers.

She washed his neck and shoulders, feeling the tendons tense and release under her pressure. She moved down his arms, over his biceps as he flexed them, with a smirk. "Show off," she chuckled. "Come on, stand up," she instructed.

He did as she asked, and she continued down his arms to his hands, threading her fingers through his. She leaned into his back and kissed him between the shoulder blades.

She released his hands, grabbed some more soap and moved to his back, running her hands from his neck, down his shoulder blades to his waist. He lifted his arms up and placed them on the wall. The skin on his back was surprisingly soft. It felt like velvet over the hard muscles underneath.

She followed the same pattern he had done, going down the outside of his legs. He helped her wash his feet by lifting them up for her. Then she resumed her travels up his inner legs. The hair was course under her fingers.

Once again, she avoided touching him there, moving to the back and washing his ass.

She leaned in closer, her chest to his back as she wrapped her arms around his torso and felt up across his chest. She cupped his pecks in her hands before tracing around his nipples with her fingers. He hissed, and she smirked.

She could feel herself getting wet again. His body was incredibly sexy, and she hadn't even gotten to the best part.

Finally, she traced her fingers down his chest, feeling over his eight pack, to the V that she always saw above his pants.

When she reached his curly hairs, he spoke for the first time, "Bella, you don't have to do that if you don't want to."

"I want to," she whispered, "but I don't know-how. Can you show me?"

He turned around slowly and turned the showerhead, so it was pointing away from them. He grabbed her right hand before slowly lowering it and wrapping it around his rock hard erection. She was watching his face when her hand came in contact with him, and he bit his lip.

"What do I do now?"

He moved her hand slowly up and down his shaft. He couldn't keep his eyes open as he tilted his head back to lean on the shower wall. He let her hand go, and she continued her movements. She looked at the head as a small drop of liquid escaped.

She had a sudden desire to lick it. She glanced up at his face, and his eyes were still closed. So she leaned down and placed her flat tongue over the head. She licked him slowly, tasting him on her tongue.

He flinched and jerked away from her, "fuck, Bells."

"Sorry," she said in concern.

"Don't apologize; I just wasn't expecting it, but damn it felt amazing."

"Can I keep going?"

"Only if you want."

He watched her as she lowered herself closer to him and took his whole head in her mouth.

"Ffuuck," he hissed out.

She returned her hands to slide up and down as she slowly lowered her head and took as much of him in her mouth as she could. She couldn't even get anywhere near halfway; it was way too big. His hands were in her hair, massaging her scalp.

She lifted her mouth up and swirled her tongue around the head, and dipped it into the small hole at the top. She heard him groan in response.

She continued this pattern three times before she watched his stomach muscles tense.

"Stop, Bells, I'm about to come."

She hesitated, she knew guys liked when girls didn't pull away, but she wasn't ready for that. Reluctantly she lifted her lips off him with a pop but continued the strokes with her hands.

She watched as hot white liquid spurted out. It had a lot more range than expected, and it landed on her chest and stomach. His hand returned to hers as he helped her pump a few more times before stilling them.

She watched his chest breathing in ragged breathes as he slowly opened his eyes. "That was… amazing. You were amazing," he breathed out. His gaze travelled over her body, seeing his cum on her.

"Sorry about that."

She reached up and touched it, feeling it slide over her skin. "It's so warm," she commented, not disgusted in the least.

Jake readjusted the showerhead, "let's get you cleaned up again."

He grabbed some more soap and washed over her chest and stomach again. The wolf in him was practically prancing about in pride, seeing his seed covering her. She was going to smell like him for a very long time.

Jake stepped out of the shower and opened the cabinet under the sink. He was relieved to find some towels. He pulled one out for Bella; he wouldn't need one; his body temperature would burn off the water soon enough.

He held the towel out for her, and she wrapped herself up in it. Jake scooped her up in the towel, holding her bridal style in his arms. He opened the door and walked into the bedroom, shutting the door with his foot. He placed her on the floor and removed the towel, so he could dry her hair.

Bella was incredibly nervous. She had enjoyed the shower; she doubted she would ever look at a shower the same in the future. But the simple presence of the bed made it all seem real.

She didn't notice she was chewing on her lip until Jake brushed his thump across it.

"Are you sure this is what you want?" his eyes showed his concern.

Since that first hug in the kitchen, Bella's body felt like it was nearly whole again. Her heart no longer ached, and it was beating furiously in her chest. She knew in her core that she was meant to be with Jake. He completed her.

"I need you, Jake. I need you like I need air to breathe. It physically hurt to be away from you. I need to be with you, as close to you as I can possibly be."

With those words, he rushed in to kiss her hard. His arms went around her body, cupping her bottom. She wrapped her legs around his body as he flipped the sheets back before climbed onto the bed and brought her up towards the pillows.

He slowly laid down on the mattress, with her between them. His hard, warm body touched every part of her, making her cry out in pleasure.

He kissed her again, slowly rolling onto his side, so he could free one of his hands. He slid it down and over her breast, pinching the nipple. She groaned.

He broke the kiss and trailed his lips down her throat, over her chest until he reached her pink, hard nipple. He sucked it into his mouth and flicked it with his tongue.

"Oh, my…" she moaned.

He moved his hand down from her chest, ghosting over her stomach down to her smooth mound. He ran his fingers through her wet core as he did before.

"I… need… you… in… me," she stuttered out.

He slipped a finger inside her, sliding smoothly through the moisture. She groaned as he pumped it in and out.

"That's… not… what… I… meant," she managed to get out.

He released the nipple he had in his mouth and moved up her neck with kisses. When he reached her ear, he whispered, "I know what you want, but you aren't ready for me yet."

He sucked on her ear lobe and slipped a second finger in at the same time.

He continued sliding his fingers in and out as he kissed behind her ear, nibbling the sensitive skin.

"Jake," she groaned as goosebumps appeared and travelled down her chest. She watched him as he nibbled his way down her neck, between her breasts, to her belly button. He licked his tongue in and took another deep breath. His eyes rolled back in his head.

He continued down with hot, open-mouthed kisses down her smooth skin.

"Jake?"

"Please, honey? I have to taste you."

"O-okay," she tentatively said, and he latched on to her clit.

Her hips bucked off the bed at the intense hot feeling of his mouth on her most sensitive nub. She had one hand on his head, with her fingers threaded through his hair and the other grasping the sheet beneath her.

She couldn't stop the noise coming out of her mouth as she screamed her release.

She clenched hard on his fingers as she felt warmth from her core shot down her legs and up her body. She pulled on his hair until the tremors stopped, and she could breathe again.

When she opened her eyes and looked down at him, he was licked his fingers clean. He looked up at her with a sheepish grin. "Sorry, I couldn't help myself. You taste even better than you smell."

He crawled up her body until he could reach her lips, and he kissed her again. She could taste the saltiness of herself on his lips; it turned her on even more.

"Am I ready now? Cause I don't know how much more I can handle," she said with a small smile.

"I hope so, cause I can last much longer either."

"Have you ever done this before?" she asked him nervously. She had thought he probably was still a virgin; she hoped he was, but he seemed so experienced. He seemed to know exactly what to do to make her feel good.

"No, I only ever saw you."

"How are you so good at this?"

He smirked, "pack-mind."

"I like being the only one that has done this with you," she admitted.

"You have no idea how happy I am, how excited my wolf is, to get the privilege of taking your virtue. We will always have this; no one can take this away from us."

Bella leaned up and kissed him until she was breathless.

He was hovering over her body, holding himself up on his elbows. He returned to kissing her as he moved one hand down to position himself at her entrance.

She felt his hot erection so close to where she desired.

"Let me know if it hurts, okay? I'm going to go as slow as I can."

"I trust you, Jake," was all she needed to say.

He maintained eye contact as he slowly pushed the swollen head inside of her with a gentle thrust. It was a new feeling, but it was starting to satisfy the aching need in her body. She lifted one leg and wrapped it around his waist, changing the angle. He pushed again, and more of him entered her, stretching her as he went.

"You are so tight," he breathed out. She wrapped the other leg around him.

He pulled out slightly before thrusting in further. She could feel the barrier at the tip of his penis. She knew the next thrust would hurt.

He laid down further on top of her body; their chests were flush with each other, slick with a fine sheen of sweat. He nibbled on her neck, behind her ear, as he did before, holding his body still, letting her body get used to his.

Jake's body always felt incredibly hot against her, and his penis was even hotter again. It soothed the ache from the stretching skin.

"You are so hot, Jake," she whispered.

He pulled back to look at her and gave her his signature grin "why thank you!" he said, wiggling his eyebrows.

She burst out giggling as he pushed in through the membrane at the same time.

"Ooh!" she managed to yelp out before he kissed her again.

He stilled his body for a few moments, "sorry about that. Are you okay?" he asked, concerned. She was clenching very tightly to him.

"Mhmm," she said. "Give me a second."

"Try to relax, sweetie," he told her, kissing her neck again.

She felt her body slowly relax under him, starting with her arms, moving down to her legs.

"Move… please," she finally said. She needed more.

He thrust in once more, and he was fully sheeted inside of her. "Wow," she said, feeling all of him. They fit together like two pieces of a puzzle. It was like a feeling of finally being home after being away too long.

He slowly pulled himself out of her, almost to the end. The sensation made her take a deep breath in as her eyes involuntarily closed. When he pushed back in, in one single movement, it seemed to push all the air from her lungs at the same time. Like the two actions were connected.

He continued pulling out and thrusting in as she breathed in and out at the same time. In and out, in and out.

The coil in her stomach, which was already impossibly tight, wound tighter and tighter. She felt heat pooling in her legs.

"Faster," she asked, and he complied, picking up the pace.

She held it on tighter to him, her legs still around his waist, one hand was around his shoulders, her fingernails biting in. The other was pushing against the headboard of the bed, leveraging herself against him.

"Come with me," he commanded. "Let go."

With those words, she felt the spring release and warmth shot from her core down her legs and through her body.

"J-Jake!" she screamed, needing to let something out.

They climaxed simultaneously, and she could feel his warm seed shot inside of her. Her walls were clamping around him as he pulsed.

Their bodies finally stilled as they both took ragged breathes against one another.

"Fucking hell," he chuckled into her shoulder, resting his head on the pillow. "That was amazing."

She chuckled in response. She had never felt anything like it in her life, and she didn't know if she could ever go without it again.

They were still connected; she didn't want to let him go.

"I love you," she whispered with all the conviction of her heart. She knew that she could never love someone more than she loved this man right here.

He pulled back and said, "I love you…" as he looked into her eyes. His face transformed into the most beautiful smile as she watched his pupils dilate.

Immediately she felt her heart constrict and tighten, kind of like her stomach before an orgasm. Then, it got tighter and tighter as she squeezed her eyes shut, and her chest arched forward.

She screamed at the intense pressure, and she vaguely heard Jake swearing at the same time.

The tension released and a feeling of pleasure and power pulsed through her entire body. She could feel Jake shuddering on top of her as well.

The sensation was too much; she couldn't hold on any longer. She was sure she was going to pass out.

She expected to be met with darkness, but instead, her vision turned white, and there was silence.

When she opened her eyes, she saw a familiar scene pass in front of her. She had replayed this scene so many times since she had seen it the first time. Although there was more to it this time.

*Bella could see Charlie and Renée mixed into a strange collage with Billy and Sam and La Push. She saw herself walking down an aisle on the beach, surrounded by our friends and family, Charlie holding her arm steady. Jake was standing majestic at the end of the aisle, waiting for her. To the right, she saw Seth, Embry, Quil and Paul. On the left, she saw a girl she didn't recognize, Leah, Angela and Rachel.

The scene changed, and they were wrapped in each other's arms in an intimate embrace, similar to tonight. Next, Bella could see the enormous red-brown wolf she loved, always standing as a protector if she needed him. She could feel his soft fur as she stroked my fingers through it.

The scene changed again, and she saw the bobbing heads of two small, black-haired children running away from her towards their father, who scooped them up into his arms. She looked down and saw she was pregnant again.

Lastly, she saw Jake and herself, much older, sitting around a bonfire on First Beach. She was leaning against Jake's chest, with his arms wrapped around her. They were watching as their grown-up children with their families and friends laughing and joking together.

A feeling of completeness filled her as she relaxed into the vision, knowing that this time it could be true. Then, finally, the image faded to black, and she fell into a deep sleep.

* Some of this vision is taken from Eclipse. No copyright intended. I've added to it and amended the point of view.

A/N So this was my first lemon. I hope it was okay. Let me know if you want more lemons in this fic or prefer we just skim over them quickly.