MIDORIYA

"I can't believe you guys are dating!" I exclaim. I'm in Shinsou room as he tells me him and Mina are officially a couple after only dating a few weeks. I have never seen him so happy. I watch as my friend blushes.

"I know," he sighs. "She makes me so happy. Like she trusts me. She knows how much to push me and when. She is so encouraging in ways that most people around me aren't. Not you, you always encourage me. Beside you and Hatsume no one else really saw any potential in me. It's pretty great to feel appreciated." He looks at me smiling a little. "She wants to have sex." I'm covering my reddening face. Why does the topic of sex always have to be so embarrassing.

"Oh god…." I mutter looking at him once I have recovered. "What are you going to do?" Shinsou shrugs likes this isn't a big deal.

"I really like her," he replies. "I think I'm going to go all the way with her."

"Just make sure it is something you really want to do," I suggest. "You don't get do overs with your virginity."

"You sound as if you are speaking from experience," says Shinsou with a raised eyebrow.

"U-um…" I stammer. I'm so glad I had sex with the person I love. Even if we could never be together. That night in the hotel. I felt like our emotions were overpouring. I never wanted it to stop. Each time felt better and better. Todoroki made me feel comfortable. He was very patient when guiding me. It was incredible to learn what my body likes sexually with Todoroki. My face begins to get warm as I can't think of what to say. Do I even want to say this out loud?

"Izuku you had sex!" exclaims Shinsou. He rarely uses my first name so I know he must mean business. I'm pretty sure my face is what gave me away. I didn't even have to say anything. "Oh my god, when? With who? I'm so confused right now."

"It wasn't planned….." I mutter in awkwardness. My voice drops to a whisper. "You can't tell anyone."

"I won't tell anyone," says Shinsou. "Why do I have to keep telling you this. It's not like I have a slew of buddies lined up to gossip with."

"You can't tell Mina either," I reply. He seems really close to Mina. The last thing I need is her finding out about me and Todoroki. Shinsou nods his head yes in agreement.

"I won't tell Mina," he replies. I feel much better as he promised by giving me his word. "Come on man. I'm dying to hear this."

"It just happened," I replied with a lazy shrug. "It's like my body knew it was time and so did he."

"You lost your v card to a guy?" questions Shinsou. He stares at me for a moment. "Please don't tell me…"

"Then I won't," I reply turning my face away from him. The less that he knows the better. I know he isn't going to let this go.

"I can't believe it," he replies. "Your parents are getting married."

"We know that," I reply glancing back at him. "It was a one time thing okay." Shinsou shakes his head.

"How can you guys even look at each other and keep a straight face," says Shinsou. It has honestly been difficult. We have been avoiding each other at his dad's house. It is the hardest thing I ever had to do. Every time we make eye contact I can see, feel the need he has to feel connected to me. I feel the same way in reverse. We don't even trust each other to be alone together. I pass Todoroki at school, and he always meets my eye even for just a second to acknowledge me. I can see him struggling at lunch. He wants to come sit with me but he doesn't. We do however text, a lot.

"It's fine," I reply. "We know things will never be." Shinsou shakes his head.

"Why hurt yourself like this?" he asks. "You clearly love him."

"He loves me too," I reply. Shinsou face softens.

"He does?" he asks gradually. I nod my head yes. "Are you serious?"

"He told me before we had sex," I explain. "The first time was when he kind of got drunk but I could tell he didn't want to say it let alone believe it." Shinsou looks surprised. "My first time was good. I can't lie it hurt but Todoroki was very kind, very gentle. He made feel so good, so loved. It's incredible to have sex with the person you love." We sit in silence for a moment.

"I'm at a loss for words," he replies.

"I know," I reply. I look at Shinsou and I know he can see how much I love Todoroki. I can't help it.

"You what happened to his boyfriend?" asked Shinsou.

"They broke up," I reply. "I don't know what happened. Todoroki didn't tell me. He seems like he doesn't want me to know. He is a very private person. I understand that so I didn't push." Shinsou rubs his chin thinking for a moment.

"Bet he did end the relationship for you," states Shinsou. My heart starts beating faster at the thought. That would be messed up. If Todoroki did fall in love with me, it would have been the better choice for him to end it.

"You think so?" I ask sitting up a little straighter. I don't want anyone to get their heart broken but the thought of Todoroki giving up his boyfriend for me. It shows me just how much he loves me.

"I think so," says Shinsou with a small shrug. "The only reason why I said that is because I remember when you guys kissed or whatever. You were pretty much doomed at that point. I don't think he was planning to have sex with you. I do believe his feelings started to grow to where he had to end his relationship. He probably was emotionally cheating on his boyfriend at this point anyway."

"I don't know," I reply. "I never spoke to him about his boyfriend really." Shinsou folds his arms.

"I bet you didn't," he replies. I blush because it is not what he thinks.

"Anyway, knowing everything I just told you. Do you think you want to have sex with Mina?" I ask. Shinsou blushes.

"I do," he admits slowly. "We kind of already did some other things." I cover my mouth to small squeal. "Yeah…it was good." He clears his throat. "God I'm a college student who has never done anything beyond kissing but it is still embarrassing as hell."

"I know what you mean," I reply. "It's weird because ever since I had sex I kind of can look at some people and tell if they are doing it."

"Really?" questions Shinsou.

"Yeah," I reply. "It's weird. It's like people move differently. I think some are better at hiding it than others. Like Todoroki, he is pretty experienced, but I would have never known."

"What about me?" asked Shinsou. I chuckle.

"You haven't had sex yet," I reply. "I will let you know if I see any changes." Shinsou chuckles. "What did you do with your new girlfriend?"

"I fingered her," says Shinsou blushing before rubbing his cheeks. "I had no idea what I was doing at all. I must have been doing something right because she got really wet." Shinsou looks down his face completely red.

"You don't have to continue," I squeak. "I was just curious."

"I know you are," he replies looking up. "She touched me also…it felt so good…" He begins to laugh nervously as I do the same.

"You can stop," I reply. "I promise I can relate, sort of. I am sure you don't want any of my details."

"Now I didn't say that," says Shinsou appearing rather interested. "I mean you slept with a guy, like how did that pan out?" I think carefully about where to start.

"Well I actually climaxed without touching myself," I admit. "That was pretty intense." Shinsou looks shocked.

"Are you serious?" he questions. "Like how is that even possible?"

"Well," I say nervously. "According to Todoroki…." Before I can finish my response, I hear my phone alerting me to a text. I see it is from Todoroki.

Todoroki: I just came from seeing my mom. Can I see you?

Midoriya: Of course! I am out, where do you want to meet?

Todoroki: Come to my dorm please

"Everything okay?" asked Shinsou looking concerned. I stand up.

"I think so," I replied. "Shouto just asked me to meet him back at campus." Shinsou smiles.

"Shouto," he says teasingly flicking his wrist.

"Shut up," I chuckle slapping his shoulder. "Sorry to cut this short, will catch up later."

"Not sure how when you will be graduating in 4 weeks," he replies. I smile because all I can think of how that week Todoroki and I finish school we will be moving into our apartment. He has been counting down. As for me I am more so excited about being around him more. "You're actually smiling."

"Thinking about some other stuff," I reply. "I promise I will tell you later." I head towards campus by bus. I get off at my stop 30 minutes later. I text Todoroki letting him know I am outside of his building. I stand on the side waiting for Todoroki to come when someone taps me. I look up seeing Bakugou. "What?" He looks taken back. I don't have time for his shit.

"What's the attitude for?" he asks.

"Kacchan," I sigh. "I'm just waiting for Todoroki. I don't need any drama okay."

"Acting like step brothers already huh," he states.

"What's it to you," I reply folding my arms. Bakugou glares at me and I glare back.

"Izuku," says Todoroki coming to my side. I glance at him holding in a smile.

"Hey," I greet casually. Todoroki nods before staring at Bakugou.

"What the fuck do you want?" he asks Bakugou. Wow that came off a bit aggressive.

"None of your damn business," sneers Bakugou balling up his fist.

"Ignore Kacchan," I reply. "Let's go….." Todoroki glares as Bakugou pushes past us. Todoroki turns to look at me.

"Are you okay?" he asks. I look into his eyes trying not to melt.

"I'm fine," I reply. "Let's head inside so you tell me how your visit went." Todoroki nods in agreement. He uses his badge and I follow him into the building. We make it to his room with no further issues. I get inside taking off my jacket. "I will take it the visit went well."