MIDORIYA
I'm still in shock that Todoroki was dating Hawks. They don't even seem right for each other but who am I to judge. They did a great job at hiding it because I would have never known. Todoroki own father didn't even know what he is doing. I shouldn't be surprised seeming he doesn't even know how often Todoroki was drinking. Makes me wonder was Hawks the one supplying him alcohol? Do I even really want to know the answer to that? Enji strikes me as the type that wants to be in the know about everything Todoroki does. I hope he never finds any of this out. I don't even want to remember how I found out.
We just came from buying my first car, a Nissan Altima. We had to hold off for a few weeks as Todoroki had to start work earlier than he was told. Looking for a car was harder than I thought. Enji is more than kind to buy me the car, but I didn't want anything expensive. I didn't want anything too small or too big either. I like the way the Altima drives. It feels smooth plus it makes me feel cute. Mom is super excited as we walk into Enji house.
"Shouto, you have done well," he states referring to his first two weeks at work.
"Um hm," says Todoroki. I know he doesn't want to talk about work. His work has been rough from day one. It was like everything that could happen did. At least he wasn't badly injured.
"What did you boys want for dinner?" asked mom.
"I'm open," says Todoroki. "Thank you for asking."
"I don't know," I reply shrugging.
"I was thinking your favorite meal," smiles mom.
"Really!" I asked. I love katasodon. It is always delicious no matter what. She smiles nodding.
"Should you be doing all of that?" asks Enji.
"Oh hush," says mom walking into the large kitchen. "I am perfectly capable of cooking. Izuku can you stay with me so we can talk." This is an unusual request.
"Um okay," I reply. I sit at the island as mom begins to pull items from the fridge. Mom still has the apartment until the lease is up one month following the date of the wedding. It doesn't seem like she is there that much anymore. The fridge here is fuller compared to the last time I stopped by.
"Todoroki this is a good time for us to discuss improvements," he replies. "I also need to go over numbers." I swear I saw Todoroki eye twitch. He follows his dad out of the kitchen with me hoping he will be okay.
"Do you like the car?" she asks.
"I really like it," I reply. "It's so me!" I choose a nice royal deep blue. I would have gone for red, but it felt too flashy.
"Are you sure you don't want the DVD player?" asked mom.
"Mom I'm driving," I chuckle. "I don't need to watch movies." Mom gets everything she needs starting on dinner.
"What do you think about Enji?" she asks. I am caught off guard by this question. She is already engaged to him. The wedding is now 2 months away. We will be getting fitted next month. Why would she ask me something like that now?
"I think he is okay," I reply after much thought.
"What do you mean?" questions mom. I try to think of what to say. All I can think of is how Enji treated his now ex-wife. Let's not forget about how he treats Todoroki.
"I just feel he is so hard on Shouto sometimes," I mutter playing with my fingers. "He is trying so hard to make his father proud." Mom sighs.
"I know sweetheart," she replies. "I told him to go easy on Shouto. It's his life but Enji can be stubborn as a maul, an old maul." I laugh. "How are things going with Shouto being your roommate?"
"It's fine," I reply still thinking about walking in on him and Hawks. I really wish I could forget that. I know Todoroki had no intentions of sleeping with Hawks but Hawks seem to have other thoughts…..
"We still haven't been over for a visit," states mom.
"Not much to see," I reply grinning. "Todoroki is actually good at designing the apartment. He utilizes space so well."
"His room is very organized," says mom. "He seems so closed off." I know exactly what she means. Todoroki use to be that way with me after all.
"He just has a lot on his mind," I reply leaning on the island.
"I'm sure he does," says mom. "He seems to respond well to you." My heart jumps. Relax, we don't know what she is referring to.
"What do you mean?" I asked.
"He doesn't snap at you as he did in the beginning," explains mom with a shoulder shrug. "I'm just happy he seems to be accepting you. You're going to be brothers after all." I chuckle lightly looking down feeling guilty. Mom begins to chat with me about school. She finishes up dinner calling Enji and Todoroki back into the kitchen. Todoroki looks beyond annoyed. "I made plenty!"
"Yay!" I cheer. I'm very happy and excited to eat my meal. It's been a while since I had it. I have my chop sticks in hand. After Enji says a short prayer we begin to eat.
"Izuku are you ready for college?" Enji asks surprising me. He used my first name. He has never used my first name before.
"Um I'm ready," I reply. "I have been looking for some part time work….."
"Whatever for?" he asks taking a bite of his rice. "I'm covering everything." Did he forget he is just covering the bills and nothing more? What if I want to go out with friends?
"It's only part time," explains mom.
"Right," I chime in. "I want some of my independence."
"Isn't having your own car and apartment independent enough," states Enji. Jesus, how does Todoroki deal with this on a regular bases. No wonder he wanted to move out as soon as possible.
"Dad we appreciate everything you have done," says Todoroki. "Everything you continue to do. We are very lucky." Enji smiles and I know Todoroki certainly said the right thing. I noticed Todoroki has certainly calmed down. I'm not sure if it is because we are officially lovers or because he remembered his dad is paying our bills.
"What are you boys doing next weekend?" asked Enji.
"I have to work the nightshift," says Todoroki. I shrug.
"I don't have anything planned," I reply.
"We will need to get fitted for the tuxedos next weekend," explains Enji. "We are moving up the date."
"Enji," says mom in a displeasing tone.
"Stop it Inko, you have nothing to be embarrassed about," says Enji. I haven't seen my mom blush since she first told me about her dating Enji. She didn't even blush when I walked in on them having sex.
"Why are you moving the date?" I ask. I glance at them both.
"You're getting a younger sibling," says Enji with a smile. I watch as Todoroki face drops. "Isn't this great! The possibility of their quirk! I can't wait!" Mom giggles touching his hand that is resting on the table.
"Enji relax," she replies. "Everything is not about having a quirk." I swallow hard because it's almost like mom is referring to the child coming out like me. Quirkless. I can feel my blood pressure rising as what Enji said replays in my brain. A baby?
"Um hm," Enji hums. He goes to eating as I just stare at my food in front of me. This can't be happening…this can't be happening. I feel like I can't breathe as I get lightheaded with my chest continuing to get tighter. I feel myself falling but was unable to stop myself.
I blink trying to get my vision to come back. I see nothing but darkness for a moment it feels like. I open my eyes realizing I am in Todoroki's room. I recognize his ceiling fan in his room. I sit up quickly with my head swimming.
"Take it easy," says Todoroki coming over to me. The lights are off except for his TV.
"W-what happened?" I asked looking at him.
"You passed out an hour ago," says Todoroki sitting on the bed. "I had to convince your mom not to call for emergency services."
"Oh my god…" I mutter. He looks at me very concerned.
"You know your mother worries about you," he replies. "I told her this has happened before and that you would be okay."
"Thanks," I reply.
"Don't thank me yet," he replies. "Your mom wants to talk to you." I remember the last thing I heard. My mom is pregnant… I start panting trying to allow the information to sink in. Todoroki pulls me in for a hug. "Relax, it's going to be all right."
"H-how?" I stammer. Todoroki kisses me on the forehead.
"I can't honestly answer that in a way that would make you feel better right now," he replies.
"How can you say that!" I exclaim. "Our parents are having a child together. Like this is so fucked up….."
"I won't lie it most definitely is," sighs Todoroki. "If you want to end things just let me know. Your peace of mind is important to me." I stare at Todoroki shaking my head no. This is my first love, my first boyfriend, I don't want to let him go easily. If we just stick to the rules, we will be fine. I cry a little as Todoroki hugs me. "Let me know when you are ready to speak to your mom okay." I nod my head yes into his chest as he rocks me side to side in his arms.
"I'm good now…." I say after a while. Todoroki pulls away looking a little troubled. He nods turning on the lamp on his nightstand before walking away. I sit there not sure how I'm going to fully explain this to my mom. I basically fainted because I couldn't face the reality of what I am doing is wrong. I hear the door open seeing my mom shortly after. Now that I look at her, she has put on a little weight but I didn't think anything of it. "Hi mom…."
"Hi sweetheart," she says softly walking into the room. "I was so worried about you."
"I know and I'm sorry," I apologize. Mom looks sad.
"Are you not happy about the baby?" she asks.
"No!" I exclaim. "Mom I'm so happy for you…I think I just didn't eat enough today…..or something." She begins to smile.
"Shouto said this has happened before," she states. "How often are you passing out?" God I wish Todoroki never said that now.
"It's okay mom," I reply. "I'm fine I promise. I'm happy to have a new little brother or sister."
"I wanted to tell you as soon as I found out, but we wanted to wait until everything was safe," she explains.
"How long have you know?" I ask.
"I have known for over a month," she replies. "I am 11 weeks currently."
"Congrats mom," I reply hugging her.
"I really thought you were upset about the baby," she says pulling away. "I'm so glad to know that isn't what happened."
"Not at all," I reply. It's so strange to look at my mom knowing she is carrying life inside of her. I could barely handle knowing and seeing she was having sex. "How is um Enji and Shouto?"
"Shouto seems okay as you do regarding the pregnancy," she replies. "You passing out took over."
"Sorry," I apologize. I feel like I ruined this happy moment for her.
"It's okay, you couldn't help it," says mom. "We are going to announce the pregnancy to the guest at the wedding next month."
"I'm sure everyone is going to be thrilled," I replied. Mom begins to excitedly chat about the baby. She is hoping for a little girl but will be happy with a healthy baby in general. Mom is going to begin the phase to move into the house with Enji as he doesn't want mom lifting a finger or doing anything for that matter.
"Are you and Shouto going back home tonight?" she asks.
"Yes," I reply standing up feeling better now. "I'm kind of tired. Is it okay if I take my food with me? I appreciate you cooking my favorite meal."
"Of course, sweetie," she replies. Mom and I walk out of Todoroki room heading back downstairs.
"I'm not doing it," states Todoroki.
"Hawks is a pain in my ass, but he gets shit done," says Enji. "You will be shadowing him." The hell?
"What's going on?" asked mom walking into the kitchen.
"Hero stuff," says Enji. He looks back at Todoroki. "You're doing this. Don't think I won't fire you." Todoroki balls up his fist.
"We are going to head home," I reply so Todoroki knows we are leaving. "I'm really fatigued."
"Did you need me to drive your car?" asks Todoroki.
"Yes please," I reply. Mom goes to pack up my food. Todoroki picks up my keychain. We thank our parents before heading out the door. Soon as we are settled in the car Todoroki takes off like a bat out of hell. "Shouto…."
"I can't stand this," he replies. "All I need is a year, a year! Yet he somehow has to come along and make that harder."
"You had to know you were going to be working with Hawks at some point," I reply.
"Working with him and shadowing him are two different things," hisses Todoroki. "I don't want to talk to him." I grab Todoroki hand. It is clear he didn't love Hawks at all. There is this look in Todoroki eye if Hawks name comes up. Pretty scary.
"You have to talk to him," I reply. "It doesn't have to be anything personal." Todoroki nods.
"He's probably not going to like me because I'm going to treat him like I treat everyone else," he states. I don't blame him. Hawks practically tried to rape him.
"All I ask is that you remain professional," I say wishing I could hug him. Todoroki sighs.
"I will be a man about it," he replies. "He does anything I don't like I will voice my frustration!"
"Think carefully before you do anything," I reply. "I know this is hard, but this is your career we are talking about."
"Good point," says Todoroki. "Everything go okay with your mom?" I sigh feeling bad all over again for how I reacted. I didn't pass out on purpose.
"She was afraid I didn't accept the baby," I say softly my handing shaking a little. He holds my hand tighter.
"I figured," he replies. "I knew it was going to happen but not this soon."
"You did?" I ask feeling slow.
"All the sex they were having," he replies. "Yeah, I did." I get quiet for a moment thinking about what he said. I mean they are in love, so I didn't think anything of them having sex at all.
"Do you really think we are going to be okay?" I asked.
"I don't know for sure, but we will do our best," replies Todoroki. He brings my hand to his lips kissing it softly. I smile before looking out the window. I want my mom to be happy, but I want to be happy too. Even if that means I'm dating my soon to be step-brother.