Wow thank you all so so much for the love on the last chapter! I am so happy you are still here with me.
Disclaimer, now that the smut has started it won't stop and I will not be using warnings at the start of the chapter.
There will be plot, Victoria, imprinting, the Cullens and more but once anyone is with Jacob Black, well we all know how often lemons would happen going forward LOL! This is rated E or M for a reason...
In saying that, this chapter is just smut lol it does have marking, don't ask me where it came from it wrote itself lol!
I will go back to Bella's POV but I'm not sure when, I like writing from Jake's perspective, what do you all think of it?
Read, enjoy and tell me what you think!This. This moment right here, these feelings, are why I always knew Bella was the one for me.
I usually think imprinting is a bunch of horseshit because it is and it ruins lives. But right now I'm grateful, eternally grateful that even my ancestors could see that she was it for me.
How would we have moved forward if she wasn't my soulmate, in magic's eyes? I don't think that either of us, especially Bella, could've taken living in limbo and anxiety waiting for some meaningless, faceless girl to look at me one day and for my whole world to be turned upside down, because some old dead guys think that's how it should be? Because magic says so?
Vampires and magic are ruining the lives of young boys every day, it feels like, with this burden and responsibility of phasing, so forgive me if I don't give a fuck what either of them would've thought if fate hadn't bound us together.
I know that makes me sound like a hypocrite but we all deserve to be a little selfish sometimes and this will be my selfish moment. I might not get much sleep, I'll protect my home and my people right after I protect Bella but selfishly I will be thankful that I imprinted.
Bells can be a part of this life with me, know all my secrets and for as long as she wants me this way I'll never look at another woman I wouldn't even dream of it, I have no desire to and even if she doesn't want me I still wouldn't.
It could never be anyone else. To share what we just shared, to be with each other so intimately and for the first time ever and now to be sitting in our usual comfortable silence, listening to the wind outside and not needing to do anything else. This companionship is what's most important.
I am running my hands along Bella's naked back, warming her and raising goosebumps along her flesh. "You feeling okay? Are you in pain?" I ask, concerned.
Bella's eyes leave mine for a moment as her blush darkens before she answers. "I feel much better than okay Jake. I hope you do too?" She asks me, raising an eyebrow but continues before I can respond. "And no, I'm not in pain, maybe a little sore but well," she trails off, her cheeks getting redder if that's even possible, and her arousal spikes again, "it feels good."
I was ready for round two the minute we finished the first time but I don't want to change that feeling she's having, change her soreness to pain and I'm a bit nervous and feel kind of stupid having to talk to her about this whole marking issue.
The bigger part of me, the Jake part, my human part has no real desire to mark her in this way. Sure, my eyes can't leave the hickeys I have left on her neck and collarbone but they'll be gone in two days and it's nothing the same as what the wolf wants, really what it needs.
So far from reading the history and seeing what Sam and Jared have gone through, once you've had sex there's no real putting it off. It starts to become more than a nagging and more than just uncomfortable.
And it will affect not just me but Bella too.
Sam didn't want to either, he held off for a really long time but when Emily started to feel a dull but painful ache inside of her that she couldn't explain, one that matched Sam's, he knew what he had to do.
From their memories, ones that they didn't really want any of us to see but imprinting was so rare that as soon as Jared was the second in our pack to have their soulmate found they had to share these private moments with the pack as a learning experience for the rest of us.
Neither the pack member or their mate were harmed or upset during the marking. If anything, the experience seemed pleasurable and they both struggled to remain impassive showing us what happened, both of them running home as soon as we were done.
Bella notices my internal battle and smooths the crease between my brows before kissing me. "Jake, what's wrong?"
I stare into her chocolate brown eyes, losing myself momentarily. "I need to tell you something, a wolf something."
She studies me, a smile tugging one side of her mouth. "You can tell me anything, wolf related or otherwise. I can handle it."
My wolf is clawing at my insides hearing her calm, accepting words, feeling how she is for ready whatever we go through together.
I exhale a deep breath and go for it. I explain everything I know about the marking, feeling kind of stupid and very exposed.
Bella listens intently to every word. She's taken aback at first and blushes a bit after but otherwise she's not bothered by it. Confused but who wouldn't be?
"So will it scar?" Bella asks me when I'm done talking.
I'm thrown for a second she's so calm. Guess she's dealt with weirder. "Probably too coincidental and I don't want to upset you but it'll look similar to the one on your hand, but not raised." Her eyes bulge at that.
"I put together what that is while we were apart. We don't have to talk about it now." I tell her and she nods.
"Anyway, it will just be two faint, half crescents and they'll be soft and flat, a different shade from your skin but permanent. Sort of like your hand but the glow of it is as if your skin has some shimmer on it like the stuff you girls put on your eyelids." I hope I'm making sense.
Despite the situation Bella laughs. "Eyeshadow."
I can't help my own huff of laughter. "Yeah, that."
Bella entwines our fingers and catches my gaze. "Jake please don't be upset. I understand this is part of who are. I know you can't control every aspect of this." She bites that fucking lip of hers and looks down at our hands. "It's um, kinda hot actually. Always having a piece of you on me."
I kiss her knuckles, growling against her skin, my dick is standing tall again. "Fuck, Bells" When her eyes meet mine again I ask, "where do you want me to mark you?"
Bella lets go of me and starts running her hands over my chest, up to tangle in my hair.
"Hmm." She muses before kissing my neck. "I want it to be somewhere intimate for us but also in a place that it can sometimes been seen by everyone."
Bella goes back to kissing and sucking along my jaw now as I groan, my hands gripping her hips. "Under your breasts," I say as I trail my fingers up to massage her mounds before teasing a nipple, "or, on your hip," I squeeze one for emphasis. She throws her head back whimpering.
I suggest my last spot for our marking, I'll carry it too without her doing anything the same to me. "What about here?" I ask, my thumb tracing circles on her inner thigh as my fingers squeeze her soft skin. It would mostly be covered but in the summer there would be times to show the world she's mine.
Bella gasps and looks at me, pupils blown wide. "Yes Jake yes, mark me there." She's trying to find friction and I can smell how wet she is again.
"You want to do it now?" I ask her, not sure what I want the answer to be. Bella has taken this beyond well and now has me changing my feelings and wanting to permanently mark her. But I can't shake that part of me that feels so damn guilty.
"I'm ready if you are. I'm yours Jake." Bella tells me, her eyes looking so deep into my own she can probably see my soul.
I roll and flip us so she's beneath me and I begin slowly rubbing my dick against her wetness. "Say it again." I demand.
Bella rolls her hips up to meet mine as she holds my face in her hands. "Yours Jacob, I am all yours."
I don't know if she was going to say anything else because I crash my lips to hers in a heated kiss muffling my moan at her words. I lick my way into her mouth, wrapping my tongue around hers as I position my head against her pussy.
"Jake!" Bella cries out as I push inside of her body less gentle than before.
"If it's too much, tell me to stop." I tell her. Otherwise I'll trust she can handle it.
It doesn't take as long to bottom out deep within her and as soon as I do I move us again so Bella is riding me.
It really is "Fantasies Come True Day" for me.
Bella looks confused for half a second before the feelings of our new position hit home.
"Ohh fuck!" She moans, arms tight around my neck and her eyes closed.
Bella hardly curses and it has my cock twitching inside her.
This new position is fucking perfect. I can see all of my Bells, I can touch and kiss more of her too. I take advantage of this and start kissing down her neck and leaning her back so I can suckle on her nipples while she adjusts to taking me this way.
Bella starts by circling her hips against mine and fuck it's good.
"God you feel even bigger like this Jake." She moans, burying her face in my neck.
Keeping one hand on her waist I use my other to to tilt her head back again and I kiss her deeply, and slowly while her body moves on top of my own.
Bella drags her teeth across my lower lip before raising her body above mine and then sliding back down, making us both gasp.
I help her movements as we stare into each other's eyes, our pelvises slapping together. I can't take it much longer and flip us back over, our bodies staying connected.
I raise Bella's legs onto my shoulders, kissing down them making sure I can reach her thigh like this. She sucks in a sharp breath when my tongue grazes the spot we chose.
I watch my glistening cock as I pull out of her and then as her pussy stretches around me, taking me back in. The difference in our skin color here is a stark contrast too, dark brown and pink.
Bella is quivering all over, repeating my name like a prayer, I know she's as close as I am. I rub circles around her clit and immediately feel her fluttering around my shaft.
I push inside of her harder than I ever have so far and feel her start to cum. "Jake!" She cries, Bella's eyes opening and meeting my own, bringing on my own orgasm.
I bend my body down and sink my teeth into the soft flesh of Bella's inner left thigh. She yelps and I feel a second rush of fluids and her pussy grips me once again just as I release myself deep inside of her. The faintest taste of blood touches my mouth but I swallow it away and soothe her skin with my tongue.
Our hearts are still racing and the aftershocks have us both over sensitive but we stay joined, my mouth on her mark for several minutes. When I finally lift my head, Bella does the same but that's the only move either of us make.
"Let me see." She quietly says.
I pull my head away slightly more giving her space to look.
"Wow…" Bella trails off, her face looking shocked but she's happy.
Her fingers trace the pink lines and she blushes.
"Bells, what are you thinking?" Her silence is making me anxious.
She looks at me and smiles. "I like it, definitely yours now."
I huff out a breath of relief and laugh which reminds us how very connected we still are and how hard I am again.
"Ohh, I thought you….finished?" Bella asks through a deep moan, never looking away from me.
"I did, this usually happens after marking though." I pant, ready for round three but knowing she might not be.
"Well, we'll have to take care of that won't we?" Bella says, moving her legs down and pulling me in for an open mouthed mouth kiss.
We make love again and finally fall asleep for a few hours. Bella is still fast asleep when I wake-up, the storm is raging on making something hit my window and I don't sleep as deeply as I used to.
I cover Bella in my duvet before kissing her forehead, then I throw on some sweats, grab my phone and check the window. It's a shitshow outside but it was just a branch that knocked it, thankfully it's not broken.
I head to the kitchen and chug some water while I message Sam.
Me: everything alright?
He responds quickly, he's not on patrol but he likes to check on us when he's off.
Sam: come up for air finally? Yes, everything is fine. There will be damage and debris to deal with tomorrow but the storm is the only problem tonight. Go enjoy your time with Bella.
I laugh and shake my head. If you'd told me a year ago I'd be close with Sam Uley I would've thought you were out of your mind. I wouldn't change my relationship with him now though, he's been through hell and back and still supports us all.
Me: I will, thanks Sam.
I turn to go back to bed and hear soft footsteps. Bella is wrapped in my sheet, rubbing her eyes, at the entry to the hallway.
"Jake, what happened?" She asks sleepily.
I cross the room in two strides to take her in my arms. I bury my face in her neck and inhale. "Nothing, just checking the house for damage and making sure Sam and the guys are safe." I kiss her jaw and then pull back to meet her gaze, tucking hair behind her ear.
"And everything is okay?"
"Besides you not being in bed, yes." I tell her, pressing my lips to hers for a soft kiss. Bella laughs as I pick her up, letting the sheet fall to the ground.
"Then take me to bed Jacob." She whispers against my mouth.
Once we're sated again, we sleep until mid morning, Bella tucked under my chin, our arms and legs entwined. The duvet and blankets long discarded, she's warm enough with me alone.
I wake up first again, weak sunlight streaming through my curtains and the wind still howling. When Bella's breathing shifts I rub my palms along her side until her eyes open.
"Good morning beautiful." I murmur, not wanting to pop the bubble we're in.
Bella kisses my chest. "Good morning."
"How do you feel?"
"Good, really good, and happy." She tells me, her face content.
"Me too Bells, never happier." I hold her face in my hand and rest my forehead to hers.
I break the silence again after soaking her in. "Is your thigh alright?"
Bella lifts her leg and we inspect it together. The pinkness has faded already and its shimmering slightly. Fuck, it is hot.
I run my thumb over it and then plant a quick kiss on the mark.
"It's healed already." Bella says through a shiver, and then pulls her bottom lip into her mouth.
"Yeah, I heal really fast, like crazy fast, they think our saliva helps." I explain and then pull the lip from her teeth.
She nods and smiles. "Let's see yours now."
Oh right, I forgot. I'm nervous to see and to show her. I gently move her leg off mine and then prop it up. The same crescents are in the same spot as Bella's. Her mark, on me.
She traces them with her fingertips. "You're mine too." She says before mimicking me and quickly kissing my thigh.
Bella leans over me and kisses my mouth, her tongue immediately looking for mine. We pant, kiss and tangle our tongues for long enough my dick is sitting against my stomach and leaking.
When we break apart for air I ask, "are you hungry or do you want to shower first?"
"Let's shower." She answers, mischievously.
I scoop her up without a word and rush us into my bathroom. I only put her down to turn on the shower, when I turn back to her I see Bella wince just a little and shift on her feet.
"What hurts?" I ask softly, while holding her hands to my chest, keeping her warm without poking her with my cock that is still hard and wet on my abdomen, not helping at all.
I might feel sick at the thought of causing Bella pain but I'm still a teenager who's body doesn't catch up with my feelings sometimes.
"It doesn't hurt I'm just…..tender, this is new to me is all." Bella blushes.
For fucks sake, remembering that I was her first for everything besides a kiss doesn't help my lower problem.
I go to speak and she cuts me off, heat in her voice, and not the sexy kind.
"Jacob Black don't you dare apologize. I am not sorry for one second of last night, or this morning. This was always going to be how it went and I'm glad we did it. It was amazing." She finishes, looking lost in thought.
"Alright, alright I won't apologize. And I'm not sorry we had sex not at fucking all, I'm sorry you're uncomfortable is all. Let's take it easy this morning. Hot water should help." I kiss her cheek and check the water before stepping under the stream and pulling her with me.
Apparently we can't keep our hands off each other now because 5 minutes into being wet and in an enclosed space our hands are wandering and our mouths crash together.
Bella sneakily grabs my soap, squeezing some in her palm before wrapping her hand around my dick and stroking me base to tip.
"Ugh Bells, yes." I growl, tangling my hand in her hair roughly and kissing the breath out of her. She keeps working my length, flicking her thumb over my head, over and over after the first time made me shudder.
I had to give up on kissing her pouty mouth, my breath coming in pants. I tug her hair again, harder than I mean to, and she moans deep in her throat.
That's it, hearing that noise come from Bella's mouth from me doing that, I'm done.
"Fuck, Bella!" I roar as I cover us both in my release.
It takes me a minute to clear my head and catch my breath, I can feel Bella rinsing us off as I come back to myself.
"This really all feels good Jake?" She asks quietly, cuddled into my chest.
Where did that come from? I tilt her chin so I can see her eyes. "Seriously Bells?" She's unsure of herself and feeling embarrassed. When she doesn't answer I keep going.
"Every single thing we've done together and what you've done to me has been fucking mind blowing. I've never felt anything like it. You can see what you do to me." I eye the drain, where she just rinsed the evidence away.
I can tell she wants to look away but she stands her ground. "It's just, I couldn't even kiss properly before." She doesn't use his name. "Let alone touch anyone. I don't have help to learn from. You make me feel so good Jake, I just want to do the same for you." Her bottom lip is pouting without her even realizing.
I can't resist and kiss it before responding. "Bells, we're learning together. No matter what I've been able to learn from, I still have to learn you. You could've hated everything I tried, that would've meant trying something new until you were happy. I read your body, your breathing, how wet you are. I can tell you're doing the same." She's blushing at my words but nodding. I can't believe he didn't even French kiss her, he really was living in perpetual torture.
"I've never been as hard as much as I have been the past day. I've never cum so hard my vision blurred. I've never felt anything as good as your hands, your lips, your pussy." I whisper the last word against her ear making her groan and tremble.
"And now I want you to help me make you cum without being inside of you. Can you do that?" I ask her, massaging her breasts and kissing down her neck.
"Yes, god Jake, yes." It's her turn to tug my hair. "M-my clit, I can finish using only my clit." I can tell she likes when I use my words to turn her on and she wants to try too, she's just getting past her shyness.
"Fuck Bells, hearing you talk like that is getting me hard again." I groan into the skin between her breasts, licking along one to suckle on her nipple before grazing my teeth over it. Bella arches her back and pulls my hair harder.
I pay the same attention to her other side and then kiss my way down her flat stomach, across her hips and down to press my lips against the mark on her thigh, making Bella whimper.
I put that same leg over my shoulder and then run my tongue around her clit in tight circles. I think pleasuring me turned her on but my chin is still already getting wetter.
"Like this Bells?" I ask against her pussy, looking up at her. This is the hottest fucking thing I've ever seen. Bella above me, spread open for me, nipples taut and then when her lust filled eyes meet mine I can't help my own moan.
"Yes, god yes." She groans, still tugging my hair, hard.
I go back to licking her clit in those circles and switch it up and use the flat of my tongue, she liked that before. From the gyration of her hips she still does.
I move the hand I have on her hip up to her nipples, tweaking and rolling them as I suck her clit into my mouth, making Bella scream my name. Her hips push onto my face, my scalp hurting in a good way from her grasp and then she's cumming all over my face.
I move down to suck on her opening not missing a drop, replacing my mouth with my thumb on her clit, slowly bringing her down from her high.
I press one last kiss to her clit, her mark and then kiss my way back up her body until my tongue is in her mouth. She's limp in my arms but when she tastes herself in our kiss she sucks on my tongue and moans.
"Wow Jake." Bella says sounding half asleep again.
"I love making you feel good. Just like you make me feel." I tell her, holding her face and looking into her eyes trying to portray my honest feelings.
She finally gives me a Bella smile and a kiss on the cheek, taking what I said to heart.
We wash up and actually make it to the kitchen before lunch, but not by much. I take my sheet back to my room and make the bed while Bella starts brunch. She's wearing some clothes Emily leant her, yoga pants or some shit and one of my post phase shirts, knotted by her bellybutton so it's not a dress.
Billy texted me earlier checking in and letting me know he was getting dropped off with Charlie and they'll come here together for dinner.
The Pack was going on and on in our group chat about clean up today but they had it covered and told me to stay home. These opportunities will be rare so I'm not saying a word and instead will be gluing myself to Bella until school is back in. Even then.
I throw on a shirt since Charlie will be here later and go back to Bella, I can feel a pull to her when she's not touching me. This will take time to get used to.
It also means I can start work on my surprise for Bella again….
I wrap my arms around her waist from behind, kissing the back of her neck where it's bare, her damp hair on top of her head.
"What you making Bells?" I ask, resting my head on her shoulder. Man she's small.
"Mmm. Oh right, french toast, eggs and bacon." She's pushing back against me, trying to get closer, and I don't even think she realizes it.
"Sounds perfect, thank you." I kiss her one more time then I start the coffee and lay out plates and cutlery.
We dig in right away, we worked up appetites from last night to this morning. "Our dad are coming here later on for dinner. What should we tell yours?" I ask once I stop eating long enough to breathe.
"I don't think we should tell Charlie anything, yet. There's a reason he lets me come here all the time, because he thinks we're just friends. If he knows we're together, it'll be hard to see each other alone." She looks at me pointedly, making sure I know she's telling me we won't have nights like last night.
Not that sex is everything but I know Charlie, we'll be celibate till graduation.
I sigh, I want to tell the world Bella is finally my girlfriend, but I know she's right. "We won't tell him then. My dad is cool, he just told me to be safe yesterday." I laugh into my food.
Bella's fork clatters to the table. "He what?! Jacob, you didn't tell me!" Her face is pink now.
"Bells, we were a little busy up until about 45 minutes ago. And it's fine, at least he'll let us be here together." I tell her calmly, rubbing circles into her palm.
She's loses some embarrassment and fire behind her eyes and nods at me before finishing her breakfast.
We spend the day on the beach and walking through the forest. I want her to actually take in her surroundings and known La Push like the back of her hand. This will be her new home.
We go shopping in Forks for food for me and Billy and then head back to mine to start on dinner. It took every ounce of willpower I have to not touch her when we were at the grocery store and even more to not take her to my bed when we got home. I can tell she's still tender and I know she needs a break.
We also have no idea what time exactly our dads will be here but fuck, it is so damn hard to keep it in my pants. We're still all over each other, some part of me is always touching her and vice versa and I can't stop kissing her. This all feels like a dream and I don't want to wake up.
Bella leaves on Emily's clothes and packs her clean ones away in her truck, we forgot to stop at her house to let her change and wearing the same outfit as yesterday won't look good.
I hear the cruiser pull up and put distance between Bella and I after a quick kiss to her mouth. The TV had been on one of Billy's sports channels for a while now and I pretend to be watching from the doorway to the living room.
They come in a couple of minutes later, laughing and talking. "Hey kids!" Charlie's bellows, beelining for Bella as soon as my dad is settled at the table.
"Hey dad." She responds warmly, hugging him tight. Charlie has never been happier than when Bella is living in Forks.
"You two make it through the storm alright?" He asks us, my dad eyeing me and Bella like a tennis match, a shit eating grin on his face.
"Yeah we're good, had some close calls but no damage." I say, trying to sound bored. Meanwhile Bella's heart rate picks up, her face flushing slightly. From this angle I can see how exposed her neck is and so are the hickeys I gave her.
"That's good to hear. Forks is in one piece as well, thankfully." Charlie says as he heads to the fridge to grab beers for him and my dad.
I go over to Bella, pretending to taste the spaghettini sauce she's simmering and whisper for only her ears, "go take your hair down."
She looks up at me confused and as I stare at her neck her eyes go wide and she excuses herself. Close call.
My dad mutters to me, Charlie in the living room now watching the game, "rookie mistake, he'll figure you guys out in days if you don't watch out." He laughs then wheels himself to join his friend.
I groan, hanging my head in my hands he's right, and the only thing scarier than the supernatural is your girlfriend's shotgun wielding, police chief dad.