FUCKING HELL WHAT IS 2020?!

Hi. Yeah. still alive. Alma's done. Got some one-shots done. People seem to like HP/Bloodborne so if i can get my focus together then i'll make at least one for each Task. Not sure about the Ball. never been dancing.

KH WILL BE DONE.

Look my head's blarged as fuck my focus is shot my fingers regularly start aching (i probably need a new keyboard honestly) and my mind envisions things that it cannot easily describe with words anymore but i WILL FINISH IT. Too many loose-ends not to. and it's gonna be done PROPERLY DAMMIT.

Expect feelz. All of them.

Also i'm gonna just...half-spoil something now: i came up with the final few chapters of this fic, LONG BEFORE KH3 WAS EVEN UNDERWAY.

ANYWAY.

Wear a mask, wash your hands, punch nazis, ACAB.

YT: Nobody Important, i stream sometimes, i say stupid shit all the time. come say hi.

Twit: VoidWalkerZero, mostly RT half-naked anime chicks and funny shit along with serious crap once in a while. so, it's entirely my personality.

P-Pal's under the (dot)me of vaultofmea.

or as i like to call it, my "FundingFriend". get it? i know i suck.

But if you like the shit i do and want to kinda push my stupid ass to get in goddamn gear (FIVE YEARS! Holy shit i NEED to finish this damn story!), hit up that wacky link analogue, smack me with cash. Help a (FURKING STILL JOBLESS FUCKING FUCK COVID) angry depressed 31 year old black man out if you want.

and remember: "The Blood of the Covenant is thicker than the Water of the Womb."

"When your enemies defy you, you must serve them Steel and Fire. But when they go to their knees, however, they should be helped back to their feet. Otherwise, no one will ever bend the knee, to you." - Yung Warrior: State of the Meta, Chapter 45.

This fucking line right here, puts into words, how i've felt about people in accord to myself, for the last...what...20? a King, a Ruler, a Leader, must walk that line between ferocity and kindness. Give people a chance to be better, to evolve, to grow. But if they refuse, cut them down without mercy, for their sake. Because if you dont at least try to let someone make amends (within reason) then who would want to give you the same?

We now return you to your regular Profile.

Alright, i posted a story that involves a sphinx giving a riddle. now, i've asked this riddle to over seventeen different people in real life. I thought this riddle up myself. i'm going to put it here, to see if anyone can guess what the answer is. anyone whose already guessed (you all know who you are) cant participate, because in technicalities, going by the "rules" of how this is set up, since this is MY sphinx asking this question, you're dead.

you're walking through the desert sands of egypt, seeking entrance to one of the many pyramids. you find your way blocked by an unusual creature. your memory logs it as a Sphinx. It bids you answer its riddle correctly, or face certain death. you choose to hear the riddle. it bids you such:

“I am one without beginning nor end. Forever I flow forward, though many seek to reverse me. I twist and turn, ever moving, ever branching, but never stopping. All feel my presence and many seek to fight against it. I am the ender of worlds, the beginning of life, and the one thing that not even the Gods can control with ease. What am I?”

message me your response in a PM. and yes, the little blurb before the riddle IS important.

OVER 70 PEOPLE HAVE TRIED AND FAILED. THAT'S 70 CORPSES SITTING IN FRONT OF MY TOMB. GOOD JOB LEN!

Hey. a 4 year old girl got this riddle right. a bloody FOUR year old. come on people. y'all gettin beat by a kid barely older than a toddler.

OI! PAY ATTENTION!

Alright mates, i came up with another riddle.

"I begin with the end of the written word. I arrive first, yet I am the last to remain. Whatever you put into me will not change, yet take me from any and the result will stay the same. For some, my presence is a welcome respite, for others, a damnation of effort. One needs me to exist, yet thousands have me to spare. Should you look into the mirror, you will find that I will always be there."

Same deal as with the Sphinx's Riddle, PM me your answers.

ALRIGHT LISTEN UP!

Nah dunworry it's nothing bad.

Ok, so, years ago, i read this really interesting as hell Harry Potter fic that involved him basically breaking the "rules" of magic. I cant remember most of the plot but one of the big things about it was that because of his upbringing, and technically assisted by his lack of studying, Harry basically was able to "will" things to happen. His spells and magic was powered by his belief, in a sense. Ultimately this culminated in a few people (i think McG, Hermione, Ginny and a couple others) discovering what goes on with him, and slowly setting things up so he basically does "impossible" stuff, without realizing it.

i know this aint the best description but it's really been years, and bloody hell i cant remember the name of the title. SO If this sounds familiar to anyone, PM me the title of that story (or at least the potential title of it) so i can hunt it down cause fuck if i remember what setting it was under. i know it was an older fic, probably around 08-10 or so, possibly earlier. And if the author of said story reads this, you know what to do.

Also, i've begun making my own music. i'm still getting used to things, and i'm not the best at it. From this point on, there will be cues for certain songs. I'm building a compilation of all of them, but what i've created so far can be found here:

http:///users/ZeroShinzaki

enjoy. these are the things that come out of my head.

this is a quote from an author on this site: muggledad. he wrote this at the end of his first chapter of Partners, and it struck a chord in me: "Looking at my own life, it seems like it’s all about relationships. My relationship with my wife, my kids, my boss, my co-workers, and so on. Within the context of these relationships, my life happens." These are words that i've been trying to come up with every time i get into an arguement about my life with someone. muggledad has managed to put into words, what i've been feeling since the day i finally understood myself.