A/N: I am deeply sorry everyone. I was gone for very long once again. I got sick and didn't work for a few days so I was occupied with work lately that I barely had time to breathe. Sigh. I want to go on a vacation and stay in a place near the shore so I could watch the sea every day. After the pandemic, I hope I can.

I'm also looking for home-based work since it's too exhausting to go out these days. I want to shift in work that can be done at home. Especially since new covid variants keep popping out of nowhere. I hope you are all still fighting. Let's do our best to survive this dilemma. Keep fighting everyone! I pray for your safety and wellness.

As promised, I will not stop writing this. Let's keep fighting till we could continue this to Jealousy. I'll just have to ask for everyone's patience and support since I'm not sure of when I'll be uploading next chapters. But as long as I could write one or two, I'll definitely upload it. Love you all!

Lady Yori: Go on with the punch. Lol. Yep. It kinda took a long time before I could finally insert their story. It's kinda hard to right Agon since there's so little detail about him but I'll try anyway. I want to let him experience something that will set him straight. Lol. And yep, my self-image of her is also like Maria. There was little detail about Maria though. I nearly made Agon X Maria but I recalled she was for Reiji Maruko so I stopped myself. Haha. Hope you're still in this.

V: I also like the new nick name. That's karma into play. Lol. Saya doesn't know yet about their living condition. I'm planning to add it later. And I've got some plans with Saya so Agon better prepare. Lol.

GreenChariot221: Yep. It's kinda funny. I know Agon is observant but he ignores what he doesn't care about. And banzai for more HiruMamo sexy scenes. Look forward to the next chapters. And Mamori is indeed deeply entangled with the Saya-Agon issue. She'll have a major role to play. I'm not so sure about asking Hiruma for help though. With Agon being such a prideful human being, I doubt he'll ask another male. Even if he does surely it won't be in an obvious way. Thanks for checking in btw. I will also update Gay Hiruma the day I post this. And yeah, I feel you. It was like that in my country as well. That's why I'm planning to quit my current work and look for online and home-based jobs. It is indeed really getting really stressful. I've gained weight from stress. I'm the type to pour my stress in eating. Try to do some fun and rejuvenating things. A morning jog or walk might help. Breathe some fresh air. If you are near the sea or a mountain, maybe pay it a visit. Nature helps. Hiking or going to the beach always de-stresses me. If you can't go out, try some feel-good foods like ice cream or pizza or chocolate. Or maybe reading your favourite stories and some HiruMamo. Keke. Keep safe and stay healthy. Let's survive this ordeal together! Fighting!

Chapter 57: Understanding

Mamori couldn't be more embarassed. She had done her best to act like there was nothing wrong but the keenly observant ones in the team noticed anyway. How could they even notice something like that? She thought she was walking perfectly normal.

She couldn't deny though that she was still sore but she was sure that she didn't make any suspicious facial expression or whatsoever as she walked. And because of Agon, all the first string players probably understood that she's not a virgin anymore. Not that it would change how they see her, but the fact that they knew who her partner was, was what was embarassing. And what's with Hiruma just grinning like that? He didn't even help her out. He wasn't even really trying to hide it. It was like he rather preferred that everyone knew.

She had denied since her high school days that there was something going on between her and Hiruma. She had denied it to her parents, friends, classmates, teammates, and even the local media. It was easy to say it before because she knew it was a fact. They were not dating before. But now that they do, and finally did what couples do, she's not so sure she could just brush off the questions.

It would probably be rude to Hiruma to deny that they are dating; but should they reveal they are in a relationship now? Everyone already thought that they were dating anyway. Revealing it now would probably only cause confusion since most believe they were already dating before going to Saikyoudai. Mamori sighed. There was no point then. She just had to explain it to those who would ask.

When she went to her first class that day, she sighed in relief that no one noticed. Except Saya maybe; she had been eyeing her the whole day. Saya dragged her back in the classroom after their last class, and waited after everyone left before she finally spoke.

"Mamori-chan, something feels different about you. Did something happen?"

"Eh? No. I don't think so," Mamori acted as casual as she could. But Saya walk around her. She even sniffed her hair and clothes.

"You smell like Hiruma-san."

"He drove me to school."

"But you never smelled like him this strongly. It's weird. You have been smelling more and more of him these past weeks. And now, you seem different somehow."

"Eh? I'm the same as usual." Mamori recalled that she and Hiruma kissed and hugged this morning. When she got out of her room after changing, he suddenly attacked her with kisses that they ended up making out. She had a hard time convincing him they had to go or they would be late. Maybe the smell of his clothes rubbed off on hers and that's what Saya was going on about. What's with her keen sense of smell anyway?

"There's something you're not telling me," Saya pouted.

Mamori looked away. She has no choice but to tell Saya now. For some reason, Saya looked really angry. She recalled how Ako and Sara acted. Of course Saya would feel bad if she wouldn't tell her the truth. She looked around the room, only the two of them were left. No one was out in the hallway as well. "Uhm, actually Hiruma-kun and I started dating." She watched Saya's reaction. She was wide-eyed at first and bit her lip. She inhaled deeply before finally smiling at her.

"I see. Good for you, ne? Congratulations on finally dating the one you like! Let's go and celebrate!"

"T-thanks. But there's still practice."

"We have two hours before that. Let's go on that cafe you wanted to try. I need you to tell me the details," Saya grinned at her.

"The details?" Mamori sweatdropped. They went for snacks at the cafe, choosing a table far from others. Saya drilled her for details until Mamori had no choice but to spill the beans.

After practice, they headed home together as usual. But upon entering Hiruma's car, Mamori blushed the moment their eyes met. They stared at each other's eyes for a few seconds before she looked down and settled herself on the passenger seat. They were alone together and it somehow made her nervous and kind of embarrassed. Their activity the previous day was still fresh on her memory.

It was painful when he inserted his member inside her. That was a given, of course. She had expected it to hurt. It was because she was so scared of the "excruciating pain" that she didn't want to have sex sooner or later. But when she experienced it, she realized it wasn't excruciating at all. She was just too scared.

Yes it hurt like hell but it felt good soon enough. Moreover, the mere thought that they were connected together for the first time made her happy. It still hurt even as he moved inside her, but it was so pleasurable as well that she didn't mind the pain. Until she forgot all about it and the pleasurable sensation built up until she reached her peak. It was an orgasm unlike the ones she had had before when it was just his fingers. The feeling, the satisfaction, and even the exhaustion that came after. It was a whole new level. She loved it so much, especially when Hiruma kissed her after they came.

Hiruma lay beside her after that. They were both sweating and panting. She fell asleep shortly after that. Who knew sex would be so exhausting? They just did it once and she was already spent. How come she kept on hearing people doing it for a whole night?

When she woke up, it was already dark. She blushed as she realized that he was hugging her and her right hand was also around his waist. No wonder it felt so warm. Somehow, waking up like that made her happy. There was a sense of belongingness and safety. And the feeling of his warmth against her body seemed to reach the deep recesses of her heart. It made her wonder how she could feel this comfortable with someone. She never thought she would expose herself like this to anybody.

"Finally awake?" his voice shook her out of her thoughts.

Mamori turned red. She had been staring at him the whole time and he was actually awake? She turned around in embarrassment but he hugged her tighter, pressing their bodies together and kissed her shoulder. That sent shivers all over her body and she could tell that it made him smile.

"You okay?"

"Y-yes." She knew she had to reply before he checks her himself.

"So . . ."

"So?" she blinked. He seemed to be pondering whether to continue or not.

"How was it for you?"

"…"

Mamori turned even redder. How could he ask that question?! He knew full well that she liked it. She loved it rather. She was a moaning mess just hours ago not at all able to hide her enjoyment. That was why she was so embarrassed right now. And he had the nerve to ask how it was for her! He just loves embarrassing her doesn't he?!

"Reminiscing already? Shall we get right to it?" Hiruma grinned at Mamori. She was blushing madly and it was awkwardly silent in the car for the first time in a while because of that. He just had to break it.

"What are you talking about? I'm not!" Mamori instantly denied. She reminded herself to be careful around this guy since it seems like he was capable of reading her mind. He grinned at her before finally starting the car. Knowing that he would just keep on teasing her, she pretended to sleep.

Hiruma glanced at her and smiled. He was looking forward to tonight. He has all night to make her blush so he let her off the hook. Knowing that she's willing to do it with him now, honestly made him so happy. And it made his life so much easier. No more lonely nights of masturbating on and on. He could lust for her freely now. And he would. He would make her feel just how much she makes him crazy.

He was good at hiding it, but there had been countless times that she had suddenly turned him on and he had to hold it in until he was alone in his room or in the bath. He despised masturbating so much when she's home but he couldn't help it. And the feeling of her when they finally did it, once again, betrayed all his expectations. She was so much more. She felt so much better than anything he had imagined. It was so intense. He was sure he did his best not to wreck her first time, but he lost himself in the middle of it all. She was just too delicious. Too engaging. And her moans and facial expressions were just too much that he might have gone a bit too far just to get more of it.

He could still recall how nervous he was as he waited for her to wake up. He had gone and showered and went back to bed to cuddle her. He was well aware that most women tend to hate it when the guy just vanishes after sex. And he wasn't an idiot. He would cuddle her as much as she wanted. And it actually felt good for him too. He had been longing for this for so long and he would indulge himself. He actually enjoyed just holding her like that; listening to her breathing and feeling the warmth of her body. The fact that she hugged him back even in her sleep made him smile. But the thought that when she wakes up, everything might change, scared him so much.

Hiruma was actually nervous when he asked her the question. He was already a bundle of nerves even before she woke up, and when she finally did; it took so much of him to pretend like he wasn't. And when he was met with silence when he asked, he grew tense. He'd rather not ask actually. But his pleasure-sated mind while they were in-the-act might not be functioning well and he could have misinterpreted things. So he wanted to know. Did she really enjoy it? Or was it just him?

When she turned her back to him upon realizing he was awake, he thought she was just embarrassed. He was actually relieved that she couldn't see his eyes or she'll know just how nervous he was. But when she just turned silent and motionless when he asked that question, he tensed. A lot of scenarios were already playing in his mind. Did he fuck it up? Sure she's blushing and all but she's also like that when she's angry. And was it his imagination or he could actually feel anger oozing from her?

This was exactly why he was trying to distance himself from her when he returned. He missed her so much that he might not be able to control himself, so he thought he shouldn't do anything until he was sure he was stable. But when she said she wanted to do it, the dam just broke loose. He couldn't hold it in anymore and so he let his emotions and desires get the better of him. Damn it! He knew he should have held back more. Damn his raging hormones.

A minute passed. She hadn't said a single word and she was holding her breath. He was almost sure he fucked it up. "Did it hurt that much?" he tried asking another way. He knew they needed to be in the same page if they want this relationship to work.

"Eh? No. I thought it would be excruciating but it wasn't," she finally replied.

"Excruciating?! Isn't that a bit too much?" Just what was she expecting? Well, at least now he knew he didn't hurt her unnecessarily.

"Datte, I read that women might not enjoy it all the first time due to the pain. So I thought that maybe it was unbearable but I have to face it anyway. But it wasn't like that at all," she continued with a light laugh, like she was laughing at herself for getting intimidated.

"How was it then?" He pursued the matter. And there came the long pause.

"Mou, why do you have to keep asking that? You already know the answer."

"I don't know anything. Who knows if I was just enjoying myself," he emphasized and turned her around to face him. "So enlighten me," he demanded an answer looking straight into her eyes. She must have noticed that he was actually nervous and she seemed to come at a resolution. She understood what he meant now.

"It really hurt. It hurt so much. I still can't believe something that . . . t-that huge . . ." she turned red and covered her face before continuing. "T-that thing actually fit inside me. It was so painful," she said and Hiruma blinked repeatedly. He fucked up! "But . . . it also felt good," she continued rather shyly. And he couldn't help himself from kissing her. She's really mean too, isn't she?

"So you did enjoy it?"

"I just said that I did, didn't I? Mou."

"I just wanted to be sure."

"I did, okay. It felt so good; like nothing I've ever felt before," she kissed him on the cheek and it worked like magic, dispelling his anxiety. "How about you? It's unfair that you're making me say these things."

"It was mind-blowing. Exhilirating. No. It was HEAVEN. We should do it often!" he beamed at her with a kiss on the lips and it only embarrassed her more. "You're so appetizing that I want a daily meal."

"Daily?" her eyes grew wide.

"Of course! I need to make sure your body gets used to my size. You're so tight that it hurt a bit for me too. It will keep hurting for you if we drag it on. I already tried stretching you up a bit with my fingers but it's still not enough. I'll make sure your insides will take my shape." And she stared at him for being so obscene. He simply loved the attention.

They ate dinner after that and went on about their business. But when they were about to sleep, they couldn't help but do it again.

Hiruma threw her another glance. She was acing her sleeping act. They'd be home soon and he can't wait for what comes after dinner. He was already thinking of what position would be more comfortable for her. Or so he thought. But while Mamori was preparing dinner when they got home, she realized her period just started. And so Hiruma had to resort to masturbating again.

A/N: I'm regretting writing this post-sex scenario a bit. But I already wrote it so I'll post it. Haha. Hope you like it. Kekeke.