So, I currently have a few more chapters of the original generation left (I have a few post-Leshawna already written), and I am definitely looking forward to get to the second and third generation casts, since I get to have more fun with them, since they have less time, and less interactions, so I could be imaginative with them. Thank you all for the continued support.
The slimmer, but still curvaceous Leshawna walked into the studio, and didn't let the tight confinements of the building get in the way of her natural puff, as she strolled through the building with confidence. She soon saw the room, and put on a smile for everyone, "Hey y'all. It feels so weird, but fulfilling to be back here. Give Leshawna some love." She hugged each of the camera production crew, before reaching out for Josh.
"Leshawna, it's nice to see you, and I know you're gonna spill the tea," Josh grinned, as he ushered them to their seats. "Your hair, I'm shocked at the volume and height. I haven't seen it like this since early on in the second season."
She got tense from his suggestions, "If you're gonna make some smart, or racist comment about my hair, I will walk out of this place right now. I put up with TOO MUCH of that shit on the show, and in my real life, and I REFUSE to do it as a GROWN ASS WOMAN. GOT IT!"
Josh squirmed on his chair, and started easing himself, "No, no no. I didn't mean it like that. The natural look works well for you." Once he saw her start to smile, he wanted to get things started, "I am sure your people told you the drill already, and sorry I have to start it rough, but Alejandro is first. How were things like regarding him in your eyes?"
Leshawna was given his picture, and she instantly ripped it up, "He's lucky he caught me during a time where I was pissed off at Harold. A lot of people were skeptical about his casting, since he seemed like a Justin clone, but if he was going to be like Justin, who I have gotten to know in real life at the time, than he wouldn't be bad. A part of me wanted to make Harold jealous by flirting with him, so I was being petty on that part, I own it. Now that I come to think about it,... TYLER told Alejandro about some of the stuff I can do in the bedroom... and he used that as a vulnerability of mine. Holy fuck, he's even more gross than I thought... I am shocked it took me THIS LONG to put 1 and 1 together. He preyed on the weak, and... I definitely was not my strongest the time. Alejandro ate and fingered me out, and he... did it in the EXACT SAME WAY TYLER DID."
"OOOOOOOHHHHHHHH; THAT'S WAY TOO JUICY. NO ONE even mentioned that," Josh screamed, as he couldn't hide the smirk on his face. "I'm gonna put a pin on that. Anyways, a... plot against him was mentioned throughout the interviews so far, which you, Bridgette, and Harold took part of after you were all booted, and while the season was still filming, you all contacted his brother."
"I was not the catalyst in that, but I had no issue with it either. He talked smack about all of us personally, and I didn't realize all of the grimy stuff he did to Bridgette until after I was booted. He started talking personally about me after I was booted, and also made racist, sexist, and libelous comments about me, and SEVERAL others with his girlfriend. The show just got so scripted with his arrival, the information he was allowed to have, and the protection he was given. When we were on the yacht, he made fun of my weight, made fun of my genitals, dancing, singing, and what I was trying to do for my community. He mocked me by giving me a diet plan, and things just popped off from there, and I was stopped by the Drama Brothers from fighting him, as they took care of it. I made some comments about him while watching "All-Stars", and he SNAPPED. He exposed himself for being a racist just like his girlfriend. His family told all of us, and the general public that he's a disgrace to the latin community, and I honestly agree. He has done his VERY BEST to sabotage almost every business arrangement I have had for a decade, and he's done that to MOST of the original cast, so it's fuck him for life."
He grabbed the next picture, "Alright. We're going to move onto the next person Beth. What are your thoughts on her? I've heard some stuff about some turbulence with her over the years."
All she could do was sigh, before she started to somewhat laugh, "Beth is... a trip, and she knows it too. I always felt bad for her on the first season, since it was clear that Heather was using her insecurities against her, and Lindsay at the time was a big coward. She would give her all to these girls, but never got the same respect back from either of them. I would talk to her, and give her advice on how to stand up from herself, and she didn't listen at first, but... I noticed that she started picking up on things. Beth is a VERY good listener, and she picks up on everything, even stuff that seems nonsensical to everyone else. When I saw her defend herself against Heather, I was proud, and started to enjoy her company. It's a shame production pulled the stunt that they did, and she was gone so soon after, but you have to remember that it's a show now."
"You were a motherly figure to Beth, as we've covered, but then you started making fun of her looks, and her claims that she had a boyfriend. That was VERY hypocritical from someone who claimed to be everyone's friend, and a mama bar. What is up with that?"
Leshawna instantly interjected, "Woah woah woah. I didn't believe her because she was flirting HARDCORE with Justin, and made it known to EVERYONE. I had to hear her lust about Justin every single night, and talk about all of the things she wanted to do to him. She told me about some of the things she DID do to him, so randomly bringing up a boyfriend just seemed another way for her to get attention. I started to notice, along with others, that Beth would do anything for attention, and would lie to get it. SO I CALLED HER OUT for it, and I think she got resentful that I thought she was doing this to get back at Justin, so she called me out with the video. It was shocking how quickly we made up, and were close by the time I left. Justin and Harold's drama got in the way for a bit, and I was kind of annoyed that she dated Harold, so we did argue about that, but it was mainly Harold I was mad at, since HE AND I had an agreement, not her. We hung out A LOT after I was booted from "World Tour", and we've been good ever since. I have had to kind of walk away when her and Justin got into their drama, since they like bringing Harold and I into it, but Beth has grown into her own person."
"Now it's time to move onto the blonde surfer babe Bridgette," he moved on, handing her a picture, which made her smile. "So, you two seemingly got close during the second half of "Island" after the merge, but it seemed like the two of you targeted one another, and then were both made into Alejandro's pawns during both of your final seasons on the show. How do you feel about her?"
"Bridgette intrigued me from the beginning. People say this about people all the time, about "it factor", but Bridgette LEGITIMATELY has IT FACTOR. All of the girls either envied, or wanted to be friends with her, and all of the guys wanted to be with her, or be friends with her. She just had this radiant energy that makes you smile, and gives off a warmth that you can't manufacture. She was so understanding and empathetic about my life journey, and I learned that she had a pretty rough upbringing as well, and still had a positive energy, so that was something that I related to. Of course when the teams merged, I wanted her to make her own decision about whether to go with Gwen and I, or Heather and Lindsay, but gave her all of the information she needed to know. The three of us were inseparable ever since, and we really became close out there. We did a bunch of pranks on everyone else, and would have these sleepovers every night."
Josh wanted to move on, "So what did you think about her elimination? And seeing her become Geoff's #2 on the second season, and in the real world must have been tough to watch. Did you think that she threw Gwen under the bus?"
Leshawna flicked her lip as she tried to get her thoughts together before responding, "I thought the vote didn't make sense, but it was later confirmed that the producers convinced Heather to not vote for Owen, since he wasn't going home anyways, so you kind of just add things up. While it sucked seeing her leave, she needed to have her skunk smell taken care of, and it caused Geoff to get out of Duncan's ass finally. I was really happy seeing her and Geoff get together, and I do think they're the strongest couple from the show, but because they were kept apart throughout the season, they became too codependent and rushed things in the second season. What I found odd was that they decided to throw burn votes on me, which they told me about. After that, I didn't have an issue with voting them out, and it was for the better anyways. I didn't have much thoughts on Gwen and Bridgette going at it, since I wasn't there, and it ended well before I showed up. And by the time it aired, it had been like a year after it happened. We did not see one another often at all once we went back home, though I was making plans to buy a house in the Vancouver area, so she helped me with that."
"So "World Tour" starts, and the two of you are put on the worst team ever; Team Victory. You all have a losing streak, and you both have early eliminations, while not seeming close during your short time on the season. How was your friendship like during that time, and after the show?"
All she did was let out a sigh from her mouth, "Chile, that short time on that season was the worst EVER. Bridgette and I DID have some tension due to all of that, dealing with being on a losing streak, and it being VERY CLEAR that the producers were trying to get us all out. We did hash a few words, but then we made up. I knew she had issues with Geoff, but I didn't know how serious it was, so I found it odd that she was flirting with Alejandro, and apparently she felt the same way about me. I had no idea what happened with the pole thing, but I knew that she was losing it, and she needed to go. I knew how much she wanted to prove herself as an individual player, but she was losing her mind. I remember showing up to the Aftermaths behind her, and she still was not... well. I learned that she tried to... off herself, and I just wanted to be there for her. Nothing else mattered, and we had a lot of fun for the next few weeks, as we hung out with Beth, Katie, Sadie, and Lindsay when she arrived. I officially moved hear them after the season, and when the spinoff happened, I went to Australia with her, and planned the event with her and Jasmine. Bridgette found her calling during the end of the third season with being a veterinarian, and while I became big with my hostings, podcasts, and channel, I would help her out, and she would help me out. Bridgette really had to teach me how to meditate, and how to find peace. Every few months, she tries to get me to go on a vegan diet, and it works for a while, but I can't stay on it for too long. One of my best friends from the entire show."
Josh wanted to move on, "So I know Cody and Harold are not only groupmates, but are good friends. I don't remember either one of you interacting like that on the show, so I have no idea what your feelings or opinions are about him."
"There wasn't much. I remember him trying to hit on Lindsay, Bridgette and I on the very first day, and I just... politely shushed him. He's like that 12 year old who just got puberty, and just found out that dicks get hard, so he's sprung over everything. He was solid enough during the first season, and I didn't get to speak to hum much until after the show. Him and Beth were always hanging out in the first season, and he also tried with me to get her to get out of Heather's ass. We hung out after "World Tour", and found him to be very likable, but that was when he was dating Sierra, and was I had to put him on blast for some of her behavior against Gwen and I. And then once he got rid of her, I noticed he then became very angry with Trent and Gwen, so I had him at arms reach. I know Harold is having him be a huge part of the wedding planning, so we have been in closer communication."
He went to grab the picture of the C.I.T. to hand to her, "I was shocked, and confused to hear that you and Courtney were friends in the first season, though it was clear by the second season that the two of you hated one another's guts. Can you clear things up for me?"
All she could do was sigh dramatically, "Courtney, Courtney, Courtney. I think when she is relaxed, and willing to get to know others, she can be really fun. We saw this in the military challenge in the first season, and she confided to me about Bunny, and a lot of things through the season. I think she felt like she was the "token" on the team, so she felt like I could be someone that was trusted. I did feel bad for her when she was booted on the show, and she admitted to me before about liking Duncan, and I told her to be wary. Now that I recall, she was harassing me about the letters, but wouldn't tell me anything about who it was. I think she knew it was Harold, but used it against me. We were both unfairly eliminated, and she was RANTING LIKE A LUNATIC. I did speak to Harold about that, but... how she handled everything turned me off from her. Whenever I would suggest that she moved on, she would rant and rave at me. So when we were arguing during "Action", THAT was the base of it, especially when she tried to overtake the second season. She started acting more and more like Duncan, who I already think is a toxic trick. I just could not rock with her anymore."
"While I was interviewing Courtney, she mentioned something about a breakdown she had during the yacht about Alejandro and Heather, that you witnessed her having. She also said that you wanted her to make up with Gwen. What is your side about this?"
She looked at the picture again, and had a sorrow look on her face, "After a while, I just felt really bad for her. I remember watching my boot episode on the first season, and she was shocked that she wasn't popular, meaning that she was probably popular in her every day life. By the third season, she was cheated on by her boyfriend, had someone she saw as a friend betray her, and to be seen as the aggressor and the evil one in the situation by the entire cast at that point. It was annoying that Duncan got off with no flack, and I was not pleased with Gwen at the time. I saw her fall down a flight of stairs, and Bridgette was there too. She mentioned about hearing Alejandro confide about still loving Heather, and how he just used her for entertainment, and to have some bills paid. That was low, even for Alejandro. She said that it felt like how we were in "Island" once again, and I did advise Gwen to make up with her before "All-Stars". She hasn't remained in touch with anyone from the show, but we did have some good times at Bridgette and Geoff's wedding. I will say that Courtney grew up."
Josh went to hand her the next picture, "It's interesting how jarring Courtney is with some people, as I go through these interviews. Anyways what are your thoughts on DJ? They must not be good after the whole mess on Team Victory. Did you ever sleep with him, like most of your friends have?"
Leshawna's eyes widened, "Honestly... no I've never slept with him. The opportunity just never presented itself, and it's weird, since he is attractive and a good person. Well Harold is enough for me nowadays anyways. DJ and I always got along, and I remember giving him dabs on the first episode. We talked about being back home, and making fun of how everyone was so unseasoned all the time, but then... I noticed that he was up Duncan and Geoff's asses, and I didn't like how they were bullying Harold, and some of the other Killer Bass members, so I distanced myself from him. I also cursed him out for voting off Bridgette, since it was a cowardly thing to do. If Geoff stood up to Duncan, you should have done the same too. DJ was the person that kept the Screaming Gaffers together, and I really appreciated him for all of the advice he gave to me, about Harold, about not losing it on the show, about Gwen, so on and so forth. As soon as he quit, things went downhill."
"So you've never slept with him, and you both are a part of that Gidgette group... You did get very frustrated with him on "World Tour". Explain how things were like during that season."
"FRUSTRATING," Leshawna groaned. "Brother needed to CHILL THE HELL OUT. I know that there are some... mystical stuff in his area of Jamaica, but we weren't there, and he LITERALLY made up the curse in his head in Egypt. On the first episode with Harold and I, he was talking about how he was focusing on being his own person, not playing for his mom, and not letting anything get him down, or to quit. He just let me down in that season, and when we needed a strong teammate and friend, he wasn't reliable for ANYONE. I lost a lot of respect for him during that season, and especially with the producers wanting to protect him over everyone else on the team, there was some resentment there. We cleared things up once he arrived to the Aftermath lot. We are still good friends, and he has helped me a lot with promoting black businesses, especially with the stuff that has happened over the last year. He has done a few podcasts and videos with me, where we discussed being black in reality TV. DJ's a great person, and I'm glad he isn't a mama's boy anymore."
Josh just shook his head and laughed, as he saw Duncan's face, "You're going to LOVE this one. Duncan has told us about your... BLOSSIMG relationship over the years, and how you're the only person he kept in touch with."
Leshawna glared at him, "WHAT type of cocaine are you on? What type is HE on? Anyways, Duncan was awful from the beginning, and remains awful today. I didn't interact with him much in the first half of the season, but I didn't like how he treated others, and I didn't like how he would force DJ and Geoff to follow him around. It became clear TO ME that his dislike for me got larger as soon as I started kissing Harold, and as soon as I started befriending Bridgette. He started talking about my weight, and I would always leave him alone, based on what Courtney told me. But I just lost it on him. Every time where we would get along during that episode, he would say some slick shit that pissed me off. Actually working with him in "Action" was a NIGHTMARE. He mentioned some story about scaring a bunch of twelve year olds into seizures, and he continued picking on Harold for no reason, which pissed me off. I tried forming an alliance with him, since he's still better than Heather, and DJ was all over the place. I just didn't get why he was SO MAD at me about the spa lie, like he was more mad than everyone else. After I was finally let out of the cage, he BRAGGED about it for the rest of the time I was in the game. He made a lot of suspicious and borderline comments through the entire season, and even though I was finally able to align with him, I did not trust him anymore. He mentioned something about my hair too throughout the season, which pissed me off."
"So, Duncan told us that you played a HUGE part in his breakup with Gwen, as you continuously brought Trent around whenever they were over, and got them into contact with them. How was it like dealing with him in real life? Don't you think that was a bit too far, and a bit too invasive?"
All she could do was laugh, "I SURE THE HELL DID. When Gwen was booted from the third season, she told me that she missed Trent, and wanted to start communicating with him. She knew that I communicate with Harold, who communicates with Trent. We were obviously going to hang out after the season, and since she was dating Duncan, I had to deal with him too. What annoyed me about him is that he had NO ambition, and let Gwen do EVERYTHING. Clean the house, pay the bills, go grocery shopping, so on and so forth. I also lost a TREMENDOUS amount of respect for him, since he let Gwen take all of the flack for their cheating, when he was the one in the relationship. I did bring Trent around, and it riled him up. Duncan tried to start a bunch of fights with me over it, but he wasn't going to do shit. Gwen started inviting Trent around on her own, and I outright told her that she should dump Duncan. He was being emotionally abusive towards her, and made her suffer financially. He is NOT a good person, and I don't buy his rehabilitated image. He refused to speak to me at the wedding, and I had no problem with that."
Josh just shook his head, "So what do you think about Eva an Ezekiel? I don't remember you interacting much with either one of them."
"No. Eva was more uptight than the horrible weaves I wore back in the day. I didn't like her bullying and harassing Bridgette, which was a lot worse than what was shown, and she said some awful stuff about the women throughout the entire episode she returned. I remember she was making fun of my thighs and weight throughout the episode, so winning immunity over her was SO righteous. The only thing I remember about Ezekiel is that him and Harold had some sort of beef in between the second and third seasons, and he felt the need to drag me in it, so I had to tell him to stop with the poor appropriation of... everything. Everyone wanted Ezekiel to do well when season 3 came in, but the way the teams were assembled, he was isolated. I was good friends with Bridgette, Lindsay, DJ, and Harold already had a piece of my heart, with them having their own interactions. He just didn't have the time to form the bonds, so when we lost the first challenge, he was the obvious boot."
"So we're going to talk about Geoff. While apparently you two were friendly, I don't remember the two of you ever speaking much on the show, despite you both being booted consecutively on the first season. What was your journey with him like?"
Leshawna looked at the picture of the blond man, and raised her eyebrows, "I didn't care for him at first. He was so up Duncan's ass, to the point that he was asking "how high" before Duncan even told him to jump. I did not care for him harassing Harold, and some of the others, and he just seemed like one of those empty-shelled airheads. I turned around on him when I saw how him and Bridgette would go on these not-so-secret dates, and how he would defend her. Refusing to vote her off earned him a lot of respect points in my opinion, and I felt bad when Duncan ripped him a new one for that, and when he also made Geoff cry over DJ getting booted. Geoff got it WORSE than Harold did that entire season on that night, as well as the night they tied him up to the tree upside down. We got close during the final few episodes, and he confided in me a lot. I was SHOCKED and APPALLED with how he turned out in the "Aftermaths" after getting booted, but we fixed him up pretty quickly."
Josh wanted to get to the good stuff, "So when you were booted from "World Tour", it was right in the aftermath of the cheating stuff with Bridgette and Al. They made up in the first Aftermath, but were things still good between them by the time you showed up? And did you have a ménage a trois with Gidgette?"
"There was A LOT of tension when I arrived. They were working on getting back together, but they both overdosed and tried... harming themselves, so they were looked after by a suicide therapist for a while. He was also amping Harold up to remain pissed at me for a while with the whole Al thing, so Geoff and I had issues for about a week due to that. After we hashed it out, we had so much fun together. We would take everyone out on tourist dates, we would have a lot of fun double dates together, and we came up with a lot of plans to get back at Mildred. He's been a good friend after the show, and an even better neighbor. I did have some... good times in the sex dungeon of Gidgette back in the day, but it's over with now."
He went to give her the next picture, "So Gwen was your BFFFFF throughout the first two seasons of the show, which was definitely an odd combination, since the two of you have nothing in common. From the last we saw you two, you threw her under the bus, and threw a spoon at her, while getting her booted in "Action". What is your perspective on things?"
Leshawna ignored his attempts to stir the pot, "Gwen was someone who was closed off from the beginning, due to the events in her life. She is defensive, and someone who isolates herself from people, so she won't get hurt. I relate to that. The first interaction I remember having with her wasn't the most positive one. She pulled me aside to tell me that referring to everyone as "white girl", and "white boy" is problematic. At first, I didn't get it, but she explained it to me, and said that if the shoe was on the other foot, it wouldn't be right. I hadn't dealt with many white people, and I didn't want to intimidate people. I was wrong, apologized to her, and everyone else for that remark. After that, we just started talking more and more, getting to one one another personally, and it had nothing to do with the game. We were there to vent to one another, and kept it real with one another, which wasn't the case for many of the people with us. It took us until almost the middle of the season to realize that we needed to make allies. None of that went the way we wanted to for a while, but Heather could not get rid of us if her life depended on it. We pulled a bunch of pranks together, and she really opened my eyes to different perspectives in life."
"But you have to admit that there were moments that you jumped the gun in your friendship. Leading the charge to boot Gwen, and then booting her in "Action". Apparently Gwen even said to Courtney in later seasons that she was let down by you. What do you think about that?"
"I did blow it with the Trent thing, but I was trying to boot Heather. I misinterpreted Heather's dick sucking skills to the producers, but it is what it is. When it came to "Action", Gwen started questioning my relationship and interactions with Harold, and I didn't like it, especially since I knew she was telling Duncan information that I did not want him to know. She was allowing Duncan to harass Harold, and it pissed me off. She was also letting Trent set her off, and I was on her side with the breakdown of their relationship, but I did not like how she was latching onto Duncan, and even after Trent was booted, her behavior was just very odd. Gwen did tell me to vote her off, and it was best for her mental health, though it still hurt to do."
Josh wanted to push the needle more, "How did Gwen feel when you and Heather became friends. Did she see that it was a betrayal?"
She started getting tense from the memory, "I remember arriving to the Aftermath set, and Gwen pulled me aside to say that I was making a big mistake trusting her, and she was only latching onto me because she knew she was irrelevant in the season. I gave Heather a chance, and even during that time on the Aftermath sets, she was trying to turn Gwen and I against one another, so she was up to her tricks. Gwen was actually mad at me during this time, and we didn't spend a lot of time together after the season ended. When the one time the three of us hung out, it ended horribly. Once Gwen and I were locked up, she did the "I told you so" thing. We somewhat repaired our relationship, but she was up Courtney's ass from the little time I was on the third season, and we just were not gelling. I mean, I was very unfocused on that season, so I can't blame her for eventually giving up. We had a conversation after she was booted about Duncan and the backlash. I told her that I would support her when others are going at her, but I am not for the relationship. Things started going back to normal around the end of the third season."
"So we briefly touched upon this earlier, but how did you handle her and Duncan's relationship, and how did she feel about you getting closer to Trent, thus bringing him around," he asked, with a borderline grin on his face.
"Gwen told me before we even got back home after Season 3 that she wanted to get back in touch with Trent again. They had a nice conversation at the third aftermath, and she wanted my help to clear things up with them. I just continued doing that in real life, and it was a plus that Duncan got pissed. He quickly started emotionally abusing her, taking her money, and treating her like crap, so it was justified. I was defending her SO HARD to the point that she was yelling AT ME, and I told her that I will back off, but she made the biggest mistake of her life getting with the criminal. Once the show ended, we started bonding like we once did, and we went on a lot of double dates together. I remember taking her around on the last Drama Brothers tour, since she was so nervous, and didn't know what it was like to live on a bus for weeks on end. Gwen is still a good friend of mine, I see her very often, and she's helping me with my wedding. I am shocked she hasn't lost her head on me regarding my crazy plans yet."
Josh could not help but laugh, "Since we're saving the H-Bomb for last, we have to go right to Heather... THIS will be good, and while we know that you hate her, and she hates you, I want to hear your side of the story."
All Leshawna could do was shake her head, "Heather was an uptight bitch from the beginning, and all the way to the end. Even on the first day, she was ranting and raving to the producers about being stuck with all of these losers, and DEMANDED that she got privileges. Even while we were taking the group photo, she was complaining. When she got in the cabin, she was ranting and making fun of all of us. I heard her and Lindsay laughing at me while we were in the cabin, so when she complained, I just SNAPPED. We had our argument, and I thought everything was forgiven. She went on a HUGELY racist rant not only about me, but Courtney, Justin, Katie, DJ, and everyone else who wasn't white, and she was talking about how she was going to wash away her Asian features. Her and Alejandro both went out of their way to whitewash themselves. When Justin was booted, it was obvious that something fishy happened, since the votes never made sense. She would leave at the middle of the night, and brag about being a producer favorite, so everyone added things up. During the cooking challenge, she intentionally made me cut pineapples, and admitted that she wouldn't care if I dropped dead from my allergies because I ACCIDENTALLY shot her in the previous challenge. She also made an unaired dig about watermelons..."
"Yikes, that is horrendous. Heather made the claim that you decided to be Gwen's lapdog, and that was where most of her irritation with you came from. What is your response to this?"
She slowly started folding the picture into little pieces, "Of course she would say that, since she has no friends, and doesn't know what true friendship is. Supporting someone, and treating them with genuine respect, while also holding them accountable from the viewpoint of love is friendship. Heather would eat my stuff, though she made fun of my weight, and would toss my stuff everywhere. So when I would mess with the sewage system while she was showing, it was all good karma baby. I knew for a fact that she was targeting me at the merge, especially after the blowup between the girls, but she thought people would side with her ass over me. LMFAO. Some of the merge votes and eliminations continued to make no sense. The producers planted invincibility in her treasure chest after we all rallied the votes to boot her, she was allowed to get immunity with me in the next challenge, and then there was no vote outs for the next 2 episodes after that. I did call the producers out for rigging things in her favor, and I THINK that was my downfall in the game, since they convinced the eliminated campers to boot me over her. With the driving car to scare her thing, I do regret that."
Josh moved on, "Now it is time to talk about "Action". You got Gwen to choose her to be on the Screaming Gaffers, and the two of you continued to hate one another until her boot. What did you think about all of this?"
"I told Gwen to choose her because we could outwit the producers if they were planning some more bullshit. And plus, it would be fun to mess with her, especially about her having no hair. Because she had no hair, Heather started paying A LOT of attention to my hair. Whether it was weave, whether it was in an afro, so on and so forth. Of course she made some stupid ass comments about my hair, but what do you expect from a bigot. And I noticed that she was start to flirt with Harold behind the scenes, and he was even turned off after a certain point, so that REALLY pissed me off. She then used the spa thing to advance herself in the game, and wanted to rake me to the coals with, but I could understand that she was trying to stay in the game, so it's whatever. Leaving me in the vault was THE LAST straw. By the time I was leaving, I wanted to make peace with everyone, and to cut out drama from my life, so I thought that making up with Heather would be a good move."
"But I am confused with this. You have accused Heather of being a vile bigot, but you agreed to be friends with her by the time she was eliminated, and in the Aftermath after you joined her."
All she did was shake her head in embarrassment, "I will take FULL responsibility for that. I know I made my insensitive comments early on in the first season, and I thought Heather had grown by then. I wanted to give everyone a clean slate, but I started hanging out with Gwen in the Aftermaths, and Heather got mad at that. The blog war thing happened, and I told her that she was not right for that. She then invited Gwen and I to go to a concert, so we can all make amends. I told Gwen that maybe we should start fresh with us. She was a bitch from the moment we got to the concert, making all of these demands, and sent drug dealers on us. We rejected, she bought a bunch of drugs, planted it in Gwen and I's belongings, CALLED THE POLICE, and had us arrested. And then she HAD SEX with Harold, which was the final straw, and he MIGHT NOT have agreed to it."
"She said that Harold watched her sleep with Justin, and that she never slept with him."
"Harold and Justin BOTH admitted that Heather slept with Harold that night. I was over her by "World Tour" completely. She took my kindness for weakness several times, and she's really just a rotten bitch. Alejandro was flirting with me, and she was offended, since she didn't see why he would like a "fat bitch" like me. She made a lot of those comments, and would threaten to slap the fat off of me several times. I don't regret beating her up, but I regret jumping off, and screwing things up for my team. She was not worth the energy, and while I get that editing was not on my side, there was a reason why no one took her side. We got into several tweet battles afterwards, especially about Courtney's meltdown on the yacht, and me commenting on her elimination in "All-Stars". I am glad that she is out of my life."
To be continued...
