All the stories are also on AO3, same username, same titles

I am 19 years old, female nerd, I love everything supernatural, I always did. Even though I'm from Germany, you'll probably only find me writing fanfictions in English (because it's better than my German ahah...)

I'm a sarcastic and sassy mess.

I live with my boyfriend who somehow manages to put up with me. He says we both cook in this household, but really the only one who cooks is me. He maybe helps from time to time. I still love him.

I write fanfiction, I draw fanart, I cosplay characters, I edit videos, I craft things. Told you I was a nerd.

I am a social interaction disaster. If you meet me in person and it's my birthday, don't say 'happy birthday', because I will say 'you too'. If you're my delivery guy bringing food, don't say 'enjoy your meal', because I will say 'you too'. If you bump into me I will say 'thank you'.

Don't ask me for my age, because I will think for 3 seconds and then say the wrong age. Also don't ask for my name, because if I'm under pressure I will say 'I don't know'. And don't ask me which kind of movies I like, because I will say 'murder' instead of 'horror'.

And I will regret all of this right away, asking myself why I am such a cringe.

There's a chance I will not understand obvious references or why someone feels a certain way, but I'm nice I swear. I'm just special and not ready for social interaction and humanity. I don't know what to do in most situations.

But if you come up to me and ask for a picture of my cosplay, I will instantly strike a pose.

I am more of a writer than a reader, I will barely read any fanfictions due to lack of time. When I'm not busy with real life, I'm busy with writing, drawing and binge-watching, so I have literally NO time.

But if I find a very glorious fanfiction, I will read it and I will love it.

My boyfriend puts up with me squealing or laughing when something is cute, and he instantly knows when I'm reading smut because I 'haven't done anything the last five minutes'. My smut pokerface is my weapon.

I have to be drunk and hidden inside my hood when writing smut. There's just always one hole for me to see what I'm doing.

I am not a shipper. I write fanfictions about Destiel, but I don't ship Destiel. I understand and tolerate it more than anything, that's why I write about it.

I don't get my logic either.

My passion is Supernatural. Because like I said I always adored anything supernatural, from ghosts to demons, angels, vampires, anything in between. Before I found out about Supernatural, I was into horror movies way too much. It bothered my parents.

I also love series like Sherlock, Dexter, Hannibal, Grimm, and so on. And I watch anime, not as much as I did a few years ago, but occasionally I still watch some good ones.

I go to bed about 5AM and wake up at 7AM on normal days... nights? Me and my body can put up with that, if I sleep more than 4 hours I feel like I was hit by a train.

I eat two pieces of toast and I'm full. All-you-can-eat is my nemesis. Except there's pie.

On the other hand, I drink two bottles of rum and I'm not drunk.

I don't have one hair color and eye color. I had white hair when I was a kid, then it was brown, then black, then blonde, then brown, and now I-don't-even-know. My eye color is a surprise every day.

Put me in the sun for ten minutes, sunblock or not, and I will have a sunburn. This is really fantastic and pleasurable when I'm on conventions.

I have ADD, DID, synesthesia and depression, oh and no idea how this site works.