Natasha's pov

Me and my assistant tony went together to Afghanistan because Obadiah, my father's friend, insisted that he have to go with me to try the new missile ,we tried it and it worked .

We were in our way back until something we didn't expected happened, there is some tirrorist that attack us.

Now I'm standing in front of the dead soliders with blood everywhere , they are collecting the dead soldiers bodies and they can't find my assistant body, all they found is his phone , the last numbers he called was Obadiah and someone named Peter with a photo of a kid , he called that number when me and him and rhodey were on the plane. We decided that we have to return the dead soliders' bodies to their families then rhodey and some soldiers will return to look for tony , alive or not.

When we were on the plane , my private plane, the tv was showing the news of what happened in Afghani, dad called me and told me that he will meet me at the airport.

Rhodey, on the other side of the table, was receiving calls from his dead friends families to ask them what happened. And it always ends with a crying mother for her son or a fainted wife for her husband or a sad father and brother who tries to not break down.

Rhodey's phone rang and there was a photo of a woman , the ID says her name is ' may ' , he hesitate to answer the phone . It's looks like this call is a different one , there is a tear shid from his eye .

"Hey , I can answer this phone if you want" "n...no , no,it's okay I will answer it"

He took the phone and answers it .

"H..hey may "

"Oh my god rhodey thanks God you are okay , what happened , where is tony, Peter is so worried about him "

I could hear the woman 'may ' says to rhodey. That's the first time I knew that tony have a family, a wife ? He isn't married. He never told me that he has a girlfriend

"Uhh , why don't you guys meet us at the airport and I will Explain to you everything "

"Rhodey, where is tony ?"

"H...he is missing , we don't even know if he is alive or not " the tears were boring from his eyes like a waterfall , I could hear that may also was crying .

"W...what should I say to Ben and Peter"

"Tell them the truth , t...they gonna know anyway , I have to go now , bey " he said and closed the line.i took his hand in mine to comfort him.

"Who is she ?"

" She is tony's sister in law , Tony's brother's wife , Ben , , we will meet her in the airport anyway you will meet her "

Time skip we arrived before the other army's plane, when we got out of the plane , there was too many people , even my parents and Yelena was there, there was a two women , the older one is the mother of the other woman, they ran to rhodey to hug him .

I went to my parents and yelena to hugged them .

"Oh my god,honey , thanks God you are okay"my mom said hugging me tighter.

"I Am fine mom " then I remembered the faces of he dead soldiers who tried to keeps me safe and

Tony

He is maybe died now because of me , trying to keeps me safe, I could feel the hot tears in my eyes.

"The next time I will send more soldiers with you " dad said

" NO," i don't want to be the reason of more dead people and watch their families crying and have a hard time while I'm watching, all that because of me, if they let me fight with them , they all won't be dead , after all iam well trained with those things in shield , dad was an old agent at shield and he was a friend of howard stark and Peggy Carter.

"What do you mean by no ?!"

"I ... " Thankfully, rhodey came for the rescue.

"H...hey Mr and Mrs romanov "

"Hey James , how are you doing "

"I am fine thank you, nat do you want to meet may " I nodded and walked with him to where may supposed to be , there was the same woman, may , with a man in his middle forties I assume it's Ben , naxt to him , was a little boy holding his hands and looked scared, I think he is their son , Peter , I heard may talking about him .

Rhodey whispered to me " hey , can you please drag the little boy away after you meet may and Ben ? " I nodded.

"Uncle rhodey "the little boy ran to rhodey and rhodey picked him up, "where is daddy ? " Wait what, daddy?... Wait , does he mean... Tony?.

Tony have all his time with me that's not possible.

"May, Ben Peter this is Natasha romanov, nat this is may , Ben, Peter "I shake may and ben's hands "it's nice to meet you "

"You too "

"Nat , why don't you go and with peter and have a time with him, he is a big fan" Peter looked at me with a wide eyes.

When the others walked away to talk I kneeled to his high. I gave him my hand to shake it

"Hey Peter it's nice to meet you "

He took my hand "h...hi I... it's nice to meet you miss romanov , daddy told me a lot about you " he said a bit shy looking around him, "b...but where is daddy ?"

"W...who is your dad and where is your mom"

"My daddy is working with you, I...I don't have a mommy " my eyes winded with surprise and shock , t...tony is a father, all this time I have been working with him, he was a father of this little boy , he was spending all his time with me, was he even spending time with his son.

Because of me he will never see his son again . The kid, Peter , said that he doesn't has any mother , what happened to her , where is she .

"Your father is in a mission , iam sorry about your mom I didn't mean to talk about her, I didn't even know that your father was married or have you " the guilt and shame was all over me.

What was tony do with his son when I was calling him and 2 a.m drunk and asking him to come and get me, what he was doing when I was always making him always with me and don't have him vacation , iam sure he even have , had, more time with me than Peter. If I just knew.

Now maybe he will never see him again, his mother died now his father is too.

"No it's okay, daddy was always there for me , I didn't need her "

I nodded then there is an idea that maybe will makes me feels less guilty.

"So , Pete, are you genius like your father?"

"Yeah daddy told me that I'm so smart and when I grow up maybe I will be smarter than him , he even have a little lab in our home me and him working in there, I made my first circuit board when I was 4 "

"That's awesome ,So what about you come often to my home so we can have time in my lab and make things, of course if your aunt and uncle accepted " his eyes lit up with happiness.

"Really , thank you so much miss romanov"

"You can call me nat "

"T...thank you miss ro... Nat "

I loughed at him "let's go and ask your aunt .

We walked to may and Ben and rhodey who were have tears in their eyes .

"Aunt may, aunt may , c...can I go with miss romanov later to her house so we can go to her lab and invite things " rhodey looked at me with a small smile ,

"Don't worry Peter I will find your father and will do all I could"

"W...wait isn't he in a mission " his expression changed from happy and cheerful to shock and wide eyes with a pale face.

Rhodey looked at me with confusion then understood that I didn't want to tell Peter the truth .

"Shit " he wispered

"U...uncle rhodey, w...where is daddy ?"

"I... I promise you that I will find him"

The tears ran down the poor boy's eyes

"H...he promised that he will return , h...he promised , h...he lied to me " he ran to a car crying , all of this because of me , If I said no to Obie maybe peter won't be that sad because of me.

All the people around me looked at me , all of these people are here to take a brother, father, or son's dead body . They all look at mi with disgusting face.

"Okay c'mon we have to go now."

My dad buts his hands in my shoulder and dragged me to the car after excusing the Parkers .

When we got in the car , the guilt washer all around me, this all because of my pathetic, selfish moves.

"Honey, you know it's not because of you right?" Mum said softly, she put her hand on my shoulder on the other side of mum, dad was making some business call, while yelena was thinking of something.

"Hey, will you really take your assistant's son to your lab, are you sure that he won't destroy anything ?" Yelena asked confused. So that's was what she thinking about.

"Yeah that's the least thing I can do ".

One week later Natasha called rhodey to ask him about the parkers and asked him if she can have Peter with her . Of course the parkers accepted and she took their number so she can call them when she is free to have Peter's company.

She didn't expect that Peter will be that smart, he is so clever and cute .

There is so strong relationship between them now like a mother and a son plus that's Peter never has a mother. Now nat barely have men in her home , she doesn't drink like before, and have more time with peter. Maybe peter was missing his dad so much and talk about his time with his dad in the lab but after that

The things stayed like that for the whole three months, untill .

Natasha woke up on her phone ringing, who the hell is calling me at 3 am . When she go to the phone she found it was rhodey , it's looks there is something important in Afghanistan, of course he won't call me at 3 am for nothing.

"Hello? "

" Natasha , you won't believe this, we found him , we found tony in the middle of the desert " I could feel a hot tears in my eyes . "B...but how did he survived ?"

"I don't know, he don't want to talk to anyone , he doesn't look so good , can you please tell the parkers " he sounded sad , at least we found him.

"Okay , send him my greetings " I closed the line and fastly start to dealing the parkers.

"Hey , miss romanov is everything okay ?" Came the sleepy voice of may parker.

"May , the found him , they found tony and he is alive !"

"Oh my god " I can hear her waking Ben up" Ben , Ben , honey wake up , th...they found him , tony " "oh my god may , r... really PETER , PETER " I smiled at them, maybe I couldn't see their face , but I knew very well that there was happy tears in their eyes.

"Yes Uncle Ben what happened ?" Came the sleepy tired voice of Peter Parker.

"Your dad is going to return Peter , your daddy is alive " "REALLY , OHMYGODDADDYISALIVE" "c...come here and say thank you to miss romanov honey " "THANK YOU MISS ROMANOV THANK YOU VERY MUCH "

I smiled at the happy little boy.

" No Pete you have to thank your uncle rhodey not me "

"OKAY THANK YOU AUNTIE NAT BEY " he said and closed the line , wait , did he just called me auntie nat?

Is our relationship between me and the kid became that good , well that's a good sign that me and Peter's relationship is good , he is a genius kid and so cute , he is the perfect son that anyone will ever dream about , tony is really lucky for that.

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I met the parkers at the airport waiting for tony to come with rhodey from Afghanistan .

" Hey Pete , are you excited " he ran to me to hug me.

"Yeah auntie nat , I want to tell daddy everything. That happened through this months and tell him what we did in the lab " he said , Ben and may came from behind him to greet me .

"Hey miss romanov , thank you for coming and finding tony " said Ben while he and may shaking my hand.

"No Mr. parker , I was the reason that happened , if he didn't come he wouldn't be kidnapped or lost " I said with guilt , before he could answer , my dad came from behind him, he came here to know what happened and asks tony about what happened , even when I told him that tony may not talk , he insisted.

" Hi , I think you are tony's brother and Tony's step sister right , it's nice to meet you iam Alexi romanov " dad said shaking their hands.

" It's pleasure to meet you , it's Ben " dad smiled at him then he looked at Peter , of course dad came to visit me with mom and yelena the last three months , he met Peter and they are like friends now.

"Hey kid how are you doing at the school"

"I'm fine Mr romanov , the school is good"

After ten minutes there is a large army plane landed ( I don't know what are you guys calling it but ... Duh ) of course this is it .

TONY'S POV

I got down the plane , I could see a small body running to my direction.

It's Peter

My son Peter , the one that I didn't see for three months , the one if he wasn't existed , I wouldn't want to get out of the cave and lost hope .

"DADDY " he ran to me crying , I kneeled to his high to hug him , when he came to my emprace I could hear sobs .

" I missed you so much daddy " I got up and started walking to where the beautiful red head and my brother and his wife was , Natasha's father is here too , of course he is here to ask me what happened , put I don't think he will get exept one answer .

Hi , I don't think everyone will know what is the one answer , that's for now later I will post the second chapter.

Thanks for reading