Natasha's pov

I gave to Antony one last kiss and then he went back to his room, after I closed the door, I went to the bathroom to get off my make up and then take a shower, then I wore a shorts and an oversize shirt, it was Tony's, I took it from him when he once got off from himself and put it on me in my birthday when I was too drunk, to be honest , there is a part inside me that is telling me that it was my wrong , I should have trust him and at Least kept a distance between me and antony, but the other side is telling me that he is wrong and antony is a good man, he is a great man, maybe he is jealous ?, Why would he be jealous, does he... Love me ?, No no that's not right, iam sure he isn't of course he has someone else in his life, I have Antony now, I don't know really how it happened, he has to has someone else in his life, he is a great man and any woman would love to have him, even me someday, but I have something for the mascular men, tony is kind of mascular but, I don't really know , I feel like iam doing something wrong, tony is, a great, smart, short, his hare is so soft , his beard, his style, his humor, everything about him.

But lately I have met Antony, he is as tony in everything but he is more mascular, me and him don't speak for a long time now, everyone notice that. But the time when we were at the building after the ironman saved us I felt Antony act weird, like, he way he spoke with tony, he was about to start the fight with tony, I really felt annoyed about that, he was speaking a Language I don't know , maybe Latin and tony also was speaking the same thing , they meant to so no one understand what they say, even after that , Antony was acting weird, tony was watching us all the time we all were together, like he is waiting for him to do anything, but I have to also take care

So I fall on a deep sleep.

Tony's pov

After the sun rise I went to eat breakfast with them, looking at her beautiful emerald eyes which is falling for this man who I know will hurt her at the end and I can't find anything to get him away from her, if I just could... " Mr parker, it's time for you to go and see ivan at the preson , I excused them and then went to get the suit , yesterday I asked them if I can get in and talk with him, now I arrived , I have only 5 minutes, when I got in we start to speak together and if I make a god bleed, the people will stop believing in him then what he said make the anger

"You come from a family of thieves and butchers. And now, like all guilty men, you try to rewrite your own history. And you forget all the lives the Stark family has destroyed."

"Iam not a stark , why do you think that iam, it's not like you watch me get born or something, and no you don't know who iam and will never will " " it's a sad way to die with a poisoning in your chest, parker , or should I say stark " I was about to tell him iam not a parker but the door opened and they didn't let me continue and I walked out.

After I returned to the hotel, I got the suit off and went to the garden outside where I saw them sitting when I flougt back home, " hey tony, did iron man went to Ivan ?" Asked pepper, I nodded " he just said tell Howard to #$ himself , not me it's him who said that " " don't worry son, we will return after 3 instead of tomorrow because we didn't get anything, but if he wanted tkill me or revenge from me, why did he attack the race not came to me and killed me instead " they continue speaking while I was thinking about what he said , who did he know about my identity, how did he know about the poisoning and why did he call me stark.

If Obadiah wanted to have the company does that mean that he wanted to kill me so I won't stand in his way when he try to kill the others and that's mean of course he knew the other enemies of the company and Howard, which is Ivan and of course other are trying to kill Howard, are they some kind of team, haha their name will be Howard stark haters boy band, but that's also mean that they know my real parents, Obadiah do, but Ivan, that's not possible that Howard stark is my father so we will delete this one.

I excused them and went to get my bag ready, I could feel natasha's eyes on me, it was burning my back.

After we returned to America, It was 4 am, when I arrived home, Peter was already sleeping at Ben and May's home , they looked like zombies when they wakes up so I didn't say much and head to the home, I went to Peter's room to put him in the bed then went to take a shower, of course I won't sleep so I went down to the lab trying the solutions that I was writing at Italy and then went to repair the destroyed parts of the suit, thankfully I have two suits, don't ask me where I got all this money to fix and have two suits.

I got some things ready in case I couldn't find a solution, the suits will be for rhodey, no one other than rhodey, all my money and other things are of course for peter,I asked may and Ben to take care of him for me and Mary, thanking natasha for let me work for her and that time we have together .

When I drift of , I will think about her, it's always her.

I spent the remaining of the night working in the lab, the next morning when Peter woke up and found himself in his room he got scared and start to search for anyone, until I surprised him, at frist he cried because I scared him but then he start to laugh because I was tickle him then I got him ready to go to school, I have to have as much fun as I could in these days, maybe it will be my last, just hope I survive this.

Rhodey has been visiting us too much lately to have the suit, he told me if I didn't gave him the suit, they will consider me as a criminal or trailor or whatever they want, can't they cust wait for... Five days or something until I die.

Natasha's birthday is after 2 days, the only thing I will do is gave her her birthday present and then leave okay, no looking at her having fun with other men, no looking for proves about Anton, no jealousity, no no , shut up parker, you are jealous and want her right , no, yes you do! ,I shouted inside my thoughts, I do, I do love her, you do Antony you do want her to be safe even if she isn't yours, even if you ain't their, GOD, STOP THINKING , there is too many voices speaking inside my brain, they don't stop,

'she will never like you'

'she needs someone is as rich as her and stronger than you '

'you are going to die anyway, live your remaining life in reality not thinking about some woman who is already in relationship ship '

'NO, she loves you, you forgot that she tried to kiss you twice '

'she Don't want Anton, she want you, she knows you longer, you are better for her than him '

'no you are going to die, and if you didn't, you will have to quit '...

I stayed like that and all the time, even when I arrived at the company, me and nat didn't really talk, just business talk.but this will change, at the time when I get this man away from her .

𝕥𝕚𝕞𝕖 𝕤𝕜𝕚𝕡

It's natasha's birthday, as I said, I will go to their, gave to yelena the present and then return home, I bought to her a gold bracelet with her name, I took Peter to Ben and may and told them that I will return after an hour, I wore a normal suit and got in my car and drove to the Malibu, yelena thankfully accepted that she will take the president and gave it to nat , she understood and gave me some advice like ' if he is really as you said a spy or danger for her then you are her savior, if you do really love her "which you do " iam sure you will do anything for her ' and she told me that natasha do love the bracelets so I bought one to her, I already knew that she love the bracelets but I didn't know that she love it that much .

When I arrived at the Malibu house I got in and there was too many people, I couldn't find yelena between all that cword so I start to looking for her , I found her after five minutes talking with a man, maybe her boyfriend or something, " hey yelena " she looked at me and smiled, " hey tony, at time as always " I smiled at her and rolled my eyes " yeah, I know, I know,here... The present " " what did you buy to her ? " She said shaking the box next to her ear " as you told me ... " " What did I told you ..." Before she could continue we heard a clapping voice , we looked at there, there was the woman I love, natasha kissing Anton and all the people were clapping for them exept Mr and Mrs romanoff, it's look like I was right about the spy thing and they do know and maybe were the one who sent him, maybe from shield.

I could hear something broke to a million piece, oh yeah, it's my heart, what a weird feeling, the last time I felt it was from a long time, that's not fair , NO, I wanted to run out and cry, but I can't, I can't move, I could feel the tears hanging in my eyes and don't want to fall, Mr and Mrs romanoff were also looking at me " tony wait ! " Said Alexi, " sorry sir, I have to go to my son " I nodded at him then walked out, the last thing I saw was natasha's wide eyes looking at me , when I got out the tears start to fall freely in my face then my phone start to ring, the ID was to rhodey's, he is calling for the suit, but sorry rhodey, I didn't die yet.

" Hello James "

" Tony I will take the damn suit "

" Rh...rhodey please listen to me " my voice was hoarse, frist nat...asha and now rhodey will take the suit, what will happen after hat, they will take my son ?, Oh right iam already died

" Tony what's wrong... Wait I don't care, you know what iam in your home now, and I will take the suit "

" Rhodey NO " he close the line already, I make the car on the auto driver and then I flougt as fast as I can to the home, I arrived their after five minutes because the suit was too fast, thankfully I saw Rhodey flying up in the sky, he of course took time to get in the suit and know how to fly, " RHODEY WAIT " I shouted and flougt to him but he punched me hard, I got away from him and shot him with the respunsore, the people in the streets were watching us, I kicked him but missed it and he shot me with the respunsore, then both of us shot the respunsore at the same time and there is a big explosion happened, I fell to the ground, rhodey was about to fall to but instead he flougt away, I looked at the place he left through for minutes but people start to come around me so I went to my home and acted like I flougt away.

Iam so tired, I can't, I can't do it anymore, that's all is pull shoot, , I went to get Peter from Ben and may then went to the bed with him, this time, only this time, I let him sleep with me because maybe this will be the last . But without noticing, the tears was running down my eyes uncontrollably, not for rhodey taking the suit but because he and the love of my life betraid me today.

𝗵𝗶𝗶.

𝘀𝗼𝗿𝗿𝘆 𝘁𝗼𝗱𝗮𝘆'𝘀 𝗰𝗵𝗮𝗽𝘁𝗲𝗿 𝗶𝘀𝗻'𝘁 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗴𝗼𝗼𝗱 𝗯𝘂𝘁 𝗶𝘁'𝘀 𝗸𝗶𝗻𝗱𝗮 𝘄𝗲𝗶𝗿𝗱 𝘄𝗵𝗲𝗻 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗮𝗿𝗲 𝘄𝗿𝗶𝘁𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗮 𝗻𝗼 𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗶𝘀 𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗱𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝘀𝘁𝗼𝗿𝘆, 𝗮𝗳𝘁𝗲𝗿 𝗮𝗹𝗹 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁'𝘀 𝗵𝗼𝘄 𝗮𝗻𝘆 𝘄𝗿𝗶𝘁𝗲𝗿 𝘀𝘁𝗮𝗿𝘁 𝘂𝗻𝘁𝗶𝗹 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗶𝗿 𝘀𝘁𝗼𝗿𝗶𝗲𝘀 𝗯𝗲𝗰𝗼𝗺𝗲 𝗳𝗮𝗺𝗼𝘂𝘀.

𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗻𝗲𝘅𝘁 𝗰𝗵𝗮𝗽𝘁𝗲𝗿 𝘄𝗶𝗹𝗹 𝗯𝗲 𝗼𝘂𝘁 𝘀𝗼𝗼𝗻, 𝗱𝗼𝗻'𝘁 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝘁𝗼 𝘃𝗼𝘁𝗲 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗳𝗼𝗹𝗹𝗼𝘄 𝗺𝗲 𝘁𝗼 𝘀𝗲𝗲 𝗺𝗼𝗿𝗲 𝗶𝗿𝗼𝗻𝘄𝗶𝗱𝗼𝘄 𝗼𝗿 𝗼𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗿 𝘀𝗵𝗶𝗽𝘀 𝘀𝘁𝗼𝗿𝗶𝗲𝘀 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗯𝗲 𝗻𝗼𝘁𝗶𝗳𝗶𝗲𝗱 𝘄𝗵𝗲𝗻 𝗶 𝗽𝗼𝘀𝘁 𝗮 𝗻𝗲𝘄 𝗰𝗵𝗮𝗽𝘁𝗲𝗿, 𝗶𝗳 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝘄𝗮𝗻𝘁 𝗮𝗹𝘀𝗼 𝗺𝗼𝗿𝗲 𝗶𝗿𝗼𝗻𝘄𝗶𝗱𝗼𝘄 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗰𝗮𝗻 𝘀𝗲𝗲 𝗺𝘆 𝘀𝘁𝗼𝗿𝘆 𝗼𝗳 𝗵𝗼𝘄 𝘄𝗲 𝗴𝗼𝘁 𝗶𝗿𝗼𝗻𝘄𝗶𝗱𝗼𝘄 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝘀𝗵𝗼𝘁𝘀 𝘀𝘁𝗼𝗿𝘆 𝘄𝗵𝗶𝗰𝗵 𝗴𝗼𝘁 𝗺𝗼𝗿𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝗻 𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝘀𝗵𝗶𝗽, 𝗺𝗮𝗶𝗻𝗹𝘆 𝗶𝗿𝗼𝗻𝘄𝗶𝗱𝗼𝘄.

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