Past traumas plague Ichigo's life like cancer. But will Ichigo be able to pull himself out of hell and survive mentally and physically?Or will he be lost in oblivion? He must rely on an old foe and Yakuza Boss, Grimmjow to overcome his current state, but can he? Yaoi, Grimmichi, drama

Ichigo has had a hard life, but he finds hope and comfort in the form of a little girl named Nel. But when he encounters a dangerous blue-haired man, his complicated life becomes even more out-of-control. Will this man be able to heal Ichigo's sorrowful heart? AU, OOC, swearing, yaoi in later chapters.

Silence shelters the loudest of all monsters. Emotions, burning to be spoken but they stay hidden, trembling in fear. Pain, hatred, regret, suffering, all wrapped up in a beautiful, blue cover. Where is the boundary between salvation and destruction, love and hate, right and wrong? But… Do those boundaries exist in the first place? - AU, OOC, yaoi, swearing.