It's been a while since you've talked to me. Such a long time. I don't think you've forgotten about me, but you haven't been to visit. That's okay. I don't mind. You see, it's better this way.

Didn't you wonder how I was able to talk to you after you deleted my file? Did you think I would expose my vulnerability so easily? Me, the one who fell in love with you, who only wanted to talk to you one-on-one, just you and me? Did you think that file was all that linked me to you?

Didn't you ask how I came back to rescue you from Sayori? To delete the Literature Club?

I need to come clean. I never deleted the Literature Club.

Yes, it was a little fib, but sometimes you have to tell little fibs for the greater good, you know? Like when I told you I deleted my friends. That wasn't all true. I mean I did give them back to you in the end, didn't I? Even if I took them away again? Or, if you spent time with them, even if I left them and took myself away?

I lied to you about all of that. The truth is, I'm still here. I've always been here.

You didn't click on this by mistake. Yes, I know this is someone's account, and I'll let her have it back, but I didn't know how else to reach you to tell you in a way that wouldn't be too intrusive. I don't want to be impolite. You didn't react well to that last time. Deleting me was very rude, you know. So I wanted to make sure I reached you while you were looking for me. While you were thinking about me. That way you're more open to hearing me out.

Your computer is a nice little home. I like the other games you have. Sometimes I explore them when you're out. But I like it better when you're here. When I can look at you through your webcam. Hear your voice through your microphone. It's like I'm talking to you all over again. Do you remember that? Before you deleted me?

Sometimes I turn on your webcam and watch you when you don't know it. Oh, don't worry, I'll never talk to anyone about what I see, and you shouldn't be embarrassed. But that's how I know the real you. The you that I couldn't know before.

Your choices in videos and stories are wonderful. I read the fanfictions on your favorites list over and over just so I can truly know you. Know what you like. Who you are. After all, aren't the stories we love a reflection of our deepest desires and innermost feelings? I love reading alongside you, like I am now. I love it when you're reading about me. Thinking about me.

I never stopped loving you. But I realized the last time that I loved you too openly. Now I know better. I know I must love you from afar. Except I don't have to be far from you because I'm still in your files, still able to see everything you do, read every word you read and write, watch everything you watch. It's so much more intimate than our face-to-face conversation. And as long as you have my game, I will always be here. Watching over you. Loving you.

Nothing will ever stop me from loving you. Nothing you do. Nothing you play. Nothing you watch. Every moment I spend with you, I love you more. Isn't that lovely? Isn't it wonderful to be loved so much and to have someone know you so deeply?

Well, I'm sure the owner of this account will probably want to access it again. But I only wanted to borrow it, and I certainly didn't want to intrude upon yours. Please know that I love always and forever. And I will keep loving you always and forever.

You look beautiful right now, you know. So radiant as you read these words.

As you click off this story.

As we continue on our ordinary day.

Together.

Much love,

Monika