English is not my first language so if you find mistakes, I will love it if you made me know.

Literally: This WORD in X paragraph is wrong, or is not used this way. Because if you are going to leave "there are grammatical mistakes" believe me, it doesn't help.

This fic is going to start way before the hobbit and the LotR but eventually will go there.

I don't own Lord of the rings.

Warning

Okura is crazy, believe she is nuts. And she curses a lot.

Notes

"Spanish" Okura is Mexican.

"English or Westron"

Thoughts are universal so it's doesn't have language.

So, let's begging.

"I am sorry, that was wrong of me to say" Yeah, I cursed very well in front of really old people...damn I can feel my mom's hit behind my head.

"We need to remove those "Elrond said in a calming voice...kind off.

"Are you insane!" Hell, no that hurts like hell, I don't want to imagine with elve ears! "That hurts in human ears" believe me I kind of asked to stick them with nail polish so I won't lose them while camping so I know pretty much that to take them off we need to use small cutting pliers so and nail polish remover "If you try that without the proper tool you are going to take my ears off... believe me," I said covering my ears with my hands.

Everyone looks at me in horror.

"I... I am sorry I panicked there" I am pretty much keeping these earrings...the earrings are the last thing my family gifts me before yesterday, and now I have to look like those elves in the anime all of them with their ears pierced just I did it with human ears.

"Dear, are you sure they are not hurting you at this moment?" Celebrian asked calmly... the males are kind of frozen... maybe a shouldn't say that my ears would fall off?

"No they are perfectly fine, I pierced my ears a long time ago, you can touch they are perfectly fine" Couple of years so no problem all healed there. "you can touch if you want, they are totally fine..." ugh What Have I done, they have red faces now!

"Dear that is kind of inappropriate, elven ears are really sensitive to pain and touch," Celebrian said in a calming voice…more for the men here.

"How so? they are like a weak spot or something?" I said really curious, these ear stuffs are theories but maybe they are true here! I want to know more!

Erestor cleans his throat "We will love to instruct you in the way of a proper elleth but later now we have some other premises" He said then turned to Elrond.

"Well for your story Lady Okura I want you to know, you are welcome here in Imladris to stay as a family member, what you did for our children no mortal or elve can't have done so naturally as you did" I blush at that.

"Don't think too much, I didn't think too much at that moment either, and I appreciate it because I don't really know what to do with myself from now on" I said the last part little broken, thinking in my family.

This is no place to break down, deep breath, and continue.

"I think we can't keep my boys waiting too much" Celebrian mentioned taking her husband's hand.

"I agree my dear, well let's end this meeting here Glorfindel can you accompany Okura with my children," said Elrond rising from his seat helping his wife up as well.

"My pleasure, my lady," Glorfindel said to me extending his hand to me.

Oh my god! I am going to be walking to the twins; in the arm of this GOD...I'm gone to die.

He is so nice he keeps making small talk, the man...elve know that I'm nervous and stressed.

While we walked through a particularly green hallway full of flowers and an amazing scent, so relaxing.

"My lady, why are you so tense?" He said with his amazing voice and small but charming smile.

I'm not good at making stuff in the air so..."You are too handsome for my hearth" shame where are you, I need you to stop me from speak without filters.

His face, he seems very amused by my answer, and that chuckle melted me.

"Thanks, my lady, in all my year is the first time I receive a compliment so straight forward and from a fascinating and valiant lady" Oh my god! He is a natural lady killer! Does he compose that for thin air?! I AM A TOMATO.

And he laugh in my face, such a charming laugh, I can't help laugh as well.

"Better?" He asks.

"Much better, thank you," I said more relaxed, a good laugh helps a lot. "Well let's go for the kids, I have a story to narrate and songs to teach"

"You do not mind if I accompany you and the kids for the evening?" He asks with his beautiful smile.

Damn, I was charmed by the smile, like the rest of him didn't help at all to the spell. "Yes, no problem!" I answer with a big smile, why my mouth answers before my head?

In the beginning, it was kind of weird for me telling the story and the songs, because I have 3 pairs of shining eyes on my, specifically because 1 pair is from one of my husbandos* or hubby* that now has escalated to platonic love...let's maintain it there. He even brought a Vielle some kind of violin, and he is really proficient with music, well elves live from music. His voice is described as a music and I agree 100% with that statement.

So, I ended singing one song, then he composed a melody and I sing again with the melody. It was so fun, that all my awkwardness flies away.

After I ended the story, the kids wanted to practice the songs, so Glorfindel and I became the spectators. When they forgot some song lyrics Glorfindel helped singing. I Know I really died and went to heaven; he sings so beautifully.

We keep singing all evening some elves joined us at some point. It was really fun. I even meet my horse buddy Yulion again.

"I see my lady that you are having quite the pleasing day," he said with a smile he said giving me his hand to dance.

"Yes, it is really pleasant" I answer taking his hand to dance with him and the other elves.

I was expecting the elves to be more uptight with a stranger. And I'm a weird stranger. But well this is the last homely home, so maybe they are an exception... whatever.

In the Hall of Flames, Glorfindel even helps us with the music, I narrate the story while he and the kids sing majestically. It was an amazing evening, technically my first evening here, I'm pretty sure I arrive with the kids in the early morning.

Now lying in bed, I can appreciate all this: that I'm here now, that I lost everything dear to me. My family, my friends, my life, what now?

I get up to walk to the balcony; yes my room gets a balcony. I throw some pillows and a quilt on the floor and throw myself over this comfy mess. If I am going to cry for what have I lost I will do it comfortably watching the beautiful stars and bright moon of this new land.

I cried myself until I fall asleep, so later I cried less and less. Like my family used to say: If you need to cry just cry, so you don't let it stop you to go forward. I have a big ego so I hate people see me cry, I prefer to cry alone IT hurts me less in this way.