Sayuri-2012hide bio
 Author has written 15 stories for Law and Order: SVU. I love Olivia from L&O SVU. She is strong, tough, yet there is a vulnerability to her that makes her so human. I don't see her as an infallible super-hero. I really want her to find a happy love-filled relationship with someone who will treat her really well. I am interested in exploring the darker moments of humanity and the struggle to battle through adversity and come out the other side, hopefully stronger. I am married with children and work full time, so I try to squeeze in the time to write whenever I can. If you have any questions or constructive criticism or even just want to chat about SVU, then please feel free to send me a pm. :-) A little about me: I am originally from the UK, but I live in Japan. I love to write and travel. Music also plays a big part in my life. I speak Japanese and French in addition to English and have studied a few other European languages too. I am educated up to MA level and it was submitting my dissertation and getting positive feedback that gave me the confidence to start writing more. I am writing fanfic, obviously because I love the characters, but also with the ultimate aim of improving my writing. I want to write novels set in Japan eventually. |
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Inflection Point by Jabyar reviews
Even after Sealview, she was not this nakedly raw, this transparently vulnerable. From this he concludes: So this was worse than Sealview. (Post-ep: Surrender Benson) ***** Huge thank you to @heygirlhey84 for so generously making the cover image (which I could never do myself!)
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 25 - Words: 118,365 - Reviews: 479 - Favs: 234 - Follows: 372 - Updated: 10/6 - Published: 10/9/2013 - E. Stabler, O. Benson
Rescue by Jabyar reviews
"How had it come to be that she, a person normally so strong and independent, had been rendered so helpless as to lack control over her own ability to die?" Takes place in 2005. WARNING: Very graphic story; please heed the M rating.
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 25 - Words: 126,756 - Reviews: 271 - Favs: 191 - Follows: 186 - Updated: 8/14/2016 - Published: 4/5/2005 - D. Cragen, E. Stabler, O. Benson, D. Stabler
Fighting To Survive by jennylyne reviews
Her world falls apart after he leaves. Will she be strong enough to survive it? The final chapter is up! I appreciate all that have read and reviewed. I hope that it has been an enjoyable read.
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 41 - Words: 114,223 - Reviews: 295 - Favs: 108 - Follows: 110 - Updated: 2/8/2014 - Published: 8/16/2011 - O. Benson, E. Stabler - Complete
Solace by Jessa4865 reviews
A pre-ep for Pursuit
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,465 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 46 - Follows: 9 - Published: 2/13/2011 - E. Stabler, O. Benson - Complete
Truth or Dare by Jessa4865 reviews
A cliche revisited. Elliot and Olivia play Truth or Dare.
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 11 - Words: 26,938 - Reviews: 276 - Favs: 355 - Follows: 146 - Updated: 4/10/2010 - Published: 1/7/2010 - O. Benson, E. Stabler - Complete
Enlightened by Jabyar reviews
If only Harris had actually taken her to the hole. She would have given anything to spend a few hours – hell, a few days – in solitary confinement. Set after Season 11's "Solitary."
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 4 - Words: 8,225 - Reviews: 26 - Favs: 39 - Follows: 13 - Updated: 12/13/2009 - Published: 12/10/2009 - Complete
Only Witness by Periphery reviews
George,' she announces, 'I am a coward.'" Sealview, one year later. Rated for strong language. Title from Pete Yorn, "Committed."
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 15 - Words: 24,264 - Reviews: 115 - Favs: 59 - Follows: 45 - Updated: 9/11/2009 - Published: 4/19/2009 - O. Benson, E. Stabler - Complete
Splintered by Jessa4865 reviews
Life in general is not going well for Olivia. Being kidnapped only makes it worse. EO COMPLETE!
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 63 - Words: 181,067 - Reviews: 749 - Favs: 374 - Follows: 210 - Updated: 8/24/2009 - Published: 2/7/2008 - O. Benson, E. Stabler - Complete
Unbounded by Jessa4865 reviews
Someone is coming after Olivia...but things aren't always what they seem. COMPLETE!
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 39 - Words: 106,686 - Reviews: 464 - Favs: 293 - Follows: 132 - Updated: 4/4/2009 - Published: 12/4/2008 - O. Benson, E. Stabler - Complete
Resilience by Jessa4865 reviews
Undercover post-Ep. Olivia must come to terms with what she endured at Sealview. EO COMPLETE!
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 5,879 - Reviews: 77 - Favs: 154 - Follows: 53 - Updated: 4/18/2008 - Published: 4/17/2008 - Complete
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Quarantined reviews
After being exposed to one of the most dangerous pathogens known to mankind, Olivia is forced to confront her feelings towards her old partner. An EO love story. Takes place after the season 15 premier but before the trial.
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 13 - Words: 32,628 - Reviews: 177 - Favs: 72 - Follows: 151 - Updated: 6/22/2014 - Published: 12/5/2013 - E. Stabler, O. Benson
Inconceivable reviews
Inspired by the episodes of Season 15, starting with "Wonderland Story" when Cragen hands Olivia a file that forces her to face up to an inconceivable truth.
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 8 - Words: 24,579 - Reviews: 80 - Favs: 55 - Follows: 85 - Updated: 2/7/2014 - Published: 10/17/2013 - O. Benson
Peril reviews
When Olivia makes the mistake of her career she is left reeling and reaches out to her partner, but that is just the beginning... A chain of horrifying events eventually leads her to accept that Elliot will be there for her no matter what, resulting in a gift that binds them together more deeply than either ever imagined. M-rated. Set roughly around seasons 11-12.
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 37 - Words: 82,704 - Reviews: 276 - Favs: 58 - Follows: 118 - Updated: 1/23/2014 - Published: 3/29/2013 - E. Stabler, O. Benson
Abandonment: The hidden story behind her harrowing ordeal reviews
"Liv," he whispered, on the verge of speaking the words that had been burning at the back of his mind for years now, but ultimately he decided to refrain. It seemed unnecessary. His feelings were on his face, in his touch, manifested in the way he had remained almost constantly by her bedside since the moment she had been brought here..."
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Crime - Chapters: 11 - Words: 30,101 - Reviews: 85 - Favs: 38 - Follows: 59 - Updated: 1/8/2014 - Published: 10/9/2013 - E. Stabler, O. Benson
Turning Point reviews
Picks up where the Season 14 finale left off... Olivia fights off her attacker, but her close call leads her back to her ex-partner and she realizes that for better or worse, their futures are inextricably bound. EO (angsty)
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 24 - Words: 56,825 - Reviews: 194 - Favs: 99 - Follows: 183 - Updated: 12/3/2013 - Published: 5/23/2013 - E. Stabler, O. Benson
Save me reviews
Seven years ago he made a devastating choice that forced him to acknowledge just how much he cared, so how could he possibly stay away now when she needs him more than she ever has? One-shot.
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,667 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 12 - Published: 11/12/2013 - E. Stabler, O. Benson - Complete
Small steps reviews
Amanda has been watching Olivia silently struggle ever since she returned to work after her ordeal and desperately tries to think of a way to reach out to her and let her know that she has friends who care. (Friendship two-shot). Complete.
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,611 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 35 - Updated: 10/27/2013 - Published: 10/20/2013 - O. Benson, A. Rollins
Fighting Adversity reviews
Olivia makes a momentous decision that leads to unimaginable joy and heartache. E/O. (Takes place a few years ago.) COMPLETED 17/09
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 28 - Words: 60,370 - Reviews: 178 - Favs: 62 - Follows: 91 - Updated: 9/17/2013 - Published: 2/2/2013 - E. Stabler, O. Benson - Complete
Shattered boundaries reviews
Will love be enough to help her through her worst nightmare? Warning M rated: Some chapters may be a difficult read, but there will be a happy ending eventually. EO all the way.
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: M - English - Crime/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 29 - Words: 57,467 - Reviews: 138 - Favs: 36 - Follows: 43 - Updated: 3/28/2013 - Published: 11/19/2012 - E. Stabler, O. Benson - Complete
Superseding Wrath reviews
A post-ep one-shot for "Wrath" - in this she does open the door. E/O
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,476 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 3 - Published: 3/5/2013 - O. Benson, E. Stabler - Complete
Towards Recovery reviews
Olivia is seriously assaulted and Elliot helps her through the long recovery process, but can the SVU squad track down her attacker and bring him to justice before he strikes again? Very E/O. Warning: rape and its aftermath discussed. *Rated M*
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 43 - Words: 103,796 - Reviews: 112 - Favs: 128 - Follows: 77 - Updated: 12/18/2012 - Published: 8/29/2012 - O. Benson, E. Stabler - Complete
Beyond reviews
What really went on behind the scenes during season 12? This isn't a stereotypical love story, but it is a love story all the same. E/O. (Still unsure of final title and may change rating at some point.)
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 7,397 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 17 - Updated: 12/15/2012 - Published: 12/6/2012 - O. Benson, E. Stabler
Regret reviews
It s so easy to assume you have all the time in the world... then the unthinkable happens. (One shot)
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,877 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 2 - Published: 12/8/2012 - O. Benson, E. Stabler - Complete
A long way from home reviews
An adventure that takes Benson and Stabler out to the Far East where they encounter a lot more than they bargained for. Will they survive the trip? E/O. COMPLETE
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 17 - Words: 36,317 - Reviews: 38 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 25 - Updated: 12/4/2012 - Published: 9/28/2012 - E. Stabler, O. Benson - Complete
Snatched reviews
"She was safe for a little while longer, although how much longer was anyone's guess..." Set in season 11.
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Suspense - Chapters: 6 - Words: 11,654 - Reviews: 26 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 14 - Updated: 11/4/2012 - Published: 10/28/2012 - O. Benson, E. Stabler - Complete