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Author has written 5 stories for Sherlock, Supernatural, and Doctor Who. Hey I'm Hannah, and I like to think I'm a pretty good writer, but ultimately it's the readers who define the author. Anyway, I take requests, but I have certain standards and stuff so just ask. Most of my stories are very angsty, and deal with difficult, possibly triggering topics like depression, self harm, etc, so read each warning in each story please! Or not, if you're feeling dangerous. Some stuffs about me (stop reading if you don't care): -I love Supernatural, Doctor Who, and Sherlock, and those are mainly the fan fictions I'll be writing. Thinking about doing a Good Omens one too. -I'm 18 -I'm biromantic asexual -My favorite spn character is Castiel (but I love Jared Padalecki with all of my hearts). My fave Doctor is the 10th. My fave Sherlock character is Watson. Every so often I think of him and cry just a little. Happy reading! NOTE: I have published a sequel to my fic "I Am Sher-Locked Up", and it's called "Breathe Easy". Now go read! IMPORTANT NOTICE: Hey so uuhhhhhh until fanfiction.net gets its shit together and starts making an easier way to post chapters and moderate reviews, I'm not using it anymore! It can take me upwards of 20 minutes to post ONE chapter, and I have four fanfics going, so that's enough of that. Find me on Wattpad, AO3, and Quotev as DrSpazz for all my content here PLUS a Good Omens fic! |
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Underneath it All by Tegaladwen reviews
Sam is splitting apart at the seams, and after Dean leaves, it feels like no one is there to help him. Can Cas save him from himself? Set after 9x10, "Road Trip." Sastiel. Warnings inside.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 5 - Words: 18,271 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 28 - Follows: 41 - Updated: 5/28/2020 - Published: 5/4/2014 - Sam W., Dean W., Castiel - Complete
Fade by suicidalunicorn97 reviews
Being human isn't easy. Set in Season 9, after the angels fall and Cas loses his grace. Trigger warning for suicidal thoughts, and self harm. Lots of fluff. Eventual Destiel. (Rated T for language)
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 21 - Words: 26,690 - Reviews: 49 - Favs: 51 - Follows: 52 - Updated: 1/27/2017 - Published: 11/3/2016 - Sam W., Dean W., Castiel
Worst Enemy by suicidalunicorn97 reviews
Team Free Will chases down a cursed object that causes whoever touches it to kill the person they hate the most. Unfortunately for Dean, that person is himself. Trigger warning for Suicidal thoughts, suicide attempt. Set in Season 8 after Cas gets out of Purgatory and decides to start hunting with Sam and Dean.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 4 - Words: 4,292 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 51 - Follows: 44 - Updated: 9/26/2016 - Published: 9/24/2016 - Sam W., Dean W., Castiel
Don't Let me Drown by suicidalunicorn97 reviews
Castiel is human, and struggles to find a way to cope. Trigger warning for self harm and suicidal thoughts. Slight spoilers for Season 9.
Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 5 - Words: 3,458 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 35 - Follows: 33 - Updated: 9/16/2016 - Published: 8/20/2016 - Sam W., Dean W., Castiel
My life buoy by LucifersBitch reviews
Castiel is a high school boy who is struggling with various mental illnesses like depression, anorexia, panic attacks and so on, due to a traumatic experience in his past. When one day he helps his school's football captain out of an embarassing situation he finds himself falling for the boy named Dean Winchester.
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 5 - Words: 8,513 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 25 - Follows: 31 - Updated: 7/18/2016 - Published: 5/9/2015 - [Dean W., Castiel]
Truth is the Hardest by MikaOyame
Cas was a fairly well-off teenager. He was in the top five of his class, on the football team, and was the talk of the school among the ladies. But he was not what everyone thought. Keeping it together was getting harder, and someone was taking notice.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,142 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 4/18/2016 - Published: 3/18/2016 - Sam W., Dean W., Castiel
Disorder by Superwholockian4life reviews
A long time eating disorder leads to depression, self hate, self harm, and yet another eating disorder. Dean is getting suspicious and Sam is worried too. What will happen if they find out?
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,174 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 23 - Follows: 10 - Published: 4/15/2016 - Sam W., Dean W., Castiel
My Favorite Color is Blood by suicidalunicorn97 reviews
Set shortly after Dean gets out of Hell. He is plagued by nightmares and flashbacks, and resorts to self-harm. Trigger Warning for self harm and PTSD and suicidal thoughts. (UPDATE: changed the rating to M for smut in future chapters.)
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 18 - Words: 15,928 - Reviews: 30 - Favs: 37 - Follows: 34 - Updated: 4/3/2016 - Published: 2/27/2016 - Sam W., Dean W., Bobby S., Castiel
Leaving Is The Hardest by ProLazy reviews
Prompt: Sam and Dean return from a hunt to find Castiel crying in the bathroom. Dean tries his best to comfort the broken angel.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 943 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 37 - Follows: 6 - Published: 3/21/2016 - Sam W., Dean W., Castiel - Complete
The time When Destiel by jocandigelvis reviews
Dean is hurt. Cas can't save him. This is the last time. One shot. I think. And yeah I totally referenced Doctor who. ENJOY! :3
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 149 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 1 - Published: 3/9/2016
golgotha by DirigibleBoyKing reviews
Sam's fingernails are turning black.
Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 300 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 5 - Published: 3/9/2016 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Insides Crying Save Me Now by ceafiction reviews
Sam Winchester has a hard life. It's hard when the world rests on your shoulders and when no one can see how much it hurts. It's easy when something can take that pain away even when it comes at a cost. Only Cas can see, but will Sam be able to hide his secret for long or will he suffer in silence forever? WARNING: self harm triggers
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 7 - Words: 14,029 - Reviews: 23 - Favs: 56 - Follows: 50 - Updated: 3/5/2016 - Published: 9/5/2015 - Sam W., Dean W., Bobby S., Castiel - Complete
My First Addiction by GoggleLouLou reviews
A sequel to my story "The Diary of Young Sherlock Holmes". Sherlock has a relapse of his eating disorder whilst living with John. TRIGGER WARNING: Eating Disorders
Sherlock - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 3 - Words: 4,576 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 15 - Updated: 2/8/2016 - Published: 1/3/2016 - John W., Sherlock H., Mycroft H.
The Development of Dean Winchester by JustlikeWater reviews
Saddled with an abusive, alcoholic father, Dean Winchester is forced to shoulder a burden far heavier than any teenager should carry—the survival and well-being of his younger brother. In a world teeming with sacrifice and pain, only Dean's guardian angel, Castiel, can pull Dean back to earth, heal his scars, and finally allow him to conquer his inner demons.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 4 - Words: 16,476 - Reviews: 37 - Favs: 59 - Follows: 86 - Updated: 12/6/2015 - Published: 11/14/2015 - [Dean W., Castiel] Sam W., John W.
antigravity by singsilverlight reviews
Castiel had said that an artist is nothing without his canvas. In that, Dean heard a blessing of his absolution.
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,990 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 5 - Published: 10/18/2015 - [Dean W., Castiel] - Complete
The Stars Stare Down, Uncaring by Smokeybubble reviews
Teenchesters. Caught off guard, Sam is kidnapped by two men who sell children into slavery. While his family desperately searches for him, Sam is thrown into a nightmare he never could have imagined. Hurt/Abused!Sam, Pissed/Protective!Dean and John. WARNING: Dark. Contains graphic physical and sexual abuse of a minor.
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Drama - Chapters: 18 - Words: 121,003 - Reviews: 571 - Favs: 350 - Follows: 424 - Updated: 7/18/2015 - Published: 12/22/2012 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Miracle in the Madness by Tharesa reviews
A reaction story to the episode where Dean beat up Cas. Implied destiel.
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,586 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 1 - Published: 5/20/2015 - [Castiel, Dean W.] - Complete
I Cut And I Bleed by caremkefo reviews
Part 1: Dean's a recovering drug addict whose unhealthy approach to fighting his addiction leaves him with scars. Part 2: Since Dean met Castiel he's had more good days than bad, but he can't hide his scars forever. Warning for self-harm.
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,867 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 5 - Published: 5/14/2015 - Dean W., Castiel - Complete
Anorexic Sam by Broken Boys reviews
A series of glimpses into the life of Sam Winchester as he deals with an eating disorder. Maybe he's always been this way. Sam knows that he's afraid of stopping, and Dean knows he's afraid of what will happen if Sam doesn't.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 5 - Words: 9,360 - Reviews: 37 - Favs: 70 - Follows: 74 - Updated: 4/24/2015 - Published: 9/26/2010 - Sam W., Dean W.
Someone I Could Save by Crystal Volcheck reviews
AU-Castiel, a guardian angel, watches, but never acts even as Dean, his charge, slowly loses everything; his mother, his father, the close bond he had with his younger brother, and any faith he had left. Then one night he sees Dean alone in the middle of nowhere, with a gun in one hand and a bottle of whiskey in the other, and decides that this is the one thing he cannot watch.
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 10 - Words: 21,656 - Reviews: 27 - Favs: 52 - Follows: 90 - Updated: 3/14/2015 - Published: 3/31/2014 - [Castiel, Dean W.]
start over again by remy-areyousrs reviews
Sam won't come near him, or even look him in the eye. He flinches when the name "Sammy" slips out of Dean's mouth, and jumps like he's been burned when Dean's skin comes into contact with his. Dean just wants them to be brothers again. [Rated for graphic descriptions of injury, and suicidal/self-harming ideation.]
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,806 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 116 - Follows: 26 - Published: 12/11/2014 - Sam W., Dean W., Castiel - Complete
Misery Loves My Company by DomBird reviews
Sam Winchester knew his place in the family. Sam had come to terms with that. But when he is left at a crappy motel and is told he's on his own, Sam knows he's in trouble. In comes Cas and Gabriel Novak, who become friends with the Winchester. But as time goes on and Sam's situation gets drastic, John's reasoning for Sam's treatment comes to light. And it's not pretty. Or natural.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 16 - Words: 14,791 - Reviews: 71 - Favs: 75 - Follows: 118 - Updated: 11/14/2014 - Published: 7/28/2014 - [Sam W., Gabriel] [Dean W., Castiel]
echoes in the dead of dawn by theackles reviews
Dean is stabbed and has no chance at surviving, so Cas talks him through death.
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,195 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 4 - Published: 11/7/2014 - [Dean W., Castiel] - Complete
I'll Be Close Behind by Smokeybubble reviews
A short one-shot. Set sometime during Season 7. Warning: Deathfic. When Dean finds them, it's already too late. Inspired by "I Will Follow You Into the Dark", by Death Cab for Cutie.
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,726 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 5 - Published: 11/2/2014 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
The Diamond In The Rough by velveteenspirit reviews
Castiel was the definition of a fallen angel. Hurting emotionally, and unwilling to burden the Winchesters, he deals with the pain in his own, secret way. Story about self-harm. Written as a symbol that things can, and will get better. Castiel, Sam and Dean. Please favourite/follow/review if you enjoyed reading it.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,240 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 38 - Follows: 7 - Published: 3/10/2014 - Sam W., Dean W., Castiel - Complete
Coming Down on a Sunny Day by Laura of Maychoria reviews
In 2009, Castiel watches the Apocalypse end disastrously and makes a decision. In 1984, John Winchester suddenly finds himself with another little boy on his hands, one with dark, messy hair and sad blue eyes who won't leave John and his sons alone. AU.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 20 - Words: 110,267 - Reviews: 410 - Favs: 1,370 - Follows: 686 - Updated: 12/6/2013 - Published: 6/12/2010 - Sam W., Dean W., Castiel, Jimmy N. - Complete
To Be Free by lottielovebuzz reviews
The night before their unsuccessful hunt to kill the Devil, Dean and Cas spend the night together. End!Verse one-shot. Dean/Cas. Rated M just to be safe!
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,008 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 4 - Published: 9/21/2013 - [Dean W., Castiel] - Complete
Afraid to Fly, Afraid to Fall by Little Artemis reviews
[2nd PoV; Mentions of past Dean/Alastair, and hints of D/s relations, past ED, self harm, self deprecation.] Dean wakes from a nightmare to Cas sitting on his bed. His only comforts are that Cas won't tell Sam about it, the toilet he retches into, and the bottle of liquor on the bedside table.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,037 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 7 - Published: 3/15/2013 - Castiel, Dean W. - Complete
Storm of Fear by imdrowninginfootwear reviews
AU Sam & Dean are twins, Cas is fully human, all are in high school. No hunting, Mary died a supernaturalfree death. Cas is new to the school & quickly becomes friends with Dean,who starts to notice odd things about Cas, like bruises on his wrists DESTIEL COMPLETE!
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 57 - Words: 78,617 - Reviews: 711 - Favs: 340 - Follows: 235 - Updated: 10/18/2012 - Published: 8/1/2011 - [Castiel, Dean W.] - Complete
Heartache: Teenage Love by Lopithecus reviews
Castiel is a depressed teenager who can't catch a break, but when Dean starts to realize his feelings, will Castiel be saved? Warnings inside!
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 30 - Words: 126,774 - Reviews: 217 - Favs: 135 - Follows: 89 - Updated: 4/28/2012 - Published: 11/1/2011 - [Castiel, Dean W.] - Complete
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Breathe Easy (Sequel to I Am Sher-Locked Up) reviews
Sequel to "I Am Sher-Locked Up" Sherlock and John navigate recovery and test the waters of their newfound relationship, and Sherlock will have to learn to let go of the darkness he clutches so close to him. ***TW: self harm, eating disorders, suicide, etc. All the stuff that was in my last book*** M to be safe, it's more of a T tho
Sherlock - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 7 - Words: 10,569 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 12 - Updated: 6/21/2019 - Published: 1/13/2017 - Sherlock H., John W.
Angel reviews
Destiel College AU Depressed!Cas Protective!Dean When Dean Winchester is roomed with Castiel Novak, the two form a profound bond. However, Cas has a deep, dark sadness within him that only Dean can cure. The two go through ups and downs and dark times, but remain together through it all. TRIGGER WARNING: self harm, eating disorder, depression, etc* M to be safe
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 18 - Words: 25,645 - Reviews: 34 - Favs: 31 - Follows: 53 - Updated: 12/18/2017 - Published: 3/8/2016 - Sam W., Dean W., Castiel, Gabriel
Rose's Thorns reviews
Rose's emotional state has crashed, leaving her a hollow shell of her former self. Torchwood was forced to fire her after a stupid mistake led to the death of her entire squadron in a recon mission to the Dalek's mothership. She began a downward spiral with pit stops at mental hospitals and emergency rooms, and has finally hit rock bottom at Mayberry's State Hospital. TW inside
Doctor Who - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 5 - Words: 6,701 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 17 - Updated: 8/3/2017 - Published: 3/10/2016 - 10th Doctor, Rose T.
I Am Sher-Locked Up reviews
Sherlock Holmes: the man, the myth, the legend. John Watson: the soldier, the comforter, the strong. That's what everyone thinks, anyway. John has found out about the deep, dark secret Sherlock clutches so close to himself, and is determined to help the detective. The two fall in love, their resolve and strength tested every day of the war in Sherlock's head. TW: depression, etc
Sherlock - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 14 - Words: 18,034 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 30 - Follows: 25 - Updated: 3/21/2017 - Published: 3/7/2016 - Sherlock H., John W. - Complete
The Art of Falling: Castiel's Journal of Impossible things
"I learned something today: Humans lie. They lie about the simplest of things. Dean lies to me every day when he tells me he's fine, and he and Sam lie to each other constantly. You'd think they'd learn, but that's human nature I guess. Maybe Falling will help me see what my Father saw in His creations." Rated M to be safe, it's fairly tame tho.
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Supernatural/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 4 - Words: 917 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 12/22/2016 - Published: 11/24/2016