So update since 2018 I have been dealing with my Mental issues... The loss of my mother who I love an my sister who I love. I've had a very hard time in my focusing ability on anything else. The world took one giant SHIT on us all in 2019 now with people NOT if they're able to.. GETTIN A DAMN VACCINATION I am forced to confront the issue of my immune system being a piece of shit. I have to take more precautions than ever before to go shopping now.

In America the vaccines free or whatever I got my shot but seriously the risks of adverse reaction or miniscule...

Anaphylaxis after COVID-19 vaccination is rare and has occurred in approximately 2 to 5 people per million vaccinated in the United States. Severe allergic reactions, including anaphylaxis, can occur after any vaccination. If this occurs, vaccination providers can effectively and immediately treat the reaction.

People dont take the shot for yourself... DO IT FOR THE CHILDREN... THEY ARE THE FUTURE... we need to leave this planet a better place than when we arrived on it. WE all bleed the same color our insides are all the same. WE all Bleed Red. They use skin color to divide us but that shouldn't it should unite us.

I got to watching this movie The Hate U Give its a good movie based off a book or something. I suggest it, it made points that I wholly agree with... T.H.U.G. L.I.F.E. means THE HATE U GIVE LITTLE INFANTS F*CKS EVERYBODY/EVERYONE... Don't let the government and the rest of the world divide us.

My Hiatus has ended after the tragic death of my mother I have started updating my stories I am working on my stories. It will be a slow road to recovery I took up drinking again after 4 years of being sober I needed the alcohol to get through the day but I am back and completely sober so please be patient as I complete all of my updating I will try to work through the kinks in my story lines.

Thank you to all the readers who have favorite my stories I am taking a minor sabbatical I have to plan a funeral for my mother please be patient with me as i need time to mourn the loss of my mother and move forward with my stories in about 5 days when my mourning ends. I observe the 10 day mourning period of the ancient Roman/Greek period of Mourning where I don't work for the 10 days as I mourn my mother's death and her loss.

I know that this will make no sense to those of you who read my stories my adoptive mother was what was commonly referred to as a poisonous shrew she was demanding and stifling I was forced to be someone I was not meant to be she wanted a demure wall flower. I was meant to be a bright shining diamond and now that I can be who i was meant to be I have to get practice in and the bad reviews remind me of the abuse she liked to heap on top of my bad days when I was having a bad day.

life has 5 stages that are wholly over looked to most.

Stage 1: infancy

Stage 2: Toddler

Stage 3: Minority-Adolescence

Stage 4: Majority-Adullhood-Midlife

Stage 5: Senior- Death

My tale is not like most I was born and then taken away from an unfit biological mother. My Minority was spent fighting to stay alive when i was 12 I was put on medicines my adoptive mother saught to deny my creativity and my artistic nature I spent the time from 12-16 drugged and being told i was never going to amount to anything worth a damn so you will have to forgive me if my sstories have bugs and grammar gaps I will start pulling them down and working on them in my spare time until then your options are:

A.) Take it

B.) shove it were the air ain't sweet.

I dont mind Reviews but I must insist that Reviewers leave ONLY 1 REVIEW.

REVIEWS WITH CRITISM PLEASE mail me I WILL TAKE THE TIME TO GET YOUR OPINION.

as the weather changes I will be on Fanfiction.net more often as my ankle is starting to cause problems with the weather being cold it hurts to walk around my knees are not any better so leaving me a mail on a story instead of reviews would be much more appreciated to me so i can make changes to the chapters.

I will be rewriting the chapters when I am not bored with the story I usually rewrite the stories once every 3 monthsish to fix them.

The next flamer who leaves a hate messages on one of my stories will be blocked or i will delete the story i do not need your flaming piles of SH*T in my yard. Please enjoy the ramblings of my stories as i work out the kinks and repost them as i work on them but for now i will get off here and finish what i am working on.

P.S. to the people who Favorited my stories thank you enjoy.

Because of my recent severely sprained ankle with spiral fractures to two of the bones i will not be writing new chapters to my stories as quickly as I have been updating thank you for being patient as i recover and learn to use crutches for the first time in my life. It is a difficult process and will be 4-8 weeks of work to heal my torn and fractured bones and ligaments in my foot. After taking a nasty tumble down the stairs.

My name is Calliegh Marie. I am 24yrs. old (2016)

I am 5'4". I have Black hair and or Red hair

and very dark brown eyes with flecks of gold and green

I enjoy reading and writing and drawing I sing Italian opera

Lost within my own mind crying for the soul i lost living in the heart of myself grieving is the process we share while dying a little inside as a heart withers and dies. No one can say that the road you take you home to the place you once began and where you will end this journey. The stars are no longer your guiding force as you feel trapped in the dark box of this death that won't come to you and leaving is a pain as you walk out the door never to look back on the people you leave behind in the rear view mirror of your once perfect life that shattered and turned to ashes in your mouth as you cry in the torrential rain falling down in your eyes as you die a little inside as you pray to a god you know isn’t listening to your prayers anymore.

I want a man who is...

sweet like ... Carlisle

protective like... Jasper

strong like... Emmett

I want a woman who is...

sweet like... Esme

Protective like... Rosalie

shopaholic like... Alice

Team Carlisle-Bella

Team Esme-Bella

Team Edward-Bella

Team Emmett-Bella

Team Rosalie-Bella

Team Jasper-Bella

Team Alice-Bella

Team Benjamin-Bella

Team Aro-Bella

Team Volturi-Bella