Hi, I felt it was time to re-fresh my bio - it had information about me from three/four years back, so...

Hi, I'm All! (short for Allison)

Right now, I am seriously addicted to the Danny Phantom fandom - like seriously. I watched it firstly in December - yeah, I know better later, then never - and since then, I have a very serious phase. Like, I mean, I used to have phases like this over series, movies, and so on, but it's creepy... my latest addiction was the RotG, and I wrote a finished multiple-chaptered story for that last year (which was shocking that I managed to come up with an idea that expanded into several chapters and then I actually managed to finish it), but this, right now, oh man, I just made my notes about my plans, and it's scary, by the usual one/two-week upload I have plans at least for June/July, and it's only the main line for my current story. Seriously, wow...

Anyways, usually, I write in English (which is not my native language, but somehow it feels easier to put together my thoughts in that). I have stories in my native one (believe me, those are sucks). I know I have unfinished stories out there, each of those haunts me. I have an idea for that (after I finish my current story, with the side-lines too), I'll take a look at the abandoned ones. (I hate unfinished stories, so I hate my unfinished ones too - maybe more than you do, maybe...)

About my current one also knows as 'What The Past Holds':

I love it! Seriously, I love it! I have a very serious addiction to that, I can't not think about it, and about the ideas every day. I know, I upload chapters (currently) every second week, but that doesn't mean I don't care about it, or I'm lazy. The first few chapters were uploaded weekly because I had only work, at the moment unfortunately I have work, school, and right now I am starting to write my thesis. Also, English is not my native language, so, naturally, I need at least two days to write a chapter (from very detailed notes) at a poor level, another to fix the words, check the meanings, and another one to examine what I wrote and what I wanted to say without spoilers and where was the plot in the latest one and how I want to start a new one. So to sum it up, if everything is okay, with work, and uni, balanced, then it takes me a whole week to finish and upload a chapter, so- what I wanted to say with it, that I am spending my every day with this story, and I am seriously addicted to it, I have notes for every coming chapter and even for the end. (Currently, I have an issue with how to put together in the right order the very last few ones, but that's up to me, and it won't be an issue for a month(?), but it still bothers me, I have to think about it because timing is serious...)

Anyway, a little interesting fact about this story: when I first had this idea, in late December, I had only five chapters as a concept, then as I started actually writing it, I realised it needs a side-story, then another one, then another one, and then, as I uploaded the second chapter, I had ideas to expand, I had 'deletes scenes' that grew up to whole chapters and then I ended up with planned eight chapters. As I took my notes for further chapters soon I recognised I have ideas that would make a) chapters really long b) potentials that should be used. So I separated those into main points and then, a month ago I ended up with ten chapters (over the side-lines). Unfortunately, when I am stressed, my mind pops up with ideas, so basically, stress is the trigger point for me to write - and right now, currently, as I am in the last semester I have many things to worry about. So, by that, last week I ended up with new chapter ideas, which makes this story a total of thirteen chapters. (I think there wouldn't be any more, I guess...) So, in short, guys, I have plans for the long run, we only saw the half(a) of it-

I mentioned side-lines, yes, I have 'two plus one' ideas about stand-alone chapters that could be read independently and also with this one. But I will only sit down to write and upload those when we will reach a certain point in the main line (yes, because otherwise spoilers...)

'two plus one' because I might or might not have an idea about a continuation (I have to think about if I have enough ideas to a whole new multiple-chaptered story after the current main line or that would be only a longer singular one that is connected to it).

(About side-lines, unluckily, this site can't connect stories, so if time will come for the side-lines, I would write about it - in this aspect, I prefer ao3 (I can be found there too, with the same username, also I have a DP short story there that I can't upload here because there are fewer options for text styles, so I recommend to check that, sad story with a rather sad concept, but I like it)

Yeah, I guess, this is all about my current story.

Also, this site works weird for me (I needed two years to realise how could I write back to reviews, so...), if you have any question about me/my stories (I may or may not give out accidentally spoilers for the story if you ask me), feel free to write me on gmail: [email protected]

Slight personal detail:

At the present, I am on to finish my studies at university within a year as an economist, I am writing my thesis about corporate finance (yeah, I know it sounds freaky, but I like it, I work in the same field, so, it is connected to me), I am proud of my writing, but also scared, like, literally, I'm scared for actually finishing this university (okay, I'd need another language exam for that - from German which is ew... but over that I am nearing to it). Previously I was studying Mathematics (I love Maths!), but I messed up so I didn't reach the point to graduate, so this, right now, is kind of a second chance, and I am so scared from past events that I wouldn't finish it either - I know, it sounds unbelievable because I have a different point of view for things now, but, I don't know, a slight part of me is still afraid. I hope I could manage it, but I am constantly scared. (Which is quite funny, because in my current story it is also focusing on 'second chances' that I didn't realise, especially that unconsciously I was speaking from personal experience, naturally that story stands independently from me, but it's kinda freaky realising the parallels, I didn't intend to involve my fear into it, believe it or not...) But enough from me, I guess, that turned out kinda sad and miserable, so here come some bright details: I have a cat, a beautiful, mischievous Maine Coon. She is living with my parents who are not in the same city as me and my sis. We are living 130 kms away from them, because of work and university - yeah, I know, home office and online world, but believe me, the internet connection there is sucks, also we tried last year to stay at home together, it worked for 55 days (not that I would have counted... I did!), but didn't turn out well, so, we keep our distances, also I am rather antisocial (I define my sis as a hypersocial - that's an existing type, she is the proof, so accept it), so I feel myself better if I am somehow alone, now I have to deal with my sister only.

I know, so much personal details, but seriously, I don't care, and during the current events in the world, sometimes everyone needs to talk to someone - or to the void. Writing out things ease on people's souls, just as writing stories, I count it as therapy (the easiest way to handle things from daily life, if you ask me), so, I guess, welcome to my personal mess? :)