Freedom of Choice 22
The burn was excruciating, all she could feel was every fiber of her being systematically being burned. She could hear Jasper talking to her, while it was helpful to hear his voice, but he was coming in muffled, kind of like static on a radio. Attempting to meditate through her pain, Amelia started playing back every memory she could think of, her earliest memory was sitting on her mothers front porch playing with her friend. Melissa; that was her name, she was maybe 4 or 5, they were playing with some dolls, brushing their hair. She saw that her mother was sitting on the bench in front, smoking a cigarette. The memory washed over her, it was one of the few memories she has of her mother being outside with her.
Soon another memory washed over her, highschool; it was junior year, it was the year she met Michael. They were in an AP English class, he was a new transfer student. The first thing that she thought of him was he was kinda of nerdy, but so cute. He was 5'8, brown hair, brown eyes, and wore these 80's inspired glasses. It took a couple weeks of class, but eventually the two of them hit it off really well. Her body felt like she was watching a movie reel moving at 4x speed. Soon she was in the back of his truck, looking at the stars; kissing, touching, him asking permission to go further; saying yes. As the movie reel kept playing it took her to them saying goodbye. While she got accepted to several colleges, she wasn't able to secure financial aid, and she didn't qualify for any scholarships. He tried to convince her to come with him, and that he would support her, but she knew that it wasn't meant forever, she drove him to the airport, "Go Michael, you and I both know it wasn't meant to last, I want you to have a fantastic future. I'll find my way, I always do." With that she drove away from her first love.
While she could still feel the burning of the venom, she was able to concentrate on the mechanics of her gift, wanting to memorize how she was able to manipulate it, concentrating on remembering how she was able to push and pull it, and pick up big and small objects. She knew that there would be an adjustment period, as a newborn she wouldn't have the control needed to properly wield it, she was hoping that if she was able to concentrate on the gift it wouldn't be dangerous to her family.
Slowly but surely she could feel the burn pulling away from her fingers, toes, and up her legs and arms. Hours have passed, and the slight relief she was feeling gave her an opportunity to focus on something else. A voice was talking to her, it was deep masculine, and it had an accent. It was telling her about her past. Who was talking to her? She took a moment to search her memories, she knew that voice, he was someone very familiar to her. Thinking about the sound of his voice, she was able to hear the movement of fabric, a light fluttering sound; pinpointing the noise was easy, it was about 500 yards outside the window. She could hear the wind rustling the sounds of squirrels bouncing on the branches.
Eventually she was able to keep time, counting the seconds, so far 216000 seconds have passed. By the time she got to 864000 seconds the burn was now gone from her head, arms, legs, it was speeding towards her heart. The male voice was telling her the burn was almost over, she hoped so, because the sound of her heart beating so rapidly into her chest made her feel like it was about to pound out of her body.
Jasper could hear her heart speeding up, soon. "You'll be with me soon my love. You look just as beautiful as I could have ever imagined. You're close to 2 inches taller, your lips have a natural pink hue, your hair has grown, I would estimate it's down to the small of your back now." Gently pushing a stray hair back behind her ears. Jasper couldn't help but be amazed, not once did she scream or whimper, in all his years he's never heard of a vampire remaining quiet, but in this very home 2 have made such an accomplishment. Keeping his door open and Garrett the same, both girls were silent. Focusing his attention back to his mate, he heard her heart speed up, this was it. Counting the beats, it was in it's last stage. With a loud spudder; silence filled the room.
It finally stopped, the pain was gone. Amelia was sure that she was dead. Almost terrified to move she didn't want the pain to come back. But that deep masculine voice spoke to her. "Open your eyes my love." Oh that voice, it sounded like sex and honey. Wanting to get an idea of what or who was around her she inhaled deeply. Honey, Whiskey, and a little sandalwood. The smell was mouthwatering, she needed to see who was the owner of that great smell, was it the voice? Opening her eyes, she saw all the dust particles floating above her, sitting up faster than expected. She saw the wall directly in front of her, she could see every grain in the natural wood. Moving her head in the direction of the voice and smell; her eyes locked on to the most beautiful man she's ever seen.
Jasper watched in wonder and fascination as she tried to acclimate to her new body. But when her bright red eyes turned towards him, he fought his urge to claim her. Newborns are quite temperamental. He went to speak to his beautiful mate, however she didn't give him a chance, with her speed and strength he was tackled to the ground. He could feel her emotions, she was not angry, she was curious, filled with lust. Relaxing under her he let her control the moment.
As the man sat underneath her she leaned forward sniffing his neck. "MINE!" she yelled. Ripping his clothes off; her didn't last long either, once she had them both naked she impaled herself on his shaft, he filled her completely. Letting her head roll back, she set a brutal pace, the man underneath her met her brutality by thrusting upward to me her pussy. Her body was tingling, the tell signs of her impending orgasm sent shock waves throughout her body, she felt herself clench around him, "I need to cum!" she said. Not sure if she was talking to the man or herself, whoever he was, he was perfect for her, she would not allow another female to have him. On the cusp of her orgasm she leaned down and BIT him on the crook of his neck, once her teeth entered his skin she pumped her venom into him, he needed to smell of her. Riding out her orgasm the man flipped her onto her back and pounded her pussy causing her to suck her breath in. His eyes were black, she could tell he was full of lust and desire. He wrapped his hands in her hair tilting her neck to him, just like her he leaned down licking her neck, as her second orgasm rocked her body she felt his teeth bite into her neck, "FUCK!" she screamed. His roar of completion sent her body for her third orgasm, it was like a light bulb went off in her mind, she felt her eyes focusing on him, "Jasper!" she moaned out.
Jasper watched in fascination as she came down from her high, as she focused on him he could see recognition. He was relieved, while he knew that eventually she would remember him. It could have been months, so the sound of his name falling from her lips was the sweetest sound that he's ever heard. "Amelia." he softly said into her ear.
Their bodies were connected in the most intimate way, neither wanting to move.
The longer she stared at her mate, the more she was able to recall, everything was sliding into place, all the memories she focused on in the change, her family, Peter and Char, Forks, Cullens, Bella, Garrett. Wolves. Turning her eyes back to him, "I remember everything. It's like everything is so crystal clear. I was worried it would take me forever to remember you. I'm glad it was a temporary condition." Honestly she was beyond grateful, she couldn't imagine a world where he was just someone she couldn't remember.
Jasper could feel her emotions, she was exuding love, contentment, and trust. "Me too my love, just know if that would have been the case, I would have made you fall for me all over again. The mind blowing sex would help." While he always enjoyed having sex with a human Amelia, it was great not having to hold back with her any longer.
Tucking the hair that was in front of his eyes, "I'm happy that you don't need to hold back, it is definitely more intense now."
Laughing, "I was just thinking that." Smiling at his love, he couldn't be more excited and happy that she was his forever. Staying on that train of thought, he realized he was having a conversation with a less than an hour newborn. Wasn't she hungry? "Dove, are you thirsty?" He asked.
Amelia thought about his question, there was a tingle starting to burn in her throat, but it wasn't painful, so she ignored it to be with Jasper. "I have a tingle, but other than that, I feel OK."
Of course she wouldn't be a typical newborn, but it was still a good idea to feed her regardless. He could sense Bella and Garrett as well, they were feeling complete, So they sealed their bond as well. Tapping into Bella's feelings as well, he could sense that she wasn't ravenous with hunger either. All my training with newborns, and I have two on my hands that have the control of a much older vampire. Strange. "I'm glad you're not feeling more than the tingle, but I think it's best to keep you on a weekly feeding schedule for the first month or so, better to keep ahead of any newborn fits."
Amelia understood, she remembered Peter and Char explaining that newborns were at the mercy of their emotions, so she didn't want to argue with Jasper. "OK, Jasper, let's get me fed." With that, they slowly stood, Jasper zipped over to the closet and grabbed jeans and t-shirts for the both of them. Dressing quickly, he turned his attention to his mate, he got her dressed lacing up their boots. "Ready my love?" With a quick nod, he pushed the balcony doors open, looking over his shoulder he jumped out as he landed he waited, soon enough he could see her landing in front of him.
As she landed she couldn't help but laugh with joy. "That was amazing."
Jasper grabbed her hands and took off running. Amelia watched as the forest moved by with lighting speed, but her eyes were able to focus on every detail that she passed, the birds in flight she could see every feather, the ants crawling on the floor, hearing their feet in the dirt. She was even able to see the leaves open towards the sun. They continued their run for a good 15 minutes, soon Jasper stopped in front of an abandoned building.
Carefully opening the door, Amelia was hit by the most delicious smell. Her eyes turned black and slowly she entered, feeling Jasper she knew that it was safe for her to enter. Looking around her eyes landed on 8 men chained to the wall. Instinct told her to rip them all to shreds, but her rational side kept her still.
He was impressed, he was half expecting her to rush in there because the smell of humans was so strong. Watching her, he could tell that she was fighting the instinct to kill needlessly. "These men are rapists, Char found them while you were changing." He walked behind her, feeling her anticipation. "A swift kill, grab the neck, snap it, bite the jugular; the blood will just pour into your mouth." Putting his hands on her shoulders, he pushed her in the direction of the man closest to her.
As soon as he let her go, Amelia lunged. Grabbing the man by the neck she twisted, hearing the snap she attached her teeth to his neck, the moment the blood flowed into her mouth, her eyes closed and a moan escaped her lips. It was the sweetest thing she's ever tasted. Letting the blood slide down her throat; it soothed the burn in her throat. All too soon the body was dry. Letting it drop to the floor, her eyes focused on the next man. Snapping his neck she finished him as well. Once he hit the floor, she could feel the sensation of being full. Turning to look at Jasper, she could see that his eyes were filled with hunger and lust. "Please, have some." she stepped aside. His look of surprise amused her.
Walking up to her, she did well for a first feed, but she was still covered in blood, it ran down her face onto her shirt. Leaning down he couldn't help but lick the side of her lips, tasting the blood on her face, it was delicious. Stepping back he turned his attention towards the remaining 6 men. Picking the biggest he quickly snapped his neck and drained him. Dropping his body, he looked towards Amelia. Smiling. He could feel her desire for him, if he wasn't such a possessive bastard he would fuck her against this wall, but didn't want anyone to see her in the throws of passion. It was time he gave her the lesson in proper disposal of human remains. "It's time to get rid of the bodies. Let me show you how." Throwing the man he drained over his shoulder, and grabbing one of the ones she finished, he headed out the door, he could see that she took the last remaining human and started following him outside.
Turning his attention to the task at hand, he quickly dug a 6 foot hole tossing them into it, Amelia followed suit. "What next?" she questioned.
Spitting his venom on to the bodies, she quirked her eye at him, but she did everything he did. Reaching into his jeans, he pulled out a book of matches, with a practiced hand he used his fingers to strike the matches and tossed them into the pit, soon the fire consumed the bodies, it only took a couple minutes for there to be nothing but ash. "And that my love is how you get rid of bodies."
"Well, that seemed a lot easier than expected." Taking a moment she looked down at her clothes. "I look like a horror movie extra. Would you mind helping me clean myself up?" she asked.
Tossing her over his shoulder, he made his way towards the home, with her laughing over his shoulder. Jumping towards the balcony he zipped them into the shower; both immediately shredding the others clothes, the heat from the water sent them into a frenzy. "Please Jasper, I need you." she growled into his ear.
Slipping his hands into her hair, his voice dropping dangerously low, "Then have me my mate." Ramming his cock into her body, she screamed out in pain, it took a moment for her body to adjust to his brutality; she loved that he was done being gentle. Finally she was getting the full force of Major Whitlock.
Her head rocked back into the wall, the thud cracked the tile, but she was too occupied to care. Wrapping her legs around him she arched her back to give her some leverage to meet his thrusts. The force of which they fucked each other was animalistic, as her body started to coil ready for her orgasm he held her by the throat and turned her head, he licked her neck on his mating mark, and swiftly bit down. Screaming out in blinding pleasure; had a cascading effect causing his, letting her pussy clamp down on his cock he let her body milk him dry. As her second orgasm rocked her body she bit down on his mark as well.
White noise brought them back down. Amelia licked his wound to seal the venom in. "I love you Jasper."
"I love you too, my Dove." he responded.
As he dressed them both, Amelia wanted to lay down on the bed, and relax. It was a weird feeling, the desire to relax but not actually need it. Laying down, they spend the entire night talking, he explained that the next couple of months would be training, getting her used to opening doors, dressing herself. He said that was the hardest part of being a new vampire learning the control of your strength.
Watching the sunset behind the horizon and watching the moon dance across the sky, it was then Amelia realized that she hadn't seen Bella. "Jasper, I feel like such an idiot. How's Bella? Is she done with the change or still changing?" I can't believe that I forgot about her all day.
Jasper felt her emotions spiral into self loathing. "Hey, stop that. You are a newborn vampire, while you're not snapping at me like an animal, you're very instinctual right now, blood is what you crave, because you have a mate, sex. That's it. But don't worry about Bella, she's fine, right now she's in her room with her mate, because like you, she is extremely controlled, but she's a vampire with a mate. For the next couple days you and Bella will be kept apart, not because we think that you will hurt the other, but newly mated vampires are volatile and add that you both are newborns, we don't want anything to trigger a reaction. But don't worry a couple days of sealing our bond, you and Bella should be fine. Does that answer your question?" He asked.
Nodding her head. "While I think that sucks, I understand. I would hate to fight her because I thought she was going to touch you. I'm sure she would hate to fight me if she thought I was going to touch Garrett."
Wrapping his arms around her body, "Exactly, see, I know what I'm doing my Dove."
For the remainder of the night they laid in bed, making love. It was the perfect day for a new life. Soon enough the sun came up and they made love again and again. Amelia was going to love this afterlife.
Across the home, Bella and Garrett laid on their bed enjoying the other. Bella sighed; happy, complete, and finally living her life as she knew it should have been. She was born to be a vampire. Tomorrow her training of her shield with Peter begins again. Promising herself she would never be useless again. It was time to contribute to her new family. But, that was something that she would deal with tomorrow. For now, she was going to enjoy her evening with Garrett. Turning her attention towards him, she proceeded to make love to him before the sun rose in the sky.