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[Saturday]
Bella felt like a princess as they dressed her up and took pictures from different angles, different poses. She was still so new to this, but they were patient and showed her exactly what they needed her to do. The photographer said she really was a natural, and that made her feel better.
Simon watched from the side, his arms crossed, smiling, as she posed different ways.
"That's beautiful Bella," Marcus said, and then it was Simon's turn for his shots. Simon got up in spot, and the wardrobe attendant went to him, unbuttoning the front of Simon's shirt, leaving it open fully, and handed him his guitar and Simon posed with it.
Bella watched how stunning Simon looked and she felt this odd pull to him. She shrugged those thoughts away, as she continued to watch, a smile on her face.
"Bella, go ahead and get up there with him." Marcus said, and Bella moved forward, and wardrobe came over, and detached the skirt she was wearing, and unclipped the bodice and fixed it and clipped it back. She had Bella slip on the other skirt that was long and flowy.
Another person help position them in the pose they wanted, and it was Bella with her hand on Simon's shoulder, one of his hands in his pocket, his shirt open in the front, and she was staring ahead. They lifted the skirts on her dress and had Bella extend her hand to the side, and when they counted to three, they let the skirts fall, and the picture made it look like her skirts was floating.
Simon was smiling at her in the picture, and Bella was posed like she was a goddess, the look on her face strong, and beautiful.
They did a few more shots together, and then it was a wrap.
Bella changed into her normal clothes, and pulled her hair back into a ponytail, and met with Marcus and Simon in the lobby of the hotel they used for the shoot.
"That was a beautiful shoot. You guys photography well together. "Marcus said, clasping his hands together. "Now we're going to go into the studio, and work on the song that Simon has prepared as a duet for you guys to work through."
Bella nodded. "Sounds great. Let's do this." She said with a smile, and they got into Marcus' car, and the driver took them over to the studio.
[Studio]
"Let me down and I'm right here where you want me, all your words, but it hurts I'm a thorn on a vine, hanging on every lineeeee." Simon sung into the microphone. The music was a simple guitar being strummed, and the slight underbass.
"Let me in and I'll never try to save you, fever hearts, burning dark, I'm a fire in the rain, hanging on every flame…" Simon sang more.
Then the both of them started together. "But youuuuu, oooh you leave me paralyzed, and you bring me back a thousand times, oh youuu, sweeter than your hold over me, tainted too, you take my breath awayyyy, Nightshadeeee, heeyy Nightshadeeeeee, heeeeyyyy."
Bella smiled as they sang together.
When it ended, Marcus clapped from the editing booth. "That was amazing. I think you did that perfectly. Let's run through it again, adjust your tone just a bit Simon to match hers."
Simon nodded, and then smiled at Bella, and they began again.
It was 1AM when they finished recording, and were satisfied with the song. This was one of the duets planned for the next album which would have eight songs on it.
She was excited for the next part of this journey.
When they got in Simon's car, Marcus had emailed her the lyrics to the song he wanted her to try singing, with the sound clip.
"Oh, he already sent it." Bella said, as Simon pulled away from the studio.
"Oh really?"
Bella played the sound clip, listening to the music and then looking over the sheet music for it. She did know how to play the piano, so she knew how to read sheet music.
"Hearttt lying in my hands…. I never wanted this…." She half sang to the music and then hummed the rest. She nodded when the music stopped. "It's beautiful. So, melancholy."
"It's meant to display your vocal rang. It's a very emotional song."
"I agree." Bella said and looked back at the lyrics. There was a certain air of sadness of the song, and she could relate to it.
They pulled up at the loft, and Simon walked up with her. She turned to him and smiled. "Thank you, Simon. You've really shown me a whole other world."
"You've got real talent Bella. I'm so glad I bumped into you and spilled your coffee and broke your phone." He said with a laugh.
Bella smiled. "Yeah, changed my life. Thank you. I really mean that. I appreciate you so much."
Simon stared at her, her eyes were so bright, so inviting. "You've changed me too Bella." He murmured and then he leaned in, his lips brushing hers.
Bella felt her heart swell, and the world shift and stand still. There was nothing else that mattered in the world anymore. Tears streamed, a joy that she had never had before.
Simon leaned back, looking down at her. "You're crying." He murmured.
"Ignore them. They betray what I actually feel right now." Bella said. "Simon…."
Simon leaned in and kissed her again, his hands framing her face after brushing her hair back. He heard the slight moan from her and the parting of her lips that gave him access to explore farther. His heart pounded in his chest, the overwhelming feeling of just pure happiness, finally tasting her, finally kissing her after a few nights of dreams of her.
Bella pulled back, unlocking her door, and pulled him inside, shutting the door. "Clary is sleeping." She murmured, and guided him back to her bedroom. She shut the door lightly, and turned to Simon, his hands already on her waist, pulling her to him, his mouth meeting hers again. Her hands popped his shirt open, sliding her hands over his bare chest, and pushing his shirt off. She was reacting to him instinctively, and his hands felt nice against her bare skin as he pushed her shirt up. She shivered and then pressed against him.
Simon's brain was trying to catch up now to what was happening, and so he slowed down, breaking the kiss to look at her. "Bella…we should talk about this."
"Oh god, you…are still in love with Maya, and I- "
"No, no. That's not it. Bella, I just want to be sure you're okay."
Bella stared up at him. "I've never had sex."
"Oh," Simon was surprised. He assumed that Edward had…
"The one thing Edward didn't do…. was that." Bella said and swallowed.
"We definitely need to slow down." Simon said, taking a breath, calming himself down.
Bella knew he was right. She was reacting to emotions right now, the feeling she got when he kissed her. She had never felt that way before. "I haven't felt this way before Simon." She murmured; her voice small.
"Me neither." Simon said, and tilted her face up to look at him. "You are beautiful, incredible, and all of these things that my brain isn't thinking about right now. I really do want to take you to your bed and just…show you, but I also know you have been through a lot, and I don't want to make anything confusing for you. This could be infatuation with me, or me with you, and I don't want to rush anything, especially for you."
"The world stopped when you kissed me…" She said, "I can't think of anything else, but your lips on mine. It feels…right. I don't want to slow down, I want to take these leaps because if I don't, then I'll go back into my shell, and try to hide again. I love who I am becoming Simon. I have never felt this strong about myself. Or confident. You make me feel that way, and I know this isn't some infatuation."
Simon stared at her, struggling with the situation. "It's late." He finally said. "How about, I take you to bed, and I kiss you some more, until you get sleepy?"
Bella nodded, and then went to her dresser, getting her pajamas out. Simon was already shirtless, so he just sat on the bed, while she disappeared into the bathroom to change.
She emerged a short while later and then got on the bed. Simon reached for her, and pulled her close. He kissed her again, slow, his tongue moving over hers, and it made her heart thump harder, but Simon kept the kiss light, without drawing it out too much. He broke the kiss, to give her a few light kisses, and watched her open her eyes and look up at him. "You need to sleep." He murmured, and kissed her again, before having her lay her head on his chest.
She listened to his heart beat, and it was a steady beat, like a drum. She closed her eyes, and eventually she drifted off to sleep.
[The Next Morning]
Clary was up already, and remembered Bella had to be up for the studio earlier today, and so she went to Bella's room, and opened the door and walked in and then stopped. She saw Bella snuggled against a shirtless Simon. "Oh." She said and smiled. "Guys, studio!" She said loudly.
Simon and Bella stirred, hearing Clary's voice. Simon looked over at his friend. "What time is it?"
"Nine. Studio is at ten, right?"
"Oh shit, yeah." Simon said, and nudged Bella. "Bella, we gotta get up." He said and she groaned and shifted to sit up. He got up out of bed, and Clary turned quickly, hoping to not see him naked, but realized he wasn't naked, and neither was Bella. She misread the situation she supposed.
"I'll go make sure there's coffee." Clary said and left the room.
Simon found his shirt in floor, and he shrugged it on. He leaned over and kissed Bella on the cheek. "I'm going to go change at Jace's. I'll meet you down in the car." He said and left her to get ready. He finished buttoning up his shirt, but left the top few buttons undone. "Clary, music video Thursday, need your makeup skills. Marcus asked."
"Got it!" Clary gave a thumbs up and smiled when Simon left.
Simon entered the code on Jace's door and walked in. Jace was doing pushups shirtless.
"You are home extremely late." Jace commented.
"I just woke up. I've gotta change for the studio gotta be there in less than an hour." Simon said and went to his bag and grabbed some clothes.
Jace raised a brow. "Where did you sleep?"
"Bella's." Simon said blowing out a breath and stopped moving and looked at his friend. "I have never felt this way before man."
"Oh?" Jace said, walking into the kitchen and getting water out of the refrigerator.
"Yeah, I didn't plan on kissing her, but when I did…I felt the world shift. Like…this was what my life was leading up to." Simon said, and shook his head. "She's incredible."
Jace felt a little flip in stomach, know that it was because he combatted some similar feelings, but the world hadn't stopped or anything when he kissed her. There was desire there, sure, but looking at Simon now, knowing how he was, and that love didn't come easy for him. He was happy that Simon discovered that with Bella. "She is incredible. Don't lose that."
"Jace." Simon said, making Jace turn and look at him. "You have feelings for her, don't you."
"What makes you think that."
"The look on your face when I told you I kissed her."
Jace smiled. "I've kissed her too. Difference is, your world stopped, mine didn't. It's fate, I'm not going to mess with fate."
Simon shook his head. "You are something else."
"Get dressed, get to the studio. Don't let Bella go. She's a keeper." Jace said and then went off to go take a shower.
Fifteen minutes later, Simon and Bella met downstairs and got in his car and drove to the studio.
[Studio]
Marcus smiled at Simon and Bella when they walked in. "Bella! Did you have a chance to look over the song?"
"I did. It's fantastic."
"Good, I want to get you in booth one today. Simon is recording Royal blue today."
"Sweet, I've been practicing that one." Simon said with a smile.
Bella smiled. "Good luck." She said and then followed Marcus to the booth. Mike was at the controls. "Hi Mike."
Mike smiled at her. "Bella. You ready to solo record today?"
She blew out a breath, shaking off the nerves. "Yes. Let me know when I'm doing something wrong, okay?"
"You know I will." Mike said and then watched Bella go to the recording room, and situate the headphones on her head. He turned the music on.
Heart lying in my hands…I never want-ed this….
This tear will never mend…..
How did it come to this…. Oo-oo
Please don't slip awayyyyyy
Cause my heart can't take it, don't let this be the end
Don't let this be the end
Please don't slip away, cause I'll just keep breakinggg
Don't let this be the end, don't let this be the endddd.
Dark waters caving in….you were the light I knewww….
Don't know how to pretendddd….cause I'm not bulletprooffffff.
Please don't slip awayyyy, cause my heart can't take itttt
Don't let this be the end, don't let this be the enddd
Please don't slip away, cause I'll just keep breakingggg
Don't let this be the end, don't let this be the enddd.
Oo-ooooh Don't let this be the endddd
oo-ooo-oh Don't let this be the enddd
Please don't slip away, 'cause my heart can't take it
Don't let this be the end, don't let this be the endddddd
Please don't slip away, I'll just keep breakinggg…
Don't let this be the end, don't let this be the endddd
oo-oo-oo, Don't let this be the end.
Bella opened her eyes as the last note sounded.
Marcus, Simon, and Mike were all watching her, shock and awe on their faces.
"Was that okay?" Bella asked, shifting the headphones off.
"You're an angel." Marcus murmured. "Your voice is like an angel." He wiped a couple tears that escaped.
Simon's mouth curved into a smile. "That was incredible. I have no words." He said.
"Bella, that was perfect." Mike said. "The sound is amazing. Let's run through that again." He said and looked at Marcus. "The other song. She needs that other song that Jess is writing. Her voice is going to fit it perfect."
Marcus nodded his head. "I agree."
Bella put the headphones back on and Mike started the music again, and she started singing again.
Simon and Marcus walked over to the other booth. "Simon, you found an incredible talent. I want you to know that. She is a godsend."
Simon smiled. "She's amazing. Mike is the one that realized she could sing, I just brought her with me so she wasn't at the loft alone. She's been through a lot."
"She holds so much emotion in her voice and she's such a natural. Modeling, and singing. She can dance right?"
"Actually, I've seen her dance, and she really can." Simon said.
Marcus nodded. "Perfect. This is going to be the best album. For both of you. We're already talking about tour dates."
Simon smiled. "That's awesome. Talk to Bella about tours, she might not want to travel."
"Of course, I'll talk to her, I'm not a monster." Marcus said with a smile, and then watched Simon go into the booth. He lucked out with gaining two singers for the label with voices that were so in tune that it was a perfect harmony when they sung.
[Thursday: Video Shoot day]
Bella was excited about the video shoot. They had already traveled around New York in Brooklyn and New York City, filming different scenes. They were using the art museum at the moment, filming. Costume changes, and hair changes as well happened in between takes.
"I'm Michelangelo, and I only wanna die inside of you, your have to glow…. where the colors go…." Bella and Simon sang together, while dancing in front of an art piece that was a replica of an Michelangelo painting.
They shot it several different times, taking short breaks in between. There were backup dancers there as well, Clary was there doing hair and makeup. This was what she was going to school for, and she was an artist.
By 9pm, they were done with shooting. Bella was tired, and full of energy all at one time. They had an interview with Terrence with 102.7 the Heights in half an hour, so they left Marcus and everyone else, and rode over to the radio station.
"Bella, Simon! Oh boy, I got you both at the same time." Terry exclaimed. "Take a seat!" he said and slid them both headphones, and positioned the mics. "Hellooooo Brooklyn, this is Terrence with 102.7, the Heights! Do I have a treat for you happy listeners tonight. With me I have Simon Lewis, and Bella Swan, New York's rising stars. Say hello guys."
Simon and Bella smiled at each other. "Hello Brooklyn." Simon said, and Bella chimed in after him. "Hey there!" She exclaimed cheerfully.
"It's so good to have you guys here."
"It's great to be here Terrence." Bella replied smoothly.
Terry smiled. "Bella, we are so enthralled with your voice. Michelangelo dropped last Friday, and already has sold 200,000 copies not to mention the thousands of downloads on iTunes. That's a huge accomplishment in the music world. You seemingly came from nowhere. Can you tell us a bit about yourself?"
Bella chuckled a little. "Certainly. I'm from Washington state, small town girl, and came to the big city to explore."
"Yes and I interrupted her exploration by spilling coffee on her outside of a Star bucks." Simon said, and the three of them laughed.
"Simon, there's another album dropping right, this October?"
"Sure is Terry. Nightshade will feature eight songs, two of which are two of Bella's new singles." Simon supplied.
Terry clapped his hands together. "That's amazing! There's also rumor of some music videos launching on Youtube later next week, can you guys spill some secrets?"
"We can, tiny ones. Michelangelo will launch Wednesday next week." Bella said still smiling.
"As far tours are concerned, are you both planning on going on tour anytime soon?"
Simon looked at Bella and nodded. "Yes actually. March will begin the spring portion of our tour, it'll begin in Radio City Hall, and we'll be traveling down through Pennsylvania, and we'll end up in Cali at the end of the tour, which ends June next year. Our tour dates will be posted on , so be sure to check it out for official dates, and links to purchase tickets for each location."
"Brilliant! We have a few callers wanting to weigh in and ask some questions. Are we up for that?"
"Absolutely!" Bella said, and smiled at Simon.
"Alright, first caller from Manhattan, Brooke, go ahead Brooke."
"I absolutely love your new song! My question is, are we going to have some more duets with both of you?"
Simon smiled and nodded to Bella for her to answer.
"Hi Brooke, definitely, there are a couple in recording right now, and will be featured on the new album in October. Thanks for your question." Bella said politely.
Terry smiled. "That's terrific! Second caller, Amanda from Waverly, go ahead Amanda."
"Um, gosh, you guys are just amazing. I just want to know Bella, do you have an Instagram that your fans can follow you on?"
"I do, you can find me at justbella. Thank you so much Amanda for your question."
Terry smiled. "Guys, isn't she just amazing?" He said with a chuckle. "Third caller, Brent from Jersey, go ahead Brent."
"Yessss, Bella, hi! I just love your voice! There aren't many pictures of you out there! I work with a local magazine and would love to have the opportunity. Do you have any openings?"
Simon leaned back, crossing his arms and smiling as everyone wanted to know more about Bella.
"Hi Brent, if you go online to , there is a contact form available for you to reach out to my manager, Marcus Voltaire, and he'll be able to confirm any sort of schedule or bookings. Thank you for your wonderful compliments." Bella said and smiled at Simon, and he nodded.
"Alright Brooklyn, last caller. We have Jamie from Jersey, go ahead Jamie."
"Yes, Simon, this question is for you. Now that you have an amazing singing partner, will you be singing live more at Pandemonium together?"
Simon leaned forward towards the mic. "Hi Jamie, you can find Bella and myself at Pandemonium on Friday nights on stage 8pm, we do an array of cover songs and do take requests. Hope to see you there Jamie!" He said and leaned back again.
Terry smiled wide. "There you have it, Brooklyn, two of our finest artists. Don't forget to go and check out the newest single, Michelangelo, and check out those tour dates. With that, this has been Terrence with 102.7, the Heights, keep the vibe going, here's Michelangelo, feat. Bella right now." He said and started playing the song. The three removed their headphones and stood. "You guys are truly amazing. Bella, it has been an honor to meet you and get to talk to you. Thank you for making time, I know you both are busy with the new album launching soon."
"Of course, thank you for having us." Bella said and shook Terry's hand and her and Simon left the radio station. They got out to Simon's car and just sat for a moment, relaxing.
Simon looked over at her, and then leaned in, his hand going to cup her face, and he kissed her. "I've been wanting to do that all day."
Bella smiled. "I've been wanting you to do that all day." She murmured and leaned in and kissed him again.
Simon smiled and then turned his car on and drove back towards the loft. They hadn't officially labeled themselves. Simon was wanting to go slow, for Bella's sake. They kept it private, and only Jace and Clary knew that they were testing the waters. Most of their nights lately were just Simon holding her in bed, letting her go to sleep. He hadn't wanted to press sex yet, even though she said she was ready, he wanted her to be sure first. It was a big step to take, and he didn't want her to be so anxious about it. He could sense that in her, and he didn't know how to make her less anxious, so he was fine with just kissing her and holding her. He was finally truly happy for the first time in a long time.
He parked outside the loft, and they got out and he grabbed her hand in his, lacing his fingers with hers as they walked up the stairs. He smiled at her, and then stopped to kiss her briefly before climbing the rest of the way up the stairs. He opened the door to her loft and walked in with her. She hung her bag up on the hook and they put their shoes up.
Clary was sitting on the couch. "Hey you two. Heard the interview on the radio. Bella, you sounded like a pro."
"Thanks, Marcus prepped me earlier on what to say and what not. I'm getting used to this all." Bella said and went to the fridge and opened it. "Ah, hey Clary, if I give you my credit card, can you get some food. I'm slammed tomorrow and this weekend."
"Sure thing." Clary said and lifted her tea to her lips and blew on it a little before taking a drink.
Bella smiled and then grabbed a bottle of water and took a long drink.
"What time do you guys have to be up?" Clary asked, twisting around in the couch to look at both her and Simon.
"Eight." Simon said with a sigh. "They're trying to kill us."
Bella nodded. "Mm. I'm going to start jogging in the mornings though, so I need to be up at six." She said and then finished the rest of her water, before going to her bag and getting her wallet, and pulling her credit card out and bringing it over to Clary. "Get stuff you like too."
Clary frowned, taking the card. "It's your money Bells, I can't-"
"I'm not worried about it. Get what we need, and what you need too." Bella said. "It'll be okay."
"It feels weird."
Bella smiled. "Well, that's what friends are for. To make you feel weird." She said and bopped Clary on the head lightly, and winked at her.
Simon smiled, watching the two of them getting along so great. He then reached for Bella, his arms looping around her waist. "Alright, well if you're waking up at six, you need to get to bed missy. Night Clare." He said and picked Bella up and got a giggle from her as he hauled her off to her bedroom. She twisted and looped her arms around his neck, and then kissed him hard, his mouth opening in response, and their tongues mated together.
"Mmm. You are a seductress." Simon said in between kisses.
"Well, I'm trying to seduce you. Is it working?"
"A little." Simon said with a smile and leaned back to look at her. She pulled her shirt off over her head, and she was unhooking her bra. He sucked in a breath. "Bella…"
Bella smiled, teasing him as she turned around and unsnapped the bra, letting it fall away.
Simon's eyes dilated in arousal and he walked towards her, his hands brushing over her side, and lightly skimming over the side of her breast. Her small gasp made him smile, and then he kissed her neck, tracing his tongue over the sensitive spot on her neck, getting another pleasured sigh from her. Her hands moved, hooking on her waistband, and she slid her pants down, as she bent over, her ass right in his crotch, as she finished slipping her pants off.
"Dear god…"He murmured, seeing her from this angle getting him hard, quickly. His hands brushed at her hips, and she leaned up. "You are so tempting." He said, his voice strained.
Bella turned then, facing him. Her panties were lacey, compliments of Clary and her shopping expertise. Clary insisted that every girl needed lacy panties. They were a deep sapphire color, and had matched her bra. She reached for his hands, and brought them up and placed them on her breast, and she stared up at him. "Touch me." She murmured.
Simon groped her gently, rolling his thumbs over her nipples and she sucked in a breath, moaning slightly. "Bella…you-"
"Simon, I'm ready. I want to take a new step. We don't have to have sex…we can explore in other ways, but I want you to feel me. I'm okay with that." Bella murmured, and her hands went to his shirt, and pushed it up, and he took it the rest of the way off. Her hands moved over his bare skin, and he shivered, her touch light. His mouth found hers again, and he wrapped his arms around her, and she hooked her legs around him, and he walked her to her bed, laying her on her back on the bed and she was splayed out.
"Wow, Bella you are beautiful." He said, taking a moment to enjoy the sight of her. He climbed onto the bed with her, and his hands moved up the inside of her leg, tracing a line up to her hip, and then he kissed her on her hip, and then moved his mouth to the inside of her thigh, and traced a small circle there, and she gasped and moaned a little. He repeated it on the other side and then went back to her mouth, kissing her, and his hand played with her nipple and breast, and she arched slightly instinctively in his hand. He moved his head to her breast, and he sucked her nipple in his mouth, teasing her with his tongue, and moved his hand to her panties, testing the material at the waistband. When she didn't tense under his touch, he moved his hand beneath the material and his fingers found her moist center, rolling over her clit and she gasped in surprise, moaning lowly. He leaned up and kissed her to keep her from moaning out loud, as he slipped a finger inside her. She moved her hips to his hand, the pressure building in her center as he continued to pleasure her with his hand.
"Bella..," Simon murmured, his voice layered with husk from his own arousal.
"Simon…"
"I want to taste you, is that okay." He murmured, looking down in her eyes. She nodded and he smiled, kissing her lightly, before shifting and pulling her panties all the way down. His mouth kissed the inside of her thigh again before it covered her clit, his tongue drawing circles there and she moaned again, he used two fingers to push inside her and she gasped, moving her hips slightly, feeling the pleasure roll over her. She had never experienced this before, and it felt so good. She had never really masturbated, so she wasn't sure what an orgasm was supposed to feel like. Suddenly, she felt a tension give away, and the tingling washed over her completely. She moved the blanket towards her mouth, biting into it as she moaned, trying not to be too loud, but she gasped again as he continued and she felt the rolling orgasm wash over her and she moaned his name.
"Simon!" She gasped as he did something else with his tongue, and she moaned again.
Simon leaned up, his hand still playing with her. He looked at her, how beautiful she looked laying there in pleasure. "Feel good?"
"Oh god yes," She breathed.
"Good." He said and then moved up her body and kissed her again, slowing the kiss down until he placed small kisses over her lips. "How are you feeling now?"
"Like I'm floating." She murmured.
Simon shifted in the bed and lay next to her and pulled her against him in his arms, and pulled the blanket up over them.
"Wait, what about you?"
"I'll be okay."
Bella shook her head and sat up. "Simon, I want to do something for you." She moved her hands over his chest down to his waistband. His hand stopped her.
"I promise you that I'm okay, and you don't have to do anything like that ever for me. I would never ask you to do that."
Bella stared at him. "I want to." She said and moved her hands to unbutton his pants, and he watched her face for any nervousness, as she took his pants off, and then his boxer briefs. She looked up into his eyes as her hand grasped his hard, throbbing cock. He pushed into her hand as she gripped him. "Tell me if it feels good, okay?"
Simon nodded his head. He didn't know if he had the control for this, but he laid his head back on the pillow, and she stroked him. He closed his eyes, feeling the small pleasures of someone else touching him other than himself. Then her mouth sucked him into her mouth, and he moaned, his eyes opening. "Bella!" he gasped, and she kept going.
She hoped that she was doing it right. She had asked Clary about it last night when Simon was in the shower. She was wanting to explore more, and she had no one else to ask.
"Well, when I decided I wanted to do that for Sebastian, I watched some videos. Yes porn, and it helped me understand exactly what to do."
So Bella had watched a few videos, ones that were manageable. She did discover that she didn't have a gag reflex, so that made this easier.
Simon moaned, and Bella took that as it was the right way, and he moved his hips slightly, reaching farther, and she took him all in. "Bella…I'm about to cum." He warned her, but she kept going, and then he was erupting in her mouth. She wasn't sure what it would taste like, because this was her first time, but she didn't mind it. When he was finished, she leaned up, and looked down at him.
"Was that okay?" She asked, and he reached up and pulled her down to him. He kissed her softly. His heart was still hammering in his chest.
"More than okay. Bella…you are amazing."
Bella smiled. "A lot of firsts tonight for me."
"Well, it was a fantastic first." He said and kissed the top of her head.
"I had never really had an orgasm before either, so…"
Simon tilted her face up to look at him. "You've never?"
She shook her head. "Never."
"I feel special."
"You are special." Bella said with a small chuckle.
Simon snuggled closer to her. "Thank you."
"For what?"
"For being amazing." Simon said, and kissed the top of her head again.
Bella smiled, and closed her eyes, listening to Simon's heart calm down to a steady beat. It lulled her to sleep, and soon she was sleeping soundly against him.