A/N What do you do when you miss someone but can't reach them? Yes, you pray for them. Because you know that God will watch over and take care of them. This week has been really hard for me because I lost my three cats and I have to bury them with my own hands and then I terribly miss someone who is very far away from me. Plus, my app is still not working and it's driving me crazy. So writing is one of my escapes. I hope you don't get bored with this and for , yes, Agnarr still loves Iduna. And he will prove it. Okay so, Enjoy this one. And don't forget and don't hesitate to leave your thought about this one. Thank you.

"I'm leaving." Without looking back to make sure it was really Elsa who came, Agnarr walked straight to his car which was parked on the side of the porch. He lifted the collar of his jacket slightly to cover his face.

It was a coincidence that the drive way of Elsa's mansion was circular around a fountain so that Agnarr could immediately drive his car forward and then get out of the front yard without having to pass Elsa's car that had just entered.

As for Iduna, she tried to wipe her tears away and keep her facial expression as normal as possible. Nevertheless, her eyes were still fixed on the gate, which Marshall was just about to close so that she didn't notice her daughter getting out of the car and stared at her in confusion.

"Mom?" Elsa stopped in front of her mother and followed her gaze towards the gate. But there was no one there and the gate was already closed and locked. "Is everything okay? What are you looking at?"

Iduna looked away from the gate and looked at Elsa who was just as confused. "Huh? Oh, it was nothing." She tried to smile and kissed her daughter's cheeks. "How was your day, Sweetheart? You look tired."

"Father no longer lives at the address you gave me. He has moved to Clover Hill and I still have to go back there tomorrow because I still haven't found anything." Elsa explained, rubbing her face to shake off the tiredness she was feeling.

Iduna felt bad because she couldn't tell the truth. Seeing her daughter now, she wanted so badly to say that she no longer needed to look for her father but what Agnarr said earlier left questions in her head and when Agnarr asked her to promise not to say anything to Elsa, he looked so serious that maybe something was wrong. Something that Agnarr hadn't told her yet.

"It's alright. Let's come inside." Iduna rubbed Elsa's arm and motioned her to go inside the house. But Elsa stayed still.

"Hang on. I saw a car coming out of the gate. Who was that?" Elsa asked curiously, she did see a car out the gate but she wasn't very sure what kind of car and who was in it. She only knew that the car was black, like thousands of other black cars in this city. And her mother's demeanor made her even more curious.

Again, Iduna looked at the gate and then cleared her throat. "Just an old friend." She smiled. "Come on, Sweetheart. Clean yourself up and let's have dinner."

Although still curious, Elsa complied and saved her question for another day. She let her mother go inside first and looked at the gate one more time as if she would get an answer by doing so. She did feel that her mother's demeanor was a little off, like she was nervous or something. But for now, she needed a shower and food.

The moment when he got home, Agnarr threw his jacket on a stool in his mini bar near the kitchen and then he rolled up his sleeves with mixed emotions, but mostly anger. How could he keep his promise to Manny to hurt his daughter and the love of his life? Yes, he was a person who never broke his promise because it was not in his book but how did he do that to the people he loved?

"I, once saved your live. Take this as your attempt to repay me. I just want them to suffer."

"I will take your revenge on them."

His conversation with Manny was echoing in his head again. He cursed himself for agreeing to take revenge before he knew who his target were.

He walked to the fridge and took a water bottle from it. With his hands shaking because of anger at himself, he tried to open the bottle and pour its contents into a glass.

"The woman you are waiting for is our daughter. Elsa Winters."

Now it was Iduna's voice that echoed inside his head. At first he was so happy when he finally got to meet her and his happiness only grew when he found out that he had a daughter from her. But with Manny's involvement here, it was a different story.

Agnarr then sat on the couch and took a big gulp of cold water hoping it would help calm the turmoil inside him. How could he do this? He shook his head slowly as he still couldn't make up his mind.

A notebook on the coffee table caught his attention. He grabbed the book with his still trembling hands and opened the book. Inside the book, there were several photos of Elsa and some information about her that Manny had sent to him.

He looked at the photo, one photo was when Elsa was eating at a restaurant and the other one was when Elsa was walking on the side of the road while making a phone call. Somehow, he found himself smiling at his daughter's photos. He thought, he had another daughter and he had to protect her no matter what.

When his lips smiled, he didn't feel the tears dripping from his eyes. He then took a deep breath and grabbed his phone. Anna was right all along. She had a sister.

He leaned his back on the couch while waiting for the phone call he had made to be answered on the other end of the line. Hearing his daughter's voice would probably make his mind clearer and he could think of what he should do to get this done.

"Hey, Dad! It's a good thing you're calling now. I just got to my flat after my fifteen hour sift was over."

Agnarr smiled at his daughter's cheerful voice. Keeping his gaze on the photo of Elsa in his hands, he prepared to hear more of his daughter's voice.

"Tell me how your day was, Sweetheart."

The next morning, Iduna prepared breakfast with other thoughts in her mind. She felt that she should know the reason behind Agnarr's request not to say anything to Elsa. This should be a good news, but why couldn't she tell Elsa about his whereabouts?

She wanted to see Agnarr again to discuss this further, but how did she get in touch with him? She didn't know anything about him now.

She was about to pour the tea into the cup when she felt a touch on her shoulder and made her jump in shock. She could have dropped the teapot on the floor if only she had bad reflexes.

"Mom? Are you okay? It's just me." It was Elsa who touched her shoulder earlier. "You were daydreaming." She took her usual seat and put her bag on her side.

Iduna tried to calm herself and watched her daughter who was again, not wearing her office suit. "You're not going to the office again?" She asked instead. She was reluctant to explain anything for now considering she also still had many questions regarding this confusing matter.

"I have a feeling that I will find father soon. I just need to explore the whole Clover Hill and I will find him."

Iduna tried to assess her daughter's confidence level while pouring her tea. She really felt bad because she couldn't say anything and let her daughter went out there looking for someone that she already met last night. Oh, if only she knew.

"Is Jack coming with you?" A question that should be a simple and reasonable question, in fact was able to make Elsa look uncomfortable. Iduna already thought that something was wrong between the two of them because yesterday Elsa didn't go with Jack either, which she thought was something unusual.

"No. He's-"

"Busy?" Iduna cut Elsa off. And seeing Elsa just let out a long sigh, she took a seat next to her daughter. "Is everything okay between the two of you?"

Elsa seemed to be contemplating whether to tell the cause of her fight with Jack or not. Because if she said it, it might hurt her mother's feelings. And she didn't want that. No matter how bad her mother's past was, it was the past. She had put it all far cry behind and didn't want to bring it up anymore. Was it her fault for wanting a complete family? If Jack didn't want that, then so be it. She didn't want anyone to look down on her mother. Anyone.

"I'm not gonna lie to you that something did happen between me and Jack. But it doesn't matter for now. I just want to find father, that's all." Said Elsa firmly, making Iduna think twice about asking further.

Iduna knew her daughter was a stubborn and she couldn't force her. She only hoped that Agnarr would contact her as soon as possible so she could tell her daughter that she didn't have to look for her father anymore.

And when she noticed how upset Elsa was when she smeared a piece of toast with butter, she think she didn't need to talk about this any further because it would make her daughter even more upset.

"Alright. I'll get a water bottle for you. You said last night that it'll take more than three hours to get to Clover Hill." Said Iduna, getting up from her seat and going into the kitchen.

All the way to Clover Hill, Jack was still trying to reach Elsa. Remembering how much she loved Jack, made her feel bad ignoring him like that. But it was undeniable that the anger at him still overwhelmed her. She loved him, there was no doubt about it, but she still couldn't understand how Jack could think like that. Or maybe she was the one who being naive? She knew what her mother had done in the past and what Jack said about that possibility was reasonable and Jack was just being honest. But did he need to say that right in her face? Didn't he care about her feelings?

"Yes, Jack." Elsa finally answered the call from Jack. She did this just to let him know that she was fine.

"Elsa? Finally you answered. Where are you now? Are you okay?"

Elsa let out a long sigh. "I'm fine. I'm still looking for father."

"Where are you exactly? I'm coming for you now."

"You don't need to do that, Jack. I told you that I would do this myself. And frankly, it's none of your business so you don't have to bother. I answered your call just for you know that I'm fine." Elsa replied curtly, it was her hidden skill. And she could hear a frustration sigh from the other end of the line.

"Elsa, I'm sorry, okay? I'm really sorry. I regret saying that. I wasn't thinking straight at that time. Please, forgive me. And it's not safe for you to go out there."

It was something unintentional when her tears fell. "Bye, Jack."

"Els-"

And Elsa hung up the phone. She blinked a few times to get rid of the tears that had already gathered in her eyes and tried to look out the window to distract herself.

That was until Kai finally stopped at a house with a fairly large front yard when her thoughts were interrupted.

"We are here, Miss." Kai said, glancing over his shoulder.

Elsa looked around. Because she had daydreamed a lot earlier, she didn't realize how she got here in the first place.

"Are you sure this is the correct address, Kai?" Asked Elsa, still looking around.

"The woman on the main street said that Agnarr Arendell's address is at 197B Marigold Street. Right around the corner. She said that the Agnarr Arendelle who currently lives in this neighborhood is this Agnarr Arendelle. The florist." Said Kai explaining. He still parked the car a few meters from the house because he had to tell Elsa first.

"The florist?" Elsa asked to make sure she heard correctly. Visiting someone's house that had a lot of flowers was not a smart choice for her.

"Yes, Miss. I'll go out and visit the house to make sure. You can stay here, the air conditioner is on and the windows are shut tight." Kai prepared to unbuckle his seat belt and got out of the car when Elsa held him back.

"I'll go there. I have to make sure by myself." Said Elsa, sounding so serious. However, it seemed that Kai didn't agree with her so he turned himself around and looked at her no less seriously.

"But, Miss. He is a florist. I'm sure that there will be a lot of flowers in there." Kai turned around again and stared straight ahead. "I can even see lots of red roses lined up in the front yard from here. You can't go there."

Elsa hesitated for a moment because Kai was right. A single red rose was enough to trigger her allergy. And she could imagine what that many flowers could do to her. Nevertheless, she had come this far. And she wouldn't just get this far. She wouldn't mind to take a little bit of risk.

"I have my Benadryl and Epipen with me so I'm gonna take my chances. Come on, Kai."

With that, Elsa unbuckled her self, grabbed her bag, and got out of the car. The thought that she would meet her father made her a little nervous so she just stood there, staring at the house in front of her. She took a deep breath before finally she stepped into the front yard area with Kai following behind her.

Once Elsa reached the porch, she could see rows of potted roses and most of them were in bloom. She looked around and saw not only roses, but also orchids, daisies, magnolias and others. And she could feel her nose starting to itch.

It was Kai who took the initiative to ring the bell because he saw that his mistress was too impressed with her surroundings. He could understand that in general, almost every woman liked flowers, but especially for his mistress, she had to stay away from flowers.

"Are you okay, Miss?" Kai asked in concern when Elsa sneezed for the first time.

"I'll live, Kai. Just ring the bell again." Said Elsa, wiping her now runny nose. The breeze that made the pollen float in the air didn't help either.

Kai complied and pressed the doorbell again. And not long after that, a dark-skinned woman with slightly gray hair in a neat bun, came out after the door opened.

"Good afternoon. May I help you?" The woman asked. She seemed to be a maid in that house.

"Good afternoon." Elsa took a step forward and answered the maid's greeting first. While Kai patiently waited behind her. "Is this Agnarr Arendell's house?" She asked, coughing after that. Her throat felt incredibly itchy.

"Yes, Miss. This is Mr. Agnarr Arendelle's house. Are you looking for flowers?" The maid asked, pointing at the garden.

The answer from the maid made Elsa's heart beat faster because she was excited to have found her father. Although she still couldn't confirm that this Agnarr Arendelle was really her father Agnarr Arendelle just yet, but at least she could hope that it was him.

"No. I'm not looking for flowers. I'm here to see Mr. Arendelle. Is he home?" Not only her nose and throat, her eyes began to feel uncomfortable and watery. She couldn't stay here much longer or she wouldn't be able to breathe properly.

"Have you made an appointment beforehand, Miss? Mr. Arendelle is out now and I don't know when he will be home. You can wait inside or you can leave a message to me if you wish." Said the maid politely, stepping aside slightly to let her guest into the house.

Elsa desperately wanted to say 'yes' and waited for her father to come home so she could meet him, but the hundreds of flowers around her made it impossible for her to stay there any longer. She had been trying hard to hold back the sneeze and now she felt her throat start to close.

But suddenly, from the wide open gate, she saw a black luxury pick-up car start to enter the drive way. Her poor heart beat faster again as she realized the possibility that maybe the person inside the car was her father. She couldn't see clearly the person in the car because the car windows were tinted black.

The nervousness, excitement and happiness surged through her overcoming the allergic reactions she was feeling. She was just about to approach the car when it quickly backed away and out the gate. She stopped in shock because the car backed away so quickly and she couldn't catch it up.

"Was that Mr. Arendelle?" Elsa asked the maid, already feeling disappointed if it was really her father.

"Yes, Miss. That was Mr. Arendell. But I don't know why he left again. Maybe there is something he forgot." The maid answered. But then she frowned as she studied Elsa's face. "Are you alright, Miss? Your face looks a little bit red."

The maid's question made Kai approach Elsa and he felt that it was the time to leave. She couldn't last much longer in the midst of this sea of flowers.

"Miss, I think it's time for us to leave." Kai said, worry evident in his words.

After sneezing and coughing a few times, Elsa nodded. "Yes. My throat is closing up, Kai." She said, her voice sounding so weird because she was starting to wheeze.

After saying goodbye briefly, Elsa and Kai left the house and got into the car. Kai started the car engine and air conditioner as he noticed Elsa who immediately took the Benadryl and drank it along with the water. He felt bad to see his mistress like that.

"Do you think you need that Epipen shot, Miss?"

Though with difficulty, Elsa reached for her bag and searched for the Epipen inside. "I'll hold it." She stopped to cough. "I'll inject the Epipen if this Benadryl doesn't help."

"Alright, Miss. I will try to get home quickly. Or do you want to stop by the hospital?"

"No." Elsa leaned back and closed her eyes, trying to calm her erratic breath. "Home."

"Do you have any allergies, Mom? The doctor said that allergies can be inherited even though the type of the allergen might be different." Elsa asked in a nasally, hoarse voice as she tried to get comfortable in her bed. She really didn't sound like her.

Iduna was worried sick when she welcomed her daughter home and she looked very sick. Her daughter could breathe, but had difficulty, her reddened eyes and nose kept running and she couldn't stop coughing. Since Elsa said nothing but ask Olina to get her nasal spray, Iduna had to ask Kai about what had happened.

She already knew about Elsa having allergies, Gerda told her, but she didn't know it could be like this. And when Kai told her that Elsa had just visited a florist's house, it made sense. The medicine that she had taken helped her not to use the Epipen shot but the remnants of pollen that had already stuck to her clothes, hair and nostrils continued to cause an allergic reaction. Until after she cleaned herself and hair, and squirted nasal sprays into her nostrils a few times and then took another dose of medicine, Elsa looked better. She could breathe more easily and the frequency of coughing and sneezing was reduced.

"I do have an allergy. Cat's fur." Said Iduna, smiling and tidying up her daughter's blanket. She then sat on the side of the bed and didn't want to leave yet. She wanted to make sure her daughter was okay.

"When I was little, I always got sick when I played outside. Especially in spring. Gerda then took me to the doctor and they said that I had Hay Fever. That's why Gerda always reminded me that I should stay inside the house, except when I went to school. She allowed me to play outside in winter because some of the plants and grass were covered in snow, but I couldn't stand the cold so I was practically always inside the house. It was like I was in an isolation or something." Said Elsa, fiddling with the edge of her blanket while she recalled her past.

"That was until I was finally adopted, thirteen years later, when my parents took me to a super expensive and smart doctor so that I figured out what specifically I was allergic to. They did several tests and exposed me to various allergens until they finally gave me the result that I am very sensitive to flower pollen. Especially those produced by roses. And since then, I can be more free to do outdoor activities with a note that I have to avoid flowers, especially roses."

"Yes, you do have to avoid those roses, Sweetheart. Do you know how worried I was when I saw you earlier?" Iduna said seriously, but unexpectedly it made Elsa giggle.

"Yeah, I know that. And I'm sorry." Elsa played with the edge of her blanket again and her mind drifted to what had happened this afternoon.

"Something on your mind?" Iduna asked, noticing the change in her daughter's emotion.

"Do you think that father doesn't want to meet me?" Elsa asked innocently, looking at Iduna with a look that Iduna could interpret as disappointment.

Iduna was taken aback hearing that question because Agnarr indeed didn't want to see Elsa for the time being. "What makes you think like that?"

"When I was at the florist's house, I saw a car about to get in, but then quickly it drove away again. I was sure that it was father. But why he had to leave again?" Elsa explained. She was too busy removing the pollen from herself earlier that she hadn't told her mother about her discovery today.

"This florist is your father?" Iduna knew that Agnarr liked flowers, but she didn't know that he was now a florist.

"This florist's name is Agnarr Arendelle. I'm not sure how many Agnarr Arendelle there are in Clover Hill but I have a hunch that this florist is father." Elsa said confidently, making Iduna feel nervous that her daughter had really found her father.

"Did you see his face clearly?" Iduna asked in anticipation.

"No. I didn't. He was in the car. I couldn't see him at all. I think I should go back there to make sure."

"No, Elsa." Iduna interrupted quickly. Too quickly. And it made Elsa wonder why she couldn't go back there.

"Why?"

"Because," Iduna swallowed hard before continuing. "Because of the flowers, Elsa. You can't come back there. You'll get sick again." And because your father doesn't want you to meet him just yet.

Elsa's face hardened with determination. "I'll find a way."

Iduna understood very well how her daughter was feeling. Elsa must have felt she was only an inch away until she met her father. But things were still too confusing. She had to be able to talk to Agnarr again and she had to know what was really going on.

Iduna then stayed there until finally Elsa fell into a deep sleep. The side effect of the antihistamine she had just taken made her drowsy and she had no trouble falling asleep. And seeing the peaceful face of her sleeping daughter, she couldn't believe that life had brought her this far. And she couldn't deny that having a normal life together with Elsa and Agnarr became a dream that she desperately wanted to come true.

After making sure that Elsa was well covered in blanket and turned off the light, Iduna immediately got out of Elsa's room and let her rest for the night. She was going down the stairs when she heard the phone rang. She saw Olina was about to pick up the reciever but then she motioned her that she would answer the phone. She had nothing to do anyway.

"Hello." Greeted Iduna when she picked up the phone. There was a pause for a moment.

"Idun."

Iduna gasped recognizing the voice. She looked behind her and looked upstairs to make sure she was alone.

"Agnarr?"

"Yes, it's me."

Hearing that it was Agnarr, she honestly wanted to explode. There were so many questions in her head and she was worried about her daughter's condition.

"We need to talk, Agnarr. You need to explain things to me."

"Yes, I know that. I saw Elsa came to my house this afternoon. How did she find my house, Idun?"

"So it was really you? You left when she saw your car? She was really disappointed, Agnarr. I gave her your father address but I don't know how she managed to find your house."

"I told you I can't meet her just yet. I have to solve all of these problems first-"

"What problems, Agnarr? Huh?" Iduna really needed to know what was going on. "Do you know that coming to your house makes your daughter sick?"

"Sick? What do you mean by that? Is she okay?"

"She is for now. She is allergic to pollen, Agnarr. She risked her life to be able to meet you. But you left her just like that. You should have seen her when she was struggling to even breathe."

There was a pause that made Iduna think that Agnarr was thinking about something.

"Alright. I'll tell you everything. But not here. Not in the phone. We have to meet in person."

Iduna sighed softly feeling that there was a hope that she would be able to understand this better.

"Where?"

"In my house. In Clover Hill."