Chapter 7: Reassurance

It was several hours before my father and the rest of my family were to arrive at our beach home in Hawaii. I had just arrived back at the house, stocked our fridges and pantry, with more food that should last us for the next week. It hasn't really felt much like a vacation since finding out the news earlier this week. Rin is hardly talking again and barely eating. We hardly leave the house to do anything. I know she's thinking they're out there on this island, spying on her and planning to harm her. I know she is worried and so am I, but I have reassured Rin that there is no way for them to find her at all. We were after all over four thousand miles from home.

I had left Rin alone for a little over an hour when I went to town to shop for our meals. When I came back, I found her asleep on the couch. She had the book that I recently bought her the other day laying on her chest. She looked so peaceful, but I could still see the pain in her puffy red eyes. I grabbed a tissue and wiped the little droplets away.

It was still early and I didn't want to move her just yet. I quietly removed the book from her torso and placed it on the coffee table. I grabbed the blanket from the back of the couch and covered her up. As I looked to the love of my life, I wanted to make her something special for dinner, just for us two. I hope she'll eat some homemade soup. Her most favorite is egg drop soup and fried soup crackers. I bought all the ingredients to make it. Father, Izayoi, Inuyasha and his growing family wouldn't be here until almost midnight tonight. So I didn't have to worry about feeding them.

I quietly worked around the kitchen to prepare our dinner and I hope the smells allow her to eat finally. Rin is so petite and I can't see her lose any weight. My fragile flower. The aroma from the steaming chicken broth smelled of garlic, white pepper, ginger and other spices I threw in to make it taste good.

As I whisked the eggs till they were a yellow liquid, I caught the sound of light movement coming from the living room. I knew Rin had woken up and was looking my way, as she still laid down. I turned to see pain in her chocolate eyes. The best thing right now she needs is comfort. "Come here my flower," I held my hand out her way.

Rin didn't hesitate and came swifty over to me. "Sesshomaru!" Her arms were around me and her face hid within my chest. "What are you doing?"

I wrapped my arms around her to give her more comfort. "I have you and everything will be okay. I'm making your favorite comfort food."

I felt her head turn to look at the boiling pot of broth, "I'm not…" I'm not gonna have her say what she's about to say.

I lifted her chin so we could be face to face. "My flower, you will be eating! It's not healthy if you don't eat and I don't want to see you become sick. I know you are in a fragile state right now and a lot is on your mind, but it's not healthy for you to skip meals. After we eat and let our stomach settle, let's relax in the jacuzzi and have a glass of wine, okay?"

"I'm not in the mood for wine. Could you make me tea instead?" I couldn't deny her request.

"Of course. Any particular flavor you want?" I bought many types. Some were even in jars.

"Surprise me. How long till dinner is done?" I have a feeling that she is hungry.

"Soon, go sit in the living room and we'll eat our dinner there. We'll watch a movie together." I'm trying to do whatever I can to help keep her mind off of her aunt and uncle. Maybe tonight I'll give her my best back massage she loves, but that will be after our time in the hot tub.

"Okay," even though it was a whisper, I heard her. Before she walked off, "Sesshomaru?"

"Yes?" I got up behind her and wrapped my arms around her shoulders. "Is there something you need?" Whatever she wants or needs, I'll go get it for her.

"Could we...go for a walk instead? I don't feel like relaxing in the hot tub."

"Yes, whatever you want, my love. Why don't you go get in more comfy clothes." I don't think she'll want to go out in just pajamas.

"Mhm."

As Rin went to change, I continued making dinner. We still haven't decided what the plans will be for both of us now. I know Rin will fight and argue that she still wants to remain in Japan. She doesn't want to be away from her family's resting place. I don't blame her, but her safety is my first priority. If it does come down to us going back to Japan, then we will have to really discuss plans immediately. If she wants to go back to school, then a barricade will have to be created that covers from the school to the village. Possibly the city too, but I would rather if she didn't go to the city at all. After we saw Naraku's parents there the other week, I didn't want the chance of her running into them again.

Rin was back in long black leggings, a light long sleeve shirt and sneakers in hand. She looked so comfortable and beautiful. Her long dark hair was pulled back into a high ponytail. I couldn't help but admire her beauty. I am proud to call her mine and spend eternity with my flower.

Dinner tonight hit the right spot. It was delicious and savory. Sesshomaru has improved from the first time he cooked for me three years ago. He can cook just about everything, from breakfast to desserts. If I make it out alive without any harm coming from my family, I can't wait for the day we can make meals for our future family together. He said no harm will come my way, but I have a feeling there will be. No matter where we are or go.

Sesshomaru came back downstairs after he changed into comfy clothes himself. Instead of black leggings, he wore long black jogging pants and a light long sleeve shirt like me. I hope this walk we go on will help clear my mind. "Ready to go?" He asked, coming my way.

"Yes." Will I be able to hold my composure?

The night was clear and cool. The moon was bright, with twinkling stars all around it. A gentle breeze blew off the ocean, sending the smell of salt water towards us. I closed my eyes as we both walked and took in the auroma. "Rin, what are you thinking about?" He knows I'm in deep thought.

"Just how everything has to change after three years. I went from feeling free and being able to smile again, to now hiding from people who I fear the most." I had to stop walking, fell to my knees within the sand and allowed myself to cry. "Why? Why must this happen?"

Sesshomaru watched me tremble with such panic that he scooped me up and cradled me close to him. "Rin…" Why isn't he saying anything to me at a time like this? "They will not lay a hand on you, I promise."

"I fear they will, Sesshomaru. I have a feeling they could have ways to track me down," I shook in his arms again. "I don't want to die again."

"You will not die, my flower. There is no way for them to track you all the way out here." They found me that day outside the village. That day I came close to dying. Rope bound from my chest to my ankles. Misama, used by Naraku, which knocked me unconscious for sometime. It was that night, Sesshomaru found out about my past. The abuse I suffered pained him. That was that night he slept in my room for the first time. It was that night I was afraid to sleep alone. I feared, if I was by myself, that my family would come through my window to try and kidnap or kill me. I was grateful that he kept me protected, though I was sick with a simple cold.

My head was now pounding and all I wanted was to sleep this nightmare away. "Sesshomaru, I feel so tired and I think I'm developing a headache." I could feel myself getting weak and I just wanted to be all curled up next to him in bed.

"Let's go home so you can rest," he gently picked me up and flew us back home. "I'll rest with you till everyone arrives."

"Thank you, Sesshomaru. When will they arrive again?" I couldn't remember the time he said they would arrive.

"Anywhere from before or after midnight. Tomorrow we're gonna discuss everything."

"I'm not looking forward to this."

"I know, but it's for your protection. Would you like some tea? It would help you relax."

"I guess," the only thing that will help me relax is knowing my aunt and uncle are locked away again. Including all involved in their escape. "Sesshomaru, if anything does happen to me, remember that I love you."

He stopped flying, pulled me closer to him and nestled his lips into my hair. "Nothing is going to happen to you. Rin, I promise that you will be safe. I will not allow them to harm you. You are my world."

I know I mean everything to him, but that fear that death will come for me, sooner or later.

I don't know what I need to do to prove to Rin that she will be okay. There is no way for them to find her here in Hawaii. If they somehow do, I'll protect her with my life. I'll take a bullet or whatever else is thrown her way. No harm will come to my flower.

I laid with Rin till she fell asleep after drinking a tea made for relaxation and sleep. She still had pain in her brown eyes. A few tears fell from the corners and I had a feeling that she was dreaming, but not a good one. To help sooth her, I hummed a familiar tune for her. It was the same song that we danced to on her birthday. I hummed it till the very last lyrics and whispered, "you look perfect tonight."

When I pulled back, her tears slowed down, her breathing was gentle and I swear I heard her whisper, "my demon." I rubbed her cheek with the back of my hand as I watched her sleep. I vow and promise that she will see our wedding day. We'll dance to our song under the moonlight. I'll give her the family that she deserves. We'll grow old together and love each other, till our very last breath.

I curled up with Rin and rested till I heard the car pull up. I didn't want to leave her alone, but I had to go and talk with my father. I could wait till morning to talk with him, but I wanted to get this over with now. I kissed her brow and whispered to her softly, "I'll be back soon, my flower."

Downstairs they all came inside quietly. Inuyasha carried his luggage with Kagome right behind him, holding my sleeping nephew. "Your room is ready. It's upstairs, to the right, three doors down."

"Thanks," was all he said to me. He turned to his mate Kagome and nudged his head towards the stairs. "Let's get some rest." Kagome agreed with a nod and headed upstairs to sleep.

A minute later, father and Izayoi walked through the doors. "I thought you would be asleep, my son. How's Rin?"

Izayoi placed a hand to my back and asked, "yes, how is she? Are you making sure she eats? Staying hydrated?" She is the mother figure Rin needed for so long and now during this time.

"I got her to eat this evening. She's hurt and worried they'll come after her." I could feel her tears building up again and I know she needs me now. "Father, I would like to speak quickly. We're still gonna plan out and discuss the basic plans for Rin's safety?"

"Yes! My plan is still London, but we'll see how Rin feels when we talk to her more about it." His eyes had the word pain written in them. "I don't want to see our family be separated for a great deal of time, but I promise that my crew and myself will find the Tama's before they can do any harm."

I think I should tell him, "Rin thinks that they could find her."

"It's hard to tell if they will or not, but we do have the top security at the home in London." I have a feeling she'll argue about going, but we have to do whatever to keep safe. I'll let her know about the security that we have there.

"Sesshomaru, we'll do whatever we can to make her stay in London relaxing. My fashion show will be soon. I hope Rin being there will keep her mind at bay."

"It's hard to tell if she'll want to go out and see it."

As we communicated, I turned my head to the second floor. I could feel Rin waking up again. Her tears were forming and I knew she was searching for my comfort. Father placed a hand on my shoulder. He knew what I was feeling. He faced it many times with Izayoi. "Sesshomaru, go be with Rin. We'll talk more tomorrow."

I only nodded and headed to mine and Rin's room. I found her sitting up and her head hidden within her raised legs. "Rin?" I joined her on the bed and pulled her close. She was trembling. "Can I get you anything? Tea? A glass of wine?"

She shrugged her shoulders.

"Lay down with me. Are you cold?" It was a tiny bit chilly with the AC on.

"Mhm." I had something that might help make her feel better. It was in the trunk at the end of the bed. As I retrieved it, I heard her ask, "did you talk to them?"

"Yes, for just a few minutes. We'll talk tomorrow," I explained, and pulled out a furry blanket.

"We still have to go to London don't we?" I know she hates the topic.

"That's the plan," I answered and covered her up in the new blanket. I wanted Rin to have something that was close to my mokomoko. "Try not to think about it right now. Let's try to enjoy what's left of our vacation in Hawaii."

Rin didn't say anything, but curled up next to me and ran her fingers through the material. "It feels like...your tail," she noticed with a yawn.

I kissed her brow, "yes. Sleep my love. For tomorrow is a new day." Tomorrow will be a long day of explaining and reassurance that everything will be okay.

"I'm afraid to close my eyes. Could…"

"Yes?"

"I don't know what I want. I just don't want to sleep right now."

"Do you want to talk?"

She shrugged her shoulders. "I...Why did this have to happen, Sesshomaru?"

"I wish I could have an answer for that, Rin. But I don't. Father still insists that you live in London."

I know she will not travel halfway around the world. "I want to go home to Japan! There has to be something we can do to ensure my safety there."

I ran my fingers through her hair and combed out any knots that she had. "I know, Rin. Do you really want to return to Japan?"

"Yes! I want to finish my last year of school at the academy. Maybe…" She sat up straight on the bed and looked me into my eyes, "is it possible that a barrier could be set up like last time?" I remember when the headmaster did that the year she was kidnapped right outside the village. None of her family dared to step on those lands after that day.

I joined her by sitting up. Still holding her close to me. "Yes, we can have orders made to have that put into place. But there would be some conditions you would have to follow."

"What would these conditions be?"

"You wouldn't be allowed to go to the city anymore. I don't want you to take the chance of running into…" She knew what I meant.

"I promise I won't step in the city. But what if I needed something from the village?" She usually did.

"That would be allowed. If you really needed something that wasn't in the village, I would come get you and take you somewhere out of the way."

"Okay." She laid back down again as I knew she was feeling tired again. "Please allow us to...go home."

"I can't make any promises, Rin, but I'll do what I can." Tomorrow will be a very long day.

Virgojenn88: Yep, shit did hit the fan and they escaped. Who of the Inu-gang do you have in mind to get their hands on the villains. Remember that Kagome and Sango are pregnant again, mentioned a few chapters back :). Do you hope Rin still has her fairytale wedding with Sesshomaru? Do you think Yura will get Rin's hair? Were you shocked that she is dating Muso? No tree will be involved within this story. I'm staying away from that. Do you think Rin will die?

Jenny Crum: Was the chapter to your liking? Sesshomaru, Toga and Izayoi would do anything to protect Rin if danger comes her way. What ways do you see them protecting her? What do you hope to see happen within the next chapter? I looked forward to seeing what you thought of this chapter.. :).