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Sesshomaru summons Jaken to relay a message to Rin about what her decision will be now that she is of age.
"Tell her I will meet her in the meadow in 3 days, alone".
"My lord that will be Rin's 15th birthday, do you think she has had enough time. She is still fairly young".
"The miko said she is of age to make her own decisions now. I will see when she gets there if she is capable of that".
"Yes sir, I will inform Rin now".
Three days pass and Sesshomaru makes his way to the meadow, he sits under a tree waiting for Rin to appear. Rin is so excited to see her lord but wondered why he requested just him and her.
"I am a woman now; maybe he thinks we can have adult conversations now" she says to herself.
Rin reaches the meadow; Sesshomaru turns to look at her. He was not expecting to see her as she is now.
Rin was dressed up because Kagome wanted her birthday to be eventful. Sesshomaru bought her many pieces of clothing. He now sees her as a woman dressed up in the fashions, he handpicked himself.
She wore a Kimono of finest of silk, purple and black with flower patterns, her obi purple matched her kimono. She had a purple and black flower comb in her hair resting on the bun which kept her hair pulled back. He smirked when he looked down and saw she had on getas.
He rises and walks to Rin and calls out to her. Rin with her big smile walks towards him as well. "My Lord, it has been some time, thank you for coming to visit me".
He stops in front of her, "Rin it has not been that long, you are just growing at a faster rate than what I expected".
She only nods. Sesshomaru takes in her features and finds himself seeing things he thought he would never see in her. He began to see things he never thought would cross his mind when it came to anyone.
He starts to feel warmness and her looking into his eyes; her big chocolate orbs were not making the situation better. He thinks of what his father said to him.
Past memory:
"I know you do not understand now but when you find your mate, everything is heightened. You will not be able to run away from it. If your mate is ever a human; be gentle. We daiyokai's have an aggressive nature, they will not understand that. They will take that as we are trying to harm them; they will give chase".
"Why are you telling me this father, I have no interest in a mate nor that pathetic race you seem to love so much".
*Past memory Ends*
Sesshomaru unconsciously raises his hand to her cheek and Rin eyes widen and jumps. "It is okay Rin; I am just admiring you".
Rin's face turns red, and she puts her hand over Sesshomaru's. "Umm my lord…about me leaving the village?"
"Yes Rin, what would you like to do?" he says as he still holds on to her cheek.
He kneels down to her, his sudden movements startle Rin.
"I want to stay in the village. I am being courted and I wish to live with him".
Sesshomaru removes his hand and looks down. "I thought you would come travel with me again".
"I am a woman now my lord and there are things I know I will not receive traveling alongside you again".
"To be married and have children? You think you will miss out on that if you travel with me? You are always allowed to do as you please. I would have not stopped that".
'My lord, excuse my forwardness but I don't think anyone would want to approach me if you are around. You really don't have that much patience when it comes to others".
"If that is what you so choose then it is fine by me, you are no longer my ward".
Rin smiles and hugs him. He slowly puts his hands around her, sniffs, and nuzzles at her neck. Rin could feel his lips brush gently on the corner of her neck. She starts to feel warm, and a feeling arose within her womanhood. She tries to pull away, but Sesshomaru continues to hold her.
She says, "My lord, will you let me go now?
He comes to his senses and lets her go but he also smells her arousal and that brought him back in. His eyes change slightly to red with amber. He nuzzles against her neck again, grabs the back of her head, and sniffs. She starts to feel his fangs gently scrape against her neck and him purring, and she whimpers; Sesshomaru smiles.
"Please my lord" she begs.
"Please what Rin" he replies.
"Can you please stop; it is making me uncomfortable".
He stops and looks at her, "I will miss you Rin. I am trying to memorize your scent".
"My lord your eyes have changed, are you feeling, okay?"
"You are doing something to me with your scent, it is becoming so intoxicating. I think you should leave Rin, very quickly. I will try to seduce you".
Rin eyes widen more; her heart is paces. She knew what seduce meant, she heard Kagome and Sango talk about it all the time.
She lied to her lord and said she would be happier with the young man that wanted to court her. She truly wanted Sesshomaru. She thought he would reject her but now he was saying he wanted to seduce her because of her scent. She did not know if him wanting to seduce her meant wanting her to be his wife or be his sex slave.
She was excited he wanted her in such a way that she started to feel warmer and decides to run. Sesshomaru growls as he feels his mate is trying to toy with him, he smiles, "she runs".
Rin did not get very far as Sesshomaru scoops her up. "Why do you run when the scent of your arousal has spiked?" he says barring his teeth. He holds her bridal style; lays her on a large sheet of rock. Sesshomaru sees her chest moving up and down from her running and he puts his face in between her chest and nuzzles.
"You want this, just as I".
He looks up to Rin, "You will be mine Rin, my mate, and my wife. You will no longer be tied to that imbecile".
"I am afraid my lord".
"I am not your lord anymore Rin. I want to make you feel good Rin. I want to taste you". Sesshomaru does not even know what he is saying. He has not been intimate with anyone but his primal instincts are guiding him.
"Taste me? Taste me how?"
Sesshomaru hikes up Rin's kimono, and he cups her sex and Rins gasps. "I want to taste you here".
"That will be for my husband, and you are not my husband, and she goes to pull her kimono down and get up. Sesshomaru hovers over her.
"Sesshomaru please!"
Sesshomaru pauses and the echo of what his father said to him came across his mind again, "If your mate is ever a human, be gentle. We daiyokai's have an aggressive nature, they will not understand that".
Sesshomaru begins to beat himself up. "I am sorry Rin, I began to lose control, will you forgive me?" he says while backing away.
"Yes, I can forgive you. Even if I did want to, I would have not wanted it like this," she says with a blush.
"I am not use to this; I am usually in control of everything. It feels like my body is losing control, just from the scent of you. I was told If I did not have any self-control, I would lose control because of my basic primal needs for my mate. I do not wish to scare you, but I am asking you this," he says getting on his knee.
"Will you become this Sesshomaru's wife and mate?"
She pauses, looks down and then looks to him, "Yes, I will. But you will have to love me properly Sesshomaru, do not force me".
"I promise this will not happen again, you became my heartbeat and I almost lost it. I do not want that ever!"
Rin smiles and brings herself closer to him cupping his cheek and caressing his markings. She looks to his lips and kisses them. Sesshomaru grabs her to pull her closer to him and the kiss was deepened.
"As you will be mine now, get rid of the boy or I will be forced to do it. I do not want any other male near you".
She nods at her possessive soon to be husband.
Sesshomaru and Rin head back to the village. They head over to Kaede's and inform her of Rin's decision and that they will marry.
"It was always your choice Rin and I hope Sesshomaru lives up to the expectation of what it means to be a husband to a human".
Sesshomaru looks at the miko and scoffs.
"Looks like we have a wedding to plan" says Kaede.
Sesshomaru leaves but before he goes, he tells Rin he will be back with the others in a week. He will get things together at the castle and have Jaken send her more gifts and wedding regalia.
She bows to him and heads over to the man that wanted her hand.
"Daishi, I wanted to talk to you about what you asked me. I would like to formally apologize to you and say that I cannot accept your request, as I accepted another".
Daishi looks down and said, "It is okay Rin, I knew you did not feel for me as I did for you. I felt like I had a small glim of hope that you may want to be with me. I hope whomever it is you chose will treat you right!"
"Thank you so much for understanding" she bows and walks out.
"That went a lot better than I thought," she says to herself.
She hears Kagome yelling, "Rin let's go, it is time to party!"
Rin did not understand her outspoken nature, but she enjoyed Kagome's company and looked up to her as family. She will now be family with her now that she accepted Sesshomaru's proposal.
"Before we party, Kaede says. "We will be celebrating something else. Rin has accepted a proposal. She will be getting married to Sesshomaru".
Everyone mouths dropped open. Inuyasha passed out and Kagome fans him.
"You and big brother! That was unexpected".
Inuyasha finally comes to and says, "How dare he act like what father, and I did was distasteful and then asks for marriage to Rin. Hmph! What a dick!"