Mob wasn't a fan of lunchtime.
"God…Shige…right there." Said Minori as she pulled Mob's hair, not any harder than normal though. No, sometimes Minori pulled her hair so hard that she thought it was going to come out. Like when she made their team lose in gym class or when she said the wrong thing when they were talking to their friends or when they were alone…Mob was always saying the wrong thing and doing the wrong thing.
"I said right there!" Pain. Minori had pulled her hair for real that time. Hard. Really hard. Much harder than normal. Mob reached up instinctively and tried to pull her hair free. Minori slapped her hands away, also hard. Minori only hit her hard when she did things that weren't allowed. Well, Mob was always messing up in some way since she was such a clueless loser and Minori hit her those times, too, like she deserved…
But doing things that were not allowed…well that was different.
She was not allowed to touch herself in any way unless Minori gave her permission. If she wanted to brush her hair or her teeth or take a bath or even scratch an itch she had to ask Minori first. It was hard to pass her noted during the school day since she wasn't allowed to speak unless Minori spoke to her first…and also passing notes counted as speaking. Sometimes Minori was nice and only pulled her hair a little when she passed a note first because she really, really had to go to the bathroom or scratch her head or get her hair out of her eyes…but sometimes she wasn't. Sometimes she just left the notes on her desk and ignored them until the end of the day. Sometimes she pulled Mob's hair, when she was feeling less nice, right in the middle of class harder and harder until Mob cried out and got in trouble. On days when Minori was feeling really mean she even…she even told on her and then the teacher made her read her note out in front of the class…and then…and then everyone laughed…
Mob did as she was told.
She licked her way upwards, back to the nub thing. Minori was kind of complicated when it came to this. Sometimes she liked only the nub thing, sometimes only lower to the opening, and sometimes a mixture of both. Sometimes she wanted Mob to touch her, sometimes she wanted Mob to only lick her, sometimes she wanted both, and sometimes she came to school with one of those electric things that was shaped like a boy's…
Those were the hardest times.
Those things were LOUD. Really loud. So loud that they had almost gotten caught a few times. It had been Mob's fault, of course, for not going faster enough, for not doing well enough, for not being a good enough friend. This was what friends did, they helped each other out in whatever way they could. Even if they could be kind of mean sometimes. Even if they called you up in the middle of the night, or when you were doing chores, or when you just wanted to sit think about…about stuff for a while, and told you to come right over. Even when they talked over you all the time and told you that you were dumb. Even when they sometimes acted like you weren't even a person, just a thing to be used-
-Minori was still her best friend.
"Sorry!" said Mob as best as she could. Sometimes Minori got mad when she apologized, Mob wasn't supposed to talk unless Minori had said something to her first, but also sometimes Minori got mad at her when she didn't apologize. She said that Mob needed to always apologize because she wasn't allowed to just be careless like that. Because friends didn't act selfishly like that. Because friends were supposed to be there for one another.
Mob had never had a friend before.
Minori was her best friend and this was what best friends did for one another. They'd been friends since the first day Minori had shown up at her school. Minori had sat right next to her on that first day even though there had been an empty desk over by the window. She had sat right now next to Mob and even talked to her…so much that she got in trouble for bothering Minori but…but nobody had ever talked to her in class before. Not unless they were making fun of her.
Nobody made fun of her anymore.
"Oh fuck…fuck…from the bottom! The bottom!" said Minori as she ground down onto Mob. Her knees slid against the tile. Her left knee felt kind of wet…she didn't want to think about with what. She wished that Minori could have waited for the school day to be over. Mob lived alone, her parents had left a long time ago and she got the house, so she didn't have to worry about anyone catching them. Minori didn't like her house though, it was dark and dusty and all she had was a thin, lumpy, old futon with stuffing that came out. Minori had a nicer house, more like a mansion really, and a big bed with a canopy and everything. The only problem was that she had guards that stood right outside of her bedroom door…
Mob was getting better at being quiet.
She wished that Minori had learned to do the same. She had always been loud moans, even from the very first time. Loud moans and cursing….Mob had never heard that from anyone before, not even herself. She was always quiet. She just…was. She always got the feeling that there was someone else around, someone who could hear her, someone who shared her wall. Someone who, if they heard her, would…well Mob would have died if they knew. She would have just died on the spot…so she was always quiet. Even though she wanted to make noise…even though sometimes it was like the only good thing left in the world…
That was before she'd met Minori.
"Harder…little harder…now softer! C'mon, Shige!" said Minori. Mob did as she asked. She was sensitive here, so was Mob, and pretty much every girl. Well according to Minori, anyway. Mob had never done this with another girl before. Sometimes she thought about a girl, when she was by herself, a really pretty girl with very long hair that smelled nice and a smile that made Mob's insides melt, and sometimes she thought about a boy too. A blonde boy with short, spiky hair and the bluest eyes she had ever seen…she liked blue eyes…but brown was ok, too. Mob wasn't picky. She never thought that she would ever be in this position let alone…let alone be picky…and she wasn't. Minori was her friend and it wasn't like she had ever done this with another girl before…or anyone for that matter.
Though she would have gotten in less trouble if she'd been with a boy.
Minori had told her, before, back on that first day…the first time Minori had taken Mob's hand and stuck it up her skirt. Higher and higher until Mob found her underwear. It had been so…so confusing. The only thing Mob remembered being able to focus on was the feel of the lacey silk. How it was so soft, so impossibly soft, but then how it had gotten gradually wetter and stickier as Minori moved her hand up and down…
This was what friends did for one another.
People just couldn't know. It would be social suicide for both of them. Mob was already a loser, Minori had said, and Mob hadn't needed to be reminded of that fact. She hadn't needed to be reminded, either, of the fact that Minori couldn't afford to fall that far. Even on her first day everyone had wanted to be her friend. Because she had money, because she was cool, because she wore makeup and dyed her hair. She was clearly cooler than Mob but that was ok. They could still be friends.
Minori loved a good project.
She had said so. Minori had told her that she could take Mob from being clueless to fabulous…and she'd done just that. She'd bought Mob a bunch of new clothes, not only skirts and dresses but other stuff like socks and underwear too. She'd also taught Mob how to do her makeup, how to talk, how to walk, and how to at least pull off that she could, maybe, be popular.
That was what friends did, they helped each other.
"Shige…come on. Do better." Said Minori as she pulled Mob's hair again. She wasn't allowed to change her hairstyle, Minori said that she had to keep it this way. She liked pulling Mob's hair, especially when they were like this, but that was ok. She just wanted Mob to get better at this. Mob wanted to get better too. Sometimes if she did really well Minori touched her back. Sometimes she even licked her…and Minori was so good at it. Mob was easy, like Minori had said so many times before. It didn't take a lot to make her feel good.
Even during that first time.
It had been lunchtime just like this. Minori had asked Mob if she knew how to get onto the roof. Mob knew how, everyone knew how, but she had also known that if anyone went up there it was automatic suspension just on the first offense. She had tried to tell Minori that it was ok but Minori had asked her if she was always such a bitch to her friends and…and she had wanted to be friends so…so Mob didn't see how she could had said no.
They hadn't gotten caught.
Which was rare since people got caught up there all the time. Sometimes to eat lunch, like Minori had told her that they were going to be doing, and sometimes to do other things…like it turned out Minori had wanted to do. She'd taken Mob's hand and put it under her skirt and just moved it up and down…over and over again. All Mob had been able to think about was the way Minori felt under her hand, how strange it was, and also that her milk was getting hot. It had been hot up there.
Really hot.
Mob wished that she could have at least undone her neckerchief. It was always hot when she did this. Mostly because of the body heat. Minori was on top of her. She usually stood when they were together like this. Sometimes, if they were in her bed, she sat down on Mob's face…those times were harder since it was harder to breath. She mostly just stood though. She liked to stand in front of Mob and make her do the work. Ask her to lift her skirt up and pull down her underwear and then…and then do all the things that she liked.
It was a lot of things.
"In, in, be in!" said Minori. Mob brought her knees closer together as she brought her right hand up from the floor. Her thighs squeezed together…she hoped that she did a good enough job that Minori did something for her. Anything. Even if it was just making her bend over the toilet so Minori could fit her fingers in easier…Mob didn't really like it that much but it was better than nothing…better than having to sit through class like this. She clenched her thighs again. Her underwear was wet. It was going to get sticky. She was going to have to sit with her legs as closed as she could in case anyone could smell her. She wasn't allowed to take her underwear off during, though, Minori had said so. Minori had a lot of rules.
But that was ok, she just wanted to make Mob into a better person.
Mob dragged her tongue down to the opening. Minori liked it when she stuck her tongue in as far as it could go and pretended that it was a boys thing. It was hard work. Minori wasn't as easy as Mob was. All Minori had to do was touch the very entry to the opening with her fingers and lick the nubby thing…not that she would ever tell Minori how to do it. Sometimes she just slammed her fingers in and out. Sometimes she just touched the nubby thing and it was usually really good…
She just wished that Minori had picked better times to do it.
In gym was not the best time. When they were helping each other stretch or do sit ups or other things like that was just…not the time. Not if Minori wanted to keep it secrets. Mob wasn't ever good at exercising. Not everyone could be as athletic as Minori so it was ok. Minori had said so and that hadn't made Mob feel better…neither had how Minori had planned on making it up to her. Actually it had felt really good but that was the problem. Minori's hand up her shorts when they were supposed to be helping each other do sit ups…Minori reaching her hands under Mob's uniform when she was supposed to be showing her the right way to…to whatever stretch they had been practicing that day…and then there had been tennis. Tennis when Minori had stood in front of her and made sure that her tennis racket was always between Mob's legs at least a little…at least enough that she wanted her to keep it there forever…enough that there had been a wet spot on the front of her gym shorts…and everyone had tried to make fun of her…
But Minori stopped them. She was a good friend like that.
Mob could be a good friend too. She brought her hand upwards as she kept on licking it. She moved her head to the side to make room for her hand, while still trying her best to pretend that her tongue was a boy's thing, before Minori yanked so hard on her hair that she had no choice but to pull her head away…and that was against the rules…
There were a lot of rules.
"What did you think that you were doing?" asked Minori, Mob's pigtails still in her hands. Mob didn't know if she was supposed to answer that or wait until she had permission. Minori yanked her hair upwards. Her knees came together, she was trying to make herself taller, and it worked…and it felt good. Her thighs pressing in on her…even Minori's hands on her braids had felt good…but also bad.
Her head hurt.
"Well?" asked Minori
"You-you told me to go inside-" said Mob
"I meant keep your tongue inside, God. Do you really think that I want your hands, that have been on the floor of the bathroom, inside of me?" asked Minori
"Sometimes you do…" said Mob
"I've never once wanted that, now get back to work. You still want to come to karaoke with me and everyone, right?" asked Minori
"Y-yes!" said Mob. She didn't like to sing but she did like to get invited. Minori always invited her along even though nobody else in their class liked her. Mob only got to go because they were friends…and she wanted to keep on being friends…
And friends helped each other out.
She did just as Minori asked even though this was…kind of hard. Her tongue wasn't that long and it was hard to both go in and out, and keep her mouth opened, and keep her balance too. It would have been easier if she had been able to hold onto Minori's thighs but that would have been touching her and touching her was against the rules. So she did the tongue thing. It wasn't…it could have been worse. Minori could have been sitting on her. She at least had air, mostly, and Minori didn't taste that weird either. It had been weird at first, tasting another girl, but she'd gotten used to it. She didn't mind onions that much, it could have been worse, like cilantro. She wondered if there were girls who tasted like cilantro.
She was never going to know.
Minori was her best friend and that was why they did this together. Why Mob made her feel this good….and she did feel good. She was mashing Mob's face into her, now, and pulling on her hair. Not in the way that she did it when she was mad, no, it was different when she felt good. She felt really good, good enough to get close, Mob could tell. She was making all the time noises that she did and her legs were starting to shake and she was shoving Mob harder and harder into herself. Hard enough that Mob couldn't keep her tongue inside of Minori…but that was ok. She knew what Minori liked at this part.
It never changed.
Mob wrapped her lips around the nubby thing and sucked. With her tongue she swirled around the top. It was hard, sometimes, because she moved so much and it was so small. She knew better than to stop, though, she knew what Minori would have done to her if she ruined the ending. Last time Mob hadn't been allowed to touch herself at all in any way for a week. Not even to brush her hair. Minori had done all of that for her…if she had the time….
It had been a very long sleepover.
"Shige…Shige…fuck!" said Minori as she let go of Mob's hair. She pushed Mob away so hard that her back hit the wall of the stall behind her. She was sitting in something wet…she got back to her knees. She couldn't stand up until Minori was done and she wasn't done yet. Mob waited until she stopped rocking back and forth, until her breathing came out normal, and until she opened her eyes again. It took a while.
But she couldn't move.
She had to wait until Minori was done. Then she would pull Minori's underwear back up, fix her skirt, and then let her get cleaned up and go back to class. Then, and only then, was she allowed to get cleaned up. Then in the five minute left she would eat her lunch, or at least drink her milk. She could skip lunch but missing the milk…well that was enough to ruin her whole day.
She didn't even mind, anymore, the way it tasted when she drank it after she and Minori had finished.
"Damn it…that was ok. You've been better." Said Minori
"I'll do better next time, Minori. I'm sorry." Said Mob quickly. Oh no…she was mad. Mob stayed in place. She couldn't forget, not when Minori was this upset, that she couldn't get up…but she wanted to. There was a spider in the corner and the floor was wet and at any time someone could have come in and seen her…and she didn't know how she was supposed to explain this!
"You'd better, and if you think I'm touching you after this then you can forget about it. You're lucky I'm letting you come to karaoke with me." Said Minori. Mob winced as she squeezed her thighs together. She wanted to finish…it hurt. It hurt with how badly she wanted to. She couldn't sit through class like this…not all wet and sticky…and not when it hurt this much….
"Maybe…maybe you can touch me and…and then I skip karaoke. I always sound bad anyway…" said Mob, trying not to let her breathing pick up. She didn't know if the thigh thing counted as touching herself. She didn't want to find out if it was.
"No, that's exactly why I need you. You make everyone sound better by comparison." Said Minori
"Then…then can I skip brushing my hair all week so I can touch myself? Please? It won't take long." Said Mob
"Are you crazy? I can't have you looking sloppy like that, it'll make me look bad. You don't want me to look bad, do you?" asked Minori
"N-No, of course not…it just hurts to much…" said Mob, trying her best to stay still. Her hands were right there but she couldn't use them. She thought about it, how good it would feel if she could just reached DOWN…reach IN…reach OVER…but she couldn't. She wasn't allowed to touch herself…she wasn't allowed to use her hands…
She wished that there was something she could do where…where it didn't count….something better than the thigh thing.
"It does…aww. Come on, stand up and show me." Said Minori. Mob did as she was asked, wincing from the movement. She stood up on shaky legs. Minori clicked her tongue and reached for the bottom of Mob's skirt. She did her best to stay still. Her hand went up through the bottom of her skirt until it was on her thigh.
It stayed still.
"Well?" asked Minori
"What…what do you want me to do?" asked Mob
"Show me where it hurts." Said Minori. Mob took a deep breath and reached down. She thought she heard the door opening. She needed to be quiet. She took Minori's hand, slid it up her leg, until she got to her underwear. She reached over with her other hand to pull them down but Minori slapped it away.
"I didn't say that you could do that. I just said to show me where it hurts." Said Minori, her hand hovering right above Mob's nub thing. She definitely heard the door open…and then a stall door…
"Someone's in here!" whispered Mob. Minori glared at her and pressed down on the nub thing…just down. She didn't move. She just pressed down…Mob tried to move her hips. Minori didn't like that. She brought her thumb over and pinched it. Hard. Hard enough that Mob's legs nearly turned to jelly.
"That's not what I asked you." Said Minori, still pinching Mob. Mob nodded and stood up straight. That got Minori to stop. Now she wasn't touching it at all.
"Th-there…where you were…" whispered Mob. Minori pressed her finger back down onto it…but didn't move. She didn't pinch it either...she didn't pinch it or move at all. She just pressed it like a button. The button went to Mob's knee's, she decided. She nearly fell back. She braced herself on the tiny bathroom garbage can.
How could Minori have managed to stay standing all of those times.
"Here?" asked Minori, pressing down harder. Mob whimpered and nodded. She felt her hand going into the little garbage can, she pulled it out quickly that had been gross…there was nothing else to hold on to. She felt Minori press down again. She nearly leaned forward…but she knew better.
That was not allowed.
"Or maybe here." Said Minori as she dragged her finger to a different spot. Mob nodded and screwed her mouth shut before she could whimper again. The bathroom door had opened and a sink was running. If she got caught in here then it was over. She would never be able to show her face in school, or the world, ever again…and she wouldn't be able to be friends with Minori anymore.
She didn't know if she could…she didn't know what she would do if she stopped being friends with Minori.
"Oh…oh…that's good….that's so good…" whimpered Mob as Minori began to trace little circles right on the tip of it. She almost rocked her hips…she nearly lost her balance. She had to stand up straight for this just like Minori wanted. She had to do what Minori wanted, she was nice enough to do this for Mob, nice enough to make her feel good…she was such a good friend…she was the best friend that Mob had ever had in her life…
"You want to finish?" whispered Minori as she leaned in close, close enough that Mob could have kissed her….but of course she didn't. She had never kissed anyone before. Best friends didn't kiss, Minori had said, that would have been really weird.
"Y-Yes…" said Mob
"Well you can't." said Minori. Her finger pulling slowly back away from Mob. She didn't lean forwards, she didn't follow Minori, she managed to control herself…it was so hard to control herself. It felt like…like she was going to pop. Like she was a can of soda that had been shaken up too many times and now…now at any moment, with even the lightest touch, she could have popped….
She wasn't allowed to pop.
"You can't finish until I say you can, and I say you can't." said Minori, her finger just out of reach of Mob. Hovering just on the outer wetness of her underwear. If Mob had moved just a centimeter she could have made it…but she wasn't allowed to. No matter how badly it hurt she couldn't make it better. Only Minori could.
"But…please…it hurts…" moaned Mob
"Why should I? You've been bad all day. Talking back to me, trying to touch me without permission, trying to touch yourself without permission…honestly. Why should I do anything for you with how you've been treating me?" asked Minori
"I…I can make it up to you…please…" gasped Mob. She tried to lean back, it was either that or lean forward, but that just made Minori grab the front of her underwear and pull her forwards. She gasped as she felt the band digging into her skin. The faucet stopped running and there was silence…she stood perfectly still…she didn't move until she heard the door open.
Neither did Minori.
"You promise? No matter what, you'll make it up to me?" asked Minori, flicking the very end of it. Mob nearly fell forward, her knees turning to butter, the gravity of the earth shifting, the floor becoming the ceiling…it was so…so…
It was over.
"That wasn't an answer, Shige." Said Minori. Mob nodded.
"Yes, yes, whatever it is, yes! I'll make it up to you!" whined Mob. Minori put finger back and pressed down. As she pressed down she moved closer. The more her finger pressed down on Mob the more of her body she pressed into Mob until she was pinned to the wall, the little garbage can digging into her leg.
She was stuck.
"Do you want to finish?" whispered Minori, her other hand coming up under Mob's skirt. She spread her legs as best as she could, she didn't care that the little garbage can was digging into them. She didn't care that the wall felt weirdly sticky. She didn't care that her breathing was coming out really loud. She didn't care about anything anymore besides this feeling. This amazing feeling that her best friend was nice enough to give to her.
That's what friends were for.
"I-I do…I do!" whispered Mob
"Then will you do what I say?" asked Minori
"Yes, yes, whatever you-whatever you say!" gasped Mob
"Good. Here's what you're going to do." Said Minori, leaning in close. For a moment Mob thought that Minori had been about to kiss her. That had been a crazy thought, friends didn't kiss. That wasn't how it worked. It would have been weird…and maybe Mob was weird to want that. Maybe she was weird to want her best friend to kiss her…
Minori didn't even come close.
"I want you to go down on me." Whispered Minori, her breath hitting the shell of Mob's ear and going right down her spine. She tried not to move, tried not to rock into Minori, tried to be quiet…it was so hard. It was like…like it just had to come out…but she had to keep it in. She had to keep in control.
"Y-Yes! Yes! Whatever you want." Said Mob softly, trying not to cry out.
"While a guy fucks you." Whispered Minori. Mob stopped moving. A boy…she had never been with a boy before…
"Like this." Said Minori before her other hand made it up to Mob's underwear…but it didn't stay at the stickiness outside. Her other hand pushed her underwear to the side and then a finger…two…three. Three fingers went right inside…too many fingers. Mob tried to move backwards, to the side, anything. She couldn't help it. Three was too much. They had never done with more than two before.
"Mi-Minori…" whimpered Mob. It was too much. She couldn't stretch that far. She tried to spread her legs more, as best as she could. Minori still had her pinned down…she wanted to move…she wasn't strong enough to move. She wasn't strong enough and…and it had been wrong for her to want to move. It had been wrong for her to want to disobey her friend like that.
Even if…even if this was way to…to much.
"If you want to finish then you're going to let a guy fuck you, just like this, while you go down on me…and you can't stop until I'm done." Said Minori, her left hand working in and out of Mob and her right hand pushing deep circles into the nubby thing. Mob felt like she was going to fall. Her legs just…they wouldn't work….
"B-but Minori-" said Mob
"And if he finishes before I do then someone else is going to take his place…so you'd better do a good job…" whispered Minori
"But-but I don't even know…which boys?" gasped out Mob. She wanted this to be over. She wanted…she needed this to be over. Her legs were barely holding her up. Her whole body was resting against Minori's. She needed to stop but…but she'd never been with a boy before…not once…she didn't even know any boys beside the ones she thought about….
"Does it matter? Maybe the student council, maybe the body improvement club, maybe that weird telepathic club or something…you'd like that, right? All those boys…and I hear their club leader is a girl, wouldn't that be fun?" asked Minori
"I-I don't know…" said Mob
"Well you won't have to fuck that many of them if you do a good job for once. Can you do a good job?" asked Minori, her fingers going in and out faster and faster…her finger matching it's pace. Mob closed her eyes. She couldn't even keep them open. She felt like she was going to explode…she couldn't explode. There were people in the bathroom. They'd hear. If they heard then…then it would all be over. She needed this to be over…she had to end this…
"Can you?" said Minori
"I-I can!" said Mob, her voice breaking out into a moan near the end. She tried to keep calm, to keep her mouth closed, to keep still but she couldn't. She could barely even stand…
"So can I." said Minori before she went faster, harder, just hard enough to cross that line. Just hard enough to…to make Mob fall. As soon as she started to shake Minori pulled away from her. She fell to the ground, her legs being to jelly to hold her up. The tile was cool underneath her…the floor was wet, though, and sticky…
Though maybe Mob's had something to do with that.
"We're having a sleepover this Friday night. Don't be late. Don't bring anything." Said Minori as she straightened out her skirt. Mob pulled herself back up to a kneeling position. Minori still hadn't given her permission to stand up yet…there were rules. She had to remember the rules.
"Well?" asked Minori
"Thank you Minori, I would love to come to your sleepover." Said Mob. Minori smiled and leaned down.
"That's all?" asked Minori, both of her hands finding Mob's braids.
"Th-thank you for letting me finish, Minori, you were really good." said Mob. She braced herself for the pain…but it didn't come. Minori just patted her on the head instead…that was new…but at least it didn't hurt.
"You're welcome Shige. How about that? You know, there might be a good friend in there somewhere." Said Minori before she left. Mob stayed kneeling. She didn't move until she heard Minori leave…until she heard Minori tell whoever else had been in the bathroom about the weirdo she'd heard in there…until she didn't hear anything at all…
Then she got up.
She smelled gross. Her uniform was wet and sticky. Her underwear was even worse. She could smell Minori on her fingers and her face. She needed to wash her face and then she needed to get back to class to have her milk and then…and then there'd be karaoke and then…and then she didn't want to think about what was going to happen next. What she had agreed to…what she didn't want to do. She didn't want…but she had promised and…and it wasn't so bad. That was what you were supposed to do and…and Minori was nice enough to find a boy nice enough that wanted to…to do that with her…
Minori was her best friend and that was what friends did.
Sometimes it was hard being friends. Sometimes being friends with someone meant kneeling down on the gross floor in the bathroom stall with the spiders in it. Sometimes being a friend meant getting your hair pulled. Sometimes being a friend meant following the rules even if they didn't make sense all the time. It was important to be a good friend, to care about people, even if you didn't always understand the way that they showed you they cared…even if you ended up missing nearly all of lunchtime…even if all you got, now, was milk…
But that was ok. Mob had never been the biggest fan of lunchtime anyway.