Title: Fractured
Author: greygoose70
Summary: He watched them walk away Josh placing his arm around Becketts shoulder, Beckett wrapping her arm low across his back. That's when he felt it, the blow that fractured his heart.
AN: This is an alternate version to my story "Another Blow". I have gone a little more cannon with the opening dialog, used different music, changed some, quite a bit actually, of the conversation between Castle and Beckett, included a scene with Gina and expanded the ending.
Montgomery, Beckett and Castle are watching as Ryan attaches the neck brace back around Espo neck when suddenly they hear "Kate." They turn to see who it is, Beckett producing a smile when she sees her current boyfriend coming towards them. "Josh, what are you doing here" she asks going up to greet him.
"I was close" he answers.
They exchange brief pleasantries before Beckett turns back and says as a way of introducing him "well this is Captain Montgomery indicating who she is referencing, Montgomery giving a polite salute. This is Castle, Detectives Esposito and Ryan" again indicating each one in turn.
"Hey boys catch any bad guys today" Josh says.
"Every day" Ryan replies back dryly.
"All set" he says turning to face Beckett.
"Yeah, just let me get my stuff" she responds heading to her desk.
Josh turns back around comes face-to-face with Castle who immediately spouts "so, you and Beckett."
"What about us" Josh answers.
"You…you tell me."
"You're the writer" Josh proclaims finally recognizing who Castle is.
"Yeah and you are"
"Kate hasn't told you about us has she" Josh says.
"What's to tell."
Just then Beckett returned wearing her leather riding jacket, her helmet under her arm, "hey, ready to go."
"Yeah" Josh replies then addresses the four men staring at him, "see ya around."
"Yeah" Castle shouts back then watched them walk away Josh placing his arm around Becketts shoulder, Beckett wrapping her arm low across his back. That's when he felt it, the blow that fractured his heart.
Seeing Montgomery return to his office, Ryan and Espo to their desks Castle made for the stairs taking them two at a time. He needed to get out of here, needed air, he couldn't breathe. Finally reaching the street he slumped against the building and gasped for air all the while thinking to himself "no, not this time, this time I'm gone for good. As his breathing began to normalize he stepped up to the curb, hailed a cab and went home.
They had just crossed the RFK Bridge onto Randals-Ward Island. From there they would pick up I-278 then onto I-95 to Larchment and the bar where they first met, but Josh suddenly indicated for them to pull over.
No, not again, Kate thought. "What is it this time Josh" she asked once they were safely out from the flow of traffic.
"I'm sorry Kate the hospital just called. They just received a patient who needs an emergency quadruple by-pass. I have to go in. I'm sorry we'll have to reschedule."
"No Josh we won't."
"Kate" he started but she interrupted.
"This will be the third time. I…we can't keep going on like this. If it's not DWB its emergencies or a double shift. I need more out of a relationship. Go do your surgery Josh. Goodbye."
"I'm sorry Kate" he said firing up his bike speeding off.
Kate sat astride her Harley watching him leave, she really thought they could have something, but it was apparent his job was more important to him. Her job was important to her also but rarely did she let it interfere into her off time. Firing her bike up, donning her helmet, dropping the six hundred pound 'soft-tail' into first gear, she eased back into the flow of traffic. Guess there's nothing to do but head home.
The Castle Loft
At supper that evening he told his mother and Alexis he was leaving the next day, get away, get some writing done. "The Hamptons" Alexis was quick to ask.
"No" he answered remembering his last trip to their home there…the one with Gina.
Six weeks prior, Memorial Day weekend
The drive to his Hamptons Retreat was pleasant enough, him and Gina engaging in general conversation covering several topics none of which included his next book. When they arrived she indicate she was tired and going straight to bed. The next morning though she was in a whole different mode. It started when his bedroom door was flung open, and he heard…
"Rick Castle, it's time for you to get your ass up and start writing." The sharp tone of her rhetoric giving him cause to open his eyes.
"Gina" he replied stifling a yawn "what's going on?"
"I came here to make sure you write, so you are to commit four hours per day every day to writing,"
"You know that's not how I work, Gina. I write when inspiration strikes me, when I know what directions I want the characters to take."
"Well that's about to change."
"No it isn't" he responded in an angry tone, sliding out of bed, slipping on his robe heading toward her and the door.
"Where you going" she asked as he passed by her.
"To make some calls; hope you're still packed" completing that last statement on his way down the stairs.
"Who you calling" Gina running to catch up with him
"Car service to take you back to the city, then Black Pawn telling them I'm retuning their advance for three more Nikki Heat books, then my lawyer have him prepare a statement breaking any and all contracts I have with Black Pawn and finally Paula who will spread the word to other publishing houses that I'm available."
"Okay, okay," she pleaded "I'll leave, but at least try to get the chapters to me on time."
"I'll do my best" he said placing the call to the car service.
Back to the present
"Richard" Martha called out; "Richard" she called out again only louder the second time breaking him out of his trance. "Yes Mother" he responded.
"Where did you go just then" she quizzed.
"Hell and back, Mother, hell and back" he answered.
"Dad, if you're not going to the Hamptons where…"
"Not sure pumpkin. Just thought I'd drive till I found someplace interesting, but don't fret I'll keep in touch."
"How long, Richard?"
"A week or two, maybe longer. Now if you will excuse me I want to get some packing done, want to get an early start in the morning"
Next morning, the Loft
After fixing breakfast for himself and Alexis, then seeing her off to school he cleaned up the dishes, sent off a text to Beckett telling her he had meetings with his publisher, loaded up the Range Rover, disabled the GPS on it and his phone system and left the city.
Same Morning, the precinct
Beckett's phone sounded advising her of an incoming text. She picked it up read it then set it back down. "Castle won't be in today, meetings at Black Pawn" she told Ryan and Esposito then went back to her paperwork. The two men just grunted their okay.
4:00PM, Somewhere in Pennsylvania
Rick pulled the Range Rover into the one-car garage attached to the cabin. Upon getting out the first thing he did was open the valve that supplied propane to the cabins furnace, electricity was supplied by a co-op out of Cumberland so all he had do is switch on breakers, water was pumped up from the Casselman River, internet provided by SkyNet.
He had found the place on his way home a from a book signing trip to Pittsburgh. He had marveled at the beauty of the countryside decided to take some side roads. The place was literally a rundown one room shack but the 25 acres it was built on was pretty, so he bought it, found a builder that specialized in log cabins who tore the old shack down and build what he has now. It's still basically a one room cabin but on a much larger scale. And nobody knows about it, had his accountant hide the purchase through several of his other investments. Not even Mother or Alexis aware of it.
He went back out to the garage, retrieved the groceries from the Range Rover, stored them away then started a fire in the stone fireplace. "All set he" he spoke aloud.
Mid-October, 3 Months later, the precinct
It is just about 8:30PM, Beckett is at her desk completing the paperwork from her latest case, a case he would have liked. Her eyes drifted over to his chair always asking the same thing. "Where are you, what has happened to you, why have left me?" She is pretty sure she knows the answer to that last request, the guys having told her how he bolted from the precinct when she left with Josh that night, the same night she broke up with him. Then the next morning getting his text but nothing since.
She had tried calling him when she found out, still does, at least once a week, but they always go directly to voicemail. She leaves messages but never gets a call back. She's tried sending texts but like her messages never receives a reply, she hopes he at least reads them.
A ding from the elevator snaps her from her musings. She turns to see who it is but it's just the cleaning crew, so she turns back to her computer, completes the form, prints and signs it then shuts it down, dons her jacket and heads out.
Sitting in a cab, peering out through the window her thoughts return to him, always to him. Suddenly the taxi has stopped for a traffic light, she sees the sign for Anthony's Bar and Grille, tells the driver to let her out here. After paying the cabbie, as she walks up toward the door of the bar she thinks she hears music coming from inside. Odd she thinks, this is Thursday Tony doesn't usually have a live band till Saturday. When she goes in she sees a lone singer up on the stage, stops and listens to the lyrics,
But don't you come around here
handin me none of you lines
Here's a quarter, call someone who cares
He then began a guitar interlude, so Beckett completes her trek up to the bar where Tony came over and greeted her. "Hi Kate, long time no see."
"Yeah, been a pretty hectic couple of months."
"Well what can get you?"
"Beer and a burger."
"Comin right up" he replied turning and giving the order to the cook then retrieving a beer from the frig.
By the time Tony has set her beer down in front of her the singer has gone into his next tune, this one in a softer voice than his previous one.
"Much nicer" Kate commented, pausing to listen.
You said it all when you said goodbye
You took off your wedding ring
I've been trying to get over you
"Still kind of sad though" turning back to Tony, "who is he?"
"Kind of like you, a semi regular although this is the first time I've seen him in three or four months."
"You know his name?"
"Rick, Rick Castle."
Kate spit out the sip of beer she had just taken. "Did you just say Rick Castle?" she sputtered.
"Yeah. Why, you know him?"
"Yeah, I do or at least I did."
Tony couldn't help but notice the change in her expression as she responded. It went from inquisitive to sadden.
Kate got up off her stool, she needed to see him but didn't want him to see her, so she kept to the back in the shadows…and what she saw shocked her. He looked so different, his hair was longer almost down to his shoulders, he had a beard and mustache, neatly trimmed. She couldn't be sure, but she thinks he has lost weight, God, even his clothes were different, looked to be more western in nature. He was now just beginning the second verse, so she just listened.
All my friends keep tryin' to fix me up
Say I need somebody new
When it comes to love,
I've all but given up
Life don't mean nothin' without you.
I've been tryin' to get over you
I've spending time alone
I've been tryin' to get over you
It'll take dyin' to get it done.
Kate noticed that his eyes were closed when he sang the chorus, remained closed as he finger picked through a guitar solo, but they flew open the second he went into a repeat of the chorus…and they were staring right at her. Shit he knew she was here.
Rick paused only briefly before going into a new number.
I can't hide the way I feel about you anymore
I can't hold the hurt inside
Keep the pain out of my eyes anymore
My tears no longer waiting
My resistance ain't that strong
My mind keeps recreating a life with you alone
And I'm tired of pretending
I don't love you anymore
She stood there mesmerized by the words to this song. Is this what he's been trying to do during his absence…fall out of love with her. And she remembers in all her phone messages, all her texts never once did she mention how she felt, just that she missed him. He's began the second verse.
Let me make one last appeal
To show you how I feel, about you, mm, mm
'Cause there's no one else I swear
That holds a candle anywhere
Next to you, mm, mm
My heart can't take the beating,
Not having you to hold
A small voice keeps repeating deep inside my soul
It says I can't keep pretending
I don't love you anymore
I've got to take the chance or let it pass by
If I expect to get on with my life
His left hand slides up and down the guitars neck, the fingers pressing down on the correct strings while those of the right pluck on them to produce the note or chord he wants until it's time for him to finish the song, so once again he places his mouth next to the mike and sings.
My tears no longer waiting,
Ooh, my resistance ain't that strong
But my mind keeps creating
Life with you alone
And I'm tired of pretending
I don't love you anymore
Anymore
Anymore
He unplugs the guitar, places it back in its stand, tells the crowd, "That's all for tonight" turns it off, grabs his jacket and heads for the door.
It takes her a moment to realize he's leaving but then takes off to catch him. He's already at the curb getting set to hail a cab by the time she get out there. She instantly shouts "Castle. Wait."
"What for Beckett' he replies without turning to face her.
"Please Rick" she tries hoping the use of his given name will have the desired effect...it does.
It's the pleading in her voice that causes him to turn. When he does he can see the stream of teardrops running down her face. It almost make him want to rush to her, take her in his arms, hold her, but he refrains from doing so.
"Please talk to me Rick, please" she blubbered unable to speak clearly, "tell me why."
"Are you that naïve Beckett, naïve enough that you expected me to stick around while you traipsed another boyfriend around in front of me and the rest of the precinct as well. Where is motor-cycle boy, anyway, why wasn't he here with you?"
"Because I broke up with him, that same night" her voice a little clearer now that her crying has been reduced to sobs.
"Well I'm sure you'll find someone else" he answered turning back to hail a taxi which seemed to be few and far between tonight.
"I hope I already have" she said.
"Good for you" he threw over his shoulder.
"Damn it, it's you Rick, it's always been you, but you have Gina. I needed to show you I could have somebody too."
"So what" he shouted in anger turning back to her. "You picked up the first good looking guy off the street, decide to have a little fun at mine and everyone else's expense."
"Nooo" she replied as the tears began flowing again. "But I didn't know what to do you said it would be our last case you came back I was mad but by then I had already met Josh I thought you were still with Gina Josh was never supposed to just show up at the precinct…and…and I'm sorry, so, so sorry and…"
"Kate" he said softly stopping her from running on any farther, handing her his hanky letting her wipe her tears.
"Kate" he iterated, "you have to tell me" taking her face in is palms "you have to say the words."
Looking directly into his cerulean blue eyes letting him know she was speaking the truth she said, "I love you Richard Castle, I love you." He then leaned in and kissed her releasing all the pent up passion and frustration he has had the past two years.
Kate threw her arms up around his neck keeping him from pulling away, meeting his passion with her own and when their tongues finally met she moaned. When the need for air let its presence known separated. Rick instantly tugged her in closer waiting for his breathing to return to normal. Kate laid her head on his shoulder while she did the same.
"I like the beard" she whispered after several minutes. "Good, I plan to keep it" he responded, "and you, forever."
"Good" she answered just as a growl erupted from her mid-section.
"Been skipping a few meals detective" Rick commented.
"More than a few I'm afraid" she replied, "it's one reason I had the cabbie let me out here."
"Well whatta say I take you back inside and get you properly nourished" taking her hand leading the way.
Once inside Kate excused herself to go freshen up while Rick ordered them burgers and fries along with two cold beers.
As he was sitting there a man came up to him, asked if he knew this song handing him a folded piece of paper. Rick unfolded the paper, read the title then turned to the man and with a smile nodded his head, told him he would include it in his next set.
Kate return just as their food arrived. She must have been famished, devoured her burger and fries including half of his in record time. She wasn't usually like that preferred to chew and savor what she ate. "So, how longs it been" he asks.
"Since what" she replies.
"Your last descent meal."
"Maybe two days" she says meekly.
"I see I'm going to have my hands full taking care of you but believe me it's something I'm going to enjoy doing."
"What else are you going to enjoy doing" sultriness in her voice.
"That you will find out later my dear detective, but right now I've had a request for a song. Come on."
He led her to a table with a 'Reserved' sign on it, set her down in the lone chair that accompanied it, stepped up on the stage, turned on the mike, plugged in the guitar took his seat and spoke. "Thank you everybody for sticking around and I promise this set will be quite different than my previous one."
Rick switched on the amplifier, made a couple of adjustment, strummed a few cords then finger picked some notes moving up and down the neck then just started into his first song singing.
You swear you've had enough
You're ready to give up
On that little lie they call love
When out of the clear blue sky
It is a nice upbeat tune, Kate likes it, she's thinking she needs to get more into this country/western music genre. As he begins his next song she thinks it could almost be his story.
Had a nice little life
A little boat a little beach
A little routine I liked
A blue ocean view
Free to go with the flow
Anywhere I wanted to
But the moment you set foot on my shore
That's when I knew
There's a difference in living and living well
He made an announcement that this next song is by special request but has meaning for him as well.
Our love is unconditional, we knew it from the start
I see it in your eyes, you can feel it from my heart
From here on after let's stay the way we are right now
And share all the love and laughter that a lifetime will allow
Chorus: I cross my heart and promise to
To give all I've got to give to make all you dreams come true
In all the world you'll never find, a love as true as mine
Kate could feel the tears welling up in her eyes as he sang this song. It conveyed everything he felt for her, his promise of forever.
Rick finished playing, switched off the amplifier, unplugged the guitar, thanked the crowd telling them he hoped to see them again soon then turned off the mike. Stepping down from the stage he took Kate's hand and they started for the door. Passing the bar he threw down some cash paying for his and Kate's food and drink. Tony picked up the money put it in a large pickle jar that was already half full of cash.
"I hope that's not a tip jar, Tony."
"Well not exactly," He replied. "The couple that started it wanted to proclaim it as such but when I told them you wouldn't accept any money they said to call it a donation jar for your favorite charity."
"Oh, okay. Tell ya what; when it gets full tell me how much and I'll double it. All proceeds go to New York's Children's Hospital under the bar's name, not mine. Got it?"
"Got it, Rick. So when can I expect you back?"
"Not sure but let's say a couple weeks, I'll let you know. He then tugged Kate's hand and they left.
"Rick," Kate said once they were out on the street. "Why didn't you want the donation in your name?"
"Well I already make an annual contribution to NYCH, don't see the need to make a second one."
Before they knew it they found themselves at Kate's building. "Come on I'll walk you up," Rick said.
"My building does have an elevator, Rick," Kate replied.
"Then I'll ride up with you."
She responded with an 'okay' wondering what his intentions were once they got to her apartment. Another kiss, maybe more, she could only hope.
Arriving at her apartment she unlocked the door, turned to face Rick and was immediately wrapped up in his arms, his lips pressed against hers. She felt herself being walked backwards into the apartment, heard the door being shut and locked, all while his lips devoured hers in a kiss to end all kisses.
When the need for air became a necessity, their lips parted, their breathing heavy she found herself being raised. He has grabbed her at the hips and lifted her, she automatically wrapped her legs around his hips her arms around his neck. "Where you taking me" she whispered.
"The bedroom, where is it?"
"Down the hall, first door on the right."
She nestled herself into him, taking in his scent thinking, oh yeah, this is going to be one hell of a ride, an understatement if there ever was one.
"M" Rated from this point forward, skip to ending if not your baliwick
Rick kicked the door shut upon entering her bedroom, walked over setting her down on the edge of the bed, slipped her jacket off her shoulders, down her arms tossing it over his shoulder once he had off her. He then shucked out of his own coat.
Kate went right for his shirt buttons discovering however they weren't buttons at all but snaps, "ooh, I like this" she mumbled then yanked the two sides apart the pop, pop of the snaps sounding as they released. Following his lead she slipped the shirt over his shoulders, down his arms undoing the wrist snaps pulling it down over his hands letting it fall to the floor.
Rick grabbed the waist of her turtleneck sweater lifted it up past her bra up her raised arms over her head tossing it in the same direction as her jacket.
Kate felt for his belt buckle where another discovery awaited her, it wasn.t a normal style buckle, but one with a hook on one end that slipped into one of the holes on the opposing end of the belt. Yeah she is really liking this western style wear of his. "You'll need to help me with my boots first, Kate."
She looked down at his feet and sure enough there were a pair of tan cowboy boots sticking out from under his jeans. "Sit down" she told him then got off the bed, knelt down in front of him took a boot by the heel and pulled, it came off quite easily, she then did the same with the other one.
Rick in the meantime has unbuttoned the jeans and lowered the zipper. "Pull the jeans off" he said lifting himself off the bed, so they cleared his buttocks. "Your turn" pulling her up from the floor, turning her so she could sit, Rick then recreating her position on the floor and the removal of her boots and jeans.
Kate reached behind her, unclasped her bra removing the restraining devise from her breast and the hardening of her nipples. She scooted towards the head of the bed pushing the bed covers down in the process, Rick relieving her of lace panties as she did so before removing his boxers.
"You're beautiful Kate" she heard him say reverently. She knew he didn't mean just now in her nakedness but always.
Crawling up next to her he quickly captured her lips with his in a hunger filled, passion consuming kiss, his teeth nibbling her bottom lip his tongue smoothing, soothing it afterwards then swabbing the crease of her lips requesting entrance that she gratefully gave him. The moan she emitted when his tongue found hers caused him to respond with a guttural acceptance.
When they were finally forced to separate he placed a kiss to her cheek then moved around to her ear nibbling on the lobe soothing it with his tongue, releasing it with a pull of his lips.
Kate was beginning to feel the effects of his attentions to her. She is heating up, perspiration forming on her forehead starting a trail that is running down over her nose, dripping to her chin where they fall to her chest and travel between her breast.
Rick leaves her ear moves down the side of her throat laves the protruding artery he finds there sucks on it causing Kate to moan again. He traverse down to her clavicle repeating his action.
Those last two acts by him are definitely going to leave hickeys she tells herself. Oh who cares just wear more turtlenecks her inner self replies.
She jerks when he swabs his oh so wonderful tongue over, under and around a breast before taken the nipple between his teeth. He doesn't bite down on it just flicks at it with the tip of his tongue then releases it, covers the nipple and areola with his mouth sucks it in then lets it go with a pop. He immediately gives her other breast the same attention.
Kate is in full sweat mode now every pore of her body extruding. She reaches down between her legs feels the wetness there, she's ready for him wants to feel him inside her but he's still exploring her with his lips, his fingers, mapping her every curve, reading her reaction to his ministrations.
When at last she feels one of his large digits stroke over her folds when it enters her vagina when it is joined by a second digit, but it is when they begin to move deeper inside her that she screams his name.
Rick can tell she's close, she's already wet with want and desire, so he inserts two of his fingers into her, locates her clit with his thumb applies a gentle pressure to it, hears her shout out his name. It doesn't take much after that, the deeper he plunges his fingers, the more stimulation he applies to her nerve center…
"Aah fuck" she bellows when it starts, her body going tense, her muscles tightening around his fingers still inside her, her hands curled into fist as they clasped the bedsheet while tremors raged through her body as wave after wave of her orgasm overtakes her. He does his best to help holding her down with the arm he has laid across her hips.
Rick removes his fingers from her core as her climax begins to subside places them to his lips licks the results of her orgasm from them then leans in kisses her instantly driving his tongue into her mouth to find hers.
Kate whimpers when he removes his fingers but is instantly rewarded when his lips attach themselves to hers his tongue immediately penetrating into her mouth in search of hers. When he finds it she can taste not only herself but some of him as well. She wants to taste all of him she vows that before the night is over she will.
Releasing Kate from their kiss Rick rises to his knees positions himself between her legs takes his member in his hand rubs the tip if it over her wet folds and slowly enters her receiving words of approval from her as he does.
Kate's excitement grows when she sees Rick move into position to take her, to join them together at last. She is all atingle with the anticipation of what's about to happen, so she opens her legs wide, arches her pelvis upward offering him her most feminine asset, showing him her desire to have him inside her. She lets out a moan as he runs the head of his manhood along the length of her slit, brushing her clit each time leaving a coat of her love juice on it.
Each time he brushes her opening her mind is begging 'put it in…put it in'. And finally he does. She coos from the wonderful feeling of his bulbous head stretching her open to accommodate him. But then he stopped 'no, no' her mind is shouting 'more, more', finally screaming 'yes' when he pushes in a little deeper then withdraws leaving just the head inside her. He pushes in again, deeper this time and withdraws.
Rick is propped over her supported by his forearms his eyes locked on hers observing their change in expressions as he tunnels deeper into with each stroke. The smile she gives him lets him know she's happy with what he is doing.
Kate loves the time he is taking with her; the feeling of her vaginal walls being pushed aside with each deeper thrust into her. Yet it's also like exquisite torture. She finds it hard to resist grabbing his ass and impaling on his full length. But then she feels his pelvic bone meets hers, begin a gentle grinding action that stimulates her clit that takes her breath away.
Rick pauses his movement once he's given her his full length however it seems she wants more. She has wrapped her long shapely legs around him and thrust her hips into his getting that last bit of his length into her.
Once Kate has him completely buried in her a realization starts going through her mind 'oh my…oh yes…I have Richard Castle's shaft buried inside me…the man I've loved since I first saw his picture on a book jacket…the man I am in love with today…I have his hard rigid shaft in me'.
She marvels at how her 'love tunnel' stretched to accommodate his length and girth, how her silky wet softness sheathes his length like a well-fitting glove. She squeezes and releases her vaginal muscles eliciting deep guttural groans from him letting her know he's feeling her canal caressing him "Oh yes" she thinks, "we are a perfect fit, perfect in all things, he loves me, and I love him.
Kate feels him begin his thrusting, withdrawing then plunging back in completely. Short strokes at first but soon he's using his entire length. Each time he withdraws she immediately wants him to plunge back into her, to drive that fabulous rod of his into her abyss so she can consume it. So on his next plunge she thrust up to meet it, her pubis crashing gently with his, they withdraw then do it again. They begin to establish a rhythm his plunge, her thrust. He begins adjusting his plunge, varying the length, or the angle, adding a twist, she reciprocates his every change with her own. Soon their movements start to get sloppy, their pace quick. Suddenly Kate gasps "close".
Rick hearing her gasp "close" reaches down locates her clit begins massaging it with his thumb, "I'm right with you" he pants out breathlessly. "Riiiiick" she screams.
Her first vaginal contractions on his cock is what sets him off and he begins to unload his creamy semen deep inside her, each ejaculation in time with her contractions.
For Kate this is the most violent and yet the most pleasurable orgasm she can ever remember having. Violent because of the pain it produced. Pleasurable for the same reason and because it involved Rick. Never before has she surrender herself so completely to a man, to be owned by him, to be conquered by him, to be mastered by his dick. She wants to have multiple orgasms with him, to be fucked senseless by him and left in a barely coherent pile of bones.
She is saddened when he rolled off her sweat laden body, extracted himself from her but she is too weak to do anything about it her body not yet recovered, his however still has the strength to pull her over to him. She ends up with her head on his chest directly over his heart their legs entangled, his hand stroking up and down her spine. She reaches down finds his softened member removes some of the residue from their lovemaking with her fingers then licks it off tasting it and smiling.
He has managed to pull the sheet up over them telling her to "sleep".
"Love you Rick" are Kates last words as she drifts off.
"Love you too Kate" he says closing his eyes.
THE BEGINNING