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I know that I am a little late, but I didn't have any motivation to write at all. I hope that you will like this chapter so please let me know what you think :)

I have received some criticism that my story is too fast, what can I say. I don't like slow burn, this is how I see vampires from Twilight and their emotions, bonds, behavior and dynamic. I will change some things from the books, like their dynamics in covens or in relationships. This is my vision, If you do not like it, please don't read it.

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It took me a couple of seconds to get away from Kate. In the process I managed to almost fall over the coffee table that was in front of the sofa. I was looking to the ground, trying to process what just happened.

I couldn't calm down my breathing as much as I wanted to. I was looking like a deer caught in the headlights. What the fuck did I get myself into? And how the hell did I even end up in her arms? Tanya was right beside me when I fell asleep.

I decided to lift my head up when I heard someone approaching me. It was Tanya, she had a serious face, but it was like she was afraid to approach me and also sending me a reassuring look. I lifted my hand to stop her, I didn't want anyone beside me at this moment. I had just made a move on her sister for God's sake.

"Bella, there…" I could hear Tanya starting to speak up, but that just fueled my anger. I snapped my head towards her, and I could see that she was a little taken aback from the look I was giving her.

At that moment I knew that I was about to explode, this whole day was messing with my emotions. This was the tipping point.

"You were here this entire time?" I asked her with a cold voice, but you could hear angry undertones. I could see that she wasn't really expecting this reaction.

"Well… yes I was—"

"So, can you tell me how the fuck did I end up in your sister's lap, with you by my side!?" I asked her, with a raised voice, but more in a rhetorical kind of way. And then she really looked taken aback. She opened her mouth to say something, but nothing came out. This was the first time I saw her like that.

What reason could she give me that would explain this situation, other than making a fool out of me? Why didn't she stop me?

My attention then switched to Kate, who still hadn't moved from her spot on the sofa, and I couldn't really read her expression. Right now I couldn't even look at her from all the shame I was feeling, but there was also anger, why didn't she stopped me in time?

"I am very sorry Kate, I don't know what came over me. Please, forgive me," I told her, not looking at anyone, knowing that I will get even angrier if I do. This was very wrong, this whole situation. Yes, I was attracted to Kate, but I would never actually do something to jeopardize my relationship with Tanya. Eventually, if my feelings didn't stop I would tell Tanya everything. So, we could find a solution together.

I that moment something snaped inside me and decided that I would get answers from them. I would not let them deceive me. I tried to think about what they would gain from messing with my head. Was this some kind of twisted game they played? As that thought crossed my mind, my chest started to hurt and my breath shortened. Was it possible? But Tanya had just confessed that she was in love with me, I just met her family. This made no sense.

My eyes started to fill with tears as my mind was working on all those unpleasant possibilities.

I lifted my head to look at them, they were looking at each other, like they were talking but I couldn't hear what they were saying. I could see panic on their faces but at this point I was convincing myself that it was all an act. Tanya was the one that decided to try to approach me again.

"Bella, please, let us exp—" she started to say as she was walking slowly towards me. But I didn't want her near me, not in this state. She would only cloud my judgment. So I put my hand up, I motioned to stop her.

"Do not come close to me," I told her with a voice that held no emotions that I even surprised myself.

Her reaction was like I just slapped her or better yet like I ruined her whole world. I could see the despair in her eyes as she was looking at me. And my initial reaction was to go to her, she should never feel that way. It was like my whole body was telling me to make her feel better, it was my job to make her feel good. But I held strong.

"Please, I really want to hear this reasonable explanation that you can give me" I told them in a cynical tone. I could tell that they did not expect this reaction from me at all. But I was done playing or being played with. "Is this just a game to you?" I asked them, but I couldn't stop my voice from shaking. Just the thought of them playing with me was enough to destroy me.

As soon as I said that, both of them stepped forward, trying to reach me, but I just stepped backwards, so they stopped.

"Bella," Kate said and I could hear desperation in her voice, "do not ever think that!" Just by her tone she had me almost convinced. But I needed to know what their goal was. Nothing else mattered.

"Not to think that!? Then please explain it to me Kate, what the hell were you trying to do this whole time!?" I was shouting, pointing my finger at her. "Do not tell me that this isn't a game to you! From the moment that we met, you were constantly flirting with me! This whole day you were always by my side, calling me 'my darling', always finding excuses to touch me, carrying me…" I stopped for a moment so I could see their reaction but I couldn't read them at all, and well, that just fueled me more. "And don't even try to tell me that you were just friendly! Your family was friendly, and Tanya didn't even let them touch me, not even for a handshake, don't think I didn't notice that. But you Kate, while your whole family was on the other side of the sofa, you were next to me, caressing my back, with my girlfriend on the other side. So don't tell me this isn't just a game to you." I couldn't stop the tears that started to fall, I just silently cried, not wanting to break down completely.

I turned towards Tanya, "Tell me you didn't notice this! Tell me you didn't let her do that this whole day, because from what I saw, you did not just let her, you allowed her to do that!"

There goes my silent crying, because after that I completely broke down. I fell to my knees, sobbing, and holding my chest, trying to make this pain bearable. It was like my whole world was falling apart because of two women I had known for less then a month. This feeling wasn't natural. It couldn't be.

Suddenly I was enveloped from the back and the front, the effect was immediate. My body was starting to relax instantly, there was no chest pain nor shortness of breath, there was only peace. My lungs started to fill with the most pleasant scent, filling all my senses, luring me to sleep. Like I was given anesthesia. My brain barely even registered that Tanya and Kate were the ones holding me, and I tried to fight it off but there wasn't even a little chance that I would succeed. Only a few seconds later my brain started to get all blurry and fuzzy, my lids started to become heavy and there was nothing I could do to fight this, I was exhausted emotionally. I let it all go and welcomed the darkness that was taking me.

My night was not peaceful, there weren't any nightmares, but something didn't let me rest. I could feel myself almost waking up a few times, but I was again bombarded with that heavenly scent that lured me back to sleep immediately.

After some time, I started to slowly wake up. Before I opened my eyes, I started to stretch, moving on the most comfortable bed I ever slept on. I found myself sighing with content, even if my sleep wasn't so restful. I opened my eyes and became a little confused as to where I was, this wasn't my room nor was this my bed. I looked around, realizing that this was Tanya's room that I saw yesterday.

Why would I be there? And then it hit me, I remembered what happened yesterday and panic started to hit yet again. How did I end up in bed? The last thing I remembered was melting down in front of Tanya and Kate, ready for more yelling and then relaxing and falling asleep. How was that possible?

Only moments after I woke up, I heard the door open. I looked up and there I could see Tanya and Kate entering her room. Looking like hell, honestly, I meant they were still looking gorgeous but I could see that they were completely out of place. Our eyes met and my heart skipped a beat, there was so much longing in their eyes. And so much sadness.

I started to get up, I really didn't want to do this thing all over again. But then again, I wanted to know how the fuck I ended up here. I knew that they had something to do with it, they were the ones with all the answers. I just didn't know if I had the strength to find it out.

They didn't approach me, they were standing at the door, waiting for my reaction.

"How did I end up here? Last thing I remember is yelling at you two and the next thing feeling unnaturally relaxed and then waking up here. How is that possible?" I asked them with a determined voice. I needed the answers and my body and soul wasn't ready for the bad ones.

Would I find out that this was all a play? Are the woman that I'm in love with and her sister that I have serious feelings for that I shouldn't have, playing with me?

Tanya was the one who decided to speak. "Bella, my love, we need to talk and we need you to let us talk, not to jump to conclusions," she said. I had never heard her speak like that, so serious but also with a hint of fear. What did she fear?

She still didn't answer my question, but my heart was telling me to listen, to hear what they had to say. Even the thought of them not being in my life was causing me pain. Even if my brain was telling me to listen and then leave without returning, because there wasn't a logical explanation for this situation.

"OK, I'm giving you a chance to explain this to me, but if you try to lie to me I will walk away and I won't be coming back, even if that breaks my heart," I told them and I meant it. Please God, don't let them lie.

They nodded their heads and then Kate said, "We will give you a few moments to freshen up, we will be downstairs, in the library room." With that they turned and left the room, but not before they sent me a longing look.

I sat there frozen for a couple of seconds but then started to move towards the bathroom quickly, wanting to get to them as soon as I could. I saw that they put fresh clean clothes in the bathroom for me, a simple tracksuit, but if I were going away after the talk, I didn't want to take anything of theirs.

Only a couple of minutes passed before I was coming down the stairs.

I remembered from yesterday where the library was so I headed towards it. My heart was beating faster with every step and my mind was racing. Let's do this.

I entered the room slowly, they were waiting for me in silence, both were sitting in front of a fireplace, with an empty armchair across them. I took a couple of big breaths before heading towards the empty seat.

I sat down, looking at them, waiting for them to start this conversation, this was their time and I was willing to wait for my turn, again. They looked at each other, almost having a silent conversation that I couldn't hear, but it looked like they were supporting one another.

They looked at me with a care in their eyes that I so desperately wanted to be true, they wanted me to know that they were honest and I wanted to believe them. So much.

"Firstly, we wanted you to know that we never wanted to hurt you, that was never our intention, you need to believe us," Tanya said to me. She stopped there, giving me the opportunity to say something but I didn't want to. So she just continued.

"No one really prepared you for this and we realized that we caused you pain. And for that we are sorry. Yesterday… when we saw you break down, we knew we messed up. Our approach was wrong. You deserve the whole truth," Tanya finished. I could tell that she meant those words 100%.

"What do you mean by this, Tanya? And you are saying 'we' this whole time. As far as I know, I am in a relationship with you, you are my girlfriend. What does Kate have to do with it?" I said quickly, not able to contain my thoughts.

"Bella, we will explain everything, but it is not easy for us. We fear your reaction so let us explain as best as we can," Tanya tried to reason with me, almost begging me. And she was not the person that I saw yesterday in front of her family. All that dominant energy was gone, and in her place was a Tanya that I've never seen before, a desperate and sad Tanya. One that I never wanted to see again.

My eyes started to tear, so I just nodded my head, scared that I would cry if I said something.

"Isabella," Kate said, trying to get my attention, and she got it. How was it possible that she provoked the same reaction in me as her sister? She, too, looked timid, gone was her confident smirk and cocky attitude.

"There is something I wanted to ask you and I need you to answer truthfully. No one will get mad at what you say. I promise you that," she told me. I nodded at her request, not knowing what she would ask me.

"When we first met, when I delivered your truck, did you feel something… for me?" she asked me in an uncertain voice, like she was afraid of my reaction. And honestly I was in shock, how did she know? I just sat there frozen, I didn't expect this question. I meant, I knew that I would have to eventually say something about my feelings for Kate, but I didn't think that she would ask me directly.

I had two options; lie and say that I didn't feel anything for her and try to save my relationship with Tanya; because I couldn't see a very positive end if I said that I did feel something for her sister. But then again, Tanya was the one that seemed to push me towards Kate the whole time yesterday. No, Bella, that makes no sense, I told myself.

And my second option was telling the truth and hope for the best, whatever that may be. Also, something in me was almost begging me to tell them the truth, my whole being was against lying to them. What a weird feeling. It was like even if I wanted to I couldn't, at least not directly.

I looked at Tanya, who was giving me a reassuring smile, she was telling me that everything was going to be alright. My gut was telling me to trust her. Even if I was pissed at her.

So here goes nothing, I thought. I decided to not look at them, not wanting to break my heart in the process.

"When I first saw you…" come one Bella, you can do it "you took my breath away. You were like a goddess," I started to say, but then I lifted my head, and Kate was looking at me like I had hung up stars in the night sky. She was radiating with happiness so I decided to continue. "I could feel my heart skipping a few beats, just by looking at you. And there was this pull at my heart that somehow wanted me to go to you and never let go," I finished saying. God, how good it felt to finally come clean with this, I could feel myself getting lighter by the second.

"It was the same reaction that I had with you Tanya, I hoped that my attraction towards your sister was just my imagination playing with me. But that wasn't the case. Yesterday, the whole time, my heart was screaming at me that this was my place, with both of you by my side, I have never felt happier than with you both by my side." I couldn't help myself anymore, I started to cry, my fear of rejection was becoming too much. How could I live when my heart decided to split in two pieces and go with two sisters that were looking at me?

I could see that they wanted to come to me, to comfort me but I held my hand up, to stop them. I wanted to finish this. There was something else I needed to say.

"Tanya, I am so sorry," I told her, not able to look her in the eyes, not wanting to see rejection. "I didn't think it was possible to feel the same thing I felt when I met you. But I need you to know that I would never do anything to hurt you, I wanted to put distance between me and Kate… I don't think I could survive losing you. I love you with my whole heart." And with that I started to fall apart, but it was only a second before I was embraced by two strong hands, and a heavenly scent that was telling me I was safe. A scent that I would recognize everywhere, I was in Tanya's arms.

I started to sob harder, because I thought that she wouldn't want to look at me anymore, let alone hug me and whisper sweet nothings in my ear for me to calm down.

When I started to calm down, Tanya took my face in her palms and whispered, "My love, please don't cry. I can not bear to see you like this. I'm not mad at you nor will I ever be mad because of your feelings for Kate," she told me while kissing me softly on my lips, just a little reassuring peck. "I'm also not mad at her feelings for you," she finished saying that, and just waited for me to realize what she had just said.

Kate's feelings for me? What was she saying?

"I don't understand..." I told with a shaky voice, not sure what she was implying. And also not wanting to get my hopes up.

"I admit I was a little shocked at first, I didn't expect Kate to share the same connection with you as I do," Tanya said, and there was a smile on her lips, because Kate started to laugh when she said 'a little shocked'.

"I have no problem with you having feelings for Kate, as long as you have them for me too. I will never stand in the way of your happiness, and if Kate also makes you happy, there is nothing for me to be mad at," Tanya explained a bit more, but I was still in shock, not knowing what to say. And also I had a feeling that there was something that they were not saying to me.

At that moment Kate started to head towards us, slowly, like she was giving me a chance to say no if I wanted to. But I remained silent. So she went on her knee, and took my hand in hers, slowly kissing my knuckles. My heart started to jump from joy at the touch of her lips. She looked at me with her beautiful eyes.

"My darling," she said, and the butterflies in my stomach started to fly around, "my intention was never to confuse you or cause you pain. I wanted to give you the opportunity to get to know me a little better and then have this talk with you. But I now realize that that was what caused you pain. We didn't know that you felt our bond this strongly. Nobody thinks bad of you for having feelings for me, while being with Tanya," Kate told me, while still holding my hand, and slowly caressing it with her thumb, giving me support.

I had two women in front of me, who were looking at me like I was their whole world. But how was it this easy? I just told them that I had feelings for both of them and they just said it was ok, and they seemed even happier than before. Also I had known them for such a short period of time that this kind of feelings shouldn't be possible. They both were saying stuff like our bond and behaving like this was completely normal to have feelings for two different persons without any problem. And how did they know I felt something for Kate?

Something else was going on here. But what?

"How are you so accepting? How are you behaving like this is the most normal thing in the world? Kate, we've known each other for three days and you look at me like you would take a bullet for me and I would rather die than let you do that. This isn't normal! Please tell me what is going on, I'm begging you," I told them in a pleading voice, hoping they would tell me the truth.

They squeezed my hands, looked at each other and then Tanya started to speak.

"There is an explanation for all this. I hoped that we had a little bit more time before we came to this point but here it is. You need to know that while we didn't tell you the whole truth at the beginning, we never lied to you. You see Kate and I are not capable of lying to you. Our feelings for you are true, we would do anything for you. Without a second thought." Where the hell was she going with this…

"Please don't run away from us after this," Tanya said in a fearful voice. "The reason why we act like this is all normal. Why our fast developing feelings are normal is because they are, at least to us. You see Bella, I once told you that there is a little bit more than our likes for privacy, that when the time comes I would tell you everything. So here it is."

She took a big breath and then blurted out, "We are vampires Bella, and the reason why you feel this strongly for us is because you are our mate."

They were both watching me like I would pass out, start running or something like that. But my brain still hadn't processed what she had just said.

After a few seconds of silence my brain screamed.

'WHAT THE HELL DID SHE JUST SAY!?

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