Chapter 9

I Want to but I can't

"Stay away from my fiance you hear me? You don't want me as an enemy remember that"

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'Stay away from Sasuke...' Just the thought of it is painful but what am I supposed to do?

What should I do?

Ever since that incident with his fiancee...'

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"Naruto-kun, your print-outs are overflowing..." Sakura pointed out the overflowing papers on the floor.

the blond started to panic, "Ah! I'm spacing out. I forgot what I was doing! What the hell's wrong with me?!.." he grumbled as he frantically picked up the papers off the floor.

"Anyway, Naruto-kun after you print out the documents please bring this document too," Sakura said as she put the folder she was holding in her blond haired friend's hands before walking away.

"Sure..." he said quietly, he wasn't exactly looking forward to seeing Sasuke, especially being alone with him is not an option either.

'I have to stay away from him...I don't want his fiancee to think that we're doing something..besides I don't want to have any relationship with him outside work.'

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An hour later, Naruto couldn't still do what he was supposed to do, he really didn't want to see Sasuke being around him. It gives him weird feelings. He couldn't say what he wanted to tell him because of the promise he made with his father, he couldn't be around him because his fiancee might misunderstand, she already threatened him not to get close to him. But even without the threat he would really do as much as possible to avoid Sasuke.

Naruto sighed, it's gonna be a long time until he fully repay his debt to Sasuke, [to put it simply, it's impossible in this lifetime to pay Sasuke] and he's well aware of that.

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Naruto sighed once again, flipping his laptop open. Even if I don't have money I could still find a guarantor to help me with getting a new apartment. The place should be closer to work but farther from him..." he jumps on his seat when the phone on his desk went off. After a few rings he picks the phone up like a robot.

"H-Hello office of the vice president-"

"It's me..."

Naruto gulped really hard, Gah! Speaking of the devil! It's Sasuke!

"Come inside now..."

Dread forming in his stomach,"Come inside his office? But I don't want to see him..." He said not moving at all.

"Uzumaki-kun?." with the mention of his name Naruto stood up from his seat.

"Y-Yes?" he answered without really looking at his workmate.

"Is Uchiha-san in? I need to give him some documents..."

"Y-Yeah, he's in.." Suddenly, An idea just pops inside his head, his colleague is an angel in disguise!

"Give these too! Thanks Saeki-kun, bye bye.." He said as he hurriedly left his stall and never looked back.

Sasuke has been looking at the time on his wrist watch. It's already past ten and Naruto is still not home. Earlier he called him on his stall telling the blond to meet him but he didn't show up. It doesn't take an idiot to interpret what he was doing. And that pissed him off.

Click...

Sasuke turned back to the door when he heard a clicking sound and followed by the sound of the door opening.

"I'm home..." Naruto said quietly, sounding like he doesn't really want to go home. 'But what can you do? This is where you live idiot!' he said as he continue to berate himself even in his thoughts, he sighed, ''It's going to be a long day tomorrow I better go to sleep..." he said to himself but when he looked up he saw his 'boss' looking at him fiercely his onyx eyes staring back to his blue once, his arms across his chest.

"H-Hello..." Naruto awkwardly said he then tried to walk past him.

"Where were you..." Sasuke asked sternly.

"I believe I don't need to answer that..'' he said stubbornly Sasuke is not his friend nor his parent or boyfriend so he has no right to be angry or question him about anything so he doesn't need to answer any of his question. As he tried to walk past him for the second time he felt his hand being grabbed from behind. "Why are you avoiding me..." the raven asked firmly, determined not to let go off the blond unless he answered him.

"W-What are you doing?! L-Let me go!." Naruto demanded while glaring fiercely to the raven but Sasuke gave him no sign of letting him go instead he tightened his hold on his arm.

"No, not until you give me an acceptable reason why you're avoiding me..." Once Sasuke asked him that his mind came back from the time his fiancee confronted him about Sasuke.

'Stay away from my fiance you hear me? You don't want me as an enemy remember that'

"Like I told you I-"

"You love me don't you? If you aren't then why are you trying so hard to avoid me" Sasuke said as he looked at the blond's blue eyes fiercely. Somehow he couldn't look away from him.

'How can he answer that?'

"O-Of course not! Don't think anything weird I-" He couldn't finish what he wanted to say when Sasuke grabbed him by the back of his neck pulling him for a kiss, he tried to struggle against his hold but he was holding him firmly, he then found his back against the wall with Sasuke still kissing him. He wanted to drown on his hold and just be with him but...he just can't... he winced in pain and pleasure as he felt the raven bit his neck, he just wanted to just shove him away like he used to do but somehow he couldn't do it, he squeaked when Sasuke pull him against his chest hugging him tightly.

"S-Sasuke-san d-"

"Let's stay like this just for a while..." Sasuke said as if pleading with him not to struggle from his hold, "His arms, his arms are trembling…" Naruto thought to himself, feeling the raven's arm trembling as he held him close to his chest burying his face on his shoulders.

Somehow Sasuke's display of vulnerability pinches his heart, he moves his arms to hug him but..

Ding Dong

They're both startled when they hear the doorbell went off, A guest, At this time of the night? Who could it be?

"Hey, Sasuke it's me Karin..."

Naruto starts to panic, if she sees him with her fiance...no one knows what she'd do… she might tell his father...

"Sasuke-kun, open up please..." Naruto heard Karin say, God! She was just right next to them! He knows even there's a wall dividing the three of them on each side. And that thought alone makes him panic even more. He tried to push the raven away from him but he held him firmly one arm around his waist.

"W-What are you doing l-let go your fiancee is...mph.." Suddenly Naruto felt a warm moisture against his lips. His blue eyes widened in surprise he gasped as he bit his lips causing him to open his mouth allowing the rave to deepen the kiss. He wanted to push him away but he couldn't do it. He moaned in between their kiss when he felt a warm hand stroking his erection.

"Sasuke! I know you're in there. I saw your car in the garage.." Karin insisted.

Naruto heard Sasuke curse underneath his breath, "Damn It! Seriously now? When your fiancee is here?!" he was to push him away instead he suddenly found himself being whisked away, his back collided against the bed with Sasuke towering over him. "W-What the hell are you doing!" Naruto whispered angrily as much as he wanted to shout at Sasuke; he couldn't because Karin might hear them...

"I obviously want to make love..." Sasuke said like it was the most obvious thing in the world while in the act of removing his tie around his neck.

Naruto blushed in anger and embarrassment, "Like hell I'll let you ahh-" he yelped when Sasuke pushed him down the bed pinning both of his hands on each side as he leaned down his level until their noses touched each other.

"Don't worry about Karin, she couldn't hear us, the walls are soundproof.." Sasuke said reassuringly. "So you could make as much noise as you want plus she doesn't have a key to my penthouse. She doesn't have access to this place, only you..." he said as if it was some sort of privilege.

"T-That's not what I meant!." Naruto blushed but Sasuke ignored him.

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"I love you, idiot..." Sasuke said kissing him tenderly on his forehead then on his nose his cheeks and then his lips, Naruto stop struggling and now he actually returning his kiss with fervor, he deepen the kiss slowly he took the Naruto's soft hair to his hands running his fingers to his beautiful blond hair, Sasuke cannot help himself but get addicted with his soft plump lips, it tastes like a strawberry and the feeling of his body against him is enough to drive him insane. He loves Naruto. Their mouths connected heatedly, tongue battling for dominance. His moaning is enough to turn him on. He rolled his lips forward so he could feel his clothed erection against his thighs. He rolled forward grinding towards him, he heard him moan loudly, he pulled away when he felt they had to get some air. Panting, Sasuke looks at the willing boy beneath him. Damn, he licked his lips, his cheeks flushed, breathing heavily and his blue eyes looking up to him hazily. The sight is arousing him even more. But then he saw tears glistening on his eyes trickle down his cheeks.

"Sasuke..." He heard Naruto call his name hoarsely like he was in pain that he doesn't know how to heal. He wiped the tears that continuously cascading down his cheeks.

"Sasu-"

"Ssh it's fine..." Sasuke said as he pulled Naruto against his chest embracing the tear-stained blond tightly that night they drowned in each other's warmth forgetting everything. (Including Karin of course)

The Next day

'I slept with Sasuke again! What the hell are you thinking idiot!" Naruto scolds himself because of his actions the other night, he made love with Sasuke, at least that's how Sasuke wants to call what they did last night. Earlier this morning he hurriedly left the house after discovering that in fact . He had sex with him again. "What happened to your resolve Naruto?" He shook his head in denial, "N-No he forced me it wasn't consensual.." he said nodding to himself as if trying to make himself believe what he was saying, [It's consensual though]

"Uzumaki-kun!"

Naruto turns around to face one of his workmates.

"Yes, Mizuno-san?" he asked.

"You are being called at the private meeting with a client as proxy for Uchiha-san since he'll be busy and don't have time to attend the meeting himself..." the girl explained.

"Okaayy..." Right, this is another opportunity to avoid Sasuke so he'll take it.

"Good luck Naruto-kun..." She said leaving the blond confused.

"Good luck? Why would she say that?" Though still confused the blond decided to shrugged her off she might be just trying to wish him luck.

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"Is this really the place..." Naruto asked hims

elf once again, he's been asking himself that for the last minutes no matter how he look at it the place is a exclusive VIP lounge and there's no customers around at this time of the day, he even ask the bartender several times and he swear he could see a smoke coming out of the man's ears from his asking again and again.

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When he entered the room there's a man in his mid-40's inside, "Ah, you're young Sasuke's secretary..." the man said while putting out his cigarette.

"I'm Sakaki Ichimura..."

"Ah, y-yes I'm Uzumaki Naruto. I was informed to discuss the project Uchiha-san is working on..." He said, sitting down across the man pulling out his laptop so he could start the presentation.

"You look serious about this..." Sakaki said, sitting down next to the blond.

"Umm, well t-this is business..." Naruto said gulping he was getting uncomfortable when the older man scooted so close to him.

"Well we could put business aside and let's enjoy the drinks for awhile..." Sakaki said suggestively while looking at the blond with lust.

"S-Sorry sir I don't drink..." he said as he scooted away from the drunken man. "And I'm working so that would be unproffessional of me."

"Then what about we go to the next level.." Sakaki said, pushing the blond down the sofa forcefully.

"W-What are you doing! Let go basta-" Naruto screams, his blue eyes widen in shock as the older man rip his shirt open revealing the hickeys Sasuke made last night.

"Well well look at that you weren't as innocent as you look..." Sakaki said grinning maniacally as he lean against the boy beneath him

"N-NO STOP!"

Yes! I'm still alive! Life and Adulthood is just giving me a ton of workload so i disappeared for some time! Tried checking some of my fics and I decided I start uploading this story again. Hopefully I don't lose any of my lovely readers and viewers and my silent supporters you all know who you guys are and I'm thankful to all of you who stuck with me and this FF for as long as this existed. i'm sorry and hope you enjoy this chapter. SOrry about the mistakes and all i still don't have time to proof read or perfect the grammar so don't be harsh on me! Please tell me what you all think and please leave a REVIEW It would definitely encourage me to update faster. :D