My reason for writing?

My characters want their voices to be heard. And I have too many damn voices in my head.

Silas has been very quiet lately. I assume he died. Solona is too damn loud, now. Shea is just there. Waiting.

If you read my shit:

I write things on a whim. I never delete/erase what I write. I write whatever the characters want written to show their stories. Thus, characters are more natural and real without the projected opinion/voice of the writer. It is strictly the stories and voices of the characters.

Forums:

TES: https://www.fanfiction.net/forum/Enigma-of-Oblivion/174721/

Dragon Age: https://www.fanfiction.net/forum/Bonds-of-Blood/179013/

ARK: Survival Evolved: https://www.fanfiction.net/forum/The-Mysterious-ARK/187655/

Jurassic Park: https://www.fanfiction.net/forum/The-Five-Deaths-of-Life/220497/

Current Works: *Broken Raptors updated most often*

Broken Raptors: E is a young raptor unable to vocally communicate. Driven by isolation, loneliness, and fear, E seeks companionship in a slew of animals. Desperate for acceptance, E finds herself in a constant struggle between lonely, cautious survival, and foolish, desperate acts for a companion. Will the Indoraptor, mentally and physically scarred, be able to bond with another just as damaged?

Location: California

Featured Canon Characters: Blue, Indoraptor

Featured OCs: E, Rust, Storm, Bravo, Winter, Ank the Tank

Rating: Mature for animalistic, grisly nature and violence. Character injury and death occur, as well as rape with graphic depictions of sexual intimacy.

Sequels: Beautifully Broken and Scales of Ash and Rime

Sequels to Broken Raptors:

Beautifully Broken: The Indoraptor was wrong. Nothing was not better than something. He was just blind to how beautiful the something could be, no matter how broken. It just took the help of his mate to realize that.

Location: Abandoned cabin in California

Featured Canon Characters: Indoraptor

Featured OCs: E

Rating: Mature for slice of life situations.

Scales of Ash and Rime: Blue struggles mentally after the death of her mate. As a Californian wildfire forces Blue, Winter and Storm to flee north, they trade a land of ash for a land of snow, and struggle to adapt. Surviving is nothing new. Blue is good at it. What she is not good at, is healing and forgiving Storm, the leader of her pack, and killer of her mate.

Location: California, then Northward into Oregon.

Featured Canon characters: Blue

Featured OCs: Storm, Winter, Bravo

Rating: Teen, rating may go up.

One Shots/Stories I want to write terribly and are all based on my dreams, but I lack the motivation to write them:

Stolkholm Sydrome: A dead drop requires a pair of Silencers to assassinate a wealthy and influential noble from High Rock. After Shealyne falters and fails to slit the man's throat at a ball upon recognizing her parents, it forces Mathieu to play the Devil's Advocate that makes their quarry come to them. With his teenage daughter held hostage in the wilds, the merchant is willing to go to his killers in order to see his daughter free and unharmed. However, things don't go quite as planned for the assassins, as the girl swiftly develops a liking to Bellamont--much to Shealyne's chagrin.

Location: Daggerfall, High Rock

Featured Characters: Mathieu Bellamont

Rating: Teen, possibly. Mature for attempted sexual content also possible.

Death's Coming: After the Thieve's Guild uncovers a mysterious artifact, they find themselves at a loss of what its true nature is. Unable to perform any legal endeavors, the Guild makes a rare contract with the Dark Brotherhood, to which Shealyne is sent due to her years in dabbling with the Dark Arts. However, the artifact is unlike any she has ever seen before, for the simple cube sports cryptic messages upon its sides that she cannot comprehend. Until a brutal murder shocks the group, the assailant a loyal member of the Guild. Upon dealing with the perpetrator, Shealyne then realizes that the crypic message, in fact, changed. It is too late that she realizes the seemingly mindless murder is the first of many, and that she is unknowingly in the sights of a ruthless killer.

Location: Unknown; Ruined Fort formerly used by Thieve's Guild

Featured Characters: Mainly OCs, possibly notable Guild members

Rating: Mature for massive, possibly disturbing violence, murder/attempted murder, torture and attempted murder and rape of a body

Forget-Me-Not: Shealyne loves her husband. It is something pure and simple, for the young Breton is struggling to put her murderous past behind her and be a good wife. The only things she loves more than her husband, in fact, are their twin sons, who are not even five winters old. However, vampirism is not for those with a weak mind, and the disease manifests into something Shealyne could never hope to combat: a degradation in memory. While small, and seemingly insignificant at first, the lapses span and grow until the Breton cannot even remember her own children, leaving her young sons confused and hurt at their mother's hostility. Guilbert Jemane knows he is losing his wife, and it pains him. She sees him as a stranger, same as their sons. Feeling as if he is a failure to his young family, and wondering why the Nine Divines would be so cruel, the Jemane is desperate to find something--anything within the husk that was once his wife.

Location: Weatherleah, Cyrodiil

Featured Characters: Guilbert Jemane

Rating: Teen, possibly; character death

Till Death Due Us Part: After the death of her husband by bandits, Shealyne is far from a passive, mourning widow. The call for vengeance boils strongly in her clotted blood, and the Breton seeks the deaths of those who had desecrated her love's body--and worse--took his wedding ring. Shealyne soon discovers a new level of loneliness, and it is something that makes her question her own immortality--and whether she still retains her humanity.

Location: Unknown, Cyrodiil

Featured Characters: Guilbert Jemane

Rating: Teen for violence

Debauchery: Overindulgence of pleasures are good in small doses. Too much, and it becomes a poison that lingers in the system. For Mathieu and Shealyne, the lives of Silencers can be anything but pleasurable, and normal. In a rare chance of normalcy entering their lives, the partners decide that a night spent drinking their blood money away at the Anvil Docks is what they need. However, the excessive alcohol affects their judgement, causing them to get in over their heads. Quite frankly, after recallying the events with sober minds, the pair decide it's best to never speak of the matter to save their pride. Ever.

Location: Anvil, Cyrodiil

Featured Characters: Mathieu Bellamont

Rating: Mature for sexual content, adult humor, and a failed threesome

One Shots based upon dreams that are finished:

Flesh and Soul: A pair of Silencers seek shelter from the dangers of the encroaching darkness and break into a house they deem abandoned. They are wrong. Inside, the pair find a man-old, skeletal, bird like and with eyes of the dead. Bellamont assumes the marred man is of no threat. Once more, he is the fool.

Location: Unknown, Cyrodiil

Featured Characters: Mathieu Bellamont

Rating: Mature for graphic description and intense violence/situations, rape, murder

Death by Cabbage--The Fall of Cyrodiil:When Shealyne gets accused of stealing when she accidentally runs into a merchant's cart, things quickly go downhill. Being too cheap to pay the fine, and not wanting to go to jail, she attempts to summon the most dangerous Daedra she has ever discovered in her travels, but ends up summoning something else: a cabbage. Now, her fate lies in the leaves of a Daedric Vegetable.

Location: The Imperial City, Cyrodiil

Featured Characters: Shealyne, the Fucking Cabbage Patch Queen

Rating: Teen for slight language, stupidity, vegetables defying the laws of physics, and man eating rolly polly cabbages and tomatoes

The Hellhounds:

Hunters:

"Cherish the breath you take, for your neck the varg breaks."

Hunters are large, coal black dogs with burning red eyes. They can range in size from a medium sized dog to a horse. Hunters are meant to track down their prey, and can be seen along back roads, dark forests, and graveyards. Hunters are corrupt wolves.

Reapers:

"The beast will steal your soul as it swallows you whole."

Reapers are large shadow wolves surrounded by darkness. Silent and stealthy, they are the claimers of souls, which reside in their bottomless stomachs for all eternity. The darker a Reaper's presence, the greater capacity of souls it contains. Reapers have been known to speak the phrases of the dead, and will repeat them as it shifts through the soul's memories. Reapers are birthed when a sinner dies in the underworld, their tainted soul giving life to the Reaper.

Mutilators:

"Trust others with care. Death's face it does wear."

Mutilators are large wolves that lack fur and skin, leaving their rotting flesh exposed. Smelling of decay, Mutilators feast upon the flesh of the dead in order to repair their ever rotting bodies. It is said that they can wear the flesh and faces of their victims, giving their wolf like features human characteristics. It is common for the vargs howls to turn into blood curling screams due to their humanoid voice box. Mutilators are relatively easy to track due to them leaving flesh and blood in their wake. Mutilators are birthed from a dead sinner's flesh.

Scavengers:

"It will grind your bones, and make them it's own."

Scavengers are vargs that have very little to no flesh on them. These creatures collect and use any bones that have not been eaten by the Mutilators. Scavengers, though unable to vocally communicate, can tell their aggression or agitation levels by the speed at which their bones clank together. Scavengers are the easiest hellhounds to hear due to their clanking bones. Scavengers are birthed from a dead sinner's bones.

Hellhound of Hunting: Fenris

Hellhound of Reaping: Sirus

Hellhound of Decay: Asunder

Hellhound of Bones: Rozin