Dib finds out that Zim lied about being in love with him. What would Dib do now that the truth is exposed?

Warning- Dark thoughts, Sibling Abuse, Neglect, and Bullying is mention. Last warning!

"So, you really are just using my brother?" I heard Gaz said in the other room.

"Well, yeah, I mean, how desperate do you have to be to have someone there for you," Zim remarks, causing Gaz to laugh.

My heart broke when I heard Zim said that, and tears were streaming.

I immediately left, not wanting to face Zim, Gaz, or anyone at all.

My lungs were burning, but my broken heart was hurting even more.

"Why..?" I spoke out loud, continuing to run.

"Why does everything has to be against me?!"

I continued to run up until I found my secret hiding spot and sat down.

No one, not even Zim, knows where it is, and I could let out all of my emotions.

I emptied the emotions I was storing in for so long and began to reflect on the past.

How Zim and I became friends and then as lovers; how I was finally happy, how I wasn't afraid anymore, etc.

But now, I guess that all good things must come to an end.

I got up after a few more minutes and stared out at space.

'If I ever died, I would like it to be up there,' I thought, seeing how beautiful the stars were today.

I was hypnotized by how lovely the shining night was and then loudly sighed.

'I'll never have someone to be there for me, huh?' I thought sadly.

'I guess you can't really trust anyone, especially those close to you...'

I rubbed my bruised arm as it was a couple of days ago that Gaz did this.

I remembered how Zim protected me from her, but I guess that it was only an act to lower my guard.

And it worked, for his part.

"I hate you all..." I spoke, dark thoughts pilling my head.

I left my sacred area and decided not to head home.

Instead, I'll be staying at a hotel for the time being until I can get away from this place.

I was holding back tears as I signed in and got the key to my temporary room.

I opened and closed the door quickly, and I collapsed onto the bed.

I wrapped myself the blanket and felt tears forming.

'I'll never forgive you all...' I thought, closing my eyes and trying to get some peaceful sleep.

'Never...'

"Dib, come on! I got to heal you!" Zim whined as he grabbed my hand, and we were on the way to his house.

"Ouch! Careful, Zim! I can't walk too much, you know," I exclaimed, feeling my leg all cramped.

Gaz took a troll on me when she and Dad were having one of those ' discussions,' and you probably guess what happened.

"Fine, let me carry you," Zim replied before picking me up.

I blushed, and Zim looked away.

However, I could tell that he was also blushing, so I smiled.

'Guess that he's opening up to me more,' I thought.

How sadly wrong I was.

I woke up with a startled gasp. I tried to take in deep breaths while sweating.

"A memory. Just a fucking memory," I said, not wanted to be reminded of the past.

I calmed down eventually, and I checked to see what time it was.

My answer was that it was barely two A.M.

I shivered because of the cold my sweat gave me, and I wrapped myself on the blankets again.

I tried to get some more sleep, and then more memories began to play.

"Dib, you're alive!" I heard Zim said after waking up.

"What? Zim, what's going on?" I asked, rubbing my eyes.

"Dib, you've been in a coma for a month," Zim explained, holding my hand.

"WHAT?!" I exclaimed, shocked by the news.

"How?! Who-"

"Your sister, Dib," Zim answered.

"Gaz..?" I whispered, shocked to hear who did this to me.

"Yes. Your father didn't even bother to be with you," Zim disgustingly remarked before wrapping his arms around me.

"But I am here, Dib. And I won't let anything happen to you," He said.

I began to cry, but a smile formed.

"Thanks, Zim," I said, wrapping my arms around him.

"Thanks..."

"Yeah, thanks," I sarcastically remarked, burying myself with the pillows.

"Dib?" I heard a voice saying my name.

I froze, but then I saw from my clock's reflection that it was Tallest Red.

I got up and looked surprised when I saw him with Tallest Purple.

"Red? Pur? What are you doing here?" I asked, still confused and astonished.

"Well, we wanted to know if you were alright. After all, you didn't talk to us for the past few weeks," Red explained, getting Pur to agree.

"Actually, I'm not okay. I recently found out that Zim was using me for his benefit to break me. And it fucking worked..." I said, tears forming.

They were pissed, and Pur comforted me while Red stood there with an inflamed face.

"What the hell did Zim exactly do, Dib?" Red asked with an indignant tone.

I told both Red and Pur everything without leaving any details, making them even infuriated with Zim.

"And here I thought Zim was starting to become a good boyfriend!" Pur exclaims before getting us both to get up.

"C'mon now, we are leaving," Pur said, grabbing my hand.

Then, a spaceship appeared, and I was amazed at what was about to happen.

"Ready?" Both Red and Pur asked, and I wasn't hesitant to give my answer.

Zim POV

'Six years, huh?' I thought, looking up at the night sky.

'Six years since you disappeared, Dib.'

I rubbed my eyes as I began to remember what happened when he overheard my conversation with Gaz.

At first, I did use him to lower his guard; however, as time went on, I began to fall in love.

I never meant for this to happen, especially to Dib.

After that, I never heard from him. I searched and searched to find him and talk, but it was as if he was gone from this planet.

At the same time, the Tallests told me that I was no longer a part of the Amanda and accordance be deactivated if I ever tried to communicate.

Surprisingly, they hadn't stopped sending me the supplies, but that was it.

"Dib... I'm sorry," I whispered, looking up one last time before retiring.

'I'm sorry...'