russianwinter013

I have nothing left to give, I have found the perfect end

You were made to make it hurt, disappear into the dirt

Carry me to Heaven's arms

Light the way and let me go

Take the time to take my breath

I will end where I began

And I will find the enemy within

'Cause I can feel it crawl beneath my skin

Dear agony, just let go of me

Suffer slowly

Is this the way it's gotta be

Dear agony

Suddenly the lights go out, let forever drag me down

I will fight for one last breath

I will fight until the end

And I will find the enemy within

'Cause I can feel it crawl beneath my skin

Dear agony, just let go of me

Suffer slowly

Is this the way it's gotta be?

Don't bury me, faceless enemy

I'm so sorry

Is this the way it's gotta be?

Dear agony

Leave me alone

God let me go

I'm blue and cold

Black sky will burn

Love pull me down

Hate lift me up

Just turn around

There's nothing left

Somewhere far beyond this world

I feel nothing anymore...

Dear agony, just let go of me

Suffer slowly

Is this the way it's gotta be?

Don't bury me, faceless enemy

I'm so sorry

Is this the way it's gotta be?

Dear agony

I feel nothing anymore

I believe in you, I can show that I can see right through all your empty lies.

I won't stay long, in a world so wrong.

Say goodbye, as we dance with the devil tonight

Don't you dare look at him in the eye, as we dance with the devil tonight

I believe in you, I can show you that I can see right through all your empty lies

I won't last long, in this world so wrong

Say goodbye, as we dance with the devil tonight

Don't you dare look at him in the eye, as we dance with the devil tonight

Hold on...

Hold on...

The girl you just called fat? She's overdosing on diet pills.
The girl you just called ugly? She's spends hours putting makeup on hoping people will like her.
The boy you just tripped ? He gets enough abuse at home.
See the man with the ugly scars? He fought for his country.
That guy you made fun of for crying? His mother is dying.
Put this as your status if your against bullying.

I really believe that all of us have a lot of darkness in our souls. Anger, rage, fear, sadness. I don't think that's only reserved for people who have horrible upbringings. I think it really exists and is part of the human condition. I think in the course of your life you figure out ways to deal with that.

I'm not afraid of death. I just don't want to be there when it comes.

It's sad when someone you know becomes someone you knew.

If you prey on the old, you're a coward. If you prey on the young, you're just pathetic. If you prey on the weak, you're even weaker. But if you prey on my friends, you're history.

When you are sad, I will dry your tears. When you are scared, I will comfort your fears. When you are worried, I will give you hope. When you are confused, I will help you cope. When you are lost and can't see the light, I will be your beacon shining ever so bright. This is my oath, I shall pledge until the end. You ask why? Because you are my friend.

When you look around and your world is crumbling, and when you think no one loves you, your best friend is the one to run to.

White walls surround us

No light will touch your face again

Rain taps the window

As we sleep among the dead

Days go on forever

But I have not left your side

We can chase the dark together

If you go then so will I

There is nothing left of you

I can see it in your eyes

Sing the anthem of the angels

And say the last goodbye

Cold light above us

Hope fills the heart and fades away

Skin white as winter

As the sky returns to gray

Days go on forever

But I have not left your side

We can chase the dark together

If you go then so will I

There is nothing left of you

I can see it in your eyes

Sing the anthem of the angels

And say the last goodbye

I keep holding onto you

But I can't bring you back to life

Sing the anthem of the angels

Then say the last goodbye

You're dead alive...

You're dead alive...

You're dead alive...

You're dead alive...

There is nothing left of you

I can see it in your eyes

Sing the anthem of the angels

And say the last goodbye

I keep holding onto you

But I can't bring you back to life

Sing the anthem of the angels

Then say the last goodbye

Sing the anthem of the angels

And say the last goodbye

Sing the anthem of the angels

Joined Jul. 6, 2014.

User-ID: 5873724

Name/Age: You'll never know. But I am a girl.

TRANSFORMERS! IF YOU LIKE TRANSFORMERS COPY AND PASTE THIS ONTO YOUR PROFILE!!

Proud Member of Team Dragon Star. Check us out here. https://www.fanfiction.net/u/2904814/Team-Dragon-Star

Favorite TV Shows: Transformers: Prime, Transformers: Animated, Transformers: Robots in Disguise 2015, Haven, Darker than BLACK, Death Note, Chuck, Psych, Leverage, Batman: The Brave and the Bold, Batman: The Animated Series, The New Adventures of Batman and Robin, Sherlock, Doctor Who, Danny Phantom, Avengers Assemble, Avengers: Earth's Mightiest Heroes, Ben 10, Ben 10: Alien Force, Ben 10: Ultimate Alien, Ben 10: Omniverse

About Me: I mainly write Transformers (G1, Prime, Animated, etc.), but I write some for Avatar: The Last Airbender, Ben 10: Alien Force/Ultimate Alien/Omniverse, Teen Titans, Danny Phantom, and crossovers between TT and DP. Currently, I am working on a sick-fic for Green Lantern: The Animated Series (though it may never be finished) and my first Slugterra fanfiction (they are more difficult to write than one would think). I have a few abandoned stories. I read mainly Transformers fanfics that are well-written and interesting; if there is an OC he/she has to be interesting to me. I will read long stories, if they are good. I also read crossovers between any of the aforementioned shows. I will not be forced into reading stories I do not want to. I do not and never will use profanity.

Abandoned Fanfiction Stories: Bewildered (Transformers: Prime)--an older fic, my first. It bothered me too much with the grammatical and spelling errors. It is a story in which strange things happen, where Wheeljack falls ill with a rare Cybertronian disease, Soundwave disappears and certain bots have bouts of rage. It was too annoying to ever finish or rewrite.

Hiatus: Bewildered

Works-in-Progress:

New Story Ideas:

Favorite Characters:

Transformers: Prime: Megatron, Soundwave, Knock Out, Dreadwing, Wheeljack, Smokescreen, Starscream (occasionally)

Chuck: Chuck, Casey, General Beckman, Morgan (occasionally)

Psych: Shawn, Carlton Lassiter, Chief Vick, Yang

Darker than BLACK: Hei, Wei Zhijun, Mao, November 11

Death Note: L, Reiji Namikawa, Light Yagami, Rem, Touta Matsuda, Scuichi Aizawa

Transformers: Animated: Prowl, Blurr, Jazz, Jetfire, Jetstorm, Perceptor, Ramjet, Cyclonus, Swindle

Green Lantern: The Animated Series: Razer, Hal

Ben 10: Alien Force:

Ben 10: Ultimate Alien:

Ben 10: Omniverse

Favorite Music Artists:

Evanescence, Skillet, Breaking Benjamin, Halestorm, We As Human, Sara Bareilles, 30 Seconds to Mars (occasionally), Tye Tribbet, Kelly Clarkson, Carrie Underwood

Favorite Songs:

Evanescence: Going Under, Bring Me to Life, Sweet Sacrifice, Erase This, Lacyrmosa, Ascension of the Spirit (instrumental), Hello, Like You, Lose Control, Everybody's Fool, Missing, Imaginary, My Immortal (Band Version), Whisper, My Last Breath, Sick, Call Me When You're Sober, Good Enough, Taking Over Me, All That I'm Living For, Cloud Nine, Exodus, Weight of the World, Where Will You Go, October, Away From Me, Breathe No More, Never Go Back, Lost In Paradise, Your Star, Field of Innocence, Even in Death, Lies

Halestorm: Familiar Taste of Poison, Mz. Hyde, Break In, I Miss the Misery, I Get Off, It's Not You, Better Sorry Than Safe, Hate It When You See Me Cry

The Dirty Youth: Fight, Alive, This Is For You, The End

New Years Day: I'm No Good, Relentless, Epidemic, Do Your Worst, Victims, Bloody Mary, The Arsonist, Angel Eyes

Skillet: Monster, Comatose, Awake and Alive, Lucy, Say Goodbye, Sick of It, Hero, Rebirthing, Rise, The Last Night, Yours to Hold, Forgiven, Salvation, Fire and Fury, Circus for a Psycho

Icon for Hire: The Grey, Off With Her Head, Make A Move, Get Well, Iodine, Only A Memory, Pieces, Fight, Up in Flames,

Breaking Benjamin: Dance With the Devil, I Will Not Bow, Diary of Jane, Follow, Dear Agony, Anthem of the Angels, Fade Away, Give Me A Sign, Crawl, Breath, Without You, Rain, Until the End, Evil Angel

Nine Lashes: Anthem of the Lonely, The Intervention, Get Back, Adrenaline, Afterglow, Surrender, Break the World

We As Human: Take the Bullets Away, Strike Back, Dead Man, Bring to Life, Zombie, Let Me Drown, We Fall Apart, Taking Life, Sever, I Stand

Disturbed: Stricken, Warrior

Three Days Grace: I Hate Everything About You, Pain, Riot

Imagine Dragons: Battle Cry, Demons, Lost Cause, Bleeding Out, Radioactive

30 Seconds to Mars: This is War

Avenged Sevenfold: Buried Alive, The Wicked End

Florence The Machine: Howl, Breath of Life, Blinding, What the Water Gave Me, Dog Days Are Over, I'm Not Calling You A Liar, Never Let Me Go

Sara Bareilles: Gravity, Love Song, Brave, Many the Miles, Come Round Soon,

Kelly Clarkson: Behind These Hazel Eyes, Stronger, Never Again, People Like Us, A Moment Like This, Mr. Know It All, Hear Me, Addicted, Beautiful Disaster, Because of You

Carrie Underwood: Blown Away, Jesus Take the Wheel, Two Black Cadillacs, See You Again, Whenever You Remember, Inside Your Heaven, Change, Some Hearts, Something in the Water

My OCs

1.) Swiftlock:

Race: Cybertronian, full-blooded Predacon

Faction: Neutral, later defects to Autobots

Function: Warrior

Speed: 8/10

Strength: 10/10

Endurance: 9/10

Firepower: 8/10

Weapons: claws, fangs

Reflexes: 10/10

Social Skills: 3/10

Intelligence: 10/10

Aggression: 10/10

Story of Appearance: New Member

Appearance: Swiftlock is a forty-five foot tall Neutral Predacon. He is incapable of speech, as he was created from the Well of Allsparks with no voice box. Despite this, he is able to growl and hiss; as he is a Predacon, these are natural traits. Ratchet seems to be the only Autobot capable of understanding Swiftlock's rumbling method of speech, and looked to as the go-to translator. Swiftlock's main color is black, and his body is highlighted with red and white accents. His shoulders are spiked in a way similar to Megatron's, and his optics are completely black, save for a thin red line slicing through them, making them similar to cats' eyes.

Abilities: Swiftlock is a fully-trained Cyber-Ninja. Being a few hundred thousand years old, he was able to complete his training with his own sensei before brutally murdering him. He is extremely strong, able to hold his own against the strongest. His reflexes, strength, speed, endurance, and firepower are all a result of his Predacon heritage. These abilities can be enhanced should he become enraged. Despite his immense size, Swiftlock is very stealthy and mastered espionage and sabotage; during this time, he was able to learn much about Space-Bridge engineering, as well as learning how to build a molecular masking field generator, Energon transfusion capacitor, resonance blaster, and quantum cryo-inducer from scrap.

Personality: Swiftlock is smarter than he lets on. Many mistake him as "some mindless beast", but he is far from it. Swiftlock is extremely anti-social, and many do not wish to be near him from his intimidating appearance. This Predacon is very volatile and unstable, having random mood changes that makes everyone wary of him. He is a logical thinker, but his personal vendettas often blind him of reasonable thinking. As he cannot speak with words, it is often hard to tell what he is thinking, but occasionally his moods can be guessed based on the brightness of his optics.

Past: Swiftlock has a, if not the only, horrific past. When he realized he was a Predacon, he used his new abilities to exact revenge on those who he believed wronged him. Unfortunately, his animal-like rage destroyed the medium-strength logic processor he was equipped with, making him even more temperamental than he was. However, when a particular individual made him see the error of his ways, the logic processor was restored to its full strength.

2.) Blackwing

Race: Cybertronian

Faction: Decepticon

Function: Seeker, archivist, scientist

Speed: 10/10

Strength: 9/10

Endurance: 6/10

Firepower: 8/10

Weapons: guns, claws, blades

Reflexes: 7/10

Social Skills: 4/10

Intelligence: 9/10

Aggression: 7/10, 10/10 when provoked

Story of Appearance: New Member

Appearance: Blackwing is a twenty-four foot tall Seeker with large, powerful wings. He is not a mindless drone or slave and possesses a will of his own. His optics are crimson red and his paint is mainly silver with black and white accents. He is one of the older Vehicons. His optics will glow brighter when his mood darkens or improves, whether suddenly or not. His body is marred by many battle scars.

Abilities: Blackwing is incredibly fast, as a result of his enormous wings. He is stronger than the average Seeker, giving him great leverage in the battlefield. Should any of his abilities be restricted, the remaining, if any, abilities will be enhanced.

Personality: Blackwing is not an incredibly social 'Con, but he will occasionally speak to the other Seekers when he feels like it. He is cold and intelligent, often depended upon in the medical and scientific areas whenever the 'Con generals Knock Out and Shockwave are not present.

Past: Blackwing was an orphan growing up, as when he was born, the hospital was ambushed by the local gang, the Enervators. There, all of the femmes were massacred, as well as any disabled mechs and sparklings. This made him close off from everyone around him, making him the bitter, antisocial 'Con he is known as now.

3.) Longscar

Race: Cybertronian

Faction: Decepticon

Function: Seeker, Eradicon

Speed: 8/10

Strength: 7/10

Endurance: 6/10

Firepower: 7/10

Weapons: guns, swords, claws

Reflexes: 8/10

Social Skills: 1/10

Intelligence: 9/10

Aggression: 6/10, increases when provoked

Story of Appearance: Better Left Unsaid

Appearance Longscar is a twenty-five foot tall Decepticon Seeker. His main color is black, and he has minimal highlights of silver and white. His optics are sharp and piercing, and are blood-red. During his past life as a thief, he was attacked viciously by Predacon gangs, therefore there are numerous scars

Abilities: Longscar's speed, strength, endurance, and intelligence are high, and he is not easily fooled. His past life as a thief, spy, and saboteur allows him to detect lies and tricks at any time. He is equipped with a medium-strength logic processor and battle computer, and this enables him to come up with numerous situations (what will happen, what could happen, what might happen, what will happen if he does this, etc.).

Personality: Longscar is programmed with no emotions, therefore he comes off as a cold, logical 'Con. He is to no point social, even when a superior addresses him. His apathetic appearance disturbs most of his teammates. The only other he will speak to is his brother, Blackstand.

Past:Longscar is a former spy, saboteur, and thief. He was one of the most ruthless assassins in the crime syndicate group.

4.) Blackstand

Race: Cybertronian

Faction: Decepticon

Function: Seeker, Eradicon

Speed: 8/10

Strength: 7/10

Endurance: 7/10

Firepower: 7/10

Weapons: guns, claws, broadswords

Reflexes: 9/10

Social Skills: 8/10

Intelligence: 10/10

Aggression: 8/10

Story of Appearance: Better Left Unsaid

Appearance: Blackstand is a twenty-three foot tall mech. He is the same jet black as his spark-split twin Longscar, but has minimal highlights of red and silver instead of his white. His wings are slightly larger than his twin's. His servos are long-fingered and clawed. His optics are not as cold as Longscar's but are equally crimson.

Abilities: Blackstand is an excellent swordsmech, able to hit any target accurately. In addition, his past is intertwined with his brother's.

Personality: Blackstand is more social than his twin. He is very energetic, getting into everything that sparks his curiosity, making him almost like a sparkling in a grown body. Despite his intense curiosity about the world, he does not like meeting new people or being forced to work with someone he does not like (this was expressed when he ripped out a Vehicion's spark for informing him that he had to work with an Eradicon team).

Past: See Longscar's Past. (above)

5.) Deathstrike

Race: Cybertronian

Faction: Decepticon

Function: Assassin, Medic, Scientist, Warrior

Speed: 10/10

Strength: 8/10, 10/10 in "beast" mode

Endurance: 9/10

Firepower: 7/10

Weapons: Razor-sharp claws, fangs (occasionally), swords, guns

Reflexes: 10/10

Social Skills: 5/10

Intelligence: 10/10

Aggression: 8/10, 10 and higher when provoked

Story of Appearance: Better Left Unsaid

Appearance: Deathstrike is a thirty foot tall Decepticon. His paint is black, with faint, blood-red accents. He is lean, with long-fingered, clawed hands and tall, powerful wings. He speaks with a slight accent, and when annoyed his fangs appear (which means they are almost always there).

Abilities: Deathstrike has many abilities. From the time the outbreak occurred, his speed, senses, endurance, reflexes, and aggression were enhanced.

Personality: Deathstrike has two personalities, but their moods are unpredictable and unstable. He is not a social 'Con, and will speak if he wishes to. Otherwise, he is in the shadows, quiet and lurking, tense as a coiled spring and ready to snap at the slightest annoyance. Deathstrike has no "dominant" personality, as both influence what he does on a daily basis. There is no way to categorize his two personalities, as they are both too close to describe. The only difference is that his beastly/hunger personality is extremely violent and will not hesitate to tear out his opponent's spark chamber should he feel the urge to. Deathstrike's other personality, however, will hint at doing such a thing.

Past: Deathstrike is a master at all Cybertronian martial and fighting styles. However, while he was in training, a viral outbreak occurred, turning every Cybertronian into a double-changer, of sorts. (They possessed two "personalities", one that was alive and their regular selves, and one that was dead, in a manner of speaking, and craved for the Energon of any surrounding being--not an Energon-draining Terrorcon...think vampire that can control his actions). During this time, he (or his alter-ego Knock Out) knew Prowl, whose own dark past was intertwined with his, which accounts for the Praxian's strange behavior in New Member. After finishing his training, he was hired as an assassin and soon became one that every being feared. He was heard of by Megatron, and the warlord sought to increase fear in his ranks by recruiting such raw power. However. it was not an easy feat, for the assassin was extremely temperamental, unstable, and violent, making him a force nearly uncontrollable.

6.) Nightwish

Race: Cybertronian

Faction: TBA

Function: TBA

Speed: 8/10

Strength: 7/10

Endurance: 6/10

Firepower: TBA

Weapons: claws

Reflexes: 9/10

Social Skills: 8/10

Intelligence: 10/10

Aggression: 9/10

Story of Appearance: Nameless

Appearance: Nightwish is a tall, dark purple femme with black and dark grey accents, and her optics are white. She is part Vocian, Kaonian, and Iaconian, her accent coming from her biological parents in Kaon. Her digits are taloned, and when threatened uses them to her advantage.

Abilities: Nightwish can hold her own against the strongest and cunning in a fight. She exploits her attackers' weaknesses and uses them against said attacker. Despite this, she gets her sharp glossa from her adoptive mother Redwing, able to use meaningless chatter to make her opponents fury get the better of them.

Personality: Nightwish can come off as harsh, cold, and unforgiving. She trusts little, keeping her secrets to herself, and she is wary of many. However, should one get to know her, she can be kind and caring.

Past: TBA

7.) Whiteblade

Race: Cybertronian

Faction: TBA

Function: Saboteur, Assassin

Speed: 10/10

Strength: 10/10, increases when provoked

Endurance: 9/10

Firepower: 9/10

Weapons: swords, fangs, claws

Reflexes: 10/10

Social Skills: 3/10

Intelligence: 10/10

Aggression: 9/10

Story of Appearance: Nameless

Appearance: Whiteblade is a forty two foot tall mech. His paint is completely white and gives him a ghostly glow. His optics are completely red, and he has razor sharp fangs. His wings are tall, with black and red accents. Whiteblade speaks with an accent, rolling his r's, and his voice is extremely deep and echoing.

Abilities: Whiteblade can move extremely fast, and is stronger than the average mech. His reflexes are exceptional, as well as his endurance. His abilities are enhanced depending on how angry he is at the time. All of his senses are enhanced, making his enemies unable to sneak up on him.

Personality: Whiteblade is not social. In the past, before he met Redwing, if he was spoken to when he was in a foul mood, he would most likely rip out the offender's vocalizer. Whiteblade can come off as cold, harsh, violent, and insane until you get to know him. He is fiercely protective of those he cares about, and will protect them even if it leaves him within an inch of his life. Whiteblade has an exceptional memory, being able to recall events from when he was a youngling; he is able to hold a grudge for a very long time. Most do not favor getting on his bad side.

Past: Whiteblade has a dark past. His creators were murdered before him, and he vowed to avenge them by becoming better than the assassins who were sent to kill them. He grew up to be one of the most, if not the only, feared assassins and saboteurs, working under the authority of the crime lord D'Agloe. After exacting revenge on those he believed wronged him, Whiteblade grew tired of the relentless terminations and left the agency with a newly-reformed Redwing.

8.) Redwing

Race: Cybertronian

Faction: TBA

Function: Saboteur, Assassin

Speed: 8/10

Strength: 8/10

Endurance: 7/10

Firepower: 9/10

Weapons: blades, claws, fire

Reflexes: 10/10

Social Skills: 6/10

Intelligence: 10/10

Aggression: 9/10

Story of Appearance: Nameless

Appearance: Redwing is a thirty eight foot tall blood red femme with gold highlights on her servos, legs, and wings. Her hands are clawed, and her digits are long and thin.

Abilities: Redwing can move incredibly fast, nearly matching with her sparkmate's. She is able to use her self-generated flames to her advantage, making her body almost unbearably hot. While fighting, she likes to irritate her opponents by constantly chattering until their anger blinds them and she is able to get the job done.

Personality: Redwing can and will be harsh when she wants to. Able to come up with acidic comebacks in a sparkbeat, she is a formidable opponent both in physical and verbal fights. She guards those she cares about to every extent, and will easily terminate anyone who poses a threat.

Past: Little of Redwing's past is known, as none of it is in the Archives of Iacon. She was adopted growing up, and her creators' whereabouts are unknown. She is known, however, for her past as an assassin and saboteur, working solo until she was forced to work with Whiteblade. Not at all pleased with the arrangement, she was bitter and volatile for quite some time before they were sent after two rogue assassins to terminate them and recapture a stolen possession. After that, they were able to get along (somewhat) and eventually became sparkmates.

The biographies of Bloodstorm and Arden (from Insanity) will be posted soon!

WARNING!! 25 SIGNS OF A RABID TRANSFORMERS FANGIRL!

1. Can know what is happening in the movie by the background music.

2. Can tell you the past of at least two Autobots and one Decepticon in detail.

3. Always has tabs on the best Autobot fanfiction, wallpaper and other such things.

4. Gets into accidents on the off chance Ratchet might pick them up.

5. Whenever they leaves home yells ROLL OUT!! (DECEPTICONS MOBILIZE)

6. Will stare out their car window as a Camaro, Peterbilt Semi, Pontiac Solstice, GMC Topkick, or Hummer drives by.

7. Blames all power outages on Blackout. (Who else?)

8. Wishes that her phone was an Autobot and would name it after a fallen Autobot.

9. Has used movie quotes to finish her sentences.

10. Throws wrenches like a certain Autobot medic.(Well…not wrenches...pencils, maybe...and dictionaries...)

11. Makes references to Transformers in every school subject.

12. Wishes that Wheeljack could help blow up some certain places. (School. Yes.)

13. Immediately snaps awake from sleep when someone says something about Transformers.

14. Sings the Transformers theme in the shower, on the way to school, and on the way home.

15. Gives their friends labels as some of the Autobots.

16. Gives their enemies labels as some of the Decepticons.

17. Wishes they could use a double plasma cannon. (Me too small...and delicate...)

18. Has posters of their favorite Transformers.

19. Reads wayyyy too many fan-fictions about these guys. (What? N-no...*twitch* I don't do that...hehe...)

20. Has their username having to deal with Transformers.

21. Listens to a song and then immediately thinks of a Transformer.

22. Notices every vehicle that even remotely looks like a Transformer.

23. Hides from police cars because they remind them of Barricade.

24. Acts and pretends to be a Transformer constantly (or constantly talks about them).

25. Thinks every electronic device they own is a Transformer. (*Looks at phone*...:Hmmm..."/*glances at every electronic device in room*...I'M LOOKING AT YOU, COMPUTER, SITTING THERE, ALL SUSPICIOUS-LIKE)

Every Bolded Sentence: ME!

.:FIRE:.

You have a short temper. You often act on your emotions without thinking first. You are very competitive. You like to play with fire. You are not a strong swimmer or you can't swim at all. You prefer warm weather over cold weather. You often lose control over yourself. You can be quite reckless. You sometimes hurt people without realizing it. People have often called you insane.

.:WATER:.

You have a calm, laid-back personality. You like to go to the beach. You rarely get angry. When you do get angry, you know how to control it. You think before you act. You are good at breaking up fights. You are a good swimmer. You like the rain. You can stay calm in stressful situations (mostly). You are very generous.

.:EARTH:.

You are physically strong. You have a close connection with nature. You don't mind getting dirty. You form strong opinions on issues that concern you. You could easily survive in the wild. You care about the environment. You can easily focus on your work without getting distracted. You rarely get depressed. You aren't afraid of anything. You prefer to have a strict set of rules.

.:AIR:.

You have a free hate rules. You prefer to be out in the open rather than in small, enclosed spaces. You hate to be restrained. You are very independent and outgoing You are quite intelligent.You tend to be impatient. You are easily distracted. You can sometimes be hyperactive and/or annoying. You wish you could fly.

.:DARKNESS:.

You spend most of your time alone. You prefer nighttime over daytime. You like creepy things. You like to play tricks on people. Black is your favorite color. You prefer the villains over the heroes in movies, TV shows, video games, etc. You don't talk much. You are atheist.You don't mind watching scary movies. You love to break the rules.

.:LIGHT:.

You are very polite. You are spiritual. When someone is in trouble, you never hesitate to help them. You believe everything you see or hear. You are afraid of the dark. You hate violence. You hope for world peace. You are generally a happy person. Everyone loves to be around you. You always follow the rules.

FRIENDS/BEST FRIENDS

FRIENDS: Will comfort you when he rejects you.

BEST FRIENDS: Will go up and ask him, "It's because you're gay, isn't it?"

FRIENDS: Will be there for you when he breaks up with you.

BEST FRIENDS: Will call him up and whisper, "Seven days..."

FRIENDS: Helps you up when you fall.

BEST FRIENDS: Keeps on walking saying, "Walk much, idiot?"

FRIENDS: Helps you find your prince.

BEST FRIENDS: Kidnaps him and brings him to you.

FRIENDS: Will ask you if you're okay when you're crying.

BEST FRIENDS: Will laugh at you and say, "Ha Ha, Loser!"

FRIENDS: Will offer you a soda.

BEST FRIENDS: Will dump theirs on you.

FRIENDS: Gives you their umbrella in the rain.

BEST FRIENDS: Takes yours and says, "Run Forrest run!"

FRIENDS: Will help you move.

BEST FRIENDS: Will help you move the bodies.

FRIENDS: Will bail you out of jail.

BEST FRIENDS: Would be in the room next to you saying, "That was awesome! Let's do it again!"

FRIENDS: Never ask for anything to eat or drink.

BEST FRIENDS: Helps themselves and are the reason why you have no food.

FRIENDS: Call your parents by Mr. and Mrs. and Grandpa, by Grandpa.

BEST FRIENDS: Call your parents DAD and MOM and Grandpa, GRAMPS!

FRIENDS: Would bail you out of jail.

BEST FRIENDS: Would be sitting next to you saying "UGH!" we messed up!"

FRIENDS: Have never seen you cry.

BEST FRIENDS: Won't tell everyone else you cried...just laugh about it with you in private when your not down anymore.

FRIENDS: Asks you to write down your number.

BEST FRIENDS: Has you on speed dial.

FRIENDS: Borrows your stuff for a few days then gives it back.

BEST FRIENDS: Loses your stuff and tells you, "My bad...here's a tissue."

FRIENDS: Only know a few things about you.

BEST FRIENDS: Could write a very embarrassing biography on your life story...

FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing.

BEST FRIENDS: Will kick the butts of the whole crowd that left you

FRIENDS: Would knock on your front door.

BEST FRIENDS: Walk right in and say "I'M HOME."

FRIENDS: You have to tell them not to tell anyone.

BEST FRIENDS: Already know not to tell.

FRIENDS: Are only through high school/college.

BEST FRIENDS: Are for life.

FRIENDS: Would read ignore this.

You know you're obsessed with the Transformers when:

1. You nickname yourself after your favorite mech and or femme.
2. You think that Darth Vader is an idiot and Megatron is the true lord of the sith.
3. You squeal uncontrollably when you see any of the cars from Transformers; no matter what generation.
4. You have perfected your evil Sunstreaker or Megatron laugh.
5. When you leave home you shout "ROLL OUT!" Or "DECEPTICONS MOBILIZE!"
6. You hear any song on the radio and you immediately think of a Transformer.
7. Whenever you hear an explosion you immediately run outside screaming "Wheeljack!"
8. You tell your physics teacher that he/she is full of it and that the transformers have proven it is possible to travel faster than the speed of light.
9. You look at Barney and think about Armada Megatron quickly followed by the thought "Megatron, I have lost what little respect I had for you."
10. While all the other children obsessed over their Yu-Gi-Oh and Pokémon you were still obsessing over the newest Transformers toy.
11. You're a girl and when you mother gave you a Barbie you immediately set it on fire and demanded a Transformer instead.
12. You cried when Starscream died in Armada.
13. You give every yellow Lamborghini a very large berth.
14. You have an irrational fear of black and white Saleen Mustangs
15. You think that the police motto 'To Punish and Enslave.' Is more fitting than 'To Protect and Serve.'
16. You start school wide allegiances and stage a full scale battle over control over the school lunch rotunda.
17. You're a boy and you thought that G.I Joe could go die in a hole and that Transformers was so much cooler.
18. You would gladly hurt anyone who told you that Harry Potter was better than Transformers.
19. Your friends often call you as vain as Tracks or worse then Sunstreaker.
20. Your pranking record is almost as extensive as Sideswipe's or Skywarp's.
21. You often picture somebody you hate being run over by your favorite Autobot/Decepticon
22. You can accurately quote all the movies word for word.
23. You become angry when someone misquotes the Transformers.
24. You no longer yell in your native language, but you yell in Cybertronian.
25. When your friends have been pranked by you they scream "LAMBORGHINI TWINS!" instead of your names.
26. You became severely depressed when Jazz was ripped in half.
27. You cried when Optimus died in the 1986 movie and in the 2009 movie.
28. You get into accidents on the off chance Ratchet or First Aid will pick you up.
29. Your friends all have Transformers designations and ranks.
30. Whoever has the designations Optimus Prime and Megatron in your little group are the leaders and you follow them without question.
31. You can never look at a boom box the same way ever again.
32. You do your college thesis on why Wheeljack's inventions always explode or where Optimus' trailer goes when he transforms.
33. You shudder at the thought of Optimus or for that matter any of the older mechs saying "all the shorties in the house say YEAH!"
34. You pull a Sunstreaker when someone messes up your hair.
35. Therapy is useless and your Transformers delusions agree with you.
36. The Mach 5 race car has nothing on Blurr.
37. You think Gundam is stupid and Transformers always will be better.
38. You send IDW angry letters for killing Sunstreaker off repeatedly.
39. Remote controlled robots are no longer good enough for you.
40. You go to Hoover Dam monthly to make sure Megatron is safely under all those layers of ice.

41. You hug every yellow vehicle thinking its Bumblebee.

42. You are distrustful of any black and white saleen mustang.

43. You suspect every semi truck with flames is Optimus Prime.

44. You don’t trust black cop cars for fear that it is Barricade.

45 You constantly wait for things to crash from Decepticon attack. (At least things won't be boring)

46. You cannot look at a boombox the same way anymore. (I want one just to call it Blaster)

47. You used to hate technology and now you love it. (As long as I do NOT see selfies...ugh, I feel sick thinking about it now)

48. You see the title Deception and think Decepticon. (All the fraggin' time!!!)

49. You name your stuff after Autobots or Decepticons.

50. You start fights with Pirates of the Caribbean, Harry Potter, and Twilight fans and state a 200-page thesis why the Transformers are better than pirates and wizards and vampires. (nah, I like the pirates and the wizards as well, but vampires... blah!)

51. You see an ambulance and think it is Ratchet. (Maybe he won't hear me when I call him Hatchet instead...)

52. You claim one of the NASCAR’s is actually Hot Rod in disguise. (Yes!)

53. You think Stan Bush is hiding secrets to the locations of real TF’s. (I will find them!)

54. You want to join the Air Force or Navy just to fly a F-22 or F-15 or F-16. (I would name it Starscream :D)

55. You write an essay for school on what you want to be when you grow up about how you want to be an Autobot when you grow up.(Nah...Decepticon's more my style)

56. You call the White House and suggest sending Scorponok to Iraq to end the war. (I think that would make things much easier)

57. ou call your gun Ironhide. (I don't have a gun :( )

58. You think your teacher's attitude resembles that of Shockwaves. (Psh, ones I could one of those pricks "a one-eyed fragger and he stared at me blankly)

59. You freak your parents out about your Transformers delusions. (I SWEAR I saw a Decepticon version of Bumblebee in DC!)

60. You give people headaches from constant babble on TF theories. (My friends used to think it was weird. Now, it's all like "Oh, don't mind her. She's on a rant about how Transformers are not robots." (THEY AREN"T!!))

61. You start calling all insects Insecticons. (Stupid insecticons, they be creepy)

62. You name old cassette tapes after Soundwave's. (That's why I'm waiting for Rumble)

63. You start trying to talk like Blurr. (Only with lots of sugar...or when I'm raging)

64. You think your teachers are really Decepticons in pretender shells. (I always look at them suspiciosly)

65. You use Perceptor as a source for a science paper.

66. You cannot call construction machines by their proper name. And you start calling them by Constructicon names.

67. You think all UFOs are Cosmos.

68. You go to a museum on natural history and call the dinosaurs by dinobot names.

69 You run for class president under the saying “Peace through tyranny.” --or You run for class president under the saying “Freedom is the right of all sentient beings.”

70. You separate your friends by faction and sub-group.

71. You look at a map of astronomy and try to locate planet Junk or Cybertron.

72. You play Prowl vs. Barricade instead of Good cop vs. Bad cop.

73. You think Decepticons caused the California forest fires. (Yes. They hate nature.)

74. You claim every earthquake is caused by Rumble.

75. You claim the oil crisis is caused by Megatron wanting Energon. (No...Octane with Trypticon from that one episode of G1. He was just greedy)

76. You don’t say WTF anymore you say What the Matrix.

77. You do not call electricity 'electricity' anymore and call it Energon now.

78. You think the head of congress is really a Quintession.

79. You take to the shooting range to learn how to shoot moving targets. That way you can shoot down Decepticon Seekers.

80. You need to seek psychiatric help for delusional disorder from transformers induced hallucinations. (I think my mom already signed me up...)

81. You see anything TF and go fan crazy.

82. You saw the movie over 15 times.

83. You call yourself by your favorite Autobot/Decepticon designations.

give your friends and family Bot/Con designations.

85. You have to check the Transformers aisle for new toys everytime you go to Walmart. (Where are you Predaking?)

86. You have a meltdown when you see Transformers with My Little Pony, not killing them. (Always)

87. You start jumping at the sight of new merchendise.

88. You have many, many, MANY costume ideas

Calling me FAKE won't make you REAL

Calling me DUMB won't make you SMART

Calling me WEAK won't make you STRONG

Calling me UGLY won't make you BEAUTIFUL

Got a problem with me? Solve it.

Can't stand me? Sit down.

Can't face me? Turn around.

Don't like my style? Well, I certainly don't like yours.

Don't know me? Don't judge me.

Think you know me? Well you have NO idea.

I'm me. Hate it? So cry me a river, build a bridge and WALK OVER IT.

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If you are co-dependent, please ask someone to press 2 for you.

If you have multiple personalities, press 3, 4, 5 and 6.

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How to Tell if You're a Writer

-If you talk to yourself.
-If you talk to yourself about talking to yourself (i.e. "I wonder why I talk to myself so much?")
-If, when you talk to yourself, you sometimes speak as if talking to another person (i.e. "Okay, so have you ever noticed that the word ‘deliver’ could mean removing someone’s liver?’")
-If, after uttering a profound piece of wisdom like that above, you stare at the cookie in your hand in awe and say, "Wow, this is good stuff for sugar highs!"
-If you live off of sugar and caffeine.
-If people start to notice that you tend to check your e-mail every day for a week, then suddenly disappear off the face of the planet.
-If your e-mails tend to be pages long and incredibly random.
-If, when replying to someone else’s e-mail, you are sometimes so random that you fail to address the original message altogether.
-If you tend to collect the pens people leave lying around, kind of like picking pennies off the ground.
-If, no matter where you are in your room, you never have to so much as get up to reach a pen/pencil and paper.
-If people think you might have A.D.D.
-If you start constantly talking in third person, past tense.
-If you think about making lists like this, and start giggling for no "apparent" reason.
-If your friends don’t even bother to look funny at you anymore when you start giggling for no apparent reason.

-If you try to return to an old forum only to disappear again after resolving not to and the cause is you're writing.

-If you can't escape plot bunnies.

-If you add to this list.

-If you make puns using writing

I am the girl who doesn't go to school dances, and when I do, I sit in the corner and read a book
I am the girl that people look through when I say something
I am the girl that spends most of her free time reading, writing, or doing other activities that most teenagers wouldn't call normal
I am the girl that people call weird and a freak either behind my back or to my face
I am the girl who doesn't spend all her time on Snapchat/Kick or talking to a friend on her cellphone
I am the girl that has stopped to smell the flowers and jump and splash in the rain

I Am Not That Girl:

I am not that girl,
The one that is super popular.
The one that is rich.
The one that will lie to get her way.
The one that doesn't care about your feelings.
The one that has a new boy-friend every week.
The one that hates life because she wear size two jeans.
The one that would cry over a boy.
The one that will give up because she broke a nail.
The one that started wearing make-up at nine years old.

BUT

I am that girl,
The one who likes books.
The one who pretends not to be sad, just to make others happy.
The one who reads and writes to escape.
The one who just wants to help.
The one that just wants to make a difference.
The one that doesn't look at what's on the outside.
The one that cries when she feels alone or helpless; it only shows that she's strong.
The one that knows she's beautiful, no matter what others say.
The one that refuses to believe that this is it.
The one that doesn't care if she eats too many donuts...they taste good.
The one that people like because she's crazy.
The one that will do anything to make people feel better.
The one who won't give up.

Favorite Quotes:

You won't cry for my absence, I know

You forgot me long ago

Am I that unimportant?

Am I that insignificant?

Isn't something missing? Isn't someone missing me?

And if I bleed, I'll bleed

Knowing you don't care

And if I sleep just to dream of you

I'll wake without you there

Isn't something missing?

Isn't someone missing me...?

Even though I'm the sacrifice

You won't cry for me not now

Though I'd die to know you love me

I'm all alone...

The secret side of me I never let you see

I keep it caged but I can't control it

So stay away from me

The beast is ugly

I feel the rage and I just can't hold it

It's scratching on the walls, in the closet, in the halls

It comes awake and I can't control it

Hiding under the bed, in my body, in my head

Why won't somebody come and save me from this?

Make it end!

I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin

I must confess that I feel like a monster!

I hate what I've become; the nightmare's just begun

I must confess that I feel like a monster!

I, I feel like a monster!

I, I feel like a monster!

It's hiding in the dark

It's teeth are razor sharp

There's no escape for me

It wants my soul, it wants my heart

No one can hear me scream

Maybe it's just a dream

Or maybe it's inside of me

Stop this monster!