Monday, March 15, 2049

Bayley's P.O.V.

Today is the day I go back to school. Eight weeks ago I gave birth to Rawlings. I'm so fucking nervous to leave my baby girl. I know she'll be safe and sound with Taylor's mother, but my mom instincts are going fucking nuts.

You are overreacting. Shut up, Bayley.

Rawlings will be fine. But it's been ten years since Ayliana has had to care for a baby. Her youngest and only daughter is ten now.

I woke up at 5:30AM, my alarm waking me up and I see Taylor changing Rawlings. I smile.

"Good morning."

Taylor smiles back at me. "Good morning, baby." He buttons up Rawlings outfit and then picks her up into his arms. "Are you ready to be going back?" He asks me as I walk to my bathroom.

I yell from the bathroom, taking off my pajamas and taking my hair out of the ponytail. "No, I'm not ready. But, I have to be, right?" I say, brushing my hair out before turning the shower on.

"Yeah." I hear him say before I hop into the shower. I can finally shower without help. Fucking finally.

After showering, I dry myself off, blow dried my hair and changed into my outfit.

I picked out my tan sweater, jeans and my tan knee high boots. I put my hair up in a bun and put on the lightest bit of makeup.

After getting myself ready, I double checked on my homework, checked Rawlings diaper bag and made sure she had everything she had for the day. Taylor was already ready, so I grabbed my book bag and my purse, and we headed downstairs and out the front door with Rawlings in her carrier.

After placing our sleeping baby in her car seat, Taylor got into the driver seat and headed towards his parents house to drop off Rawlings.

I think I would've cried if I got out to take her in with Taylor. So I had him go and drop her off with his mom. After making sure she was okay, he headed back to his car and headed to my high school to drop me off.

"Are you ready for your first day back?" Taylor asks me after a while.

I shake my head. "No, I'm not ready to leave her." I say with tears in my eyes. I sniff them away before Taylor pulls into his parking spot at the school.

We both got out of his car and head into the school together. We only have four more months until Taylor goes to college and we're not going to the same school anymore. Our lives will be crazier than it is now.

We walk in holding hands, my bag around my shoulder, I head to my locker, and as I'm opening it, I hear running coming towards me.

"Bayley!" I hear my name, I look up and see my friends. A smile comes to my face.

"Hey!" I hug them softly. "How are you? We missed you!" Eva asks. I smile again.

"Good. I'm good. Exhausted, but good."

"How's the baby?" Val asks.

I pull my phone out and show them a picture. "She's doing great. Big."

Gina's eyes went wide. "She's so big! She has your eyes!"

I laugh. "I feel like she's Taylor's clone. They look such alike. It's insane. I miss her already and it's only been twenty minutes." I sigh.

Val chuckles. "It will feel like that for a few weeks. You'll be alright."

I sigh again. "I hope so."

Throughout the first day back, I talked to my teachers and the principal about my plans now that I have Rawlings in my life. Life is so different now.

I'm not a normal teenager.

When it was time to come for lunch, I heard my friends talking about a party they were invited to. My heart almost stopped. They were invited to a fucking party and didn't tell me? What the fuck is happening?

They never told me about the party, and now I feel all alone. How could they do that to me?

I grabbed my lunch and walked right out of the lunch room, Taylor saw me. He quickly got up and rushed over to me.

I was feeling all of the hurt.

"Baby, what's wrong? What happened? Is something wrong with the baby?" He asks, clearly concerned.

I shake my head. "The baby is fine..." I say, quietly. He just stared at me with concern still all over his face. "What's the matter, baby?"

Tears came to my eyes. "My friends were talking about a party they were invited to, and they didn't tell me!" I sob. "How could they do that to me?" I wipe the falling tears off my cheeks.

Taylor sighs. "Oh, baby. I'm so sorry." He wraps his arms around me and kisses my head. "You are a mom now. I can't imagine the hurt you must feel about not being able to go to parties anymore. I feel it too. We can't change what happened, baby, but I couldn't imagine my life without Rawlings."

I let out a sigh. "Me either. I love her so much. She's my life..." I say, missing my baby now.

I don't talk to my friends for the rest of the rest of the day. All I want to do is be with my baby girl. She doesn't disappoint me or make me feel hurt. She loves me so much.

She doesn't know how much I had to give up for her. My schooling is different, and now, my friends. What went wrong? They were there for me for my whole pregnancy, and two months of Rawlings life, and now they left me?

Taylor and I head to get Rawlings from his mother, and then we head to his apartment for the night with our baby.

I need a fucking release.

After getting dinner and putting Rawlings to sleep in her crib in her nursery, Taylor picks me up brides style and carries me to his bedroom. He throws me onto the bed and takes off his shirt and unbuttoned his jeans. The sound of him unzipping his jeans ring in my ears. I throw my shirt over my head, throwing it somewhere in the room.

After getting out of his jeans and boxers, he lays over me, smiling down at me, and leans in and kisses me with so much passion.

I moan into the kiss before Taylor pulls my pants down, along with my panties, and then gets me out of my bra. Completely naked underneath him, I feel his cock rubbing against my clit.

Fuck, that feels so good, and he hasn't even centered me yet.

He smiles down at me before kissing my neck. "Do you want this, baby?" He asks with love in his eyes. I nod my head, panting in need of him.

I need him so fucking bad.

"Yes, I need you..." I gasp out when I feel him slowly enter me with one thrust, making me moan his name and clench around him, getting used to his size.

He groans out, closing his eyes, parting his lips as he withdrawals from me before slamming back in. I let out a loud moan, wrapping my arms around his lower back and wrapped my legs around his waist as he starts moving.

I throw my head back in pleasure, panting and moaning breathlessly. My hips start moving with his, making our pleasure intensify.

"Fuck." Taylor breathes out, groaning into my ear as he starts pounding in and out of me at a faster pace. My head buries into his neck, holding onto him tightly and my heels dig into his ass cheeks, making him groan.

"Fucking hell, Bay." He groans. I turn my head to the side to see the sweat forming on Taylor's back and his muscles are moving in his back with the pace we're going.

So fucking hot. I'm so turned on right now.

"Shit." I moan, bucking my hips up, meeting his again. Taylor continues to pound in and out of me, hitting that special spot inside me, making me crazy.

I let out a cry of pleasure when he takes my earlobe into his teeth, biting down on it.

"Fuck, I love you." Taylor groans out as he continues to pound his cock in and out of me harder and faster.

"I love you too..." I moan, closing my eyes shut, laying my head back on the pillow.

"Harder, please." I say, making Taylor grin, almost smirking down at me, holding himself up by both hands laying next to my head, thrusting in and out of me harder than I ever expected.

This feels so fucking amazing. I don't want it to end.

I feel my orgasm in my lower stomach, curling my toes, digging my heels into his ass. I feel one of his hands squeeze my ass and one of his thumbs on my clit, making me cry out as my orgasm rushing through me, I scream his name.

I unwrap my legs and throw my arms beside me, watching Taylor continue pounding in and out of me until he stills and groans.

"Oh fuck." He groans as he spills his cum inside me after a few more thrusts he does inside me. The feeling feels so fucking hot.

"That was..." I start, breathing heavily.

I hear Taylor chuckle as I feel him fall onto the bed next to me. "Amazing." He finishes for me, pulling me close to him.

We both pant in and out, trying to catch our breathes. Sweat is rolling down our bodies as we lay in bed, recovering from our long waited orgasms.

"I love you, baby girl." Taylor says, kissing my head before pulling the covers over us.

"I love you too." I say before I feel sleep taking over me. Not soon enough, I hear Taylor snoring away next to me. I shake my head before falling asleep myself, cuddling with my fiance.

AN: Finally updating this chapter. It's been only drafts for a few weeks and finally got the chance to finish and update.

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