Where I am/My thoughts + Side Story

The side story is a chapter that takes place in the future. The rest is about my story so far writing this and my thoughts on my own fanfiction.

I'm sorry I thought it was clear but it wasn't clear enough but he didn't kill Freya, I know it is such a cool idea. Also, I just learned that being in Freya's famillia automatically makes you immune to her charm, for fuck sake.

In August/September 2020 I first started creating this story in my head (which is a year holy shit and only 20.000 words I'm pathetic,). I had read vol 14 and my imagination kept going. I wrote everything I could think of in documents (I still have all of them). Very few of them were interesting but before I published my first chapter I basically already had the core of every chapter. Then I saw all the plot holes and oh boy were there a lot of them and compared to now I was still missing around 25% of chapters. As you might've noticed I am a no-good writer, and I'm barely creative, but I still really enjoy thinking of these ideas. The problem is putting them together.

Then volume 15, 16 and 17 came out, now I'll be honest, vol 15 and 16 are fine but I really dislike, if not, hate or despise chapter 17. To me, the idea of charming the whole city is just aaaaaaahh, anyway maybe volume 18 will make up for it I'll see. but because of this, it gave me a bit of a motivation loss.

With that my first apology, one plot-hole I simply can't change is the time between Bell leaving and returning. My first idea was just a week and I thought Nah I'll do a month maybe I can think of cool stuff to happen.

Then I read the chapter I had in mind for when Bell returns, Spoilers its basically the end of SO12. but Aiz says that Bell looks more grown-up and I thought 'how the fuck could Bell look more grown up in a month that's fuckin dumb.' So with all of that in mind the last Knossos assault will be delayed by a year, I cannot get off this plot-hole any other way, so again I'm very sorry.

Anyway, since I first thought of this fanfic, I was 50/50 on whether to kill Freya or not. As time went by I decided that in order for my favourite character Ottar to be "friends" with Bell it is impossible to have him kill Freya, so, sorry for that. I'll do my best to make Ottarl's development worth the fake kill of Freya.

Also, I promise I will try to make Aiz more beautiful than I tried to make Freya in the previous chapter. XD

And because I lack skill regarding writing I decided to go full experimental for 1 chapter, perhaps more. My favourite authors are Dovestoevsky, Kafka, Tolstoy. I really like strange and ridiculously difficult books, this chapter(s) will be inspired by them, so they will be extremely OOC, but in a good way. Because a lot of emotions are running through Bell. I wanna make him go through a bunch of things in his head.

As Tolstoy said: "Is it really possible to tell someone else what one feels?"

That chapter will either be interesting and cool or a r/14andthisisdeep chapter, either way, I have enjoyed writing it so far.

Right now Bell has left Orario, The Hestia famillia have split up, where will they go, what will they do? Will Aiz and Welf continue making Bell's armoury? Aiz is getting closer and closer to standing next to Bell. While Hestia is still dead what will happen with the manor or most importantly the Hestia knife? Hestia was killed by Freya, Bell knows this but he couldn't kill Freya, but why did Ottarl question Bell's mercy, and what was in Hestia's letter? Freya felt GUILTY?! What is going on between Ottarl and Bell, you'll see more in the next chapter of... it's gonna be a while though I'm very busy with uni.

And lastly, before you can enjoy the side story I wrote that takes place in the future of this fanfiction, do you have any ideas for Bell to do during his time outside of Orario. Give me all the ideas. Every stupid and awesome idea you can think of. Of course, I have a few important things in mind but the more ideas the better.

Now, enjoy my comedic relief!

Months after Bell returned to Orario he had a party in his home, his previous famillia's manor, the Hearth Manor. He had just gone to bed for a quick nap.

Bell was in his room when he heard it. A shriek.

"IEAAAAAAAAAAAAA"

'Lily' Bell thought as he ran down as fast as he could.

When he got down the stairs he entered the living room as quickly as possible.

"Is everything okay," Bell yelled.

Their was a ruckus.

Finn was nearest to the door and answered Bell.

"Lily is okay but Aiz drank some alcohol." Finn had terror in his eyes.

Bell looked confused, He saw Lily hiding behind Finn He was glad someone else looked out for her. Not only that he saw Lily clinging on to Finn.

"Okay, but why did Lily scream?"

Finn realised Bell didn't know yet.

"Bell, When Aiz drinks alcohol even just a little bit she goes berzerk."

That's when he saw it.

Finn, Gareth, Riveria, Bete, Tione and Tiona, The highest levels in the room were surrounding Aiz, except Ottarl, who was standing in the back with Welf, they seemed to be enjoying this.

When he saw Aiz he got a bit sad. She was in a battle stance, she held a fire iron as if it were her Desperate and looked like she was planning to kill everyone in this room. Aiz' fearsome eyes were wide and she seemed extremely wary of her surroundings. She looked like a hissing cat that was tensing its back. Bell looked into her eyes and that is when he didn't see Aiz anymore. Whoever this was it wasn't Aiz. Her golden eyes seemed black.

Bell didn't have to think long before he acted. Then he let out the loudest shush, even surpassing Riveria when she was angry. The werewolf was the last to speak.

"Aiz you idiot what the f-" Bete tensed as Bell stared him down. a shiver went down his spine.

'What the fuck! I'm scared of the kid.'

Bell walked slowly but precise and came closer. He broke the circle beside Finn and Lily and Gareth and was slowly coming closer to Aiz. He had the biggest smile on his face, his renowned million valis smile, there was no fear in his sight.

'It is impossible to be scared of Aiz'

He came closer and closer. The room was silent, only heartbeats and breathing was heard. He got close enough to be in arms reach of Aiz. He slowly but methodically reached for her hands. Her hands reflexed, he tried again and held them. He could almost feel Aiz' emotions. He had held her hands many times before but never did they feel like this. They were cold, extremely cold and were tense, every muscle in her body was tight and ready to fight. He broke open her hands, she was still holding the fire iron with her right hand but there was enough space for Bell to come even closer. Now they were within arms reach, he was planning to give her a powerful hug but her stance didn't allow for that. That was when he did it.

He put his left hand on her hips while with his right hand he gently held her head.

They were kissing.

"I knew he had a pair but damn." Bete was the first to speak.

"Ooo, so you did like him," Said the younger amazon.

"Shut up, shelf" The wolf spit out.

"It's okay, Bete we know how much you liked Aiz we still love you." Riveria was the next to speak she came closer to Bete as she hugged him tightly.

"Shut up, mama" Bete said sarcastically.

"Aah, he called me mama" Riveria gave Bete a motherly hug.

"Fuck" Bete said as he was trying to resist her but he gave up immediately.

"Mama," Tiona said.

*Whack*

Tiona was hit on the head by Riveria, she didn't even twitch.

"Only Bete gets to call me that" Riveria said fiercly, while clearly violating parenting one-o-one never say you have a favourite.

"But mama" Tiona said desperately.

*Whack*

"..ugh.." given to despair this time Tiona fell to the floor as Riveria had hit her with her staff this time.

An Orange elf was in the corner fuming with jealousy,

"Why didn't I think of that."

"That boy was willing to die for her" Another elf said beside her.

So am I" Lefiya said.

"Yeah but not by her right?" Filvis said. (Yes she isn't dead yet)

"But.. but.. they are kissing," Lefiya said pointing her hand towards the pairs awkward kiss.

"Yes so could we"

*Insert FilvisXLefiya Hentai* XD

Soon everybody was hugging one another, why? No one knew, after watching Bell and Aiz everyone needed it. Even Ottarl, who was tightly hugging Welf.

"You okay there bud," Welf said while petting Ottarl on the head.

"Yeah I just felt out of place" Ottarl had a little pout on his face.

"Okay, It's alright"

"I'm definitely giving Aiz alcohol again" Ottarl said convincingly.

"Me too, do it when Bell is nearby I don't want to die"

"I can handle her" Ottar boasted.

"Well, I can't!"

In the corner Lily was still clinging onto Finn. Oddly enough she wasn't bothered by her old captain's actions. He was happy he was moving forward. Her captain spoke to her.

"You okay there Lily?"

Lily was blushing she was embarrassed she reached out to Finn instinctively.

"Yes, Lily is okay thankyou." Lily said. She let go of Finn and stood up, she brushed off her dress and looked Finn in the eyes.

Finn with a little hopefull smirk spoke again.

"Do I need to take a hint out of this?"

"Lily is not sure, Lily reacted without thinking."

"Well, you will need an answer soon." Finn said nervously

"Why?" Lily asked confused.

Finn pointed across the room towards the exploding Amazon.

The eldest of the amazon sisters was walking towards the embarrassed Pallum and screamed.

"How dare you make advances towards my captain." She yelled with her face close to the pallum supporter.

"Our Captain" Raul yelled.

"Shut up, Raul!" Anakitty said as she elbowed her beloved.

Lily is very sorry!" Lily said red as a beet.

Now poking her finger at the level 2 supporter the amazon said angrily.

"You better be I will kill you if you do so again."

The shock in her eyes made it clear Lily was petrified.

Finn decided to step in, he seemed quite mad however he was still calm.

"Tione! You were there when I proposed to Lily. You understand how I feel and you know how I will respond if Lily decides to choose me."

Lily became even redder but her rapid eye movements showed she was thinking heavily.

Tione got even madder but there was a hint of sadness. She took a step towards Lily but Finn got in between.

Tione spoke again.

"We should fight to choose who is worthy"

Finn countered.

"By agreeing to the fight she becomes worthy, you are level 6 while Lily is level 2. You know that strength is meaningless to me. Otherwise, I would've married Riveria a long time ago."

"Not over my dead body," Riveria said with a smirk while shaking her head. Which created a smile on Gareth and the Captain himself.

"I have called myself braver what is more braver than a level 2 supporter fighting a level 6 bezerker."

Tione seemed sad and lost but she was still angry.

She didn't know what to do next, so did the only thing she can think of.

"Tiona come outside!" she screamed, "I need to fight something."

"No Sis is angry, I don't want to die, fight someone else"

"come now!" Tione repeated.

"Okay, okay," Taking the safety of others in consideration Tiona followed her sister.

The two sisters walked outside; they came back way later bruised and battered.

"Very sorry Lily I don't expect an answer already however I can't protect you until she has an answer after that you don't have to worry about her anymore whether your answer is yes or no."

Lily had calmed down a bit and responded with.

"Lily feels differently around Mr Finn and Master Bell. Lily is not sure what the feelings mean."

Finn was curious and asked.

"Are the feelings between Bell and I the same?"

"No,"

Finn saw that positively and was happy he still had a chance.

"You know where I live the door is always open for you."

"Thank you, Mr Finn."

"Just call me Finn."

Back to the most important event in the room.

"I kissed her!"

At the first touch, he felt her resisting, but that was only a split second. Afterwards, she immediately started relaxing. By the 10 second mark, she had dropped the fire iron with a loud clunk on the floor. After 20 seconds her shoulders and her arms dropped. After 30 seconds her lips, neck and face relaxed and by 45 seconds Aiz was trying to kiss him back.

Bell needed to breathe so he pulled his head back when Aiz responded,

"I'm not done,"

She pulled herself closer to Bell. But he didn't expect it so with Aiz comfy in his embrace he tripped and fell backwards straight on his head.

*Thud*

He looked up with Aiz on his chest, looked her in her golden eyes be rid of darkness and said.

"Welcome back!"

I'll behonest this was one of the first chapters I started working on, drunk is too funny not to write about.

Anyway, sorry that my writing is all over the place. Next chapter will be extremly weird and OOC. I hope you enjoyed and will enjoy more. Thank you everyone, especially the ones who have stuck around for so long.

All ideas outside of Orario are appreciated.