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Yes i changed my username sorry if i caused confusion but I've had this fan fiction account since 2010 and only recently I've started using it so I needed to update.
All character belongs to Stephenie Meyer and some parts of the twilight saga will be quoted.
Chapter 10- Fear
-"Did Bella actually tried to kill herself?"— Emmett said. Poor guy all this talk about suicide has him on edge.
Edward had me on his lap his hand wrapped around my wrist… a little too tight. – "Love, please let go"— I said pulling my hand. He gasped and let go of me.
"Shit, love I'm sorry"— he said – "I'm ok"
Edward relaxed when the book described Jacob pulling me out of the water.
"Thank god for Jacob"— Esme said. –"Poor Harry"
"Carlisle do you think we could help him?"— I asked
"Perhaps but they don't go to the hospital anymore"— Damn – "Maybe I could tell Charlie to pressure him into going"
"What if she loved Paris (…) but enough that she wanted him to be happy"
How could book Bella think about being with someone else? The look on Edward face crushed me.
"Edward look at me"— I said grabbing his chin— "That Bella isn't thinking right she's not sleeping, eating and she's provoking herself hallucinations, she's clearly trying to hold onto something and that is Jacob, she's playing with him which makes her a horrible person"- I kissed him tenderly— "There is no one else and never will be"
"I deserve to read about you falling in love with someone else. I hope that where ever I am, I'm in pain" – I shook my head— "We have to learn from our mistakes"
Edward sobbed as book Bella contemplated being "Happy" with Jacob— "Shh I'm here, I'm yours, your mine that's not changing"
"It was Carlisle car"
Emmett clapped his hands – "Finally!"
"I came back"— Carlisle smiled at me
"I believe it's me"— Alice said
"Chapter 17, Visitor"
"It's me!"— My best friend yelled—"Why did i see you jump but not the rest?"
"He checks in every few months"
"Where are you son?"— Esme asked
"Perhaps Denali?"— I said
"What the hell are you doing in South America Bro"— Emmett asked Edward
"Perhaps with his distractions"— I spat
He rolled his eyes— "Now who's being jealous for no reason"
"We haven't been in Ithaca in a few years; it would be nice to go back" – Esme said
"My name is Mary Alice Brandon (…) I had a sister named Cynthia, her daughter my niece is still alive in Biloxi"
We all gasped and stare at a very shock Alice.
"I have a niece?"— Alice said, Jasper hugged her, "Ali, Love breath please you're having a panic attack"
"I need a minute"- she said getting up to leave.
"She found her family"— Emmett said
"She's scared"— Edward said
"Of what?"— Rosalie asked— "Of not liking what she finds"
"We will support her no matter what"— Esme said
When Alice came back she looked better, less distress. I went to hug her. — "Thank you"— she smiled.
"Alice whatever you want to do with this information, you have our support"— Carlisle said
"Thank you guys, for now knowing my niece is out there is enough I don't see anything about her until Christmas, let's keep reading"
"Chapter 18, Funeral"
"Your too close to Jacob he can hurt you"
"I don't like this Jacob, he changed"— I said
"Oh honey, I don't think you and Jacob can be friends if we come back, I think both of you would be in danger"— Esme said
"They smell like wet dog, like when the carpet gets wet and you leave it there to dry on its own"— Rosalie said disgusted.
I have to admit that didn't sound too great. Oh god what was Bella book doing ¿was I really so desperate to be love again that I was going to use Jacob? Neither did Jacob or I deserve that. I was clearly missed up and Edward my god Edward looked so hurt. I will forever be grateful to Meyer.
"Easy! He hung up on me!"
"That was you!"— I gasped— "He hanged up on you, oh my god Edward!" – I started panicking
"Easy love, I'm here"— he whispered in my ear.
"Alice, what's wrong" (…) "Its Edward"
I realized what was going on…
"Why would you do that, Rosalie" (…) "Save your remorse for someone who believes it" (…) "He thinks you're dead" (…) "Rosalie told him I killed myself, didn't she?" (…) "Yes" (…) "He's going to Italy"
We all stared at a very shock Rosalie.
"I saw him going to the Volturi … and asking to die"
To this Esme started crying— "My boy, another son, oh my boy"— Edward ran to her mother and hugged her tight.
"So let me get this straight"— I said very slowly, I was so close to lose it. – "The moment you find out that the women your brother loves, "Kills herself" you call him to tell him… YOU, who doesn't give a shit about me, you were suddenly in the need to talk about me, I can only imagine that conversation"
"I…no… i would…" – She said
"Let's all calm down"— Carlisle said
"NO!"— I yelled
"Bella calm down"— Edward said.
"You can get this whole family dead!"— Rosalie said— "The worst that can happen is they force the change on her"— Jasper said
"Which I would gladly do"— I said— "Then you're a fool!"— Rosalie said.
I snapped, I jumped so fast Edward grabbed me midair. – "Bella calm down that hasn't happen and it won't.
"I'm sorry, I'm sure I didn't do it with that intention" – Rosalie sobbed in Emmett's lap
"Everything is always about you Rosalie, I can hear that conversation "Edward you can come back your human is dead your making the whole family miserable"— I said making her cry even more.
"ENOUGH!" – Emmett yelled at me, making Edward Roar with anger.
"What? Rosalie can be a bitch but I can't"— I yelled back at him.
I could feel Jasper calming wave's having effect on me, my eyes started getting heavy— "Jasper…"
"Sorry Bella but your anger is over the top and Rosalie's distress is mixing with Esmes, we all need time to calm down"— he said
After a while of feeling sedated, Jasper started bringing me back— "Slowly Bella, you will feel like you're coming back from anesthesia"
"Where is everyone?"— I said looking around
"Emmett is trying to calm Rosalie down, he's sorry he yelled at you. Edward and Alice are calming Esme down. You've been down for 20 minutes sorry for sleeping you but Alice saw Edward accidently dislocating your Shoulder"
He must've seen my expression— "NO! He didn't attack you. You attacked Rosalie and he tried to grab you"
I nodded. — "He's coming"—he said pointing at the door.
"Love are you ok?"— "Yes, sorry for my outburst, where is Rosalie I want to apologize"
"She knows, I already talked to her and everything is ok"
"I'm going to get everyone"— Jasper said, leaving us alone.
Edward stared at me— "Bella you scared me, for a moment I didn't recognized you"
"Sorry it's just I don't understand why she hates me so much, I…know our relationship is dangerous but the whole family understands why we are together. Why can't she?"
"She is jealous of you; she would give anything for your humanity but she is starting to understand what this relationship means to us"
Before I could say anything, everyone started walking in— "Rosalie im sorry for my outburst I apologize"— I said extended my hand
"It's ok Bella, I …I'm sorry too. I promise that i mean no harm to your relationship with my brother. I will try to do better"— she said shaking my hand.
"Good now that we are all calm, Bella should have lunch"— Carlisle said
"Right, what do you want dear?" – "A sandwich is enough, Esme thank you" – I said
When Carlisle started reading that Alice and I were on our way to Volterra I could see everyone panicking. – "I'm sorry for putting both of you in danger"— Edward said to both of us.
"It won't happen Edward"— Alice said
"I know but the speech i gave Jasper hours ago means nothing, I'm really sorry for putting Alice in that situation." – He said looking at his brother
"We all make mistakes; let's not repeat them in this reality. I will count it as a victory if the three of you come out alive"— jasper said
"Aro is a civilized man, he will agree to dialogue"—Carlisle said, civilize or not I don't think they take concerned about other vampire's drama— "Even for the cattle?"— I asked— "let's hope he finds you interesting"
"That could also be dangerous"— Jasper said
Esme broke the tension by bringing my sandwich with a cup a soup— "That's should keep you warm"— I smiled at her— "Thank you"
"Chapter 19, hate"
"(…) Alice was murmuring to jasper, No you can't, tell Emmett no (…) I think Bella is the only chance (…) don't follow me (…) I'll get out (…)
"I know you better than anyone Alice, I knew you were lying to me"— Jasper said looking sad
"So our family is the biggest coven after them?"— I asked Carlisle
"The Volturi has hundredths under their command but not all of them live in the castle, only 60-80 vampires most of them mated, then there is us with 8 once you join us, the Denali's if they all mate and the Amazons, they move in groups of four or three."
"Three thousand years, the things they have seen"— I said
"The brothers have seen great things and learn from them. It will probably take more centuries before some one dares to overrule them"— Carlisle said
"Edward you should've explain this to her"— Esme said— "I did, she knows what happens if she tells, I didn't want to go into the whole guard, abilities things"— Edward said and I glared at him.
"They don't leave, they bring in their food"
"Like a drive thru?"— I asked— "More like when you go to a restaurant and choose a lobster"— we all glared at Jasper— "Not cool Bro"— Emmett said
"It was comforting to know that I would have an easy out"
"ISABELLA!"— Esme yelled— "what about the people you left behind?"
"I don't think i would have much of an option"— I said
"Why did they tell him no"— Emmett said— "They want him to join"— Jasper said
"He decided to go hunting (…) in the city"
We all gasped and looked at Edward who hanged his head low. Alice saw him killing humans— "Love its ok, that's not going to happen. You're ok"
"Do all of you know how to steal cars?"—
"Yes"— Esme said to my surprise— "It's for an emergency getaway, I take no pride in it"
Emmett started laughing— BS, she's better than us"
"It's Saint Marcus Day"
"The Volturi would never forgive you for ruining the festival"
"If you take out the fact that the Volturi are treacherous and Aro is a little Maniac, they have a fascinating story"— Jasper said.
-"Chapter 20, Volterra"
My chest started to hurt; I was so scared for what was to come. "Bella breathe. We don't need another panic attack"— Jasper said
"No!" (…) "Edward, look at me" (…) Amazing, he said, his exquisite voice full of wonder, slightly amused, "Carlisle was right" (…) "I can't believe how quick it was. I didn't feel anything"—
"What is dad right about?"— Emmett said
Carlisle and Edward stared at each other; apparently Carlisle won the silent conversation because Edward rolled his eyes. – "About heaven, Edward thought he was in heaven"— Carlisle said
"Only because you thought I was there?"— I asked Edward
He nodded— "I believe you deserve no other place, that's where angels live"
"They sent Felix, they were definitely going to kill you"— Jasper said
When they started asking for me, Esme started sobbing. The rest became really tense.
"Edward, I'm sure everything went ok"
He started shaking his head— "They sent Demitri, they have your scent now"
"Is that bad?"— I asked
"Demitri is a better tracker then James, you can't hide from him"— Carlisle said
So in all different ways, we are dead.
"I'm sorry for putting you both in danger"— Edward said to me and Alice
"Jane"
They all hissed— "Oh god what's her gift?"
"She has the ability to make you feel pain. It's described as being burned from the inside out"— Carlisle said— "She's Aros most precious gift"
"Where are they taking them?"— Rosalie said
"The feeding chamber"— Carlisle said
The way Book Bella described Aro, gave me the creeps.
"You see I share some of your brother's talent"
I gasped— "He's a mind reader?"
"Yes and No, Edward sees what you're thinking in that moment but Aro sees everything, he goes through your thoughts as if they were album records"
"Wow"— I said – "So we don't high five him"
"I'm afraid that isn't an option, if he asks for your hand you most give it to him"—Jasper said
"Have you met him?"— I asked jasper— "No, only Demitri, Jane, Felix and Alec, it wasn't nice"
"The Dark hair is Marcus; he lost his mate centuries ago, he wants to die but his loyalty to the Volturi doesn't let him seek death"— Carlisle said
"He sees relationships?"— I asked
Carlisle nodded "It's like strings connecting the bonds between two people or a group, the brighter and thicker the string the stronger is the bond."
"How i miss my friend Carlisle! (…) only he was not so angry"
I laughed at that. Clearly Aro has a morbid sense of humor.
"Aro is right Bro, the self-control you have with Bella is something to admire"— Jasper told us
"Aro never liked my way, we are freaks among freaks but i consider him a valuable friend"
"Interesting you're immune to him too"— Edward said
"(…) she's immune to other talents…Jane"
Edward roared— "Edward calm down I'm right here"
"I looked at Jane, and she no longer smiled, she glared at me"
"Ughh, Edward you idiot, I'm sure I saw that Jane's gift wasn't going to work"
"It seems Bella has a new enemy—Emmett said— "Great", Cause that's what I need, more people trying to kill me.
"I haven't seen a prospective talent so promising since we found Jane and Alec"
"A Shield!" — Jasper yelled making everyone but Alice and Edward jump. — "Of course, but why doesn't your power or Alice gets block?"— Edward said
"Perhaps a mental shield"— he stopped and looked directly at me— "That would make you very powerful"
By the way he said it, it sounded bad.
"(…) Young Alice would bring to our little household… I'm curious to see how Bella turns out"
Jasper and Edward Growled – "What?"— Emmett said
"Aro likes to collect talents. They know have turn into colectables."— Carlisle said
"He's never going to let it go"— Edward said— "I'm sorry Alice"— he winced
"(…) the rest of them maybe forty or more (…) "Nice fishing" (…) "save a few for me"—(…) before the screaming started"
I looked at the book horrified – "Bella"— Edward said slowly caressing my hair— "How…how do they get away with murdering forty people"
"Not everyone is from the same place and they only feed like that in big events"— Carlisle said and his eyes looked lost in memories.—
"So it only took a trip to Volterra for you to see the horrors of my kind"— Edward said— "I know the horrors of your kind"— I said pointing at James bite. — "but i just witness a mass murder, I'm allowed to freak out"— I rolled my eyes while he just shrugged. — "Sometimes I forget you're a predator", he smirked at me –"Ahh Dear Bella you should never forget that"
"You two need to calm down because it's turning me on."— Damn I forgot about Jasper.
"Really?"— Edward stared at me wide eye— "It's the black eyes"— I said covering my mouth, I really need to think before speaking. Edward chuckled.
"Edward man calm down or I'm going to pounce on Alice"
"Sorry"— he said re adjusting in his seat. — "Bella I was clearly not going anywhere"
"She was terrified you would disappear"—Rosalie said
"Oh Edward don't ever do that"— Esme said
"The surprise of seeing Emmett and Rosalie"
"I am truly sorry Bella, Edward"— Edward narrowed his eyes at her, perhaps she didn't do anything but Edward and her would always bicker, but someone needed to be the adult— "Rosalie, you and I need to have a conversation"—I said, she sighed but agreed— "of course"
"And then i heard Charlie (…) give her to me. Get your hands of her"
Everyone was quiet looking at Edward who had his eyes close.— "He doesn't like me since phoenix I can only imagine the hate he must have felt for me in the moment"—my love really needed my dad's approval, apart from my time with Charlie i need to find something for him and Edward to do. – "Its ok love, i'm sure Charlie doesn't hate you, we still have time to show him you're perfect for me"
"Chapter 23, truth"
"You're not dead (…) did all of that really happen, then"
-"Oh, Bella i really damaged you"— Edward said
"I'd never been farther east then Albuquerque"
"Maybe we could go somewhere on winter break"— Alice said, I like that a few days away from everyone just me and Edward cozy in bed somewhere. Alice grunt— "What?"— Jasper said— "I just saw what Bella wants for a trip"
"uuh let me guess a books store, library, museum?"— Emmett said
"No, a romantic getaway and we are not invited"— Alice said
"My sweet little sister wants to shack up with Virgin boy here"— I rolled my eyes at Emmett. I still had no idea what i wanted to do with Edward but a few days for ourselves won't harm anyone. We could even practice touching.
"Charlie banned you from the house"
"I don't think my relationship with your father is salvable at that point"— I smiled sadly. Charlie didn't really like him but after a stunt like that he's lucky if Charlie didn't sent me back to Rene.
"You left and fucked her up, you broke the poor girl"— Alice said
"It never made sense for you to love me"
"Oh Bella how can you say that, you're the women who I always dreamed of. It's me who doesn't deserve you"— No we are not doing that again— "Shh we said we wouldn't do that again, we both deserve each other."
"I'm not going anywhere. Not without you (…) don't promise me anything"
"I lost your trust, i deserve it"— Edward said
"You were hunting victoria?"
"Edward, idiot you can't track alone especially in the south, haven't i taught you nothing?"— Jasper said
"Yeah Bro, we could've gone with you"— Emmett said making Rosalie flinch.
"Oh Edward the Volturi would kill us and you still don't want to change me"— I said
"You do realize that I'll die eventually, right" (…) I will follow after as soon as I can"
I smashed my head in the arm of the couch— "Bella!"— I waved them off— "I'm fine"
"Chapter 24, the vote"
Book Bella was really broken. She went through a whole lot and alone, its a miracle I didn't went insane.
"I'm sorry love; I left and almost ruined everything"
"Your things were never gone; they're all under your floor boards"
"So you're a liar and a hypocrite"— Esme said, Edward grimaced at his mother words.
"I guess I'll go back to Italy alone. (…) I can't have them coming here"
Edward started growling; hearing the discussion of the vote was getting me angry. He was being so stubborn; he was going to get his family killed and Charlie in the process. – "It's nice you all want me"— I said looking murderously at Edward.
"I think after graduation seems like a nice time"— I said
"College Bella"— Edward said
"I would want you to change me (…) what would you be willing to trade for that?"
"I will like if you do it on this reality as well"— I told him— "I don't think I'm strong enough."
"Merry me first"
All the girls gasp "Edward that was just horrible"—Esme said
"A hundred years waiting for her and you made it sound like a business deal"— Rosalie said
"Ew"— Alice said shaking her head
"Oh Bella Charlie's only worried about you and god knows what that Jacob boys told him"
"Bella you could go to Harvard"— Edward said
"Eddie boy is jealous of the puppy"
"Jacob isn't understanding that Bella doesn't Love him like that"— Jasper said— "It's going to get ugly"
"You want him Bella"— Edward said
I shook my head— "Not like that Edward, Jacob was a friend who hold me while i was down and know I broke him, I choose my destiny but he didn't"
"Book two is finished"— Carlisle said— "For now we should talk to our mates and when we get back we will have a family meeting, there is much to discuss"
Hello guy's i'm back. I'm really sorry for not updating but my laptop got stolen and I lost all my stories, now i have to start writing everything again. I don't know how often i will be uploading but i will try to make it fast.
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