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"I'm not taking it," Levi immediately turned down the pill.
"What?!" Hange screamed in disbelief.
"I'm not taking it," Levi pushed the pill across the coffee table.
"But Levi-"
"I don't like the idea of contraceptives anyways," Levi sighed. He slept with his ex before but the raven didn't go without a condom. But somehow with Eren, things were different. He couldn't explain it, he's still not sure what to do but their bond was certainly affecting him and he learned a lot of things from the brunette even though Levi was in Hange's house.
One, Eren truly lost his memories. Two. Eren loved him. And three, in the past few weeks living together, Eren was genuine. That's a relief to know.
With a bond, Levi could tell if Eren was lying or when the brunette Alpha had his memories back.
Right now, on the other side of the bond, he could feel Eren's excitement. It could be that the brunette Alpha was having fun with Captain, his joy was reaching Levi and drastically changed the raven's mood. It was nice.
Levi shook his head and turned his full attention to Hange. "If my body started cooking, then let it cook. If not, then not."
"But Levi, you're whole career-"
"It's already ruined Hange!" Levi shouted. "You see this on my nape!? That's my... future now..." he deflated at the idea. But just like his mother taught him, there's always a bright side to everything. "Even if I resigned, I remained by his side because he marked me."
"And Recon can't do about it because Eren Yeager is still under our, me and Kenny's case," Hange added and nodded.
"Yeah..." Levi frowned.
"But Levi, are you okay? About this?"
"I was thinking about getting a drug that could break the bond but then what good it would give?" Levi looked back at the window where it overlooked his house and probably where his Alpha waiting for him like an excited dog. "If I do find a drug, Eren would be suspicious... it would ruin everything we created."
"Hmmm," Hange sat next to him, deep in thought.
"Aborting the mission is fruitless as well, I'm stuck with his psycho until I die," Levi cursed under his breath.
"I don't believe you," Hange stated firmly. "You're saying that but did you know that you're smiling right now?"
Levi paused and rubbed both hands on his face, hoping that it would get rid of the smile on his lips. "Damn it, Yeager!"
Of course, the raven blamed it all on the Alpha, how could be not? Eren was radiating pure happiness right now and was more excited for Levi to return home like a damn puppy.
"My situation's fucked up that's what it is!" Levi shouted. "I'm physically and instinctually stuck with him! Ugh, fuck!"
"Easy, let me think," Hange paced in front of him.
"Hurry up, because Eren's very excited for me to come back home," Levi sighed and rubbed his face again after feeling the corner of his lips curled up into a smile. He could practically hear Eren's laughter in his head.
"Okay, first. I don't blame you, Levi, you are just human after all with needs. But please accept my apology for I have thought of this plan," Hange lowered her head in submission.
"Tch, it's not your fault, idiot. We agreed to take turns when planning a mission. It just happened that you're the one who planned it." Levi couldn't blame her, he blamed himself for losing control over his feelings and instincts.
"Then, you can confirm that Eren is not lying about his memory loss," Hange muttered.
"Yes, confirmed."
"Are you okay with this Levi?" Hange frowned.
"Of course not. But what can I do?"
"What happens if I can make a drug to break the bond?"
Levi's eyes widen like saucers at her. "You can?" But he dismissed the thought and shook his head. "No, even if you had the drug on hand, it would ruin the whole plan."
"No, I don't have it on hand but I can make one. Just give me some time," Hange promised as she knelt in front of him. She took the raven's hands on his and held it tight. "I don't approve of this, Levi. I don't want you bonded to Eren Yeager. You deserved more."
Levi sighed. He could have swatted her dirty hands off him but he needed her right now. And it gave him a string of hope with his complicated situation.
"For now," Hange looked up at him with determined eyes. "I want you to play along and maybe relax and enjoy while Yeager is still sane and good. I'll make sure that by the time I had successfully make the drug, Eren's back to his psycho self."
"Hange," Levi bit his lower lip. Now that's what he wanted to hear. It's not over yet, there's still hope, he knew Hange's good at brewing up drugs, he never doubted her abilities.
"If you are pregnant then, I'll help you raise them, if ever," Hange offered with a dopey smile.
"If there is a kid," Levi sighed.
"Are you feeling better now?"
"Yeah..." Levi smiled a little. What would he do without Hange? He could have shot himself dead and Eren as well. So, that's the plan, for now, Levi would keep pretending and just like Hange said, maybe relax and enjoy good boy Eren's company. Eren's not that hard to live with and now that Levi could read his emotions, the raven could tell if he was finding something or having a rage episode.
"You didn't bite Eren right?" Hange asked curiously.
"Of course not," Levi spit. He's not permanently sealing the bond, he couldn't afford for Eren to read his emotions and some of his thoughts. Granted, he did have an urge last night when Eren bit but thankfully he was too weak to properly sink his teeth on the Alpha's scent gland.
"Whoa! That's a relief!" Hange cheered awkwardly.
"Yeah. Wait, where's uncle? I haven't heard from him after we pick clothes for your date," Levi mentioned.
"Um, well..." Hange smiled sheepishly and averted her gaze.
"Boss! He's insane! Ack!"
Grisha glared at the cams when Kenny Ackerman kicked the guards on his door with so little effort. Grisha had no idea what Kenny was doing in the main house and how on earth he was able to pass Mikasa on the first floor.
Grisha bridged his hands together and rested his chin when Kenny kicked the doors open like a madman. He held two vintage pistols on both hands and had squatted his legs a little. That's was his signature poses for some reason.
"Oi, oi, Grisha! Nice to meet you again!" Kenny growled with a sinister grin as he pointed his guns at Grisha.
"What do you want?" He said calmly.
"What do I want? WHAT DO I WANT?! IT WAS YOUR PSYCHO SON WHO BONDED MY NEPHEW! THAT'S WHAT!"
Grisha felt his blood ran cold. Could that be the reason why Hange didn't give them the 30-minute live feed?
Eren, what have you done?!
